Erin Reed / Anthony Reed II / @ErinInTheMorn / @ErinInTheMorning / @ErinInTheNight / _supernovasky_ / beholderseye / realitybias / AnonymousRabbit - post-op transbian Twitter/TikTok "activist" with bad fashion, giant Reddit tattoo. Former drug dealer with felony. Married to Zooey Simone Zephyr / Zachary Todd Raasch.

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I don't either but it is funny, notable, and pathetic and we are about laughing at cows as much as being informative, so at least it will make more people laugh. Thank you & thank you Geranium for both of your hard work. :heart-full:

Agreed. His shirt in that video is too large so he looks like he has a small head, the opposite problem he has now.


That's a great question. Personally, I'm guessing it would unlock more than just that: can egocentricity be triggered by acid trips? Personality disorders? Other cognitive or emotional problems? I'm unfamiliar with the latest studies. I wouldn't be surprised if they unscrew restraining bolts back on things like BPD or other disorders that aren't just schizophrenia.
Part of the problem of studying this kind of thing is it's a chicken or egg situation. Do people with BPD use drugs because they have BPD or do they have BPD because of all the drugs? You can replace BPD there with nearly any mental illness including "gender dysphoria." You can also replace "doing drugs" with lots of other life choices that can trigger that kinda thing. I think this is why they call psychology a "soft" science lol


>dealing drugs
>telling suffering people not to call 911 so he can illegally give them other drugs
>felony conviction
>derailed dreams of medical school

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@garbage_cake we gotta plan something for page 100 - it's closer now than Tony's two front teeth! (Apparently I don't know how to @ someone on this bird forum)
 
The OpenDemocracy article and Tony's AMA about the arrest mentioned an "Exile Nation" documentary. I found it on Vimeo (archive) - it's marked "not yet rated" so you have to log in to see it, but I've clipped out the (short) bit involving Tony.

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lmao "drug reform activist"

Hey Tony, what happened to that identity bro?
 
Well, now a lot of the earlier stuff makes sense.

Taking five years to complete his master's with a 4.0, and not going on to PhD or med school was a big WTF, or having that kind of academic record but being a stay at home daddy.

Wouldn't be surprised if the legal mess was the real reason Mrs Reed the First bailed on him, since he's not the most reliable narrator. Who knows if he was honest with Mrs Reed the Second regarding his criminal history, either? You get a hell of a lot more sympathy if you tell people "I dumped her cheating ass" than if you admitted "I got busted for a felony and she decided she wanted out."

I know he doesn't believe it, but he got off easy if all he had was 2 years probation. He wouldn't survive a day in Florida prison, much less 5+ years.
 
I wonder if his "gender issues" started after he tripped on LSD. I don't have any follow up for that except that it would be interesting to look at the rates of gender dysphoria among folks who took psychoactive drugs - there seem to be a lot of drug use among the troon community.
OT: One of the rumors behind Larry/Lana Wachowski’s troon out involves his use of ketamine (iirc) while participating in heavy S&M scenes with his dominatrix girlfriend, and that supposedly triggered him into permanent sissification so there’s probably something to your theory.
 
Allow me to play armchair psychologist for a moment.

We know tony comes from the south and what he deems as a very repressive upbringing. He never connects with his parents religion, feels they are backwards, etc. At the same time, while he doesn't have many friends or connect to people IRL (as evidenced by the heavy internet usage of his youth) he feels he is intellectually enlightened, and that gives him a feeling of contempt and superiority toward those around him. He wants to prove that he is special and superior ans doesnt belong with those kind of people. After all he has a great GPA and really appears to be going places. His whole life is planned out and he is going to make it. He even dabbles with psychedelics to open his mind, which is a really popular thing among pseudo intellectual types.

Then he gets hit with the felony charge. His future goes out the window. He can no longer pursue his high status, intellectual based career. I think this was a huge blow to his identity as a person because he is no longer seen as that slightly odd but super smart kid who is becoming a doctor. He is a dead end failure in terms of career and his self perceived high intelligence isn't getting him anywhere. Not only that but he can no longer succeed "as a man" as he can no longer provide enough to attract a good mate. In addition and perhaps most importantly, he can't use his status as a doctor to lord over his family and the peers that never liked him.

So he has to find another way to get back at all those people and feel superior to them and this explains the pathetic behavior on reddit and twitter trying to be a super special trans justice and womens rights warrior.
 
>dealing drugs
>telling suffering people not to call 911 so he can illegally give them other drugs
>felony conviction
>derailed dreams of medical school

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Pure narcissism, as is usual with Tone.

If you care so much about your customers, you would tell them the rules to enjoy a trip, to not do it alone -especially if you're a beginner- and to use medical services as needed during a bad trip.
This retard was telling people to hold for half an hour on a bad trip just so he could go there and send them flying with 4mg of Xanax, which is an absurd dose to give someone, especially if you don't know if they took anything else.

And given his comments where he showcases some degree of knowledge regarding drug testing and to move around, I don't really think he was doing this out of good will or inexperience. You don't talk about the exact colours on a Marquis or similar unless you have done drugs before and probably, had a bad trip you don't want to repeat which he 100% did, given he mentions dropping LSD being the best thing he ever did.
People that mention LSD -which is relatively soft in terms of druggies that need reagent kits- affecting them IRL were dropping absolute fucktons and chances are, they embarrassed themselves in public or with people they loved.

Personally, I can't wait for the "Tone tries 4-FA" arc or the "Trippin' Tone Tape" arc.

Erowid and Psychonaut Wiki should be your first two visits if you ever have the thought of trying any kind of psychoactive drug.
 
If you care so much about your customers, you would tell them the rules to enjoy a trip, to not do it alone -especially if you're a beginner- and to use medical services as needed during a bad trip.
This retard was telling people to hold for half an hour on a bad trip just so he could go there and send them flying with 4mg of Xanax, which is an absurd dose to give someone, especially if you don't know if they took anything else.

Nah, he didn't care about his customers, except as cash cows. He just didn't want to get caught.

That's why he told them to call him, not 911, if they were having a bad trip. He was afraid that someone would mention his name, and he'd get busted. It's also why he stupidly thought his "research" into whatever he was carrying into Florida was "legal", not to mention that "they gotta let me walk if they find out it's not 'real' molly". (Try sticking up a bank with a painted squirt gun, and then tell the prosecutor that they can't charge you with armed robbery. That's always a classic.)

I'd like to say that he isn't using trooning out as part of hiding his past, but we are talking Tony, after all. The "Erin" origin story is creepy, but I can see why he wouldn't want to be "Toni" or "Antoinette" now. It would be easier to link him to his stupid felonious past if he did that.

(Psst, Anthony, baby. Fix the fucking teeth, unless your "cover story" is "I din't do that, me and my clan all have shitty chiclet teeth....")
 
The OpenDemocracy article and Tony's AMA about the arrest mentioned an "Exile Nation" documentary. I found it on Vimeo (archive) - it's marked "not yet rated" so you have to log in to see it, but I've clipped out the (short) bit involving Tony.

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his voice was already horrible before the fake lady voice lmao. classic tony

ninjad but the point stands
 
Pure narcissism, as is usual with Tone.

If you care so much about your customers, you would tell them the rules to enjoy a trip, to not do it alone -especially if you're a beginner- and to use medical services as needed during a bad trip.
This retard was telling people to hold for half an hour on a bad trip just so he could go there and send them flying with 4mg of Xanax, which is an absurd dose to give someone, especially if you don't know if they took anything else.

And given his comments where he showcases some degree of knowledge regarding drug testing and to move around, I don't really think he was doing this out of good will or inexperience. You don't talk about the exact colours on a Marquis or similar unless you have done drugs before and probably, had a bad trip you don't want to repeat which he 100% did, given he mentions dropping LSD being the best thing he ever did.
People that mention LSD -which is relatively soft in terms of druggies that need reagent kits- affecting them IRL were dropping absolute fucktons and chances are, they embarrassed themselves in public or with people they loved.

Personally, I can't wait for the "Tone tries 4-FA" arc or the "Trippin' Tone Tape" arc.

Erowid and Psychonaut Wiki should be your first two visits if you ever have the thought of trying any kind of psychoactive drug.
There is something very narcissistic too in saying "I have the antidote" . like only I can save you. Shows he enjoys having power over others in a very creepy way.
 
Aaron doesn't have any results for LSD or interesting drug references via twitter, but he created his twitter in 2019 so it's after he got out of the scene. Thar'a a good thing: getting your life in order, finding a new community of support, and working a real job is nice even though he wasn't doing anything hard. Shame he's still a narcissistic prick of course.

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Closest interesting drug fact on his timeline:

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Archive.
 
Aaron doesn't have any results for LSD or interesting drug references via twitter, but he created his twitter in 2019 so it's after he got out of the scene. Thar'a a good thing: getting your life in order, finding a new community of support, and working a real job is nice even though he wasn't doing anything hard. Shame he's still a narcissistic prick of course.

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Huh, wonder if that's when he dropped all the weight. Not being able to swallow for 4 months would def take off some chunkage, but I don't remember the Tone Timeline well enough offhand to make the connection.

ETA: I've been catching up on the Charles Clymer thread, and I wonder why he and Tony don't get together. They both are TRAs in the Maryland/DC area and are Leeeeeesbians. Man that would be a hideous couple. I need this to happen.
 
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Allow me to play armchair psychologist for a moment.

We know tony comes from the south and what he deems as a very repressive upbringing. He never connects with his parents religion, feels they are backwards, etc. At the same time, while he doesn't have many friends or connect to people IRL (as evidenced by the heavy internet usage of his youth) he feels he is intellectually enlightened, and that gives him a feeling of contempt and superiority toward those around him. He wants to prove that he is special and superior ans doesnt belong with those kind of people. After all he has a great GPA and really appears to be going places. His whole life is planned out and he is going to make it. He even dabbles with psychedelics to open his mind, which is a really popular thing among pseudo intellectual types.

Then he gets hit with the felony charge. His future goes out the window. He can no longer pursue his high status, intellectual based career. I think this was a huge blow to his identity as a person because he is no longer seen as that slightly odd but super smart kid who is becoming a doctor. He is a dead end failure in terms of career and his self perceived high intelligence isn't getting him anywhere. Not only that but he can no longer succeed "as a man" as he can no longer provide enough to attract a good mate. In addition and perhaps most importantly, he can't use his status as a doctor to lord over his family and the peers that never liked him.

So he has to find another way to get back at all those people and feel superior to them and this explains the pathetic behavior on reddit and twitter trying to be a super special trans justice and womens rights warrior.

Can't hack it as a man? Then hack off your dick and become a woman. Nobody can call you out on it irl or bring up your criminal history because that's deadnaming.

It's unsurprising how common this is among reddit mods. Bardfinn has a similar story but with more wife beating.
 
Huh, wonder if that's when he dropped all the weight. Not being able to swallow for 4 months would def take off some chunkage, but I don't remember the Tone Timeline well enough offhand to make the connection.

ETA: I've been catching up on the Charles Clymer thread, and I wonder why he and Tony don't get together. They both are TRAs in the Maryland/DC area and are Leeeeeesbians. Man that would be a hideous couple. I need this to happen.
He says more about this condition, including that he lost 40lbs, on r/slp (speech and language pathologists) (source, archive) and r/AskDocs (source, archive).

The second post includes this info (as of October 14 2017), including that he was on medications for high blood pressure:
  • Age: 29
  • Sex: Male
  • Height: 5'10
  • Weight: 230 at start of complaint, 190 2 months later (now)
  • Race: Caucasian
  • Duration of complaint: 2 months
  • Location (Geographic and on body): Throat and esophagus
  • Any existing relevant medical issues (if any): HBP, Gallbladder removed when younger, Celiac
  • Current medications (if any): Metoprolol 5mg, Losartan 100mg, reflux meds
More about the condition (CIDP) here.

He says that he no longer has it after those few months (source, archive).

Regarding his weight, he has a bunch of posts on r/fitness and r/loseit over the years and has bounced up and down between about 150lbs and 230lbs. Helpfully he posted his loseit graph (source, archive):
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OT: One of the rumors behind Larry/Lana Wachowski’s troon out involves his use of ketamine (iirc) while participating in heavy S&M scenes with his dominatrix girlfriend, and that supposedly triggered him into permanent sissification so there’s probably something to your theory.

I highly recommend Rolling Stone's truly weird article about Larry Wachowski if anyone hasn't read it (reposted here, archive).
 
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The OpenDemocracy article and Tony's AMA about the arrest mentioned an "Exile Nation" documentary. I found it on Vimeo (archive) - it's marked "not yet rated" so you have to log in to see it, but I've clipped out the (short) bit involving Tony.

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he just hits that uncanny valley without fail, its even worse when he's not holding his face perfectly still to do his 'woman voice'

it's like his head is some robotic thing mounted on a mannikin at a robotics fair

it's like his eyes fix off behind the camera and he moves his head inline with his mouth
and then the weird 'my blind mother cut my hair' style and the weirdly greasy skin

he just sets off the creep alarm and I'm a man
 
Tony seems to like confessing to crimes - he has a few old Reddit posts saying he was a drug dealer.

Edit: Sorry, didn't want to leave you hanging re: the drugs. Here's an OpenDemocracy story (archive) about him getting busted, an AMA about that (archive), and here's a post on r/drugs (archive) about him being an Excellent Acid Dealer. Not got the time right now to read either properly so have at it.

That article is a trip (haha, get it?) itself. Such hyperbolic language and very much "drugs are good, mmmkay".

This made me laugh:
Anthony Reed is the kind of person we want running the world when we are old, but instead, he is now another of the millions of nameless, faceless, unemployable criminals that inhabit the exile nation. He was a straight shooter, and he played by the rules, and the rules failed him. So it goes in this through-the-lookingglass war on plants, chemicals, and people.

Straight shooters and people playing by the rules don't sell drugs. "Legal" or otherwise. "Exile nation"? Haha. No, you're not an "exile" you're a felon. Should have better choices.

This was hilarious too, re the charge he was convicted of.
Although the MDMA charges were eventually dropped when the lab’s toxicology test confirmed he was in possession of an “unscheduled compound,” since Florida does not have an Analogue law, he was convicted of (get this) "sale of a counterfeit controlled substance." That’s like getting a felony for selling someone a dime bag of drywall.

Yes. If you sold a cop a dimebag of drywall you would be convicted of a felony under this charge. Because you said the drywall was a drug and it's not. Which makes it... wait for it... A counterfeit controlled substance.

Drugs really are bad for your brain, aren't they? I'm not even completely anti-drugs, but the law says they are bad, so socially they're bad. (I'm not pro-drug either)

This article was a gem of a find. Makes me wonder if this was part of why he trooned out. Clymer did it to get out from under being accused of being a sex pest. Did Tony do it so he could escape his felony conviction? Pretty sure that's illegal, but well he doesn't exactly have a good history of obeying the law. Neither the word or the spirit.
 
Had some spare time today so pulled together a few bits and pieces that I've come across in the past few days.

Drugs​

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Only just clocked this second part about Tony's criminal past. Do you have any more on this? Or does anyone know a way to get his arrest/conviction records? I had a look on the Florida state records site, and it wanted $25 before even doing the search, which as a dumb Yurpeen seemed like a great way to waste money for a goose egg.

Another post about him being a Totally Rad Drug Dealer, in r/trees (Reddit, archive). For the squares among you, GGG is a reference to the "Good Guy Greg" meme. I too am a square so I have no idea what KB is.

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Talked about his felony drug conviction showing up on background checks (Reddit, archive). Also says he has "smoked a WHOLE lot of weed in [his] life" (Reddit, archive).

I don't think him trooning out was a way to avoid his criminal past, it just seems so long ago and was just probation. On Brenda’s Blest Isle it would be well and truly spent. I have a pet theory (nothing groundbreaking) on why he decided he was a Buhyootifel Laydee but I'll keep that for a future post.

More accounts​

Kickstarter profile: Kickstarter, archive. Two campaigns, one funded, one failed, both for his Benchmark Politics thing: Kickstarter, archive; Kickstarter, archive. His blog at benchmarkpolitics.com is gone now, but there are a couple of archived pages. Considering the look of the site and the amount he raised, I think we might be able to mark this as the start of his e-grifting?

Daily Kos profile, including articles about how much he loves weed and a gazillion comments: Daily Kos, archive. His username on there is beholderseye. There is also a u/beholderseye on Reddit but it's not him.

Name​

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EDIT: I think his middle name may instead be a suffix for the 2nd and not L

I think @JY's Tampon is correct. From a post on Reddit about naming his son, I think his real name is Anthony Reed II, no middle name. Unddit, Reddit archive (includes his undeleted comments), Unddit archive (only includes his deleted OP).

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Shit, hypocrite husband​

Tony was a smoker for a long time, trying to quit and falling off the wagon several times (Reddit, archive). It sounds like he only managed to quit for a significant time after his second marriage failed (Reddit, archive).

Despite that, when his wife was pregnant he harassed her about it until the doc told him to shut the fuck up (Reddit, archive):

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Wife as mother​

So when Tony was crying about his wife trying to keep their kid away from his AGP shit, he claimed that she "never wanted to be a mom anyway". Turns out that less than two years after they separated she has had another kid (Twitter, archive):

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