"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

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This is awesome so far 🤣

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Chat highlights. Tomorrow, the conclusion!
 
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Null you should put a bunch of the Kiwi wigglers in the next MATI stream.

And put mine in there too pls
 
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I can't believe they'd do something like that. Blacklights matter, people! I hope you get to play as the Sargoyles and eat all those fucks.
 
@Null I'd like to strongly disagree with your decision to remove chat from the House of Ashes video. I couldn't watch live so I'm currently watching the VOD now and already miss it not twenty minutes in. Plus once the video gets removed from the MATI channel the live chat will be probably lost permanently as I doubt any of the archives will have it.

This might be unfounded but I also worry this is a step towards becoming just another generic "youtuber". I've never really got the appeal of following a personality on youtube but I gave MATI a chance both because of the subject and because it seemed genuine. Not showing your face to me said 'not a narcissist' and having a visible chat you interact plus no super chats really made it seem like you were streaming because you wanted to have fun. I don't begrudge you taking super chats now especially with all the other bullshit you have to deal with (PATH, regular DDOS attacks, lawsuits, etc.) but I see no upside to removing the chat especially if you're still having super chats show up.

Hope this wasn't too gay and parasocial.
 
@Null I'd like to strongly disagree with your decision to remove chat from the House of Ashes video. I couldn't watch live so I'm currently watching the VOD now and already miss it not twenty minutes in. Plus once the video gets removed from the MATI channel the live chat will be probably lost permanently as I doubt any of the archives will have it.

This might be unfounded but I also worry this is a step towards becoming just another generic "youtuber". I've never really got the appeal of following a personality on youtube but I gave MATI a chance both because of the subject and because it seemed genuine. Not showing your face to me said 'not a narcissist' and having a visible chat you interact plus no super chats really made it seem like you were streaming because you wanted to have fun. I don't begrudge you taking super chats now especially with all the other bullshit you have to deal with (PATH, regular DDOS attacks, lawsuits, etc.) but I see no upside to removing the chat especially if you're still having super chats show up.

Hope this wasn't too gay and parasocial.
It's a spooky horror game, you can't get immersed if you have a bunch of dudes spamming the n-word on the side the entire time. I think removing the chat for videogame streams is a good decision. It's not like this is replacing the friday streams, it's just an optional bonus you don't have to watch if you don't want to.
 
Jersh, you need to play Depression quest, it's a high rated game with a very interesting concept and it was created by a single passionate developer (allegedly she got some help from 5 of her friends at some point but I'm not sure about the details).
I'm sure you'll like it, as a gamer, it was my gateway to text-based adventure games.
 
Thanks for doing video game stuffs it was a fun stream and extra free content to watch. I liked how you were trying to kill off the annoying characters but the game kept bailing them out.
for real, what the fuck is wrong with these "choices matter" video """" games""""? why are they so contrived? why didn't salim just tell the cuck that he didn't shoot at him and his whore?
 
@Null I'd like to strongly disagree with your decision to remove chat from the House of Ashes video. I couldn't watch live so I'm currently watching the VOD now and already miss it not twenty minutes in. Plus once the video gets removed from the MATI channel the live chat will be probably lost permanently as I doubt any of the archives will have it.

This might be unfounded but I also worry this is a step towards becoming just another generic "youtuber". I've never really got the appeal of following a personality on youtube but I gave MATI a chance both because of the subject and because it seemed genuine. Not showing your face to me said 'not a narcissist' and having a visible chat you interact plus no super chats really made it seem like you were streaming because you wanted to have fun. I don't begrudge you taking super chats now especially with all the other bullshit you have to deal with (PATH, regular DDOS attacks, lawsuits, etc.) but I see no upside to removing the chat especially if you're still having super chats show up.

Hope this wasn't too gay and parasocial.
Just say you want chat on the screen because you watch it on your television.
 
@Null I'd like to strongly disagree with your decision to remove chat from the House of Ashes video. I couldn't watch live so I'm currently watching the VOD now and already miss it not twenty minutes in. Plus once the video gets removed from the MATI channel the live chat will be probably lost permanently as I doubt any of the archives will have it.

This might be unfounded but I also worry this is a step towards becoming just another generic "youtuber". I've never really got the appeal of following a personality on youtube but I gave MATI a chance both because of the subject and because it seemed genuine. Not showing your face to me said 'not a narcissist' and having a visible chat you interact plus no super chats really made it seem like you were streaming because you wanted to have fun. I don't begrudge you taking super chats now especially with all the other bullshit you have to deal with (PATH, regular DDOS attacks, lawsuits, etc.) but I see no upside to removing the chat especially if you're still having super chats show up.

Hope this wasn't too gay and parasocial.
This is too gay and parasocial. I know the idea of "if you don't like it, don't watch" is a cliche but if Null started a faceblog and exclusively discussed Linux I just wouldn't tune in because it's not to my interest.

Worrying about a grown man's life changing by becoming a "generic youtuber" is unnecessary. He's a big boy, he can handle making diverse content. If it sucks, no one will show up.
 
It's a spooky horror game, you can't get immersed if you have a bunch of dudes spamming the n-word on the side the entire time. I think removing the chat for videogame streams is a good decision. It's not like this is replacing the friday streams, it's just an optional bonus you don't have to watch if you don't want to.
I agree but the life is strange stream chats are legendary and cozy
 
People complained that you didn't plug your gaming channel correctly after streaming the 1st part. It seems to have really hit your numbers. You were at 700+ on part 1.

Also looking forward to more comfy vidya streams. I think Dota's the most boring shit, but you somehow made it watchable.
 
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