How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[LinkinParkxNaruto[AMV]]

Are you sure it's fat gain? Muscle weighs significantly more and if it's building

I want to believe. Its been my main cope since i've been doing more strenght exercise than usual.

This is especially true if it's your first time truly working out and started as a lunker.

Not at all. I've gained and lost weight several times through my life, thats why it seems strange and is starting to get demotivating since i know i am putting the effort but i'll just have to wait a couple more months and see .

 

[The Repeated Meme]

Holy fucking shit I am so glad I'm not a Cashier anymore. I swear to God one more day of that torture and I would have blown my brains out.

 

[Probably An Autist]

You are not responsible for solving her problems or stopping her from killing herself. Don’t blame yourself or think you didn’t do enough or say the right thing, it’s okay to be mad too.

thanks breh
she aint dead so that's that. Only known her a few months but afaik this is like attempt 3 or 4.

 

[Kerwin White]

Think I'm finally, fully, internalising that it's not worth giving a shit about anything other than myself and a small number of family/friends. Not even in a nasty way. Literally everything I liked or felt a part of even five years ago has been turned against me, or ruined by complete retards. There's simply no way back, it's too far gone. My life will simply be about making enough money so that me and the people I care about can be above the rules. It's done, lads.

 

[JosephStalin]

thanks breh
she aint dead so that's that. Only known her a few months but afaik this is like attempt 3 or 4.

Sounds like just a cry for attention. You may be better off staying away from this person. This person's problems started long before you ever met her, and will continue long after you leave the scene. If and when the person wants to improve their lot, they will.

@Phalanges Mycologist - you may have hay fever, seasonal allergies. Many years ago had both eyes swell shut. Went to emergency room, got a shot of Benadryl in the ass. You could feel the fluid draining from the eye area. Happened again, went back, same treatment. Since then have had to take allergy meds daily. Got a little break during the winter when living somewhere with hard winters, but where I live now things grow all year round, no winter as is commonly known.

 

[Shadfan666xxx000]

Everything just keeps getting more fucked.
-I got scammed in the dumbest way possible
-I got screwed over on my commission job
-My dumbass brother wrecked my car when I let him borrow it to get pussy
-My grandma forced her way back into my living arrangement
And
-My brother's car that I managed to borrow got fucked when I rear ended one of the trees in my front yard.
The fact that my brother ended up in jail over some trumped up murder charge is one of the better things to have happened this year speaks leagues about how fucked this year has been. I've been zoned out at the house for a month trying to sort through everything and I'm just now getting to the point where I have a plan that I can act on (poorly). The old lady has kept some food at the house but all of her income goes into feeding her vanity project of a charity and so she's typically broke and leaves me to have food sent out of my savings.
Eventually, once I have everything together I can convince her to leave again if I'm rude enough and she can bother that preaching asshole of a son she has in chicago who thought it was noble to bully me out of a backpack I had throughout high school. I hope I can end this year like I planned (drinking cold beer with a woman to give me a massage) but the timeline for that future went from a month to at least six.

 

[Ughubughughughughughghlug]

I got drunk for a party and woke up and vommitted for the first time this morning, so pretty shitty. (The party was also shitty.)

 

[Lee Crabb]

I feel sick. Started with lower extremity aches and heaviness, which turned into dry cough, loss of appetite, and dizziness a few days later. Took 2 home tests over several days. Negative for covid. Now I feel mucus running.

 

[Nick Obre]

Everything just keeps getting more fucked.
-I got scammed in the dumbest way possible
-I got screwed over on my commission job
-My dumbass brother wrecked my car when I let him borrow it to get pussy
-My grandma forced her way back into my living arrangement
And
-My brother's car that I managed to borrow got fucked when I rear ended one of the trees in my front yard.
The fact that my brother ended up in jail over some trumped up murder charge is one of the better things to have happened this year speaks leagues about how fucked this year has been. I've been zoned out at the house for a month trying to sort through everything and I'm just now getting to the point where I have a plan that I can act on (poorly). The old lady has kept some food at the house but all of her income goes into feeding her vanity project of a charity and so she's typically broke and leaves me to have food sent out of my savings.
Eventually, once I have everything together I can convince her to leave again if I'm rude enough and she can bother that preaching asshole of a son she has in chicago who thought it was noble to bully me out of a backpack I had throughout high school. I hope I can end this year like I planned (drinking cold beer with a woman to give me a massage) but the timeline for that future went from a month to at least six.

I was gonna ask you to elaborate on the scam but then fucking murder charges? The same brother that wrecked the car?

 

[Shadfan666xxx000]

I was gonna ask you to elaborate on the scam but then fucking murder charges? The same brother that wrecked the car?

Yeah. I don't think he did it and the lawyer says his case is favorable right now though.

 

[veri]

someone quit from my job and now i have to do their task. it fucked up both my arms because it involves a lot of heavy lifting i’m not strong enough to do, doesn’t help that a lot of it is at an angle taller than me. i’ve fucked up both arms and especially wrists from doing this and from what i’ve heard from others it doesn’t get any better long term. job asks me my limits but i don’t see a reason in telling them if they never listen anyways.

it sucks to think about how much of my life and energy revolves around work. it’s a nice distraction ig, as of late i’m losing hope in ever having friends or a bf. i can never approach an attractive man, i know i’d just feel worse after the response i’d get. funny nearly every time i take chances it turns out the worst way and just further ruins my trust and reinforces whatever worries i have. so fun.

 

[NoReturn]

I have to get up three hours earlier than normal on Monday and it's already ruined the entire weekend.

 

[BlackWaterSails]

I'm horrible, how are you?

 

[Orange Tabby]

Despite giving him a bath, the cat has somehow forgiven me and is purring in my lap, so I’m good. : )

 

[Retink]

I decided to try online dating again, big mistake. It's just a slew of ugly and crazy women, sometimes you think you see one that looks normal and then you see she has ten kids. How did humanity devolve into this?

 

[GLUE SNIFFER 9000]

Got a job interview for the later part of this week with the Treasury Department of all places.
From the research I did for this office, it seems like a surprisingly good workplace, really good benefits, and they're insulated from being furloughed if/when the government shuts down.
If things work out, I'll get to move to 'the big city' which I''ve been wanting to do for a long while. If not, it's not the only iron in the fire and I already have a pretty decent job at the moment. At worst, they'll just tell me 'No', which is just part of the process.

Just gotta keep trying.

 

[A Grey Cat]

Got a couple job interviews lined up. At least two of them in fuckin new york though frankly I really don't want those jobs if only cause I really don't wanna commute to NY for work.

 

[PeterMannion]

I feel like all of the good members of my family are dead and I'm stuck with addicts, thieves and people who don't think twice about lying for personal gain. Sitting here wondering how life got to this.

 

[Sergeant Major Buzzkill]

My general mood tends to swing from indifferent to annoyed or upset. So... I guess I'm alright today? I just ignored Mother's Day - for personal reasons, though I treated it like it was any other day, aside from exchanging cards and whatnot - and Saturday was its own range of lame. I usually clean up on the weekends, but since I didn't get a chance to do them during the past ones, I wasn't able to straighten up with my usual vigor, so I just laid back on my bed and re-watched Breaking Bad. I'm not sure if that was just a bout of laziness or my depression flaring up. I've been medicated for over a year and shit's been fucking with me.

I decided to try online dating again, big mistake. It's just a slew of ugly and crazy women, sometimes you think you see one that looks normal and then you see she has ten kids. How did humanity devolve into this?

No idea. I'd suggest trying to shoot your shot for chicks in real life (if you haven't done so already) because, obviously, not all of them are that fucked. Loads of trial and error. You'll get there.

 

[TheRetardKing]

It's snowing in May.