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The person currently known as Isaac is a MtFtMtFtM+ detrans man with a life-ruining lolcow fetish and an impressive internet footprint under a range of aliases as a BPD edge-warrior, mixed-media attention whore, current YouTuber and erstwhile Kiwi Farmer.
Otherwise known as Vanity, Cluniac and Issac, his entries in the Truly Special Olympics have included psychodrama romantic intrigues per a years-long infatuation with Narcissa Wright and schemes to honeypot Null; and war stories wading into the Great Twitter Meltdown and interminable squabbles with terfs. He's a lover and a fighter. It should be noted that across all these skirmishes the pattern is this: Isaac’s involvement is unprovoked and he suffers devastating losses by repeatedly shooting himself in the foot, every time. Abject failure in internet love and war is apparently his kink. Isaac's an extremely eloquent narrator of his own chaos, and all the more enjoyable for it.
L-R: Issac 2018 / Vanity 2019 / [no name detrans] 2021 / Cluniac 2021 / Isaac 2022
IDs & FPs
Isaac has SUPER SEVERE BPD and copes with himself by reinventing his identity entirely and often in continuous transition, thus far he’s been a tranny chaser, a tranny, a terf, and a beta mens rights comedian among other non-starring roles, all in the space of four years.
His FPs or favourite persons, are people he fixates on and bases his identity around to make up for the lack of his own.
I debated putting Null in here but facial phenotype disqualifies him.
L-R: Narcissa Wright, meme troon, egg hatcher and one that got away [Thread] / Dizzy, band troon, presumed crush and inspiration behind Vanity's raw meat videos[Article]
CommieDickGirl, public freakout troon and Twitter shitfit galpal [Thread] / Exulansic, ex-troon woman and terven muse [Thread]
NEET and ostensibly crypto-funded with almost zero irl contact, Isaac makes supremely self-absorbed video diaries and has since his troonout, though it’s only in 2022 he finds his voice and his audience, and begins realizing his potential in video as a spectacle. Frequently hilarious, whether intentionally or otherwise.
Content range with identity, but expect confessionals, informative content and shitposting, both manic and depressive psychotic features, and unreliable narration on a range of common cluster B interests: drugs, sex, obsessive health concerns, self, suicide, haters, master plans etc.
Isaac’s own unique output on YouTube and Twitter, along with scattered documentation of past escapades form an exceptional history and theory of a complete loon. Believe it or not, the major pivotal moment is the Great Twitter Meltdown, given that Kiwis doxing him triggers his detransition (or at least the one that sticks). You may joke, but here’s proof: the Byuuicide did actually change someone’s life.
AMATEUR DRAMATICS
June 27 2021 as everyone knows, was Twitter’s Hiroshima. Amidst the horrors of people literally shaking left and right, the troon Vanity steps forward to take credit for the Twitter banishment of @job4_2, as well as the DDOS attacks plaguing the farms.
Archive | Archive | Archive | Archive
The person who wants attention gets attention and Vanity is comprehensively doxed. It’s a decisive blow given that Vanity detranses a few days later. The dox is quite special, best enjoyed in full, only 5 pages beginning here (plus additional here + here). Here are some farmer finds that don't spoil anything.
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Apparently due to this internet public square shaming, Vanity ends a trans life. As for any involvement in the site attacks, Vanity’s no more than an opportunistic Twitter troon taking credit for a better man’s work. Judging by posts post-Byuuicide which indicate no knowledge of the attacks June 30, sleeping on it over night and devising an extortion plot, claiming the DDOS on July 1st.
As for the successful banning of Our Dear Leader, Vanity’s has been spasmodically hitting report since eight weeks earlier, when she sends a good number of variously unhinged messages to Null in a targeted honeypot operation lasting several days, which he tweets. In an attempt at removal Vanity communicates again at great length. Both tirades are featured on MATI two days later. Audio only for part two, that’s eight minutes of spectacularly insane BPD babble I’m unwilling to transcribe.
Attempts to trannyban Null begin immediately but nothing comes of it as @Job4_2 remains at large, and it’s only after Twitter’s been melting down for three days Vanity finds success with presumed daily smash reporting. Here's the outline of Vanity's Twitter, starting the day before the night of long messages, and continuing through reacting to the Mati feature.
Vanity tag teams up with fellow Victim of Null, @CammieDoxGirl to shout into the void (this isn't close to all of it). They continue to occasionally interact long after the Big Melt.
Readers may have noticed that Vanity speaks on quite familiar terms both with and about Joshua. That’s because she both hearts and hates him and has for some time, and the traumatic trannyshaming from a personal hero after the MATI episode evokes a fascinating psychological response. These begin a week later.
In fact this devastating failure of sexual espionage isn’t the first time Vanity digitally pesters Null. September of the previous year she sends two gifts, the first a voicemail, which I implore you to listen to, and the second a partial DM archive of no obvious purpose Post | Archive.
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In the same days Vanity chats with a Kiwi Farmer on Reddit for two hours and 24 minutes, which gives some sense of motivations: Vanity is severely not over ex Narcissa Wright and is imaginatively fixated on KF as the vehicle for restarting the relationship. The full transcript, highly recommended, is here and here, I’ll illustrate just a few of the many highlights with images of the object of Vanity’s fevered desires, Narcissa Wright, aka Cosmo Wright.
This is all some two years after Narcissa and Vanity then Issac's brief affair, but Narcissa's the troon that hatches Issac and he's an obsessive sort. Over the years to come multiple of personae revealing a questionable interest in Narcissa.
Archive | Archive | Archive | Archive
For audio of the voice chat between Isaac and Narcissa from March 2022, cringe in advance then go here.
NARCISSA & KIWI FARMS (ORIGINS)
The baffling attraction to Narcissa Wright kickstarts every debauchery that follows and their unsettling romance is documented on the Kiwi Farms, overwhelmingly through Issac's own excitable posting. The two become inextricably linked in Issac's unhealthy mind.
In late 2018, Issac’s face is posted in the Narcissa thread, and this is in many ways the butterfly wing that echoes through everything that follows because he signs up the same day to debunk the dox. He doesn’t post again and is barely discussed, though it’s noted he changes his discord pic to a tranny, there’s evidence of a suicide threat and an unfortunate glimpse of the Narcissa/Issac romance.
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The DM archive Vanity sends to two years later illuminates goings on in the relationship that catches Kiwis' eyes (but note the that most of Issac’s side is missing). Messages begin September 12-14 with Narcissa flying to stay with Issac for some irl neet boy on boy action. There’s a pause, then what reads like the warm afterglow of gross people who’ve fucked, so likely their physical melding occurs between September 14-18. September 25th, reaction to the facedox.
They discuss the facedox, Narcissa berates Issac for exposing a fellow tran, Dizzy of the band Black Dresses, to the eye of Kiwi Farms. There’s discussion of Issac visiting Narcissa but things fall apart. By October 7 it’s confirmed they are broken up, three weeks after their first physical encounter. The last of these corresponds with the suicide baiting above.
After this their contact is only intermittent, but Narcissa just won’t quit playing games with his heart. They don’t speak for a few months, and when they do Narcissa's been banning the shit out of Issac. ‘Whispie’ is an ex of Narcissa’s, shown here and with la creatura here. The reason for the reconnection between the two is Kiwi Farms. Issac first uses Narcissa’s thread to scream for attention by leaking info, and then when it works, continues to do so every time there's a lull in the DMs.
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High as a kite on validation, he goes on a two day bender about Narcissa beginning here. The majority's under the spoiler, but know that it starts with the frantic wooing on the left and ends with him trying to delete the r/Sam&Tolki thread shown on the right (captured by the magic of archive below).
From Sam&Tolki
From the DMs, in the weeks following: Issac's parental hatred and similarities with the Unabomber per Narcissa, Issac solicits hair removal and hormone acquisition advice and they discuss him visiting and taking mushrooms together.
Issac just one more successful KF spasm before Narcissa kicks him to the curb. I’d give him credit for the April 1st posts being slightly winky, but there’s that duplex again.
Following this his side of the DMs reappears and the effort is palpable. He can’t sell it and gets dumped.
POST-NARCISSA FOOTNOTE
After seeing his dream of a duplex shared with a night terror dashed, Issac goes on one more KF posting spree. It’s relatively sane with one notable chilling exception, and ends in a prissy snit from which he doesn't soon return.
Notably chilling:
But in May 2020, almost a year to the the day after his last post and having transitioned to Vanity in the interim, @Bonnabelle The Blue returns for a final extinction burst.
One of these deletes is a necro of a 6 year old post because it has Narcissa in the title (unrelated).
This brings us to just a few months before Vanity starts attention-bombing Null. It seem that when trooning out didn't get Narcissa's attention, and the delete potate affair didn't get Narcissa's attention, Vanity develops a more proactive strategy directly involving Null, though it’s unclear how exactly the voicemail and attempted girldick beaver trap were designed to function.
So far, Issac's relationship with Narcissa causes him to troon out and have big feeling about KF, and Vanity detroons because farmers dox her. Here's Vanity's coming out video.
19 11 15 Vanity | Archive
TRANS EXCLUSIONARY RADICAL LUNACY
“I was learning violin so I could play goodbye horses to my first video” - Isaac in 2021.
Isaac’s early detransition was relatively drama-free, there was a brief bout of recanting all previous content and declaring the audience credulous fools, but that's low-key. The real fun starts with his breakthrough video, which is 45 minutes of him yelling at his gender therapist, quite an act of histrionics in itself, though it was perceived as touching by a number of people unfamiliar with Isaac.
21 10 27 Confronting my Gender Therapist (Victoria T. Lieber-Spiess) - Detransitioning - **VOLUME WARNING** | Archive
This is in late October 2021, and within days he’s receiving kudos from terf idol Dr Ray Blanchard and Exulansic, later to become a terven cow but who at this point seems quite credible. In November he appears on Benjamin Boyce’s channel (the moderate centrist of terf commentary). He’s doing well but rapidly garnering attention of the worst kind for Isaac: pleasant. His bitchy antics are noticed by normies.
With news of Exulansic’s Twitter ban in December he gains a new focus; he plans a slide into her trajectory and takes shots at popular TRA Erin Reed.
He begins making shareable gender critical content on popular topics and appears energetic and focussed. Subjects include Jessie Gender, Samantha Luxx, Jazz Jennings, Lia Thomas and Blaire White on Matt Walsh on Dr. Phil, and he gets to 5K subs. Its this thread’s assertion that he heavily mines the Tranny Sideshows thread for content in this timeframe.
22 1 2 Trans People Know They Aren't Transgender (Jackson Bird Response) Link | Archive
Now with a small drop of success, Isaac will be locked in a pointless and endless struggle with the concept of having an audience who like him. January 10 2022 he suffers a wee whoopsie suicide bid on live, but it’s no more than a lil hiccup benzo OD. When he comes to, the attention of his viewers soothes him and evidence remains of just a small amount of genocidal posting the day of.
It’s not until after what we'll term the ’Cais Retardation’ that Isaac’s shit truly starts to slide out, when he joins Exulansic in a sworn campaign to argue the point to the bitter end about an intersex condition. It’s a really academic argument, @Marvin explains it well here, it’s enough to know that he spends a full week frantically tweeting arguments about extreme edge cases, which only comes to an end when he is accused of same-sameing Exulansic. Below is the barest sampling because it's absolutely mind-numbing stuff. It begins with a shout out to current detransitioner and future cow Shapeshifter, [u/Neither_Act_1007 | Archive] about whom Isaac is having paranoid delusions, and ends with seething about Exulansic.
Having been called out in his imprinting on Exulansic, Isaac’s caustic hatred reaches new levels of bombast in the weeks that follow. All YouTube content is now private from this period as well as the Cais Retardation.
Finally at peak disillusionment with the with the feminist bloc of his viewership, and with his audience of women who want to fix him remaining unrepelled, he has another extinction burst, ending with a bit of a finale. See if you can guess what it is what it is by the end of this spiral.
Congratulations if you guessed retransition baby!
BROKEN BOYS CLUB
When he emerges from his retransition attention implosion the following day, Isaac is unrepentant with beard scruff and the smug air of a stoner schizo cult leader (note, that the VC audio with Narcissa occurs the same night he uploads the Basic Attention Grab video). He does no GC content, but rather ponderous philosophy bro rambles, mass poisoner vibes intensifying by the second,
His Twitter is suspended and it damn near breaks him. These are the last of his tweets, the last of them coinciding with the the 'living failure' ID video pictured way back up in the intro.
The first foreshadowing of the BBBC to come is in the May 2022Haircare Routine ASMR - My Secret to Beautiful Hair.
But it’s in An Hour of Disgusting Disappointment Unedited, that Isaac really solidifies his current brand, that of ‘broken boys cult club’. He appears shirtless and shaven-headed, labelling himself a ‘pathetic worm softboi’, and finally finds the identity to fuck with the feminists. A few days later, he begins making more direct proffers of dislike to the terfs, each time more differently creepy than the last, which can be viewed in this post. His recent releases have been outstanding in their diverse batshittery.
Clips from 22 5 27 An Hour of Disgusting Disappointment Unedited | Archive
Other titles include Beta Males and Gun Control, and the unparalleled What's the deal with trannies?
22 6 12 Beta Males and Gun Control | Archive
22 6 13 What's the deal with trannies/What’s the deal with transgenders? | Archive
Isaac takes to using the YouTube Community tab as a Twitter surrogate and if anything it’s clear a character limit benefits his writing. He launches a GofundMe in service to a 'super secret investigacion' and closes it at $155.
The result of the 'investigacion' is a video Isaac privates a day later, archived here. It's a test of how easily he can acquire testosterone while pretending to be a women via telehealth services. He thinks it shows corruption, but really it just shows how sociopathically he can lie.
Vid 22 6 24 Today I Became a Man (FtM Transitioning) | No archive / banned
Another self-banned video, clipped it for the part that it was surely privated over below the stills.
We've now come almost up to date with the person currently known as Isaac, at this point his future prospects seem excitingly unpredictable. On July 2, 2022, Isaac releases what one can only hope is a final embarassing overture to KF, before getting back on to the important work of documenting his madness.
22 7 2 A Message to Joshua Conner Moon of Kiwi Farms - Kiwi Klash |Archive
Reconstructing his antics relied on the work of many archivists and the thanks list is long.
Thanks to:
Great Twitter Meltdown: @Elwood P. Dowd @ash9990 @Wy4M @Meiwaku @Don Yagon @oldTireWater @Sithis @CharlesBarkley @TracdacianTortoise @Queefer Madness
MATI: @Null @mdr4life @Ms. Cegination @Kiislova @Treesapsoda @Ron Jeremy
Narcissa & Kiwi Farms: @John Connor @Rei is shit @Strundy @Lucas Silva #4903141 @Tardcaptor Fuckurma @Jeb_Sama @hereh2read
Detrans era: @Ron Jeremy @Frank Cross @Ninon42 @NotoriousAGP
Thanks to @0 1 for general thread advice and @Taxi for Isaac's current surname.
EARLY LIFE
Isaac is 28, from an upper middle class family and lives in Albuquerque NM. He states he was born on St. Thomas in the US Virgin Islands, and moved around from age seven, including a spell in the Kwajalein Atoll. Photographs substantiate the St. Thomas claim, as that's the distinctive location in these pictures. Isaac attended Los Alamos High School and is probably lying about a degree in CompSci, which in reality is Business Administration. Isaac is Jewish through matrilineal heritage.
Miscellaneous tweets from Isaac about family:
SPECIAL INTERESTS
Munching and drugs, mostly. There is no drug in the world that excuses this jacket.
L-R: Issac 2018 / Vanity 2019 / [no name detrans] 2021 / Cluniac 2021 / Isaac 2022
IDs & FPs
Isaac has SUPER SEVERE BPD and copes with himself by reinventing his identity entirely and often in continuous transition, thus far he’s been a tranny chaser, a tranny, a terf, and a beta mens rights comedian among other non-starring roles, all in the space of four years.
| Issac | Vanity | [no name detrans] | Cluniac | Isaac 2022 |
| IssacWright | Bonnabelle The Blue | @CryptoCluniac | @CryptoCluniac | @CryptoCluniac |
| Bonnabelle The Blue | @CuddleHugs | u/ValidVanity | ||
| Nibelungen | @FemboyCrypto | |||
| Simnel | @CryptoCluniac | |||
| u/Future_Child | u/ValidVanity |
I debated putting Null in here but facial phenotype disqualifies him.
L-R: Narcissa Wright, meme troon, egg hatcher and one that got away [Thread] / Dizzy, band troon, presumed crush and inspiration behind Vanity's raw meat videos[Article]
CommieDickGirl, public freakout troon and Twitter shitfit galpal [Thread] / Exulansic, ex-troon woman and terven muse [Thread]
NEET and ostensibly crypto-funded with almost zero irl contact, Isaac makes supremely self-absorbed video diaries and has since his troonout, though it’s only in 2022 he finds his voice and his audience, and begins realizing his potential in video as a spectacle. Frequently hilarious, whether intentionally or otherwise.
Content range with identity, but expect confessionals, informative content and shitposting, both manic and depressive psychotic features, and unreliable narration on a range of common cluster B interests: drugs, sex, obsessive health concerns, self, suicide, haters, master plans etc.
Isaac’s own unique output on YouTube and Twitter, along with scattered documentation of past escapades form an exceptional history and theory of a complete loon. Believe it or not, the major pivotal moment is the Great Twitter Meltdown, given that Kiwis doxing him triggers his detransition (or at least the one that sticks). You may joke, but here’s proof: the Byuuicide did actually change someone’s life.
AMATEUR DRAMATICS
June 27 2021 as everyone knows, was Twitter’s Hiroshima. Amidst the horrors of people literally shaking left and right, the troon Vanity steps forward to take credit for the Twitter banishment of @job4_2, as well as the DDOS attacks plaguing the farms.
Archive | Archive | Archive | Archive
The person who wants attention gets attention and Vanity is comprehensively doxed. It’s a decisive blow given that Vanity detranses a few days later. The dox is quite special, best enjoyed in full, only 5 pages beginning here (plus additional here + here). Here are some farmer finds that don't spoil anything.
Post | Post | PostApparently due to this internet public square shaming, Vanity ends a trans life. As for any involvement in the site attacks, Vanity’s no more than an opportunistic Twitter troon taking credit for a better man’s work. Judging by posts post-Byuuicide which indicate no knowledge of the attacks June 30, sleeping on it over night and devising an extortion plot, claiming the DDOS on July 1st.
https://archive.ph/BRI75 Perhaps my first controversial take ever: You don't have to transition if you're trans.
https://archive.ph/qhJFV Hey, whatever you do, know that you can be happy, find love, and live a good life
https://archive.ph/xS5O8 You were perfectly right until the end [Christa Peterson]
https://archive.ph/47MnH i feel so sick and broken
https://archive.ph/0W8kV i deserve to be killed
https://archive.ph/Tdin5 Post sushi + caviar photo (my dad wanted to take it).
https://archive.ph/sxiX2 If you give me money, I'll never have to interact with anyone again
https://archive.ph/8p0Gv Detrans people are a minority of trans people
https://archive.ph/pgP8k "lol", 3 letters to diffuse tension and lighten the mood
https://archive.ph/kh17j What do you think of my OkCupid profile?
https://archive.ph/3iIRR I'm never going to feel happiness, calmness, or contentment again.
https://archive.ph/qpwnQ I don't know why they spend so much time harassing others or me. I guess they just enjoy schadenfreude in general
https://archive.ph/to1Ci Oh no...
https://archive.ph/qhJFV Hey, whatever you do, know that you can be happy, find love, and live a good life
https://archive.ph/xS5O8 You were perfectly right until the end [Christa Peterson]
https://archive.ph/47MnH i feel so sick and broken
https://archive.ph/0W8kV i deserve to be killed
https://archive.ph/Tdin5 Post sushi + caviar photo (my dad wanted to take it).
https://archive.ph/sxiX2 If you give me money, I'll never have to interact with anyone again
https://archive.ph/8p0Gv Detrans people are a minority of trans people
https://archive.ph/pgP8k "lol", 3 letters to diffuse tension and lighten the mood
https://archive.ph/kh17j What do you think of my OkCupid profile?
https://archive.ph/3iIRR I'm never going to feel happiness, calmness, or contentment again.
https://archive.ph/qpwnQ I don't know why they spend so much time harassing others or me. I guess they just enjoy schadenfreude in general
https://archive.ph/to1Ci Oh no...
As for the successful banning of Our Dear Leader, Vanity’s has been spasmodically hitting report since eight weeks earlier, when she sends a good number of variously unhinged messages to Null in a targeted honeypot operation lasting several days, which he tweets. In an attempt at removal Vanity communicates again at great length. Both tirades are featured on MATI two days later. Audio only for part two, that’s eight minutes of spectacularly insane BPD babble I’m unwilling to transcribe.
Attempts to trannyban Null begin immediately but nothing comes of it as @Job4_2 remains at large, and it’s only after Twitter’s been melting down for three days Vanity finds success with presumed daily smash reporting. Here's the outline of Vanity's Twitter, starting the day before the night of long messages, and continuing through reacting to the Mati feature.
https://archive.ph/C4BFG Anyone else noticing these government agents in these non-descript vans
https://archive.ph/TVq7v Anyone have any recommendations on cute cock cages that are nice?
https://archive.ph/wip/CND4q grippy socks...
https://archive.ph/wip/6LRNh I wish all of my exes were in love with each other
https://archive.ph/xKAhG If you're a rich white male
https://archive.ph/vG1Jo I wanted to grow old w/ you..
https://archive.ph/0Xr8X I'm so tired of these transphobic bigots. @Twitter, please ban @Job4_2.
https://archive.ph/XFdP9 The Bible is just a self-help book for bigots and cowards.
https://archive.ph/kfv4R Actually, it was a manic moment because I was off my meds, and JOSH KNEW THAT.
https://archive.ph/uYRf9 I didn't actually want to be his GF, I was manic, off my meds (JOSHUA KNEW THIS)
https://archive.ph/4iRP6 He has been harassing me for years, and has doxxed me.
https://archive.ph/HSOR7 Why is pit licking so...
https://archive.ph/WnmHi BPD, allowing me to achieve ego death, completely drug-free.
https://archive.ph/TVq7v Anyone have any recommendations on cute cock cages that are nice?
https://archive.ph/wip/CND4q grippy socks...
https://archive.ph/wip/6LRNh I wish all of my exes were in love with each other
https://archive.ph/xKAhG If you're a rich white male
https://archive.ph/vG1Jo I wanted to grow old w/ you..
https://archive.ph/0Xr8X I'm so tired of these transphobic bigots. @Twitter, please ban @Job4_2.
https://archive.ph/XFdP9 The Bible is just a self-help book for bigots and cowards.
https://archive.ph/kfv4R Actually, it was a manic moment because I was off my meds, and JOSH KNEW THAT.
https://archive.ph/uYRf9 I didn't actually want to be his GF, I was manic, off my meds (JOSHUA KNEW THIS)
https://archive.ph/4iRP6 He has been harassing me for years, and has doxxed me.
https://archive.ph/HSOR7 Why is pit licking so...
https://archive.ph/WnmHi BPD, allowing me to achieve ego death, completely drug-free.
Vanity tag teams up with fellow Victim of Null, @CammieDoxGirl to shout into the void (this isn't close to all of it). They continue to occasionally interact long after the Big Melt.
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https://archive.ph/93Kye always
https://archive.ph/1I9yo RT This isn't about me. It's about all of us.
https://archive.ph/HVjaK A fashionable girl with makeup and boobs, you mean
https://archive.ph/RtvxI Luckily, like you said, they're almost all cowards. Fuck em up!!!
https://archive.ph/yoSgS Bigots/Transphobes: Heh, why don't you just walk away?
https://archive.ph/sDD0T To all trans people and allies, just a reminder that Laura is being attacked daily, by hundreds of people,
https://archive.ph/fg3BH RT Trans people get zero credit for all the times we stayed quite and just endured
https://archive.ph/EKCZi RT MAPS NOT WELCOME! is the title to today's video
https://archive.ph/we5C1 nothing about your makeup is generic, so unique
https://archive.ph/ypwgN I appreciate your viewpoint on this.
https://archive.ph/1I9yo RT This isn't about me. It's about all of us.
https://archive.ph/HVjaK A fashionable girl with makeup and boobs, you mean
https://archive.ph/RtvxI Luckily, like you said, they're almost all cowards. Fuck em up!!!
https://archive.ph/yoSgS Bigots/Transphobes: Heh, why don't you just walk away?
https://archive.ph/sDD0T To all trans people and allies, just a reminder that Laura is being attacked daily, by hundreds of people,
https://archive.ph/fg3BH RT Trans people get zero credit for all the times we stayed quite and just endured
https://archive.ph/EKCZi RT MAPS NOT WELCOME! is the title to today's video
https://archive.ph/we5C1 nothing about your makeup is generic, so unique
https://archive.ph/ypwgN I appreciate your viewpoint on this.
Readers may have noticed that Vanity speaks on quite familiar terms both with and about Joshua. That’s because she both hearts and hates him and has for some time, and the traumatic trannyshaming from a personal hero after the MATI episode evokes a fascinating psychological response. These begin a week later.
https://archive.ph/MYIvl crying, lonely, unlovable
https://archive.ph/3wOSO I am literally in love with myself. I'd do anything for me.
https://archive.ph/zBVfp curse my alpha nature; i wanna be a sissy
https://archive.ph/BHfgN The autogynephilic anthem?
https://archive.ph/N2V8o Decided to detransition, finally. Gonna go back to being an alpha male
https://archive.ph/TUSIU Any other alpha males lookin' to FUCK another ALPHA?!
https://archive.ph/HP9sz Right on, fellow manly man. Let me just chug this last brewski. *burps loudly*
https://archive.ph/cGMVo I challenge Sam Hyde to a boxing match, winner tops the loser.
https://archive.ph/LH4qZ Does anyone think I could do porn, as an alpha male?
https://archive.ph/dqIRJ Any other alpha males take estradiol daily to avoid getting too alpha?
https://archive.ph/lpKWJ I think the main difference between trans women who realize they're mentally ill men
https://archive.ph/g9VrX I wanted to give transition a chance. I thought I was trans, but I now know that there is no such thing.
https://archive.ph/EHVPV happy pride month to the other mentally ill men out there #PrideMonth
https://archive.ph/n1lEP trans women are mentally ill men
https://archive.ph/WiHd5 women are gross
https://archive.ph/fo5X1 Everything is going SO WELL! The most amazing thing just happened, and now I'm perfect and safe forever,
https://archive.ph/UQAOv Finally done with transphobes and anyone who associates with or defends them
https://archive.ph/4xgY6 DMing is a deeply deceptive practice. Why hide away your messages
https://archive.ph/3wOSO I am literally in love with myself. I'd do anything for me.
https://archive.ph/zBVfp curse my alpha nature; i wanna be a sissy
https://archive.ph/BHfgN The autogynephilic anthem?
https://archive.ph/N2V8o Decided to detransition, finally. Gonna go back to being an alpha male
https://archive.ph/TUSIU Any other alpha males lookin' to FUCK another ALPHA?!
https://archive.ph/HP9sz Right on, fellow manly man. Let me just chug this last brewski. *burps loudly*
https://archive.ph/cGMVo I challenge Sam Hyde to a boxing match, winner tops the loser.
https://archive.ph/LH4qZ Does anyone think I could do porn, as an alpha male?
https://archive.ph/dqIRJ Any other alpha males take estradiol daily to avoid getting too alpha?
https://archive.ph/lpKWJ I think the main difference between trans women who realize they're mentally ill men
https://archive.ph/g9VrX I wanted to give transition a chance. I thought I was trans, but I now know that there is no such thing.
https://archive.ph/EHVPV happy pride month to the other mentally ill men out there #PrideMonth
https://archive.ph/n1lEP trans women are mentally ill men
https://archive.ph/WiHd5 women are gross
https://archive.ph/fo5X1 Everything is going SO WELL! The most amazing thing just happened, and now I'm perfect and safe forever,
https://archive.ph/UQAOv Finally done with transphobes and anyone who associates with or defends them
https://archive.ph/4xgY6 DMing is a deeply deceptive practice. Why hide away your messages
In fact this devastating failure of sexual espionage isn’t the first time Vanity digitally pesters Null. September of the previous year she sends two gifts, the first a voicemail, which I implore you to listen to, and the second a partial DM archive of no obvious purpose Post | Archive.
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In the same days Vanity chats with a Kiwi Farmer on Reddit for two hours and 24 minutes, which gives some sense of motivations: Vanity is severely not over ex Narcissa Wright and is imaginatively fixated on KF as the vehicle for restarting the relationship. The full transcript, highly recommended, is here and here, I’ll illustrate just a few of the many highlights with images of the object of Vanity’s fevered desires, Narcissa Wright, aka Cosmo Wright.
This is all some two years after Narcissa and Vanity then Issac's brief affair, but Narcissa's the troon that hatches Issac and he's an obsessive sort. Over the years to come multiple of personae revealing a questionable interest in Narcissa.
Archive | Archive | Archive | Archive
For audio of the voice chat between Isaac and Narcissa from March 2022, cringe in advance then go here.
NARCISSA & KIWI FARMS (ORIGINS)
The baffling attraction to Narcissa Wright kickstarts every debauchery that follows and their unsettling romance is documented on the Kiwi Farms, overwhelmingly through Issac's own excitable posting. The two become inextricably linked in Issac's unhealthy mind.
In late 2018, Issac’s face is posted in the Narcissa thread, and this is in many ways the butterfly wing that echoes through everything that follows because he signs up the same day to debunk the dox. He doesn’t post again and is barely discussed, though it’s noted he changes his discord pic to a tranny, there’s evidence of a suicide threat and an unfortunate glimpse of the Narcissa/Issac romance.
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The DM archive Vanity sends to two years later illuminates goings on in the relationship that catches Kiwis' eyes (but note the that most of Issac’s side is missing). Messages begin September 12-14 with Narcissa flying to stay with Issac for some irl neet boy on boy action. There’s a pause, then what reads like the warm afterglow of gross people who’ve fucked, so likely their physical melding occurs between September 14-18. September 25th, reaction to the facedox.
They discuss the facedox, Narcissa berates Issac for exposing a fellow tran, Dizzy of the band Black Dresses, to the eye of Kiwi Farms. There’s discussion of Issac visiting Narcissa but things fall apart. By October 7 it’s confirmed they are broken up, three weeks after their first physical encounter. The last of these corresponds with the suicide baiting above.
After this their contact is only intermittent, but Narcissa just won’t quit playing games with his heart. They don’t speak for a few months, and when they do Narcissa's been banning the shit out of Issac. ‘Whispie’ is an ex of Narcissa’s, shown here and with la creatura here. The reason for the reconnection between the two is Kiwi Farms. Issac first uses Narcissa’s thread to scream for attention by leaking info, and then when it works, continues to do so every time there's a lull in the DMs.
PostHigh as a kite on validation, he goes on a two day bender about Narcissa beginning here. The majority's under the spoiler, but know that it starts with the frantic wooing on the left and ends with him trying to delete the r/Sam&Tolki thread shown on the right (captured by the magic of archive below).
From Sam&Tolki
From the DMs, in the weeks following: Issac's parental hatred and similarities with the Unabomber per Narcissa, Issac solicits hair removal and hormone acquisition advice and they discuss him visiting and taking mushrooms together.
Issac just one more successful KF spasm before Narcissa kicks him to the curb. I’d give him credit for the April 1st posts being slightly winky, but there’s that duplex again.
Following this his side of the DMs reappears and the effort is palpable. He can’t sell it and gets dumped.
POST-NARCISSA FOOTNOTE
After seeing his dream of a duplex shared with a night terror dashed, Issac goes on one more KF posting spree. It’s relatively sane with one notable chilling exception, and ends in a prissy snit from which he doesn't soon return.
Notably chilling:
But in May 2020, almost a year to the the day after his last post and having transitioned to Vanity in the interim, @Bonnabelle The Blue returns for a final extinction burst.
One of these deletes is a necro of a 6 year old post because it has Narcissa in the title (unrelated).
This brings us to just a few months before Vanity starts attention-bombing Null. It seem that when trooning out didn't get Narcissa's attention, and the delete potate affair didn't get Narcissa's attention, Vanity develops a more proactive strategy directly involving Null, though it’s unclear how exactly the voicemail and attempted girldick beaver trap were designed to function.
So far, Issac's relationship with Narcissa causes him to troon out and have big feeling about KF, and Vanity detroons because farmers dox her. Here's Vanity's coming out video.
19 11 15 Vanity | Archive
TRANS EXCLUSIONARY RADICAL LUNACY
“I was learning violin so I could play goodbye horses to my first video” - Isaac in 2021.
Isaac’s early detransition was relatively drama-free, there was a brief bout of recanting all previous content and declaring the audience credulous fools, but that's low-key. The real fun starts with his breakthrough video, which is 45 minutes of him yelling at his gender therapist, quite an act of histrionics in itself, though it was perceived as touching by a number of people unfamiliar with Isaac.
21 10 27 Confronting my Gender Therapist (Victoria T. Lieber-Spiess) - Detransitioning - **VOLUME WARNING** | Archive
This is in late October 2021, and within days he’s receiving kudos from terf idol Dr Ray Blanchard and Exulansic, later to become a terven cow but who at this point seems quite credible. In November he appears on Benjamin Boyce’s channel (the moderate centrist of terf commentary). He’s doing well but rapidly garnering attention of the worst kind for Isaac: pleasant. His bitchy antics are noticed by normies.
With news of Exulansic’s Twitter ban in December he gains a new focus; he plans a slide into her trajectory and takes shots at popular TRA Erin Reed.
He begins making shareable gender critical content on popular topics and appears energetic and focussed. Subjects include Jessie Gender, Samantha Luxx, Jazz Jennings, Lia Thomas and Blaire White on Matt Walsh on Dr. Phil, and he gets to 5K subs. Its this thread’s assertion that he heavily mines the Tranny Sideshows thread for content in this timeframe.
Now with a small drop of success, Isaac will be locked in a pointless and endless struggle with the concept of having an audience who like him. January 10 2022 he suffers a wee whoopsie suicide bid on live, but it’s no more than a lil hiccup benzo OD. When he comes to, the attention of his viewers soothes him and evidence remains of just a small amount of genocidal posting the day of.
https://archive.ph/t1tiM 2022, the year feminists saved the world. Thank you all.
https://archive.ph/4n8Tq There's this religious group that cuts off their nipples and removes their sex organs.
https://archive.ph/NoPDY I challenge Sam Hyde to a boxing competition. Loser has to go to a Gender Therapist
https://archive.ph/Fp9MO Untreated mental illness, doctors didn't prevent me from harming
https://archive.ph/1Vu95 I'm one bad human interaction away from becoming an antisocial criminal
https://archive.ph/0SP9o I wish doctors weren't money-hungry demons that take advantage
https://archive.ph/ZQa8H I hate all of you
https://archive.ph/zabIE People were saying the female athletes should boycott their own fucking sport
https://archive.ph/NsIN0 Here's my take on humanity: You're all too evil and stupid to deserve to live. Your existence is a mistake
https://archive.ph/JTwTW I opened my eyes and found myself on my bed, as if I came into existence there
https://archive.ph/4n8Tq There's this religious group that cuts off their nipples and removes their sex organs.
https://archive.ph/NoPDY I challenge Sam Hyde to a boxing competition. Loser has to go to a Gender Therapist
https://archive.ph/Fp9MO Untreated mental illness, doctors didn't prevent me from harming
https://archive.ph/1Vu95 I'm one bad human interaction away from becoming an antisocial criminal
https://archive.ph/0SP9o I wish doctors weren't money-hungry demons that take advantage
https://archive.ph/ZQa8H I hate all of you
https://archive.ph/zabIE People were saying the female athletes should boycott their own fucking sport
https://archive.ph/NsIN0 Here's my take on humanity: You're all too evil and stupid to deserve to live. Your existence is a mistake
https://archive.ph/JTwTW I opened my eyes and found myself on my bed, as if I came into existence there
It’s not until after what we'll term the ’Cais Retardation’ that Isaac’s shit truly starts to slide out, when he joins Exulansic in a sworn campaign to argue the point to the bitter end about an intersex condition. It’s a really academic argument, @Marvin explains it well here, it’s enough to know that he spends a full week frantically tweeting arguments about extreme edge cases, which only comes to an end when he is accused of same-sameing Exulansic. Below is the barest sampling because it's absolutely mind-numbing stuff. It begins with a shout out to current detransitioner and future cow Shapeshifter, [u/Neither_Act_1007 | Archive] about whom Isaac is having paranoid delusions, and ends with seething about Exulansic.
https://archive.ph/zR7Bk The person who is trying to take me down [ShapeShifter].
https://archive.ph/RWa8B It's an argument. I've lost debates about points. [Emma Hilton]
https://archive.ph/Zyf7l The fact that when you're presented with scientific evidence [Emma Hilton]
https://archive.ph/9JcUZ In reading the studies, I found Exulansic to be correct.
https://archive.ph/U7WLh Dalea Rundblad lied about having CAIS. He was raised as a boy, and he has PAIS.
https://archive.ph/I4hSk I don't even know what Exulansic's full views are.
https://archive.ph/RWa8B It's an argument. I've lost debates about points. [Emma Hilton]
https://archive.ph/Zyf7l The fact that when you're presented with scientific evidence [Emma Hilton]
https://archive.ph/9JcUZ In reading the studies, I found Exulansic to be correct.
https://archive.ph/U7WLh Dalea Rundblad lied about having CAIS. He was raised as a boy, and he has PAIS.
https://archive.ph/I4hSk I don't even know what Exulansic's full views are.
Having been called out in his imprinting on Exulansic, Isaac’s caustic hatred reaches new levels of bombast in the weeks that follow. All YouTube content is now private from this period as well as the Cais Retardation.
https://archive.ph/0ZxNW Yearning for a world where none who are alive now will ever see
https://archive.ph/XRyLR If it's any consolation to those who now dislike me
https://archive.ph/J0eyu Lol. I didn't say that for pity. I said it to brag
https://archive.ph/kmT88 WINNING
https://archive.ph/2kVSZ If you care about me, you will unfollow me and never interact with me again.
https://archive.ph/XI4Ye If you're currently following me after reading my previous tweets
https://archive.ph/e07h2 Does caring about me excuse the abuse and gaslighting you all bring to me
https://archive.ph/nE8rW I never said I didn't mean it. Never.
https://archive.ph/H49NP Didn't ask. Take your toxic love
https://archive.ph/3xQap Then you're a selfish narcissist who only cares about themselves. Blocked.
https://archive.ph/FZPMr Seems like incredibly dismissive behavior from a narcissist who won't accept someone
https://archive.ph/RUjL3 I've begun blocking people who refuse or give me more unsolicited compliments.
https://archive.ph/XRyLR If it's any consolation to those who now dislike me
https://archive.ph/J0eyu Lol. I didn't say that for pity. I said it to brag
https://archive.ph/kmT88 WINNING
https://archive.ph/2kVSZ If you care about me, you will unfollow me and never interact with me again.
https://archive.ph/XI4Ye If you're currently following me after reading my previous tweets
https://archive.ph/e07h2 Does caring about me excuse the abuse and gaslighting you all bring to me
https://archive.ph/nE8rW I never said I didn't mean it. Never.
https://archive.ph/H49NP Didn't ask. Take your toxic love
https://archive.ph/3xQap Then you're a selfish narcissist who only cares about themselves. Blocked.
https://archive.ph/FZPMr Seems like incredibly dismissive behavior from a narcissist who won't accept someone
https://archive.ph/RUjL3 I've begun blocking people who refuse or give me more unsolicited compliments.
Finally at peak disillusionment with the with the feminist bloc of his viewership, and with his audience of women who want to fix him remaining unrepelled, he has another extinction burst, ending with a bit of a finale. See if you can guess what it is what it is by the end of this spiral.
https://archive.ph/y4EIN I will be leaving my content up. I won't
https://archive.ph/ntYaV Yeah because they're awful people with awful ideas
https://archive.ph/UIEJu I've seen everything feminists and detrans people have been saying behind my back
https://archive.ph/ydjmd I am. You just don't like it this time
https://archive.ph/3mFTo Don't tell me what I need, idiot.
https://archive.ph/9Vm1U If I hadn't been traumatized my whole life by people like you all, I might not have BPD
https://archive.ph/izobO Trans women might be dicks, but cis women are cunts
https://archive.ph/YKOYD Oh great, Satan himself likes me.
https://archive.ph/lgalU Back to the kitchen, woman!
https://archive.ph/kdvld My favorite thing about women are their cocks
https://archive.ph/TxvVa I think I have to kill myself.
https://archive.ph/AsSEk god doesn't exist, and if he did
https://archive.ph/TQeZw I'm not in the detrans community, and I am not unstable.
https://archive.ph/95CiD If you care about me, you'll shoot me in the head.
https://archive.ph/VbC4z I've thought about this for a decade you fucking moron.
https://archive.ph/0HFco You're genuinely an awful person. Congrats.
https://archive.ph/8i1lB Nobody knows me or where I am.
https://archive.ph/ntYaV Yeah because they're awful people with awful ideas
https://archive.ph/UIEJu I've seen everything feminists and detrans people have been saying behind my back
https://archive.ph/ydjmd I am. You just don't like it this time
https://archive.ph/3mFTo Don't tell me what I need, idiot.
https://archive.ph/9Vm1U If I hadn't been traumatized my whole life by people like you all, I might not have BPD
https://archive.ph/izobO Trans women might be dicks, but cis women are cunts
https://archive.ph/YKOYD Oh great, Satan himself likes me.
https://archive.ph/lgalU Back to the kitchen, woman!
https://archive.ph/kdvld My favorite thing about women are their cocks
https://archive.ph/TxvVa I think I have to kill myself.
https://archive.ph/AsSEk god doesn't exist, and if he did
https://archive.ph/TQeZw I'm not in the detrans community, and I am not unstable.
https://archive.ph/95CiD If you care about me, you'll shoot me in the head.
https://archive.ph/VbC4z I've thought about this for a decade you fucking moron.
https://archive.ph/0HFco You're genuinely an awful person. Congrats.
https://archive.ph/8i1lB Nobody knows me or where I am.
Congratulations if you guessed retransition baby!
BROKEN BOYS CLUB
When he emerges from his retransition attention implosion the following day, Isaac is unrepentant with beard scruff and the smug air of a stoner schizo cult leader (note, that the VC audio with Narcissa occurs the same night he uploads the Basic Attention Grab video). He does no GC content, but rather ponderous philosophy bro rambles, mass poisoner vibes intensifying by the second,
His Twitter is suspended and it damn near breaks him. These are the last of his tweets, the last of them coinciding with the the 'living failure' ID video pictured way back up in the intro.
https://archive.ph/Jx8p2 I'm getting closer and closer to becoming a monk
https://archive.ph/iR8ZZ I'll no longer be interacting with any "people".
https://archive.ph/N1vxa If I can persuade everyone to do everything I want,
https://archive.ph/LWbvM One final thought on persuasion:
https://archive.ph/2uhTf By the way, everyone can reply once more, but I will still not be interacting
https://archive.ph/C9Gyf Feelin' like I'm Hunter S. Thompson. I should tape a recorder to my chest
https://archive.ph/Ww2Tr I'm on the hedonic treadmill, pure sensory pleasure!
https://archive.ph/fUpeD Do you think I'll ever have a friend?
https://archive.ph/8BL9M I'm gonna start following people that I think are: 1. Dope 2. Rad 3. Liminal
https://archive.ph/t4swm been pigging out, drugging out, gonna get fat and stuff
https://archive.ph/zTdIx Pulling an all-nighter, taking more drugs, creating a new tomorrow.
https://archive.ph/HuzRK The Industrial Revolution has been a Disaster for us
https://archive.ph/3ZVe1 Each of you has a specific skill that will be invaluable if we're to put an end to modernity
https://archive.ph/wMCRS The results are in. I will never have a friend because I am gross and annoying
https://archive.ph/O5V0X 6 years without alcohol, and I immediately get completely smashed
https://archive.ph/2YEpK *dilutes blood wqith water* why r u all here go away
https://archive.ph/CT68p This is a "Living Failure" from the BAFTA-award-winning PS4 video game
https://archive.ph/iR8ZZ I'll no longer be interacting with any "people".
https://archive.ph/N1vxa If I can persuade everyone to do everything I want,
https://archive.ph/LWbvM One final thought on persuasion:
https://archive.ph/2uhTf By the way, everyone can reply once more, but I will still not be interacting
https://archive.ph/C9Gyf Feelin' like I'm Hunter S. Thompson. I should tape a recorder to my chest
https://archive.ph/Ww2Tr I'm on the hedonic treadmill, pure sensory pleasure!
https://archive.ph/fUpeD Do you think I'll ever have a friend?
https://archive.ph/8BL9M I'm gonna start following people that I think are: 1. Dope 2. Rad 3. Liminal
https://archive.ph/t4swm been pigging out, drugging out, gonna get fat and stuff
https://archive.ph/zTdIx Pulling an all-nighter, taking more drugs, creating a new tomorrow.
https://archive.ph/HuzRK The Industrial Revolution has been a Disaster for us
https://archive.ph/3ZVe1 Each of you has a specific skill that will be invaluable if we're to put an end to modernity
https://archive.ph/wMCRS The results are in. I will never have a friend because I am gross and annoying
https://archive.ph/O5V0X 6 years without alcohol, and I immediately get completely smashed
https://archive.ph/2YEpK *dilutes blood wqith water* why r u all here go away
https://archive.ph/CT68p This is a "Living Failure" from the BAFTA-award-winning PS4 video game
The first foreshadowing of the BBBC to come is in the May 2022Haircare Routine ASMR - My Secret to Beautiful Hair.
But it’s in An Hour of Disgusting Disappointment Unedited, that Isaac really solidifies his current brand, that of ‘broken boys cult club’. He appears shirtless and shaven-headed, labelling himself a ‘pathetic worm softboi’, and finally finds the identity to fuck with the feminists. A few days later, he begins making more direct proffers of dislike to the terfs, each time more differently creepy than the last, which can be viewed in this post. His recent releases have been outstanding in their diverse batshittery.
Clips from 22 5 27 An Hour of Disgusting Disappointment Unedited | Archive
Other titles include Beta Males and Gun Control, and the unparalleled What's the deal with trannies?
22 6 12 Beta Males and Gun Control | Archive
22 6 13 What's the deal with trannies/What’s the deal with transgenders? | Archive
Isaac takes to using the YouTube Community tab as a Twitter surrogate and if anything it’s clear a character limit benefits his writing. He launches a GofundMe in service to a 'super secret investigacion' and closes it at $155.
The result of the 'investigacion' is a video Isaac privates a day later, archived here. It's a test of how easily he can acquire testosterone while pretending to be a women via telehealth services. He thinks it shows corruption, but really it just shows how sociopathically he can lie.
Vid 22 6 24 Today I Became a Man (FtM Transitioning) | No archive / banned
Another self-banned video, clipped it for the part that it was surely privated over below the stills.
We've now come almost up to date with the person currently known as Isaac, at this point his future prospects seem excitingly unpredictable. On July 2, 2022, Isaac releases what one can only hope is a final embarassing overture to KF, before getting back on to the important work of documenting his madness.
22 7 2 A Message to Joshua Conner Moon of Kiwi Farms - Kiwi Klash |Archive
Reconstructing his antics relied on the work of many archivists and the thanks list is long.
Thanks to:
Great Twitter Meltdown: @Elwood P. Dowd @ash9990 @Wy4M @Meiwaku @Don Yagon @oldTireWater @Sithis @CharlesBarkley @TracdacianTortoise @Queefer Madness
MATI: @Null @mdr4life @Ms. Cegination @Kiislova @Treesapsoda @Ron Jeremy
Narcissa & Kiwi Farms: @John Connor @Rei is shit @Strundy @Lucas Silva #4903141 @Tardcaptor Fuckurma @Jeb_Sama @hereh2read
Detrans era: @Ron Jeremy @Frank Cross @Ninon42 @NotoriousAGP
Thanks to @0 1 for general thread advice and @Taxi for Isaac's current surname.
EARLY LIFE
Isaac is 28, from an upper middle class family and lives in Albuquerque NM. He states he was born on St. Thomas in the US Virgin Islands, and moved around from age seven, including a spell in the Kwajalein Atoll. Photographs substantiate the St. Thomas claim, as that's the distinctive location in these pictures. Isaac attended Los Alamos High School and is probably lying about a degree in CompSci, which in reality is Business Administration. Isaac is Jewish through matrilineal heritage.
Miscellaneous tweets from Isaac about family:
https://archive.ph/MgEjp Since people were asking, I was born in the U.S. Virgin Islands, on St. Thomas.
https://archive.ph/IWzZ1 Reconnecting with my life, and my whole existence. Approaching a billion moments so far
https://archive.ph/fNlmf Me, my sister, my uncle, and his two daughters.
https://archive.ph/2dvoU i burnt my marshmallow
https://archive.ph/iRBhn I lied the other day. I said to a cashier that I was going to visit my dad and sister for Thanksgiving
https://archive.ph/iugds I love my dad (a.k.a. popsy-poodle) so much
https://archive.ph/Jon4g Just got my dad two pretty kickass Father's Day gifts
https://archive.ph/bNg4d my dad was very very happy with his father's day gifts + dinner
https://archive.ph/Tdin5 This was the last time I'll ever see my dad likely
https://archive.ph/OWl57 Talked to my mom and dad a bit on the phone today, individually
https://archive.ph/IWzZ1 Reconnecting with my life, and my whole existence. Approaching a billion moments so far
https://archive.ph/fNlmf Me, my sister, my uncle, and his two daughters.
https://archive.ph/2dvoU i burnt my marshmallow
https://archive.ph/iRBhn I lied the other day. I said to a cashier that I was going to visit my dad and sister for Thanksgiving
https://archive.ph/iugds I love my dad (a.k.a. popsy-poodle) so much
https://archive.ph/Jon4g Just got my dad two pretty kickass Father's Day gifts
https://archive.ph/bNg4d my dad was very very happy with his father's day gifts + dinner
https://archive.ph/Tdin5 This was the last time I'll ever see my dad likely
https://archive.ph/OWl57 Talked to my mom and dad a bit on the phone today, individually
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SPECIAL INTERESTS
Munching and drugs, mostly. There is no drug in the world that excuses this jacket.
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Physical and Mental Health
Isaac has a number of physical diagnoses, no doubt real but the subject of obsessive concern due to his mental health problems. His mental health problems are also the subject of a great deal of obsessive concern.
Isaac states he has Hashimoto’s, thyroiditis, vitiligo and celiac disease, and that MtF HRT significantly worsened his autoimmune conditions, and extreme dietary cycles such as eating raw meat are efforts to mitigate symptoms. He had surgery to the hand/arm in 2021 for a ‘nerve issue’, and gallbladder removal in 2020. His known MH conditions are BPD and gender dysphoria. Isaac believes the latter is due body-focussed OCD and/or autoandrophobia.
Isaac considers himself quite the medicalist and frequently addresses studies related to his areas of interest.
Do not do a drinking game on how often he uses the word ‘pain’, you will die.
Drugs
Isaac has claimed that he ‘doesn’t like them’. However he has also frequently talked about taking prescribed narcotics specifically benzos, fentanyl and Oxycodone, as well as DXM and mushrooms. He has filmed high or overdosing on a few occasions.
Relationships & Sex
Isaac claims to never have enjoyed sex, only found it acceptable on some occasions. He also claims the opposite when doing so supports a point he’s making. Claims to be straight and not an autogynephile but his videos frequently betray him. He states 7-8 sex partners, of which some were women.
Physical and Mental Health
Isaac has a number of physical diagnoses, no doubt real but the subject of obsessive concern due to his mental health problems. His mental health problems are also the subject of a great deal of obsessive concern.
Isaac states he has Hashimoto’s, thyroiditis, vitiligo and celiac disease, and that MtF HRT significantly worsened his autoimmune conditions, and extreme dietary cycles such as eating raw meat are efforts to mitigate symptoms. He had surgery to the hand/arm in 2021 for a ‘nerve issue’, and gallbladder removal in 2020. His known MH conditions are BPD and gender dysphoria. Isaac believes the latter is due body-focussed OCD and/or autoandrophobia.
Isaac considers himself quite the medicalist and frequently addresses studies related to his areas of interest.
Do not do a drinking game on how often he uses the word ‘pain’, you will die.
https://archive.ph/wip/5MaEc A review of the literature from 2008 - 2021 has concluded that "there is weak evidence that gender affirming surgery
https://archive.ph/rpp5x There are hundreds of studies, just look them up. Risks are blood clots, prolactinomas
https://archive.ph/Ya8i1 Years ago, I watched this woman's youtube channel named Texas Fruitarian. She has the same autoimmune conditions I do
https://archive.ph/f0zaz If you read the medical studies on this, plain and simple: Estrogen worsens autoimmunity, especially in men
https://archive.ph/wip/MFq2oIf you hiccup when you eat pancakes, you might get celiac disease
https://archive.ph/0HR28 in so much physical and mental pain
https://archive.ph/BiZcA Every moment of every day is pain now.
https://archive.ph/rpp5x There are hundreds of studies, just look them up. Risks are blood clots, prolactinomas
https://archive.ph/Ya8i1 Years ago, I watched this woman's youtube channel named Texas Fruitarian. She has the same autoimmune conditions I do
https://archive.ph/f0zaz If you read the medical studies on this, plain and simple: Estrogen worsens autoimmunity, especially in men
https://archive.ph/wip/MFq2oIf you hiccup when you eat pancakes, you might get celiac disease
https://archive.ph/0HR28 in so much physical and mental pain
https://archive.ph/BiZcA Every moment of every day is pain now.
Drugs
Isaac has claimed that he ‘doesn’t like them’. However he has also frequently talked about taking prescribed narcotics specifically benzos, fentanyl and Oxycodone, as well as DXM and mushrooms. He has filmed high or overdosing on a few occasions.
https://archive.ph/lSHVQ And to prove it a bit: I was cold-turkeying a very hardcore drug here.
https://archive.ph/D5Ppa I've had a few parents reach out to me asking me to talk to their kid.
https://archive.ph/3rigO I'm an entirely unskilled, useless, fat man with boobs.
https://archive.ph/LIW1t im gonna fall off the deep end soon, im a druggie
https://archive.ph/hDYaq got an mri today, always very fun in there
got to listen to Def Leppard's pour some sugar on me while high on shrooms
https://archive.ph/D5Ppa I've had a few parents reach out to me asking me to talk to their kid.
https://archive.ph/3rigO I'm an entirely unskilled, useless, fat man with boobs.
https://archive.ph/LIW1t im gonna fall off the deep end soon, im a druggie
https://archive.ph/hDYaq got an mri today, always very fun in there
got to listen to Def Leppard's pour some sugar on me while high on shroomsRelationships & Sex
Isaac claims to never have enjoyed sex, only found it acceptable on some occasions. He also claims the opposite when doing so supports a point he’s making. Claims to be straight and not an autogynephile but his videos frequently betray him. He states 7-8 sex partners, of which some were women.
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