Becky sits lumpishly in front of the camera. She just finally got around to this. She's been so busy!
Poor Becky has to record this on her iPad rather than phone. Do iPads have resale value? Dumb question. Not part of the Q&A.
A viewer asks Becky, "Would you ever go to art school? I'm 30 and in college, and as a non-retarded person, this is doable!" Becky says yeah, she totally would, and it sounds like a good career, but she knows a bunch of people who just dropped out and she would most likely be like that, and college is too much work anyway just to get into, so why bother? An excellent summation of Rebeckster's work ethic.
BigDog103 wants to know if she has any goals in life. And hopes she's well. Becky informs us she has a lot of therapy homework. (If anyone believes I'm lying, I don't believe it either.) She also has the goals to be healthier in mental health. And she has some projects she's working on, but they're in the very early beginning stages and definitely exist. She wants to show you. Later.
MarthaLovesRoses asks if she's going to spend time in nature/the lake this summer because it obviously brings Becky such peace. This is like three minutes of Becky talking about how she almost spent time at a nearby lake.
doodadcollector97 asks, "Hi, Becky, any favorite summer memories?" Becky and her mom went to FL when she was six. Played outside with cousins. Their game was "Extreme Hide and Seek" with a child five years her junior where she and her other cousin would just tell the kid to hide, including one time when they left her so long she fell asleep in the back of Becky's dad's truck and it was funny because everyone thought she was missing! Haha! Wouldn't that have been hilarious/dangerous if someone drove around in a pickup truck with an unsecured child in the back? I'm sure nothing bad would happen.
Tearful1000 (this name is REAL) asks what happy memory Becky used to defeat a Dementor. (Harry Potter crap. Great. I'm more annoyed than a troon on Twitter.) Becky starts off with, "I actually have a few happy memories." She's just so miserable I get mad on the internet at her. Family reunions in the 90's here. She describes what sounds like a family get together.
Also her grandparents had a pool table in their bathroom and the kids would hang out in the bathroom. And seeing family.
Terri-full asks if Becky is excited to see movies. YAWN.
Stinky Meatball asks how Becky has improved mentally, physically, and emotionally since the last breakup. Becky has always been depressed since she was nine or ten, and she didn't have insurance, and this is all a long way of saying she didn't improve.
Angela asks if Becky gets a lot of single women in her DMs. Stop it, Angela. I know you're reading this. You know she doesn't.
Shannon O. says her last three videos have been fantastic, and wants to know if Becky is into astrology. Surprisingly, no.
"No one" asked what the coolest thing she's ever found out "rock hounding." Becky says she has a geode, but won't show her.
Deon De Detractor asks what her favorite thing is about herself. Her favorite thing is how she's opened up to try new things... Not even as adventurous as food! Just like TV shows and music.
And one thing she'd change. How awkward she is. I mean, this isn't her biggest problem.
Some goon wants to know if she wants to try new mediums like acrylics and watercolors. Becky has a watercolor set, but like everything else in her life, just hasn't gotten around to it yet. She informs us she uses both colored pencils and markers as mediums.
Becky is asked by CoolioObnoxious if she wants kids and she says they're not for her because she has PCOS. But she loves kids and wants to work in a daycare. (NO!)
Space Oddity wants to know if she's been exercising, and she would totally hike, but it's been REALLY hot in Kentucky, and the heat is different there. It's a HUMID heat. Only happens in Kentucky.
Sabrina Hawk says what's the weirdest thing Becky's seen used for bug repellent. Becky, for a clever old hillbilly, seems to never have considered mud is great for when you're out in the woods and don't want to be devoured by bugs. Becky gives no interesting answers. She also asks if Becky plans to vlog lake trips, and Becky freaks out and says, "If I get to do anything like that!"
As for goals, she is looking to make a comfortable space on YouTube. And put in some job applications a week ago. Busy, busy, busy.
Becky is trying to come out of her shell. And she is the kind of person who doesn't care if you think she's funny. She's only trying to make herself happy. (No one is surprised she's a selfish jerk.)
M asks what Becky would study if she went to college. She'd study art, meterology, journalism (how appropriate, lol), and just a bunch of random stuff she probably saw on The Big Bang Theory.
She starts going on about television. It's very boring. She loved television and still does.
Becky cannot pronounce Gibraltar. I thought she was Christian. Some guy called Giblet Brothel Ghost wants to take her on a "paranormal investigation." Becky has actually wasted time doing a ghost hunt before. WOW.
Becky is asked what her favorite horror film is. Becky says her favorite horror show was, "Ahh! Real Monsters." It's a cartoon. She then goes on to reveal she likes all the meme-y horror crap.
But her favorite is Friday the 13th because she relates to Jason. Awful.
Someone asks her about her earliest paranormal experience. It was at an aunt's sister's house and there was the fart smell and it was cold. They think the ghost rode in on the tails of the drug-addicted, abusive boyfriend.
Lea Chan asked about her favorite music and Becky mentioned she has a Spotify list for us. Still listens to Type O Negative.
Last question: Have you formed any healthy habits?
She's been trying to take her meds and have better hygiene. And "be active." Whatever that means without exercising or having a job or cleaning your space around you.
See you next tahm!
Becky avoided directly answering questions SHE selected. Lots of half-lahs. No interesting drama. One novelty shirt, wrinkled at the bottom of an "art supply" moving box.
