Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

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Yucca's dropped her pics!
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Hi all, me again. I hope y'all don't mind me posting so much but it keeps me sane, and I hope maybe I can help someone with my experiences.

So my hematoma is doing a LOT better, I have little to no pain and when I do have pain it's maybe a 2/10. I decided to include some healing pictures so that people can see what it looks like and not freak out if it happens to them. I didn't see a lot of examples of something that looked like this so I wanted to share it in case it helps someone in the future. Right now it's a very open wound. There's like a 1" by .5" hole in the hematoma. That's distressing but it's actually a good thing, it means it's draining and that I'm not in pain.

On the other hand, unfortunately I started noticing some discoloration last Friday which spread. I had a little bit of a fever over the weekend as well, although it never got higher than 101. It looks like I have a bit of an infection and maybe some necrosis. Right now I'm on antibiotics and I'm using silvadene on it and my team seems to think that it's not something I have to be uber concerned about. They want to take action, but it doesn't seem like I'm in any danger of my dick falling off or anything. They told me to scrub it really well in the shower and as you can see it definitely helped. I feel like it already looks a little better and that was before I put any silvadene on it.

I'm going home Thursday. I'm a little nervous to go home, but I'm only 3 hours away so if something happens I can get back to the hospital. I'm getting sick of being in the city and dealing with all of this. I'm exhausted and I'm kind of tired of being an open wound. I feel like I have a team of people who know what they're doing, but I also feel like some people I've been working with don't really humanize me enough. I'm tired of being touched all the time and having photos taken of me, and people are not always clear when they communicate what's happening to me. I also had a little fainting episode this morning at OT so today was just a difficult day in general.

Thank you all for your support and if you have any questions feel free to ask.
And yes these are recent images. She took most of those pics yesterday and today. What a fucking nightmare.

I've seen some horrible shit in my time but this I wish I could unsee. I even feel sorry for the pixels in my screen for having to display that.
 
Facial Feminization Surgery of Gabbi/Gabe Tuft, a former wrestler:
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Horrifying swelling after FFS revision:
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Ew, jesus Christ! His wife needs to leave this ugly agp hulking Macho Ma'am monster asap! She probably will once the ugly fetishist cuts his dick and balls off.

The face surgery didn't do him any favours. Sure his face looks softer but still obviously male and now he has a tiny face on an ogre body which looks fucking bizarre. He can pretend to be move and talk like dainty princess all he wants, that doesn't make years of steroid abuse go away. Not even camera filters, angles and make up can help this absolute monster of a man.
 
The blasé attitude these crazy ladies exhibit about fucking NECROSIS is both mindboggling and frankly infuriating.

“Just a touch of the ‘crosis tee hee!”

“Don’t worry manly bro dude! The tip of my penis also started rotting off and it’s fine now!”

Wow. FTMs don’t always have the same insane levels of sexual degeneracy as MTFs, but pound for pound they’re just as crazy.
 
>consumes gynocentric-androgynous-anime
>starts consuming hentai
>more hentai
>watches drugged whore getting railed hard

Are there any posts here or links to other sites that come to mind going into gynocentrism and androgyny? That's something I've noticed a lot of lately but didn't realize was already articulated as such; how media basically neuters men and goes on and on about femininity, and only sparingly has anything masculine at all.

The troon media thread here with the rpg that's entirely (furry) women and troons comes to mind. It would seem representation counts after all, wow. If a sperg sees this "lady good man bad or nonexistent" tripe they internalize and try to copy it after all.
 
Someone's got a fistula.
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was not expecting colon juice during dilation

context: thailand, admins say it's fine after seeing picture, sometimes there's residual things in the colon. also. warning ⚠️: descriptions of said juice

pain was expected. after failing to get to dilator size 1 after two hours. feel something warm/wet coming out of me. I checked and found cloudy yellowish-brown liquid that smelled of colon mixed in with lube.

there was quite a lot. almost a waterfall. I thought I'd either pissed myself or stabbed into my rectum. nope.

yep. that just happened.

was not ready for that. but yeppp.

thank heck for incontinence pads. thank goodness for latex gloves.

Looking at his last post, he was thinking of backing out but he has a manipulative boyfriend. Emma Lake even suggested to delay the surgery.
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1 day before bottom surgery. and I realized that I could do without it for 2 more years

I still dislike having a penis. but hormones have helped a lot, and I have found a way to live for so long without it getting in my way (mirror placements, wearing skirts all the time, the lights in my bathroom being broken).

I've been able to accept what I am (I had to). I have been able to live as if I was a woman.

I know I can't run away forever. but I've been able to minimize it so much that such a huge surgery seems disproportionate - the amount of joy and the ammount of recovery I will need to do.

sure I don't want to have a penis. even if I had nothing there I'd be fine (but my partner, wouldn't be happy) If I was alone I would do this anyways. but it's harder when my partner is around telling me it's the right choice ---- yes it is. but only I can shit talk having a penis. the way you word it sounds like you're manipulating me dummy 🤣. "you wanted this" ... lemme fight my own doubts yo. you're like reverse psychologying me into not wanting it.

I'm scared. and that's fine.

Trigger warning: SH There scars that I still carry that I'm not yet ready to let go of

If there was a button that would make me a cis girl but would make me forget my struggles as a trans girl I would press it. ------ and that's what button I feel like my hand is hovering over right now.


I feel like I'm throwing my past self and other people like her under the bus. And now people will treat me differently just because I had the means and the willingness (or no awareness of the pain it entails) to get GCS. I've spent so long reassuring her that it was fine. I wonder if I was telling the truth or lying. I've been complaining for so long that I've forgotten why.

Emma lake Comment: I don't see any other way to say this but to be direct. Based on this post alone, I suggest you put the surgery off. Clearly you are not ready for GRS. No one will think less of you for kicking this can down this road. It just doesn't seem like you fully comprehend the gravity of what your getting yourself into.
 
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Are there any posts here or links to other sites that come to mind going into gynocentrism and androgyny? That's something I've noticed a lot of lately but didn't realize was already articulated as such; how media basically neuters men and goes on and on about femininity, and only sparingly has anything masculine at all.

The troon media thread here with the rpg that's entirely (furry) women and troons comes to mind. It would seem representation counts after all, wow. If a sperg sees this "lady good man bad or nonexistent" tripe they internalize and try to copy it after all.

Ironically this kind of weebish 'gynocentrism', much like the yaoi scene for women but in reverse, is a total male creation. So they are transitioning into, literally, the weebish male idea of what a woman is (cute, sweet, sexy, never problematic in any real way) and jerking off to how wonderful and totally drama-free teen girl sleepovers are :christine:
 
Ironically this kind of weebish 'gynocentrism', much like the yaoi scene for women but in reverse, is a total male creation. So they are transitioning into, literally, the weebish male idea of what a woman is (cute, sweet, sexy, never problematic in any real way) and jerking off to how wonderful and totally drama-free teen girl sleepovers are :christine:

At least from Japan, it's basically "spankbait" for men, right?

Over here it seems more "messagey."
 
At least from Japan, it's basically "spankbait" for men, right?

Over here it seems more "messagey."

I am guessing in Japan this kind of 'spankbait' is more restricted to certain, very socially ostracized corners of the net and there is more awareness, even from otakus, that it is only a form of 2d coping. So the damage these otakus deal is more limited, they are left alone to be hikikomori and do seppuku at the right time :tomgirl:

While in the Anglosphere, it got mixed with sjw stuff/feminism/manosphere content, and the resulting creation is much more destructive to both weebs and society.
Personally, I have noticed a disproportionate amount of sons from lesbian couples troon out, and I don't think it's a coincidence.
 
I am guessing in Japan this kind of 'spankbait' is more restricted to certain, very socially ostracized corners of the net and there is more awareness, even from otakus, that it is only a form of 2d coping. So the damage these otakus deal is more limited, they are left alone to be hikikomori and do seppuku at the right time :tomgirl:

It's also that Japanese society lets men be macho and if anything expects it. Kids growing up don't just see girly jerkbait, they see lots of things and lots of examples being set.
While in the Anglosphere, it got mixed with sjw stuff/feminism/manosphere content, and the resulting creation is much more destructive to both weebs and society.
Personally, I have noticed a disproportionate amount of sons from lesbian couples troon out, and I don't think it's a coincidence.

Most of what I see for kids is woke. While I don't look carefully as I have no kids, what I remember from the tail end of seeing such things, what I was taught in school, and what I pick up bits and pieces of now, is basically:

GIRLS GREAT
TRANS GIRLS EVEN GREATER
BOYS NEED TO APOLOGIZE AND CONSTANTLY LEARN AND DO BETTER
GAY FUTURE ALSO GIRLY FUTURE

When I see heterosexual couples, they're old or divorced or both, and "has been." Some of this is probably just "internet lol," and that I don't watch kids shows, but am I the only one seeing a total lack of men represented in a positive light, except for a gay token?
 
Hold on... Am I reading that right?

That troon looked at a strange discharge coming out of his chainsaw injury and not only thought about tasting it, BUT ACTUALLY PUT IT IN HIS MOUTH!?!

Yet even more proof that this has nothing to do with "living your authentic life" and is in the majority of cases just terminal porn addiction. I can't say I am an expert on how women act but I think I can safely guess that normal women don't try to eat their vaginal discharge like the shameless pornstars this man clearly wants to be like who exploit the degeneracy of coomers like himself.

Troonettes really need to step up their game. At this point if equality is to be achieved yucca better amputate her dying flesh sock and record herself eating it like her name is Armin Meiwes.
 
Facial Feminization Surgery of Gabbi/Gabe Tuft, a former wrestler:
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Horrifying swelling after FFS revision:
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Day 2 post revision surgery:
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Day 5 post surgery:
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Day 6 post surgery:
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Crazy these are all revisions. Does any cosmetic surgery besides tranny surgery have such a high rate of revision?

I mean he does look better ? Still obviously a she hulk tranny but better 🤷‍♂️

How did this guy go from a masc wrestler to a straight up faggot in terms mannerisms? Like is this all just a cope for being gay?
 
Look at all these tags. This is not a real detrooning, this is another equally performative form of trooning out just with more 'radfem-friendly' speshul labels. Detroons please heed my call: the net is likely how you got trooned in the first place, learn something from your past. Stop looking for validation on the net, even if it is from another group this time, and touch grass. Live your life mostly off the grid. Use the Internet to your advantage, not to your detriment. Do not become dependant on internet asspats and #hashtags again. And especially, stop hating on normie women, you know the boring straight handmaidens of the patriarchy without so many special #tags. You are one too, despite the croaky voice.
The fact that so many kids are forming their very most basic identity around LGBTQ is the root of this nonsense and will be the death, destruction, and downfall of many. This is where lesbians and gays refuse to step up and take responsibility for the role they have played and the blood on their hands, and nothing will change until either they do (and repent, dammit) or someone makes them. The recruitment drive was already well underway when I was a teenager in the 90s. It intensified at an exponential rate each decade since. "Born this way" rhetoric, all the rhetoric that makes fags and dykes out to be some kind of artistic wisewoman shaman-sage class, the martyrology, all of it. These kids decide they are some kind of rainbow flag "hero" when they are 8 years old and (as is normal) believe the opposite sex has cooties, and the idea of just being a disgusting normie breeder is so repulsive they would rather turn themselves into a Frankenstein abomination than just be happy with a partner of the opposite sex and 2 kids and a 401k.
 
Are there any posts here or links to other sites that come to mind going into gynocentrism and androgyny? That's something I've noticed a lot of lately but didn't realize was already articulated as such; how media basically neuters men and goes on and on about femininity, and only sparingly has anything masculine at all.

The troon media thread here with the rpg that's entirely (furry) women and troons comes to mind. It would seem representation counts after all, wow. If a sperg sees this "lady good man bad or nonexistent" tripe they internalize and try to copy it after all.

Is that really the case, or is it just that they avoid more "masculine" material because they're threatened by it or not interested? FtMs seem to do the same thing in reverse, and they manage to find enough material.

At least from Japan, it's basically "spankbait" for men, right?

Over here it seems more "messagey."

I have heard that in Japan, anime for adults (as opposed to anime for kids or teenagers) is mostly considered a niche thing for lonely losers, so there maybe just isn't a market for anything that doesn't target that demographic.

Back on topic, here is a very active Tumblr blog ushering more and more teenage girls onto the conveyor belt, with promises of free candy and puppies and realistic cis dicks on the other end:

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Tumblr is full of this kind of thing if you can wade past the terrible search function. I did manage to find what is probably the most feminine exchange I have ever laid eyes upon (layout doesn't make it clear but "Xander" is asking the question in the first paragraph and the rest is "Jack" answering):

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Sorry if this is a dup, but WTAF? frozen tomato juice?!!

Taking away from the butchery...guess shoving that up their amhole to mimic a period is pretty tame.

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Utter madness. They must not have any nerves left, because this should hurt very much.

I shouldn’t even have to say this, but a real vagina has mechanisms to clean itself out, this perpetually unhealed wound is begging for infection.
 
>be sexless horny nerd
>works in IT
>consumes gynocentric-androgynous-anime
>starts consuming hentai
>more hentai
>watches drugged whore getting railed hard
>squirt(pee) all over the cam
>nerd never was even remotely attractive or masculine in any conventional way
>subconscious realization he will never be the big dicked stud to rail a hungry whore
>thinks of being a hungry whore instead
>tucks his micropenis
>takes hormones
>jerks off to his gyno
>decides for SRS
>at evaluation a mentally retarded therapist with mental maturity of a toddler gushes with love bombing
>you go grill, chop off your penis queen
>sketchy doctor promises multiple full body orgasm just like in hentai he likes to watch so much
>after surgery wake up with goulash gash between the legs
>dilation is not cute and does not give full body orgasms, it's a searing hot pain stretching thin inflamed tissues causing more scarring and tearing
>necrotic crotch drops off pieces of spoiled meat
>on the toilet seat piss splashes down his thighs
>yay squirts
>brown viscous liquid starts to pour out like diarrhea
>yay full body orgasm
>dies the same day overdosing on pain killers
Poetry.

@BBChannel

For some reason I can't find (on reddit) that last exchange you posted, but that Chayadoing poster is something else. MTF formerly homeless Asian sex worker Jewish (Conservative/Reform) convert EMT worker on Medicaid involved with an FTM (who inserts T-induced micro-penis into nu-vulva but also retains a vagina, so Chayadoing routinely transfers partner's bacteria into the nu-vag), on HRT for 9 years pre-bottom surgery but was desperate to get testosterone-taking partner pregnant within 6 months before surgery, aiming for med school and pretends (in attitude/knowledge level*) to be a doctor already [update: may have been accepted at Maryland], has been in-patient hospitalized (PTSD, previously believed to be schizoaffective disorder) two dozen times, lied about not having been vaccinated for the 3rd covid booster bc the wait was longer and that appointment coincided with Rosh Hashanah, and is currently experiencing flashbacks when dilating bc the dilation causes involuntary orgasms on the highest level, echoing memories of an "ex-father" coming into the room at night, forcing himself on Chaya, and giving Chaya unwanted orgasms [phrasing comes from the post, not me].

*"as it happens I'm intimately aware of the mechanics of HPG suppression so if we could fast forward past elementary biochem that would be great"

"I just feel very frustrated that you're baby talking to me when I'm a working class healthcare worker with an MS in biochemistry and an MCAT of 519. It's very off putting"

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Also:

"my partner is getting his IUD removed..."

To be fair, this poster was severely abused as a child and PTSD is no surprise. But their attitude is obnoxious, and I'm going to go out on a limb and posit that transitioning would be unlikely but if not for being raped by his father repeatedly. Also unclear when/why the homeless arc, since they went to a good undergrad (UVa, which is the source of that dig about Rugby Road at someone in one of the screenshots you posted - Rugby Road is fraternity/sorority row at that school), then did some post bac stuff before getting the MS and taking the MCAT the first time (6 or 7 years ago). The MS in biochem to homeless sex worker path is a road less traveled.
Hes a troon, hes lying. At most, he stayed on a friends couch for a week between leases, and so now he "used to be homeless".  Technically correct. Also the ex-sex worker shit, he was just a faggy whore, maybe he traded his bussy for some dope from a friend or something. I wouldnt trust a fucking thing he says tbh. They are attention seekers.
 
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