- she needs attention and can't take a break from social media
- She's boring now. It's more quiet in her chats.
- talked to family on video chat
- people got unblocked but people say they're blocked still
- because of trolls
- q and a is requested, but feels kind of boring to her, would rather go out and do something
- she's not creative enough for tiktok, will try filters
- they might go to a mall tomorrow
- Salah can sleep easily, she couldn't sleep
- mental health, not sleeping doesn't help
- she doesn't have diabetes
- she's got
nothing to talk about anymore, because of wanting to keep relationship stuff private
- hopes for more longevity and views of videos instead of streams
- allegedly doesn't remember what she has at the villa and what not, since she thought she would move into a furnished house (the mansion story)
- she might have to change her content or direction in life
- her lower views: Streams used to make around 10k views, so 3 or 4 of them at the villa made 30-40k views a day
- never made 50k, maybe 20 to 24k, money wasn't infinite (!)
- successes and losses don't really bug her, tries to adapt

- making money online is still better than working her butt off at the hospital
"but now I'm just gonna have to work my butt off a lot more
19:18 and that's how it should be you know I don't think anything should be gained given in life just like that I think
19:24 there's a lot of value in working hard and it's something I've never really had to do and I think now is the time you
19:31 know so I'm looking into a lot of things and I have a really supportive partner"
(this is just talk of course, but she obviously is a liiittle bit afraid of the perspective to
actually have to work a little bit).
- excuses Salah blocking people as him being protective
- she feels like on the couples channel they did a lot of hard work (how is that hard work lol!)
- allegedly doesn't search her name anymore (sure)
- one thing I do agree on with her, that it's not a good thing for a muslim to be judgemental of others who might convert (Mrs. Amina)
- she wants to be home only for a month or so (so we can expect her being home at the end of January, for February, she might go there in march? Ramadan begins march 22 btw) she might go there for Ramadan she says.
- anxiety depression relationships are work blabla
- James adulting better for himself
- wants to ask Salah first before talking about a storytime she has
- just focus on myself bla
-"45:31 um my hair is getting pretty long and I think those vitamins are working" lol, even Salah noticed lol
- he can't live with her in Canada because of
immigration issues
- the interview: she thinks that Clara and Negz do a good job at being intellectual lol (they pretend to be nice to her to use her in their vendettas, to which she might be oblivious to still I guess) Chantal knew they wouldn't be grilling her
- Salah loves "Home alone"