Autphag
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- Joined
- Feb 13, 2016
I had never 'switched'. Actually I'd dismissed any androromantism as a stage from my early adolescence; first, I presumed it was pathological (not for any hatred, it wasn't inculcated into me like Chris-chan; this was solely statistical in presumption, in that it was rare as far as I knew); secondly, I presumed it was unnatural (in that sex wasn't meant to be pleasurable and only reproductive in purpose; it always struck me as odd that masturbation was seen as healthy and positive when even the highs derived from it felt more like the wired sort from drugs than any real joy).So when did you switch to sucking dick?
I knew I was into men from the age of 13 but thought it wasn't pragmatic to maintain, and had a just coincidental enough attraction to women that I sought to over-emphasize in my fantasies. The problem was that it was inconsistent with my submissiveness. The AB;DL stuff was a good conduit to, and this would run contrary to Asandy31's persecution narrative, place the motherly role in a superior, dominant, and punitive position; I could only find delight in women if they were being particularly sadistic, condescending, and horrible (motherhood isn't nurturing, which I can attest having been at the recieving end of what's the rawest manifestation of the evolutionary instinct that is 'nurture').
So imagine my horror to find that Emma was basically the opposite to all of the above and that she'd essentially stolen my role.