These polytroonsaturated "relationships" are reminiscent of something a gradeschooler would concoct the day after they held hands with someone during recess.
I agree.
Maintaining sexual relationships with more than one person is really tricky unless you are lucky enough to meet a few people who have the same level of feeling, and drive to fuck you, as you do about them.
This is in practice very difficult for the reason that any person holds complex feelings, especially when sex is involved.
When “fuck buddies”, “friends with benefits” whatever your term for a reasonably regular sexual partner without implied or agreed sexual exclusivity is a thing, it nearly always ends up complex.
Usually it is because of one of the participants developing deeper feelings or finding a partner.
I don’t agree that an online relationship without some bare minimum of physical contact is on a level of a romantic/boyfriend-girlfriend relationship.
No matter how much you “love” your online bf/gf, they are not going to genuinely be involved in your actual day to day life.
So, sorry Kevvie, but you are not in or never were in “polycules” with lots of “wives”.
You are in some kind of a-sexual though genital removal open relationship, in which you appear to have had some mutual permission to engage in sex like activity outside of it, but that demonstrates a lack of emotional depth that you would understand goes with a relationship involving regular sex.
This is my long winded way of saying that your problem is likely less gender dysphoria and more likely a total lack of emotional maturity.
You know why? Teenage boys and girls fall in and out of “love” all the time.
Part of it is hormones going crazy, but a lot of it is a lack of understanding how to be in a relationship.
Until then you have only had close intimate relationships with parents and siblings, so of course it is difficult to really decide who could provide that in life long term.
So going through puberty, that horniness and that resulting heartbreak is part of growing emotional maturity, especially where a relationship is concerned.
And he thinks puberty blockers are a good idea? Well he probably does cause unconsciously he might realize that people who are emotionally mature normally want nothing to do relationship wise with someone who is a perpetual teenager.
In Kevvie’s case he is emotionally stunted with the sex drive of a child.
