The video he posted is grotesque. Literally, "I singlehandedly defeating Kiwi Farms by intentionally drawing all fire on myself because I am selfless and amazing, and although I completely and totally won and am now a huge hero, the stress is giving me big sads and now I think about killing myself and can't get out of bed some days.

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My suggestion is, get a bunch of men in drag to harass you. Then you feel motivated to get out of bed every day and make it everybody else's problem. Works for me, at least.
10 minutes in, he complains that he didn't expect to become "a representative of the trans community" by lunging himself into the media spotlight, and now that he's one of the most high profile people-of-gender online, people use his grotesque, abusive, grooming, misogynistic behavior as a cudgel against all people-of-gender. This causes him to eat shit from even people around him for making them look bad. He whines this is unfair.
12 minutes in, the kiwi farms is dead and I'm terrified and he reminds everyone he's a hero.