Zoosadist Million Pity / Baby Monkey Hate / 0chan.life / Million Tears / EvilUnveiled / VidLii - YouTube Monkey Torture horrorshow, a horrible rabbit-hole of international zoosadism. Now featuring fresh milk from monkeyfuckers themselves!

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Both in Utah

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She lives on a military base? That's a dangerous game. If someone finds out what command you/your husband is with, all it takes is a few phone calls to their CO to get them royally fucked over. You don't even have to be guilty of a crime other than doing something that causes an inconvenience to your officer corps.
 
I think this is article acts as conformation: https://www.fox13now.com/2014/05/26...68bDr-k3IBQY5yR9uLwNm0Xuo735cfHmtWWdhq_1Djrgs (https://archive.ph/ln8QK). It's definitely her.

Her sister committed arson in 2014, this article interviews Kendall calling her "Kendall Sessions" and the news station is located in Salt Lake City.

Her maiden name is Sessions from what I can tell.
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And we see that name in her Fcebook URL, implying she changed her name on Facebook to Kendall Shea after getting married (at least I'd think so).

EDIT: Found some info on another public records site that 100% confirms it.

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Sidney Tuttel/ Sidney Tuttel Van Dorst/NocturnalLure/Nox/Noxlux/uncleNoXtheartist

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Sidney Tuttel, of Alkmaar Netherlands, born Aug 9 1975, is a prominent zoosadist who has carved out a reputation for himself in zoosadism communities and hidden in plain sight on multiple social media platforms. I hope this will serve as a final post, although I've no doubt there will be things to add as I find evidence and photos on other devices that I have missed here. His preference is for baby monkeys, and he has a particular fetish for torture involving jars, drowning and the facial expressions of baby macaques. He has limited interest in adult monkeys, who he believes 'shut down' too quickly, thus limiting his enjoyment of their suffering.


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Sidney Tuttel established himself on the 0chan pity board, sharing artwork inspired by or replicating scenes from animal torture porn videos. He then began to enjoy promotion by fellow zoosadist, 'Karenmafia' who remains anonymous. Even by zoosadist standards, Sidney is uniquely cruel and makes no apologies for being driven by sadism and a desire to see vulnerable, sentient beings in pain. Like almost all other zoosadists, Sidney has owned cats. The reasoning for this may be twofold; either to impress on those around him that he loves animals, or as a layer of plausible deniability when accusations and suspicions inevitably surface.

It is not unusual for consumers of CSAM to have children themselves, and to not act out the things they watch. There are also those who do hurt children, who have children of their own who they do not harm. For instance, the BTK killer Dennis Rader. Sadists are able to compartmentalise and prefer certain targets over others.

Alternatively, harming cats may not provide the sexual pleasure and satisfaction that he gains from footage of baby macaques being horrifically tortured. Zoosadists who have a preference for monkeys often deny there being any sexual aspect to what they do, attempting to disasociate themselves from other zoosadists. One need only take a glance over their communities, the abundance of baby monkeys dressed as toddlers, the themes of 'discipline' and 'tantrums' to derail this lie. They love seeing monkeys tormented, and when they inevitably respond in a panicked or distressed manner, the consumers will call for 'discipline'.

Sidney Tuttel does not appear to be interested in naming his monkeys, or giving them back stories or dressing them up. He is driven wholly by seeing their torture and pain.

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We see another zoosadist engage in a back and forth with Nox, about how infant macaques put on a better show when tortured.

Sidney has operated in plain sight for an extensive period of time, posting ‘awareness’ raising artwork and messages on Instagram. These would usually feature zoosadist dogwhistles in the hashtags, or gratuitous descriptions of specific animal torture porn videos. Again, these posts were focused on the torture of baby macaques.

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Treerat and South East Asian words like monyet are commonly used in zoosadist groups and allow Sidney to signal his inclinations in the form of not so subtle hashtag dogwhistles. 'Endthetrend' is another to look out for, which Sidney may or may not have used.

Sidney has expressed awareness of the fact his artwork has failed to bring him the level of fame his contributions to zoosadism have. Even zoosadists who don’t know his name recognize his sketches and the fetishes he explores with them. He is well known among animal torture enthusiasts.

As previously mentioned, Sidney has a preference for jar based torture and drowning, depicting monkeys from videos that suffered heinous cruelty and suffering prior to their being drowned in jars. He also finds the human-like facial expressions of baby macaques to be a huge source of excitement. He labors over these details, as seen below.

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Zoosadists would consume hurtcore CSAM were they not fearful of the consequences. Sidney Tuttel is no exception.

The following message illustrates Sidney’s relationship with suffering and his capacity to do evil things.

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Zoosadists who prefer monkeys often dismiss their inclinations as 'harmless' because monkeys are basically cockroaches. Sidney Tuttel goes mask off here and concedes that these complex mammals have a profound ability to suffer, and that's exactly what gets him off. They don't see monkeys as 'vermin', they see them as something to serve as a stand in for the hurtcore CSAM that they'd be too scared to download or at least admit to downloading. Zoosadists are hurtcore pedophiles who are too afraid of the consequences of downloading hurtcore CP. They settle for monkeys as a kind of approximation which allows them to engage in heinously evil behavior without the same risk of social ostracisation and imprisonment.

Zoosadists who prefer monkeys love that they can exploit the trauma of separating an infant macaque from its mother, and capturing that torment and depression on camera for their own pleasure.

I would like to see change, and for Sidney’s contributions to this incomprehensible evil to carry some degree of accountability. In all likelihood Sidney will never have to answer for downloading, distributing and aspiring to create animal torture porn.

His loved ones will be too bewildered by this to even process the information rationally. He will deny everything and they will believe him. I suppose the alternative is so bizarre and disturbing, his wife would sooner just dismiss this as nonsense.

Which brings us to Janny.

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She has expressed no interest in zoosadism and there is currently no reason to believe Sidney has ever told her about ‘tree rats’, ‘milk maggots’, or the time he spends jacking off to videos of traumatized baby monkeys rocking back and forth in cages. Zoosadists are often so brazen, callous and unashamed, you tend to forget they don’t actually want their loved ones to know what they do.

There is zero evidence she is at all involved in Sidneys activity, and all her own social medial activity suggests she is a regular person who has never watched videos of baby monkeys having chilli rubbed onto their eyes or being dismembered. Unlike her scumbag husband. He loves that stuff.

I have to have faith that the light of day, exposure and calls for accountability will eventually make a difference. We have seen such horrifying things and mind bending evil that it is easy to become demoralized and defeatist. This is exactly what the Sidney Tuttels, Tim Wins and Peter Scully's of the world would want. Throw the towel in. Fuck them. We’re not gonna stop and will pursue any possibility of these people facing consequences for their actions.

Sidney Tuttel is an unashamed sadist, with a uniquely cruel nature that he explores via artwork and the consumption of animal torture pornography. He revels in hiding in plain sight, signalling to his zoosadist friends whilst appearing like a decent person before unknowing eyes. The excuse these people use that they should be left alone because they don't have access to monkeys is frequently repeated, Sidney Tuttel has stated he would breed them if he could. Furthermore, everybody has the right to know if there is a zoosadist in their life and what zoosadism is. There is nothing zoosadists resent and fear more than their loved ones being informed of what they do.

Zoosadists like to imply we put innocent people in harms way when we acknowledge their relatives. Nobody is suggesting their relatives are complicit in what they do, we simply believe they have a right to know.

Sidney has used the excuse that people ‘misunderstand’ or aspire to misrepresent him owing to the ‘dark’ nature of his artwork. Perhaps this lie was strategically employed, in preparation for the possibility of being outed. There is nothing to misunderstand here, Sidney Tuttel is a textbook zoosadist who enjoys harming the most vulnerable life forms imaginable. His excuses will range from 'there's a conspiracy against me' to 'it's a purely artistic endeavor'.

No more needs to be said on this guy. It appears he has vanished from the telegram group again, although he may be in and out will no doubt continue what he is doing elsewhere.

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A fellow zoosadist comments on how Sidney uses instagram to 'raise awareness' of primate suffering;

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Social media:

Can't find a link to it, but he has a profile on a tarot/occult forum. Google this to get all his posts:
"Nocturnal Lure" site:www.tarotforum.net

Email:
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DoB: Aug 9 1975. Had kid in 1999.

Family/personal info:
"My name is Sidney I am married and I have a son from a previous relationship. I work for the largest cable company/ internet provider here in the Netherlands as a dayshift manager. I also read tarot professionally at a new-age shop called Ixani ( Dutch Ixani forum: http://ixani.forum2go.nl/ )."


















Interesting description from an Instagram post:
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This drawing is made after a video of a newborn macaque monkey. I assume the title says enough, but I will give some 'highlights' underneath. Don't read when you're triggered by violence against animals.

*graphic description of violence against an infant monkey*

The newborn bay, after being washed like laundry, twisting, and squeezing, has hot pepper smeared in it's eyes. After this, some limbs are broken, as the baby tries to crawl away it's tail is cut piece by piece. At the end, boiling water is poured, in short splashes over the screaming baby until it has died, face twisted in a last agonised grimace.

#art #myart #sidney #nocturnallure #wildart #natureart #wildlife #wild #fabercastell #nature #design #concept #artist #artofinstagram #animals #animalsofinstagram #monkey #macaque #endprim8abuse #endthetrend

Interesting FB bio:

Sorry:

Yeah sorry, I deleted all colleagues and changed my privacy settings. I am using facebook extremely low profile and may drop out off the cyber community altogether.

Iam:

I am a good guy, don't let my fascination for the obscure fool you. I am creative, though I am still not ready to settle down on one specific medium in which to express myself. Other then that, ask me... or others... or just don't bother at all.

My Artwork:

Designs by Sidney, free Lance mystic, part-time artist.

My designs are fueled by the fantastic, the horrific, the esoteric and the occult. Sparked by a love for mother earth and with a slight pagan attitude. Sometimes men with it’s destructive greed seems the ultimate evil, still we are loved by the divine, not besides but because of our shortcomings. Are we forever, eternal beings or are we just dust waiting to return to the earth? Maybe it’s the quest for answers that defines us. What if we find the answers? What do we do when we know?

There is a secret song in our hearts, a soft music box song waiting to gain in volume, waiting to form a chorus, waiting for the cosmos to reach it’s potential, whether demonic or angelic is up to us. I am here to document, chronicle what I see of this journey and hold up a mirror disguised as a pretty picture or some horrific scene, to inspire the music box and turn up the volume.

Might be him:
Avatar matches this pic he uploaded on his FB:

Merlijn Tuttel




Email:
merlijn_tuttel@hotmail.com

Janny van Dorst (Jasmine Chickybabe)

"I was born in 1981, and in the summer of 2008 I married my beloved. We live together in Alkmaar,the Netherlands, with our cat Freya."




Email:
ohmygosh@upcmail.nl
j.dorst3@chello.nl

Edit: Sidney’s new Twitter; https://twitter.com/TuttelVan?s=20&t=sRNSrVIxhkopua78G1V2bQ
 
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Trillion billion pity; WE GOT HIM, he’s going full damage control,

Stupid twisted fucks


I just wanted to tell you how easy it has been to get into your groups. Little over a month ago I introduced myself as NoX (Dark get it, that's where I kept you). All I did was learn the Lingo, and post some drawings I did and BAM I was everybody's friend. Though I did not count on those drawings to spread all across the net, maybe I'll try to get some copyright claims there.


Well here's the joke, I'm not your friend. I have been keeping my eye open, reported groups, and contacted animal welfare organisations. Though for now they are not ready to take action, they are having meetings on courses of action thanks to my reports. I was hoping to get into the good graces of Karen Mafia and I honestly got very close... I was amongst the first to be invited into groups on telegard and was buddies with people close to VO's.


Here's one for all of you, you fell for my mushroom tactics... I kept you in the dark and fed you shit and you ate it up.


I am only now telling you this because my cover is being blown (hi KiwiFarm) and though I got no-one downed (yet) I hope the fact that your groups are so easy to invade makes some of you paranoid enough to pull out of this seedy underbelly of the internet. I will keep up the fight but you won't be seeing me as nox again.


It was fascinating to see how you try to rationalize your twisted fantasies by claiming monkeys were a scourge rightfully hated. I tried to mirror some of you to show you what you really were... sick, malevolent. But all it got me was praise. I deeply hope some of you will turn in their tracks and leave. But to the the rest, I hope you get caught with your pants down.


So goodbye to all you twisted, sick souls, I hope the screams of innocent monkeys will come to haunt you one day as they do me. It was a steep sacrifice to see those pained faces and draw them, (though I think I can use them to spread more awareness) and dirty myself to get to your level and though only time will tell what comes of it, but I'm not sorry.


So thanks for the good times, and rest asured there's plenty of people picking up the fight against your cesspit of filth.


Don't bother messaging me, because as of today, (dirty) Uncle NoX is dead.

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Trillion billion pity; WE GOT HIM, he’s going full damage control,

Stupid twisted fucks


I just wanted to tell you how easy it has been to get into your groups. Little over a month ago I introduced myself as NoX (Dark get it, that's where I kept you). All I did was learn the Lingo, and post some drawings I did and BAM I was everybody's friend. Though I did not count on those drawings to spread all across the net, maybe I'll try to get some copyright claims there.


Well here's the joke, I'm not your friend. I have been keeping my eye open, reported groups, and contacted animal welfare organisations. Though for now they are not ready to take action, they are having meetings on courses of action thanks to my reports. I was hoping to get into the good graces of Karen Mafia and I honestly got very close... I was amongst the first to be invited into groups on telegard and was buddies with people close to VO's.


Here's one for all of you, you fell for my mushroom tactics... I kept you in the dark and fed you shit and you ate it up.


I am only now telling you this because my cover is being blown (hi KiwiFarm) and though I got no-one downed (yet) I hope the fact that your groups are so easy to invade makes some of you paranoid enough to pull out of this seedy underbelly of the internet. I will keep up the fight but you won't be seeing me as nox again.


It was fascinating to see how you try to rationalize your twisted fantasies by claiming monkeys were a scourge rightfully hated. I tried to mirror some of you to show you what you really were... sick, malevolent. But all it got me was praise. I deeply hope some of you will turn in their tracks and leave. But to the the rest, I hope you get caught with your pants down.


So goodbye to all you twisted, sick souls, I hope the screams of innocent monkeys will come to haunt you one day as they do me. It was a steep sacrifice to see those pained faces and draw them, (though I think I can use them to spread more awareness) and dirty myself to get to your level and though only time will tell what comes of it, but I'm not sorry.


So thanks for the good times, and rest asured there's plenty of people picking up the fight against your cesspit of filth.


Don't bother messaging me, because as of today, (dirty) Uncle NoX is dead.

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“I was only pretending to be monkeyfucker” eh?
 
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I’d love to see a zoosadist test this theory out. Show up at the factory, just shooting the breeze. “So yeah, I watched a baby macaque dressed like a toddler get slapped around, it got its genitals mutilated after. Trust me, it’s not a sexual or weird thing...what’s the issue, we’re working in a factory…it’s not like it was a cat! Hey it didn’t turn me on! It just scratched the itch so to speak! You’re the weird one for having an issue with this!”

The telegram group is an absolute goldmine of moral relativism, whataboutism and deconstruction right now. Somebodies gonna overdose on copium by the time I get back. Whatever helps them look in the mirror
I guess. I don’t want to turn this thread into a back and forth with zoosadists, but I hope what I’ll be writing will prevent anybody who reads it being gaslit by zoosadist mental gymnastics.

It will be the last time I give zoosadists any kind of interaction as well. I promise. Unless theres a potential outcome in which a loved one is informed they’re living with somebody who is compelled to watch animal torture, of course.
 
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It will be the last time I give zoosadists any kind of interaction as well. I promise. Unless theres a potential outcome in which a loved one is informed they’re living with somebody who is compelled to watch animal torture, of course.
So to investigate this community, you only had to request to join the telegram and observe, right? No sharing of (art based on) abuse material, no discussing of methods to inflict maximum pain, no monkeyfucker dogwhistles. Maybe that info could help Janny realize who she's married to.
 
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I've been watching a lot of old episodes of "To Catch a Predator" lately and I found it interesting the excuse most of the predators use is something like: "I was just coming here to talk to them and make sure they aren't talking to adults online or having sex with adults." Then seeing Sidney default to that exact excuse kind of gave me a chuckle. Good work @DrNow for the post, everyone else who helped, and especially to @Snack of Midday for originally finding the instagram account. Watching the fallout has been hilarious and I look forward to more coping, seething, and especially the dilating.
 
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In the comments:
Hello,
I have a question going on in my stomach and I'm trying to figure out a way to handle this.
Are you aware of the torture videos going around of baby monkeys, especially macaws? Horrible movies with the most horrific images.
I ran into this and it won't let me go. I went undercover online on my own initiative and (to my scare) am now very aware of what's going around.
I am a painter (examples attached) and have now tried to draw some attention through my modest social media expressions, but of course that has very little real impact.
So I'm at the point that I 'need' to do something. Is this phenomenon something you are active with, or do you know organizations working on this, do something like data that I can pass on? Can I achieve something with my monkey art that contributes? You're on my charity list by now, but do you know of any other ways I can help with this?
Sincerely
Sidney Tuttle
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Dear Sidney,
Thank you for your email and concern about the videos you nominate. Our team is not familiar with torture videos, can you specify what kind of videos they are and where you have seen them? And can you see where these videos were shot?
We know the well-known social media channels where people show how to dress their monkey and use it for 'funny' videos. Sometimes this is indeed cruel, but I haven't seen torture (yet). This is common in Asia or America, where unfortunately it is usually legal to keep a monkey as a pet. There's little we can do about that, except not watch or spread the videos and report them, although that doesn't make much sense. Many channels don't have an option to report for animal cruelty, that's something we could stand for as animal welfare organizations. I will raise that with the collaborations we have or we can organize something for that. You can always leave a concrete message on our website at https://www.aap.nl/dierenleed-melden/.
You sent me touching drawings of the monkeys.. We as AAP can't do much more I'm afraid; on our channels we mostly share images of the animals we managed to save ourselves. Of course, you can try to sell your drawings and donate the proceeds to causes that are committed to this worldwide, such as Born Free and Jaan in Indonesia. But no goal at this time can prevent monkeys from being tortured for views on social media; that's what legislation (and enforcement is for! ) need that ban primates as pets. AAP is working hard on that in Europe, but there is still a long way to go in Asia and America.
Thanks again for your commitment to the suffering of these animals. This is very painful to watch; research shows the best thing you can do (if reporting doesn't make sense) is not to watch to prevent spread. The more views, the more often the platform thinks more people want to see. Looking away is hard sometimes, knowing the abuse continues, but it takes legislation and enforcement to bring it to a stop. Or if no one would look anymore, but both solutions require a lot of time and attention..
Warm greetings,
Peter the Rooster
AAP Foundation

Hey Peter,
Thanks for the response.
The videos are well known as far as I can see, filmed in Asia, Cambodia, Vietnam.
It concerns movies in which baby macaque monkeys are tied up and nailed and beaten, fingers and genitals cut off, chopped off piece by piece (arms, legs), nailed to trees, eyes pierced out, drowned, burned alive, fed drunk, soaked with boiling water, put in a pot with red ants or water and more, much more.
The videos are shared through apps such as Telegard and Telegram. I myself am in a 0chan via Twitter. Found a life chat group, this site is now closed. I did find two links (see below) with links to movies and groups.
I've been careful and try to come along quietly. A lot seems to be happening on the dark web. Videos are uploaded to sites like AnonFiles.com . There were threats here and there with measures towards potential parents. Because of this, I have not yet gotten close to the makers of the films themselves, where of course the biggest problem lies.
And a link to a telegram group.
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Ha Sydney,
How awful.. I don't know what to say about this. We know that horrible things happen and people want to see the most sadistic and disgusting things for whatever perverse reason, but this is very bad what you write. Don't see videos through these links but don't have to see it to believe it either. On this website you can also search for animal welfare organizations in those countries to report there, they may be able to do more locally in cooperation with authorities: https://worldanimal.net/directory/search-wan-directory.
I'm afraid we as AAP can do little about this, Z-O Asia is far beyond our field of work. Well, I think this is another reason to advocate for monitoring of social channels that allow the spread of such videos. I'm going to discuss this with the designated team and see if we can turn this into international work in terms of regulation.
Thanks anyway for signaling, I can imagine this won't let you go. It doesn't seem to be possible to look at such images...
Warm greetings,
Peter the Rooster
AAP
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So any suspicion can be laid to rest now - Sidney Tuttle 100% is Nox. He claims he was only there "undercover," but I seriously doubt that. He is sick.
 
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