“Boyfriend-free girl”. Oh goddd I unfortunately understand that reference.
But Jesus. Some of these conversations are so…surreal to read in hindsight, knowing what I now know about this guy. I was so blind to his fucking insanity.
For context, I was a moderator on a discord server that he frequented. If I remember correctly, he posted some long-ass pity post in a main chat and one of the mods deleted it because it was super out of left field and irrelevant.
And looks like the last time he contacted me was this past April. Where he sent me the invite to the server he currently is in.
One thing that will never have screenshots (because it was a verbal conversation) was where I spent like an hour reeeeally pushing him and told him my best advice which was to literally delete all of his social media, lock his twitch channel, and make a tiny discord server with no more than 5-10 of his closest buddies. Beyond that, I told him to literally never touch social media. He actually seemed to listen, which prompted that three month break, but I’m sure you guys know how long that “three month break” lasted.
That was really the breaking point in me talking to him. I was just too frustrated to spend time with someone who was in such misery, and didn’t listen to concrete instructions, and just came up with excuse after excuse.