Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

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“The closer I am to my surgery, the less bottom dysphoria I have. Can anyone relate?”

One crazy woman responds:

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“Hyper fixating on my stream”?!?

LMAO! This dumb broad is going to be very disappointed, even on the off chance she doesn’t get urethra/piss complications.

A phallo doesn’t get you a prostate or all of the internal plumbing a man has.

So she will keep her gentle, ladylike stream, like in the video of the chick taking a piss that was posted earlier.

(And most likely piss herself!)
Holy fuck these women love piss. Someone should crosspost FTM posts like this to a piss fetish sub.
Brassard makes his patients sign contracts that they'll never post pictures of their genitalia on the Internet, just to prevent people from seeing realistic samples of his work. It's especially immoral that he does this while accepting government money. It should be illegal to make anyone sign am NDA in order to receive a government-funded service. It's an issue of government transparency."
I actually agree with the troon here.
Here's a write up by a disappointed TiF u/One_Heron1455 on a Dr. Morrison in Seattle, WA
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This is in regards to Dr. Morrison in Seattle, WA


Hi y’all! It’s been a pretty emotional ride and I have wanted to take some time before posting this, but I think I’m ready. This is in regards to the new plastic surgeon Dr. Morrison at Harborview medical center...

I want to warn folks before going to this program for phalloplasty or just give people the information they need to make an informed decision before opting for surgery with this team.

As trans people sometimes we don’t believe we deserve a lot when it comes to the medical system. We know how history has treated us and sometimes we just need to get things done in order to feel right in our bodies. BUT we do deserve better, and there are actually a lot of surgeons around the country that believe this or have heard us and have changed the way they provided care for us.

The only things I have to say about Dr. Morrison and his team is that he chose to put me through a very traumatic experience after I came out of surgery and what feels like to only get his first surgery under his belt. The three main things I have to say about him is…

  1. He did not tell me I was going to be his first patient ever under his current team as well as the hospital. He was given ample opportunity, and chose to not disclose that information to me. As far as I know, I am now the first documented trans person to have phalloplasty in the state of Washington. Not because I consented to that, but because he withheld that information. He was the only surgeon out of him, the urologist, and the micro surgeon to have touched a trans masc body for bottom surgery. I am now thankful I chose to not have UL.
  2. None of the nursing staff was trained whatsoever before I came into the hospital. No one knew what was going on with my body, or knew what phalloplasty was, and what it entailed. Because it was a learning experience that I was unaware of. They were people oogling at me all week as well as wanting to see my dick to the point where we had to tell them if it wasn’t medically necessary, they had to go away. My friend, who is an experienced phalloplasty caregiver saved my life in this entire situation, because he was able to stay with me every night and advocate for me when I was on drugs.
  3. Lastly, a lot of people do not think that we deserve private rooms because of hospital capacities, etc. but we do and in most cases most surgeons around the country definitely offer private rooms because this is such a private and sensitive surgery. My first four days I was put in a shared room with a random stranger that was withdrawing from heroin and had night terrors. He also was blasting his music, combative with nurses, and was caught vaping at one point in the room with me. It wasn’t until my friend and me demanded they put me in a private room that the nurses tried their best to change my situation. They were just as upset as we were that we had been put in the situation. The nurses felt like they had been cornered because they were not given the opportunity to learn about my situation beforehand. On the second to last day, they finally fought for me to get a private room because they knew how traumatizing and important it was.
And in the end we have still had to fight for postop appointments to be scheduled. My surgeon has yet to actually schedule a postop with me in the system so right now we just have word of mouth that I might have an appointment with him on 2/3. My surgery was on 1/9. I currently do not have skin on my arm because they chose to wait 2 weeks after surgery to do my skin graft. I don’t have a wound VAC on my arm because they did not submit it to my insurance in time. Currently they are making me and my friend change my dressings twice a day for an advanced wound care situation..

There’s so much more I could say about the situation and a mountain more things they did wrong but for right now, this is my shortest version of what I have gone through with this hospital. If you have a consultation with them coming up or you have questions about how this program feel free to shoot me a private message and we can talk more about how to protect yourself, or give you the information you need to make an informed decision.
Shane Douglas Morrison, MD, MS
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Totally manly dudebro! Stealing private rooms from people with serious, non voluntary conditions bc you're terrified of the heroin addict next to you. If you were a real man, you'd have told him to shut the fuck up.
 
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If they damaged or cut nerves shes fucked. By the time part A heals and tried to connect with part B, part B is already dead. Nerves take a stupid amount of time to heal. Im not familiar with mucosal grafts so idk what the final outcome could be. Edited to avoid double posting.

Nerve damage can be ducky. It's not just the nerves getting back together, it's will they send messages to the brain, and will the brain interpret them correctly. I see a lot of induced neuropathy in their future...

during the surgery they have some nerves re-routed and also blood vessels attached. if they have urethral lengthening then that is sewn in, too. None of these things are going to be as stable as a normal structure because there is going to be weakness at the points where it gets attached. the urethra is especially a weakness since they can't actually harvest spare urethra, they have to improvise with skin and possibly buccal (cheek) tissue. If the thing doesn't rot off then the body grows blood vessels to supply the tissue, which provides some structure. The comparison of a skin tag seems apt to me. Or maybe it is more like that giga-fats that grow protruding fat lumps? either way: skin, scars, and blood vessels are what keep it all together. A normal male has a continuous urethra and connective tissue that can't be easily replicated. OTOH these things never have a normal erection to support, the weight of it is essentially the same all the time so it may have adequate support. only time will tell what ultimately happens. its a science experiment.

Some of the erectile implants use metal plates to anchor it to the pubic bone.

With a lot of the erectile implants it's going into an already established muscular system, so the support is there.

The mons is pretty much a fat pad to protect the bone underneath, so there's not a lot there. No wonder the urethral grafts fail so much, not just because it's basically a flesh straw, but also it's collapsing on itself
 
Question for the medfags:

Other than the skin, what holds it on?

Like when you tug on a real dick, there's the feeling that it's rooted in the pelvis, like there are underlying structures holding the thing on there.

That chick's water weenie looks like it has the internal consistency of the bat flap on the upper arm of a wine aunt.

Thinking about it, is the area below the skin (ideally) just fatty tissue, and can fatty tissue internally bond to itself in a meaningful way or is it literally just held on by the skin?

Also, total lulz that the only sensation she gets tugging on it is a mild stimulation in the vulva, i.e. the yet-unmutilated remains of her clit.

I don't know much about the internal contents of a rotdog, but this discussion reminded me that if you are suffering from advanced scurvy, your old surgical scars can break open (the deficiency makes it difficult for the body to produce the type of collagen required to maintain scars).

You're unlikely to develop a serious vitamin C deficiency in 21st century America no matter how poor your diet, but if it did happen I wonder if the neodick would just peel open like a banana.
 
I don't know much about the internal contents of a rotdog, but this discussion reminded me that if you are suffering from advanced scurvy, your old surgical scars can break open (the deficiency makes it difficult for the body to produce the type of collagen required to maintain scars).

You're unlikely to develop a serious vitamin C deficiency in 21st century America no matter how poor your diet, but if it did happen I wonder if the neodick would just peel open like a banana.
Clearly, it would split like a hotdog left too long in the microwave.
 
Frens…

I just watched a video of an actual phalloplasy surgery on youtube.

It’s fucking grim (very interesting though!)…watch at your peril.


(I don’t know how to imbed, sorry!)
Frens…

I just watched a video of an actual phalloplasy surgery on youtube.

It’s fucking grim (very interesting though!)…watch at your peril.


(I don’t know how to imbed, sorry!)
Damn. And this was done on an actual dude. Im not a dude, but I think I'd rather piss out a stump hole than have one of these attached to my body.

What really stuck out to me was when the narrator mentioned trying to use as much natal urethra as possible to avoid strictures and hair related difficulties.
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Another Oogie Boogie arm, y'all.

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This reminds me, I watched hotel Transylvania for the first time last October when it was the only thing remotely watchable on hotel TV, and couldn't stop laughing at the Frankenstein in it because it reminded me of ftms so much, complete with actual zippertits tumblr_o09fl764A61uruw4so3_640.jpg
 
Honestly I was sleeping on how insanely funny FTMs are.

Their complications of pissing into their own body, and pale bad bloodflow rot dog, fistulas are just as islamic... and the fact they think that shit is just gonna hang there like a stuffed tubestock is hilarious. Real dicks don't work like that you stupid tranny.

The "bro" "dude" in every post no matter the circumstance and always padding potentially harsh conversations with soft feminine "maybe" "but idk" and "i feel". Calling their burritos their little man and listening to their heartbeats. It's all so girly it's comical.

I'm a well know Sapphic on this site, but goddddddd damn I'd rather fuck of 100 straight white ""cisgender"" men (the sworn enemy of the sjw) than be with one, comically girly, little 5'1 FTM with a silicone marbles in her vulva and a rotting hair burrito she can't pee from correctly.
 
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She is disappointed that her mouth will probably not go back to normal, so she probably won't ever be able to "bite an apple or bite into any extremely solid food." but don't worry, it's okay with her!
I’m horrified at how little the likely permanent facial nerve damage she has seems to bother her, or dissuade her from continuing with her delusions. It appears that she has trigeminal nerve, specifically branch three aka the mandibular nerve, damage to me, which is a lot more serious then “biting into an apple” lols. She could have permanent difficulty with chewing, facial expressions, speech, etc etc…the list goes on and on. The drooling, abnormality of the orbicularis oris (which connects to a ton of other important facial muscles) are all very worrying signs that something is wrong.

The fact that her surgeon hasn’t referred her to a specialist who can diagnose/treat what is clear nerve damage is mind boggling to me. Pardon the power level, but during mandatory clinical observations in grad school I saw many patients with facial nerve damage and language disorders, and the degree to which their lives were affected left a significant impact on me. People who had to deal with strangers judging them harshly because they assumed they were drunk due to slurred speech, or retarded because they couldn’t express themselves anymore, inability to swallow and being terrified of aspirating…it’s not a minor inconvenience. This bitch’s hubris has me MATI.
 
Are there any reports of t4t trying to penetrate an amhole with a rotdog? It sure would show them that nature shall not be mocked.

Anyway,
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Imagine a virgin kid thinking he can consent to having stunted genitals for life, nothing to penetrate with or be penetrated with. Good on these parents (both autistic and trans, by the way) for not blindly affirming this kid's wish like they did everything else up to this point.
 
during the surgery they have some nerves re-routed and also blood vessels attached. if they have urethral lengthening then that is sewn in, too. None of these things are going to be as stable as a normal structure because there is going to be weakness at the points where it gets attached. the urethra is especially a weakness since they can't actually harvest spare urethra, they have to improvise with skin and possibly buccal (cheek) tissue. If the thing doesn't rot off then the body grows blood vessels to supply the tissue, which provides some structure. The comparison of a skin tag seems apt to me. Or maybe it is more like that giga-fats that grow protruding fat lumps? either way: skin, scars, and blood vessels are what keep it all together. A normal male has a continuous urethra and connective tissue that can't be easily replicated. OTOH these things never have a normal erection to support, the weight of it is essentially the same all the time so it may have adequate support. only time will tell what ultimately happens. its a science experiment.

Some of the erectile implants use metal plates to anchor it to the pubic bone.


"how many times have you performed this surgery" should be the first question you ask. Having zero photos of other patients would also be a clue.

its kind of horrifying to realize that there is someone this dumb for every surgeon who branches out to new procedures. think of how many bariatric surgeons there are- virtually none of them trained for that in med school. many of them took a fucking weekend seminar. I assume that gender surgery operates a similar racket of training surgeons in the process, which is 90% teaching how to get patients to agree to this, and 10% how to perform the operation. I wish I were joking.
I used to work at a hospital that did bariatric surgery (late 1990s). Then as now, the biggest stumbling block in getting insurance to pay for it was the psychiatric evaluation, and even if insurance did approve, the surgeon rejected clients all the time because he didn't think they were good candidates.

I'm definitely glad "Aspire Assist", which was a method that gained some foothold in Europe, never caught on here in the States. That no American insurance carrier agreed to pay for it to me spoke volumes. Look it up only at your own risk.
 
Honestly I was sleeping on how insanely funny FTMs are.

Their complications of pissing into their own body, and pale bad bloodflow rot dog, fistulas are just as islamic... and the fact they think that shit is just gonna hang there like a stuffed tubestock is hilarious. Real dicks don't work like that you stupid tranny.

The "bro" "dude" in every post no matter the circumstance and always padding potentially harsh conversations with soft feminine "maybe" "but idk" and "i feel". Calling their burritos their little man and listening to their heartbeats. It's all so girly it's comical.

I'm a well know Sapphic on this site, but goddddddd damn I'd rather fuck of 100 straight white ""cisgender"" men (the sworn enemy of the sjw) than be with one, comically girly, little 5'1 FTM with a silicone marbles in her vulva and a rotting hair burrito she can't pee from correctly.
I swear to God TiFs are some of THE MOST feminine and sensitive women I have ever seen. Not a good look at all if you are trying to pass for a man. And the fact that they all have a hard time talking to men is even more pathetic. I've always got along better with men than women, and maybe that's because I'm a tomboy, who knows. But these delicate little TiFs can't even hold a conversation with one? That's not because men are boring, it's probably because you have nothing in common at all (LOL.) What the hell are they trying to accomplish with their transition? They fucking suck at it.

At least TiMs being all sensitive makes them more feminine in a weird way? But these TiFs really need to step up their game.

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I’m horrified at how little the likely permanent facial nerve damage she has seems to bother her, or dissuade her from continuing with her delusions. It appears that she has trigeminal nerve, specifically branch three aka the mandibular nerve, damage to me, which is a lot more serious then “biting into an apple” lols. She could have permanent difficulty with chewing, facial expressions, speech, etc etc…the list goes on and on. The drooling, abnormality of the orbicularis oris (which connects to a ton of other important facial muscles) are all very worrying signs that something is wrong.

The fact that her surgeon hasn’t referred her to a specialist who can diagnose/treat what is clear nerve damage is mind boggling to me. Pardon the power level, but during mandatory clinical observations in grad school I saw many patients with facial nerve damage and language disorders, and the degree to which their lives were affected left a significant impact on me. People who had to deal with strangers judging them harshly because they assumed they were drunk due to slurred speech, or retarded because they couldn’t express themselves anymore, inability to swallow and being terrified of aspirating…it’s not a minor inconvenience. This bitch’s hubris has me MATI.
I think she is faking it all so she doesn't get shunned from the trans community. I agree though, it is truly horrifying that she seems to think loss of important nerve function was a worthwhile sacrifice so she can what... stand to piss? I guarantee the surgery is still going to be a mess and she will not be able to "stand to pee" for very long, if at all, once this is all said and done. She seems on the verge of a mental breakdown at all times despite her seemingly upbeat and positive demeanor. I know a lot of people in this thread hate her but I feel some sympathy. She's convinced herself she has to put on a show, so "transphobes" don't use her botched surgery as fuel against the trans community.

But I really think she is going to break at some point and it's going to be very bad.
 
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Imagine a virgin kid thinking he can consent to having stunted genitals for life, nothing to penetrate with or be penetrated with. Good on these parents (both autistic and trans, by the way) for not blindly affirming this kid's wish like they did everything else up to this point.
"'She' is a virgin and has no idea what 'she' is talking about, but I want 'her' to be put on puberty blockers to ensure 'she' never orgasms ever in life!"

I swear to God TiFs are some of THE MOST feminine and sensitive women I have ever seen
And theirs are the most toxic form of femininity: entitlement, jealousy, readiness to take offense.
 
Are there any reports of t4t trying to penetrate an amhole with a rotdog? It sure would show them that nature shall not be mocked.

Anyway,
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Imagine a virgin kid thinking he can consent to having stunted genitals for life, nothing to penetrate with or be penetrated with. Good on these parents (both autistic and trans, by the way) for not blindly affirming this kid's wish like they did everything else up to this point.
You must be joking. No "good on the parents." They haven't come to their senses in any way. They only want to make sure the kid can adequately function as a masturbation sleeve for insane perverts. The "trans" parents haven't been "affirming his every wish," ffs, they've orchestrated everything. They got him on blockers "very early." This heterosexual young boy (a "lesbian") has been mutilated by his parents and now they want to pressure him into being gay as well. Better make sure this boy who is attracted to girls has enough depth to get fucked by weirdo men!
And now he's like "idc just chop it off and make me a girl" bc they've already ruined him. The boy "consistently refuses physical exams" because he's been sexually abused, either directly, or indirectly through this insanity.
These parents should be in prison, and that's generous.
 
Oh here's something we've never seen before. u/mphoenixx is in the process of getting a tattoo to cover up her arm scar.
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Peonies and a 2 headed snake, outline only so far. Shading in a month.

Over the graft site there was no real pain, just felt the buzz of the tattoo machine. I swear there was a split second where she went over a spot on the graft and I felt a zap in my burial 🥲⚰️ like a fragment of a nerve or something in my arm tried to connect to my shaft but sent the sensation to my burial bc of nerve hookup. Idk it was too weird to process lol.

No extreme swelling or anything. She said she saw no issues with the graft taking the ink. Soaked it right up just fine.
 
I used to work at a hospital that did bariatric surgery (late 1990s). Then as now, the biggest stumbling block in getting insurance to pay for it was the psychiatric evaluation, and even if insurance did approve, the surgeon rejected clients all the time because he didn't think they were good candidates.

I'm definitely glad "Aspire Assist", which was a method that gained some foothold in Europe, never caught on here in the States. That no American insurance carrier agreed to pay for it to me spoke volumes. Look it up only at your own risk.

What in the…

So this device is a tube implanted into the stomach, that you can empty stomach contents through.

Basically a less messy version of bulimia.

(Or a new take on the ancient Roman practice of throwing up so you can squeeze more food in.)

I may be old fashioned, but rather than installing a tube that siphons of 30% of your stomach contents… Couldn’t you just. Idk… Eat 30% less?!
 
I'm definitely glad "Aspire Assist", which was a method that gained some foothold in Europe, never caught on here in the States. That no American insurance carrier agreed to pay for it to me spoke volumes. Look it up only at your own risk.

What in the…

So this device is a tube implanted into the stomach, that you can empty stomach contents through.

Basically a less messy version of bulimia.

(Or a new take on the ancient Roman practice of throwing up so you can squeeze more food in.)

I may be old fashioned, but rather than installing a tube that siphons of 30% of your stomach contents… Couldn’t you just. Idk… Eat 30% less?!
I remember a positive argument for this was that it stopped bulimics from damaging their esophagus.

Who knows, if they had shilled this in today's world it might've become popular. Don't wanna be accused of bulimia-phobia! 🙄
Everyone today is looking for an easy out to their issues. Seems perfect. It even has the surgery aspect and a visual element the kids can make art of.
 
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