Stephanie Cianfriglia / Sapphire Crimson Claw / Yarrow Brown / the-ghost-fucker / transmascdruid / anarchoenby77 / darktwistedpussy / Druid of Endicot - Xe/xyr ghost-fucker, womb wizard, hand sanitizer sommelier, trans-boomer, violently abuses her elderly parents, has sexual fantasies about raping children

[Ophelia]

My god. There are no words. Why don’t these people ever have a competent therapist?

Yarrow, just be a tomboy.

At least the painting is a little better than the patches of yore? It’s a good positive message, anyway. “Intrusive” is poorly split up though and I don’t know why I’m putting so much thought into any of this cause y i k e s.

 

[forgotten corn]

God damn, I can’t believe we’re actually going to get a testosterone arc from Staph Infection. Maybe. We’ll see if she pussies out on using the needles.

 

[Vi0l3t]

The only people who care about gender is other gender special freaks. I don't think they realize how little normal people think about it.

 

[JaneThough]

well that was a lengthy and exciting sacred journey for out wild fembxy of the woods. shes such an internet addict.
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Here is what I imagine was going through the head of whomever had to hear about her "mythical man of the forest":

 

[Aunt Carol]

well that was a lengthy and exciting sacred journey for out wild fembxy of the woods. shes such an internet addict.
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Just to refresh everyone's memory: the "dieta" is supposed to be a spiritual commitment where you separate yourself from other people and meditate about/with a "teacher plant." Ideally out in nature with no phone, no pork, no sugar, no thinking about sex. The dietero/a eats a bland diet along with as much of the "master plant" as is safe to eat or brew into tea; obviously the dieta for edible and non-psychoactive marusa is going to have a lot more marusa in it than the dieta for actual ayahuasca is going have ayahuasca in it.

But you're supposed to be starting with an ayahuasca ceremony, whatever other plant you picked. There's a (real, physically present) "maestro" guiding the process, assessing your condition and deciding how much plant you get today.

Anyway, Staph has picked meadowsweet, which is reasonably safe and boring. She's not going to trip balls, and the flower contains salicylates but she's probably not taking enough to give herself a GI bleed. Probably. (This is part of the reason why you're supposed to have an elder shaman doing your dosage comp while you meditate and don't jerk off in a hut.)

It's interesting that Staph is using a South American terminology and process (minus the ayahuasca) to learn from a plant of very European origin. I wonder if there are turf battles between Internet druids and tourist shamans.

 

[it's pronounced gif]

My main takeaway was that she's so good at being away from the internets she had to tell the internets how very away from the internets she is because it's very exciting how good she is at not talking to the internets

also lol her ~long journey~ took less time than a single therapy appointment

 

[Muttley]

yeah? my account isn't much of a secret, just check the true crime fangirls thread and you'll see why she was looking at my account lmao. unlike steph i can admit my work is self serving poorly written trash. 90% of ao3 fics are.

nigga why would you write age of empires fan fiction

 

[glass_houses]

I just find it hilarious how these 'transmasc' women are invariably the least masculine individuals I've ever come across. You ask them to define what makes them masculine, they talk about their feels... you ask them to do anything remotely remotely masculine or nonconforming, and they pick up their skirts and scuttle off before they can be roped into anything out of their very feminine comfort zone.

I actually met a prototroon many years ago, and she tried to tell me that she was really a man inside. I asked her to go to war, fix a plane, rope a cow, build a house, raise a child, break a horse, support a family, or do anything else you'd associate with a traditional masculine approach and she called me offensive. She was the most pathetically helpless person, the living embodiment of predatory femininity that I've ever had the misfortune to meet. Being a man is all about your feels, not about your chromosomes, and certainly not acting or living your life like one, apparently.

 

[Great President of McHell]

I asked her to go to war, fix a plane, rope a cow, build a house, raise a child, break a horse, support a family, or do anything else you'd associate with a traditional masculine approach and she called me offensive.

To be fair a good majority of modern men can't do any of these things either.

 

[Spangled Drongo]

well that was a lengthy and exciting sacred journey for out wild fembxy of the woods. shes such an internet addict.
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You know you're living in clown world when there are therapists who'll take 'xenogenders' seriously rather than recognising them as a full blown delusion at most, or a silly trend at the very least.

 

[Pee Your Pants]

You know you're living in clown world when there are therapists who'll take 'xenogenders' seriously rather than recognising them as a full blown delusion at most, or a silly trend at the very least.

It's somewhat reassuring that Staph had to define what xenogenders were to the therapist. In an world, I hope that's when the question marks started being drawn on the notes they were taking, then they increased as Staph said she was a mythological man who was a fairy and a druid. I hope they ended the session with a 'we will be in touch' knowing that in six months time someone like Staph always changes their mind about what they are, again.

At this point it might be a good time to run a poll of who believes that Staph will ever make the commitment and take hormones. For me, I just can't see her doing it; she will either flip her gender again, suddenly puss out over needles, or there will be some kind of hurdle that will make her chug sanitizer, like her parents getting involved.

 

[Sparkling Yuzu]

I think she will take T and then get actual dysphoria for the first time in her life from mild facial hair or other masculinizing effects.

 

[Plague Flea]

I hope she does take it. I can’t wait to hear her Grandma Frog voice.

I also look forward to this future iteration of the Staph bowlcut

 

[Meowzers]

At this point it might be a good time to run a poll of who believes that Staph will ever make the commitment and take hormones. For me, I just can't see her doing it; she will either flip her gender again, suddenly puss out over needles, or there will be some kind of hurdle that will make her chug sanitizer, like her parents getting involved.

i think she’ll try to go the androgel route, since it comes at much lower doses and she’s more interested in “microdosing.” the results come more slowly and it’s easier to control the dosages. and, like everyone else says, she’s too pussy to use needles.

but i agree with sparkling yuzu. i’m positive she’ll develop real dysphoria when she realizes T won’t turn her into a cute femboy himbo and will just make her bald and fuck up her voice

 

[Simon]

I think she will take T and then get actual dysphoria for the first time in her life from mild facial hair or other masculinizing effects.

She'll definitely stop it once she realizes it will just turn her into a frog voiced gender blob and not a twink. Fatasses starting T is hilarious, because it's so useless when you are hundreds of pounds overweight. You're just flushing money down the drain, unless you just reeeeally want a croaky voice that still doesn't sound masculine.

 

[Polexia Aphrodisia]

a frog voiced gender blob

What's the difference then?

 

[Simon]

What's the difference then?

You're right. Nothing is going to change, especially on a micro dose. But we'll see all those pictures of the one or two chin hairs she'll get.

 

[JaneThough]

Wait, she had a hysterectomy. Don’t women who’ve had one have to go on estrogen to balance their hormones? What if these “changes” she thinks are from whatever stupid herb are just because her body no longer naturally produces estrogen?

 

[Aunt Carol]

You're right. Nothing is going to change, especially on a micro dose. But we'll see all those pictures of the one or two chin hairs she'll get.

We're forgetting that Staph is an unrepentant skin picker, even of her poor cat's foot pads.

Irregular, thicker and darker hairs popping up on her chin and dewlap are going to be awfully tempting for a lonely tard, and so is the testosterone acne.

Wait, she had a hysterectomy. Don’t women who’ve had one have to go on estrogen to balance their hormones? What if these “changes” she thinks are from whatever stupid herb are just because her body no longer naturally produces estrogen?

"Hysterectomy" gets used imprecisely out in the real world. By the definition, it's a removal of the uterus only. Women who have had the ovaries removed as well will usually just refer to their procedure as a hysterectomy for simplicity's sake. What matters in a patient's personal narrative is the trauma surgery and the possible feeling of loss, unless there's a reason to be more specific like assessing cancer risk or reviewing hormones with their doctor.


This can vary too, by institution and by country: sometimes "radical" gets used for lymph node involvement instead.

If you ever see the initials "BSO" in the context of a hysterectomy, that's bilateral salpingo-oophorectomy: ovaries and tubes on both sides.

 

[Meowzers]

If you ever see the initials "BSO" in the context of a hysterectomy, that's bilateral salpingo-oophorectomy: ovaries and tubes on both sides.

that’s what she had, a bit of intestine was yeeted too. her endo was really severe and honestly it’s always confused me that she never milks that more