Secret Gamer Girl / SecretGamerGrrl / Googleshng / "Violet Hargrave" / Jacob Lawrence (Jake) Alley / Violet Cassandra Ocean - Delusional Zoe Quinn Stalker, Libelous Tweeter, Thirsty Gnome, Faux-Tranny Neckbeard Incel, Micropenis, "Known Troubled Person", Creator of "Massive vs the Masses", Self-Described "Noise Making Thing"; Lives in Niantic, CT

[AirdropShitposts]

I think the current belief is that they were likely close to co-authors, Laura's memories and outlines that Rose rewrote/edited into more commercial viable stories. I don't know enough to agree or dispute it either way.

 

[repentance]

I think the current belief is that they were likely close to co-authors, Laura's memories and outlines that Rose rewrote/edited into more commercial viable stories. I don't know enough to agree or dispute it either way.

She definitely had a lot to do with helping her mother get published as a novelist, although Laura had been writing as a columnist long before that. I expect a lot of the reality has been lost to the mists of time and replaced by lore.

 

[lindsayfan]

this fat son of a bitch is literally starving to death because he can't bring himself to click a button admitting he BROKE THE RULES.

 

[Tragi-Chan]

wow, this guy is legitimately deranged. If I saw this much unhinged violence-centered rhetoric coming from some weirdo on /pol/ I'd be worried.

I guess it's good that he's clearly kind of a fat retard and could never actually pull off anything serious, plus these types of Twitter addicts would probably post "Taking my gun down to the local market to shoot ppl, wish me luck lol!" before doing anything, but unless something changes and he stops stewing he's going to be locked up in a psych ward within the next year.

All this depends on how much his hysteria carries over into real life. There’s a strong case that it’s a performance for social media and IRL, he’s just another sad sack NEET.

Besides, isn't he supposed to be a woman? None of this constant fire and thunder talk seems very ladylike.
His transness is very odd, the only time it seems to apply is when he uses it as a device to affirm his paranoia. He seems to have absolutely zero interest in even trying to mimic stereotypes of femininity, he's just like a fat gnome dude who's convinced everyone wants to rape/murder him.

Idk, I'm sure there are women who talk this way, but I don't know any of them.

I thought it was interesting that in that interview c. 2000, he said that people couldn’t figure out if he was male or female from his writing. Given his inability to grow or evolve, it’s possible that he believes he does sound female.

Then there’s the fact that he has almost certainly never talked at length to any adult woman IRL who wasn’t a relative. His knowledge of how women speak comes from online harpies like Becky and Zoe, plus other troons.

 

[Next Task]

His knowledge of how women speak comes from online harpies like Becky and Zoe, plus other troons.

Ordinarily I'd add the media he consooms, but like most of the deranged people he follows, like troons, Becky and Nora, he only projects what he wants to see (Ranma is trans!) and complains if he can't force in his premade narratives.

Also he's mentioned watching guro at least once. I'm pretty sure that's unpleasant.

 

[AnOminous]

Phew. Considering Jake can only project, it's reassuring to know that his feeling alienated from society and being groomed into the troon cult hasn't meant that he thinks he'll get the recognition and respect he craves (CHELSAY!) by killing a bunch of people.

I like how he has never grasped the fact that every troon he's met irl is immediately disgusted by him and recognizes him as a fake freak.

Why does he think he gets ghosted by every other troon?

I thought it was interesting that in that interview c. 2000, he said that people couldn’t figure out if he was male or female from his writing.

This is hilarious because his writing style is obviously male.

 

[Stinkyboy]

A male virgin with rage.
CHELSAY

 

[Chan the Wizard]

All this depends on how much his hysteria carries over into real life. There’s a strong case that it’s a performance for social media and IRL, he’s just another sad sack NEET.

I thought it was interesting that in that interview c. 2000, he said that people couldn’t figure out if he was male or female from his writing. Given his inability to grow or evolve, it’s possible that he believes he does sound female.

Then there’s the fact that he has almost certainly never talked at length to any adult woman IRL who wasn’t a relative. His knowledge of how women speak comes from online harpies like Becky and Zoe, plus other troons.

He also exclusively posted on male-dominated sites, where even the hint of a woman was enough to give them raging boners. I suspect the praise he received at being perceived as a woman there was the first seed to his delusions.

 

[Smaug's Smokey Hole 2]

Then there’s the fact that he has almost certainly never talked at length to any adult woman IRL who wasn’t a relative. His knowledge of how women speak comes from online harpies like Becky and Zoe, plus other troons.

Other than Jono or other relatives(of similar age) has he ever been friends with or shown interest in being friends with anyone of the male gender(Arthur Chu is not a man)? I think a lot of his troonery comes from some retarded notion of him being a girl just because he wants to hang around girls. He absolutely prefer his mom and aunts over hid dad and uncles. In the company of men it becomes obvious what an absolutely failed male he is and I think he knows that at some level. He can't ever feel like a failed woman though because he doesn't understand what that means and that's probably comforting.

 

[Kosher Dill]

Other than Jono or other relatives(of similar age) has he ever been friends with or shown interest in being friends with anyone of the male gender(Arthur Chu is not a man)?

Absolutely, he had his nerd crew in Connecticut before they all did inexplicable things like going to college and getting jobs. His earliest googleshngs have stuff about meeting up with them, watching movies, playing vidya, exchanging gifts, and so on. He was also friendly with the RPGamer crew, most notably Thor Antrim who he did that lost podcast with. Similarly with being a hanger-on in the Gamespite/Talking-Time sphere, though presumably he was just a persistent annoyance by then.

 

[AirdropShitposts]

Jake wrote again on the "only venting outlet" he has about that kid who crashed the Game Awards to say something silly, he's upset about something he claims he saw on Twitter:

I guess the moral is people are not the exact right amount of Online, or something. Also this is my only venting outlet right now can you tell?

So apparently last night was “the Gaming Awards” which I didn’t watch for quite a lot of reasons, and hey, full disclosure I’m not doing any research or digging up old links on anything here, but I’m...

secretgamergirl.tumblr.com

I guess the moral is people are not the exact right amount of Online, or something. Also this is my only venting outlet right now can you tell?

So apparently last night was “the Gaming Awards” which I didn’t watch for quite a lot of reasons, and hey, full disclosure I’m not doing any research or digging up old links on anything here, but I’m told at one point some teenager snuck on stage and shouted some kinda vague incoherent gibberish that sounded like some kind of neo-nazi conspiracy talk.

Spoiler: It was.

But apparently that was too simple an answer for some people, so they went trying to work out who this kid was and the first thing they find out is he gets invited on far right talk shows.

Which makes sense, because again, this is not a complicated story.

But… I dunno, I guess people were curious, hey, what did this kid do that people wanted to book him on far right talk shows? Oh well apparently however many years ago it was he did some kind of similar mic grab thing at some other thing to shout something incoherent about Hong Kong.

This makes perfect sense to me, the woman who studies all the dumb thing nazis do, remembering how part of the honestly-thin-enough-there’s-no-excuse-not-to-just-learn-what’s-in-it Nazi playbook, they made a huge push to colonize a major protest in Hong Kong, and were successful to the extent where even if I didn’t keep tabs on these things I probably would have noticed the bit where a bunch of mainstream news people who were paying just enough attention to nazi imagery to spot it in protest coverage and run some “well isn’t that peculiar?” stories but failed to pick up on the deal there.

The deal there by the way is nazis just find anything they can where a lot of young people seem to have a lot of energy and enthusiasm and desperately try to embed themselves both to recruit enthusiastic kids who don’t really know enough about the subject of their enthusiasm that the right buzzwords can groom them into new nazi recruits, and picking up a new cover story to throw the blame onto left-wing stuff when caught committing crimes later. You see this all the time when people fall for it and go on to write stuff like “the shooter didn’t seem to have any clear political motive. While his social media feed included some horrible antisemitic propaganda, he was a huge supporter of Bernie Sanders in 2015,” etc.

So OK nothing contradicts the obvious thing that the weird kid the far right loves shouting about Jews and the Clintons was just some nazi kid, but… yeah I’m seeing news stories talking about how he has a history of supporting good political causes and it’s a shame he didn’t do that instead of shouting inane gibberish. Like, no, this is the op now, that was the op then, this isn’t complicated people.

But since I’m still knocked off the site where people tend to talk about these things, I’m basically reading about this over someone’s shoulder, and I see an exchange in the comments thread under someone posting one of these stories, where one person says “wow this kid is way too online, he really needs to go out and touch grass” and then someone (probably a nazi? Seemed like there were a lot in the thread but it’s annoying to check when I can’t log in) responds to that with “how dare you suggest this child self-harm!?” and like… whether you’re being a disingenuous weirdo pretending to believe this or you actually believe this, the premise you’re running with is that the phrase “touch grass” is somehow violent? Like, how does this work? Is the grass in your mind razor-sharp? Should foot or hand meet it, the flesh shall be sliced to ribbons and the child may die? That’s… a new and interesting bit of nonsense.

… I wasn’t building to any sort of larger point here. Just I dunno, when the weird person says the stuff that sounds like nazi crap and then cursory research says nazis love’em, stop there and save yourself some time? Otherwise you end up where I am here looking at some weirdo shouting about people threatening to murder children because someone suggested maybe a young child should be like playing tag rather than getting groomed by nazis into pulling weird stunts.

nazis basic political literacy touch grass gamer awards

Democracy in Hong Kong is a nazi front reports Violet Hargrave:


Apparently being logged in to Twitter gives you extra nazi detecting features (aka Jake's massive blocklists he attacks everyone else for having):

 

[Kosher Dill]

Of the Tumblr crowd who interacted with his latest googleshng:

fantasy-cartography / lachlanthesane : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQFveKxYv-A
A sweaty gaming neckbeard who makes videos in his room.

kittyklippings : a "30s trans femby kittykin". https://yiff.life/@violetkitty

cardhoarder : some gacha fan.

bigotedsjw / quintusbenedictus : an autistic furry programmer with a lot of issues. https://furry.engineer/@PatrickQuin https://www.furaffinity.net/user/bigotedsjw/

romdocitizen : apparently just some consoomer.

 

[AnOminous]

Similarly with being a hanger-on in the Gamespite/Talking-Time sphere, though presumably he was just a persistent annoyance by then.

People were pretty tired of him incessantly googleshnging opinions as facts.

I guess it's good that he's clearly kind of a fat retard and could never actually pull off anything serious, plus these types of Twitter addicts would probably post "Taking my gun down to the local market to shoot ppl, wish me luck lol!"

Luckily he will never have a gun because he would start crying and not have the spoons to fill out the paperwork, plus nobody would come over to pat his ass while filling it out for him, then drive him down to the gun store, which might refuse to sell to an obvious mental case anyway.

 

[Tragi-Chan]

Luckily he will never have a gun because he would start crying and not have the spoons to fill out the paperwork, plus nobody would come over to pat his ass while filling it out for him, then drive him down to the gun store, which might refuse to sell to an obvious mental case anyway.

Plus he could never operate a gun with his sausage fingers.

 

[Smaug's Smokey Hole 2]

People were pretty tired of him incessantly googleshnging opinions as facts.

 

[DolphinMan]

I wonder if Jake's tried appealing his unfair and unjust exile yet? He talks about not being logged in, but that could be because he's appealing or because he's still too scared to hit the button. I'm a little surprised he doesn't just make an alt to read with, but his paranoia has probably convinced him that it would lead to a boot for ban evasion. Not that Twitter would know (or care) who he is as long he doesn't tweet, but in Jake's mind Twitter is probably cross-checking every account's IP address to look for people Breaking the Rules.

Either way, I hope he finds a way back onto twitter soon. It's been almost three weeks, and he's much more entertaining when he's fruitlessly trying to get people to watch yon Kamen Rider with him.

 

[Kosher Dill]

and he's much more entertaining when he's fruitlessly trying to get people to watch yon Kamen Rider with him.

Oh, well don't think he's stopped that, we have logs of him doing the same on Discord. It'd be nice if one of our moles would give a fresh update.

 

[AirdropShitposts]

Jake withdrawal is a hell of a drug...

Down one more and another $5:

 

[Kosher Dill]

Too bad Jake is banned right as Elon is increasing the character limit to 4000. Imagine fitting an entire googleshng into only a few tweets!

 

[AnOminous]

Too bad Jake is banned right as Elon is increasing the character limit to 4000. Imagine fitting an entire googleshng into only a few tweets!

Wouldn't he have a nervous breakdown because he couldn't do the dumb shit he does any more of cutting his Googleshngs into incomprehensible parts in the middle of sentences (which is the very dumb that got him banned)? I think he'd hate it. I wish he'd just get his shit together and do his struggle session and get unbanned so we could see him freak out in real time again.