This is something you don't get to speak for, though. You're just an individual yourself, and a particularly self-aggrandized one at that, seeing as you feel the incessant need to speak on the collective's behalf.
I'd say a good cross-section of the collective has been ripping you a new asshole for 126 pages now. I don't have to speak as an individual, I have 2 dozen voices telling you the same thing.
Really though, Aut, your problem is the same core issue shared by almost every cow on this forum, and it's killing you:
You believe that people, and by extension you, are valuable simply by virtue of their own existence. You are who you are, and you think that makes you worth anything.
The tough reality is human life has no intrinsic worth, save that which it gains though what you do with it. Someone who does great things is of great worth. Someone who does nothing is essentially a zero sum. You're in the second category, so you throw a little fit and talk about how your mind is some great treasure worthy of protecting, just because it exists. Well, guess what, asshole? There are a million geniuses who never did anything with it, and they added up to exactly as much as you have:
A huge gold-plated pile of fucking nothing.
This is not an opinion or a point of view. This is an objective truth, reflected in every aspect of society and demonstrated throughout human history. The only people worth anything are the ones who did things worth remembering. Your brain is shit if you don't use it for anything, and there will be a million people exactly like you after you. You are not special or valuable. Deal with it.