During their post-break up summer livestreams, ALR kept implying that Becky was a cold fish who didn't express any physical affection even in private. I'm pretty sure that's true. Between the depression, depression meds and the neurological impact of poor nutrition and obesity (which tends to suppress sex drive and can exacerbate depression) as well as just general temperament and her insecurity about no one really loving her, I can see that Becky would be completely uninterested in sex. I'm not sure that ALR was predominantly the one rejecting Becky for those two years when they only had sex once; Becky comes off as pretty frigid.
At first I thought that was a welcome change from Destiny who is 1. incredibly gross and 2. like a trashy, retarded dog in heat who won't stop humping women's legs regardless of how inappropriate the situation is. Watching Destiny constantly flash her fat, pale body and waggle her fat tongue at, wetly kiss and hump ALR on camera the moment the slightest impulse hit her was absolutely revolting. Like some sort of animated buttergolem with no intelligence in her eyes engaged in a crude simulacrum of human sexuality. So I appreciated that Becky had enough decorum to keep that shit low key. Compared to Destiny she probably does have more decorum because who doesn't? But if Becky's practically dead downstairs and loves women but has no sex drive, that doesn't bode well for any normal relationship.
It also suggests to me that we're probably going to get a video very earnestly but very clumsily explaining that Becky now identifies as an asexual who still has romantic feelings for women, complete with some new, garish flag to accompany her new special identity. And, of course, this will be an identity to be celebrated rather than a predictable and obvious side-effect of her physical and psychological decrepitude which ought to be remedied through some combination of medicine, therapy and proper nutrition and exercise.
I disagree on only one point: Medication.
See, one of the reasons we're balls deep in clown world as it is, is because mental health professionals keep humping on the medication train. Maybe I would've agreed 10 years ago under legitimate and appropriate DX, but now I no longer agree. Please hear me out.
Like the trooning and Ell Gee Bee-ing, how's that "healthy" "affirming" medical care worked out?
Again, I work in mental health/SPED case management and it is so common for even diagnosed SPEDS to abuse their prescribed medications. It's stunningly typical to see these people consistently take more than the prescribed amount, and even combine that with alcohol, street drugs, and even OTC--or all THREE.
Watching NoNeck for years, I've long suspected she's (as always) lying by omission and doing what I just said even back at Eric and Ricky's when it was obvious she was on prescribed depression/anxiety meds and Hambutt made her drive.
All I'm saying is that it is frustrating there's no push (because pharma) to try the !!!!ALL NEW!!!! approach of: Straight healthy coping/redirection skills, better nutrition, pushing water, and exercise including going OUTSIDE and/or using a natural sun lamp to synthesize vitamin D. More pushing for melatonin to aid sleep and more vitamin B and iron as MANY of these people have alarming deficiencies. Clean these up and watch the world get a whole lot sunnier.
But I know none of this will happen. Believe me, I see it in real time every day even in mental health/drug rehab centers. They may talk a little, but it's often offhand these days because not only do SPEDS like Becky not likey this, CORPORATE not likey this even harder. You could be wrote up and even lose your job for deigning to suggest all natural, non loony Anna's Organics methods that work.
