Diseased Sanctioned Suicide - "Kill yourself" but unironically with sodium nitrite. Higher death count than the Farms. Targeted by parents, legislators, and journalists looking to alter Section 230.

But it's not depressing, it's just funny. Everyone from there is a dramamongering retard getting mad at everyone else for no reason and coming here to fling shit on each other, it's great.
Perhaps, but ehh the premise is just shitty. I don't personally care for @jque_cm because he seems like an attention whoring dipshit but his bleak outlook on everything is not healthy in the slightest. The whole premise of a misery hugbox is retarded, no one cares about you wallowing in your own misery idiots, go outside and find happiness otherwise whats the point.
 
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I don't understand this forum "community". Why do they need a 5000 words essay on how to and lab reactives to kill themselves? It's not that hard to figure it out. Even low IQ inmates manage to "CTB" using a sheet and a 40 centimeters drop...

I think the italian 17 years old might be an Archie situation, he was probably raised to have zero coping mechanisms or impulse control and felt overwhelming pressure for the first time in his life.

The woman that was engaged to an 80 years old geriatric coomer needed to change her lifestyle, as she dug herself in a desperate situation, but she lacked the motivation to do anything about it because of depression and anxiety.

I don't think the suicide forum can be entirely blamed but I don't doubt there's grooming gangs involved in there, specially as is run by tranny jannies and it's full of mentally ill people and incels. I hope more SS users come to KF and spill their stories, there's probably a lot to be told.
 
Your website is shit and you should feel bad.
Could be improved...
It was actually once better than how it is today. Though I think since 8chan, ASM, and that other place has been banned, or even the old subreddit, things have started going downhill with the scrutiny.

on that note...
@afounder , curious question: are you the one who made that OG subreddit?
 
Nope, but I did use to lurk the old subreddit. It was nice to bring the subreddit to a forum format.
Well... it's been an honor. Whoever founded it at the time, they've done me a service. It was good while it lasted.

As for this...
Rain here.

I just wanted to bring something to your attention: @Beacon is @DetachedDreamer97.
You've got me.
When he realized he took the L on his first account with his cringe-inducing endeaver to portray himself as a white knight, he simply created a new account to smear my name, this time pretending to be an old friend of mine.

Why do I know that? He made an account earlier in my forum using the exact same username. Here is a screenshot of the registration log.

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Of course I censored personal or identifying information. Here is a list of all his accounts in the forum in chronological order. This just tells you, I live rent-free in his head.


On his latest alt-account, "the eihwaz tree" (whatever that means), he uploaded some kind of manifesto. I thought you'd like to read it so I've attached the PDF file to this post. In my opinion, it's incoherent garbage. Funny that he acts like I'm the narcissist here when he obviously thinks he is some kind of RL anime protagonist, but okay.

I just want to address two things quickly. I don't really mind criticism about the way I run this forum. I just don't think it's very fair given FuneralCry has received warnings for her behavior in the past and I can't prove a negative either, so as long as these grieving parents don't prove that I've used any of these Twitter accounts to interact with them, it's simply not worth my time debunking it. But what I don't like are no-names like Beacon pretending they were a big friend of mine, simply to get back at me. And how convenient that my Discord account got "nuked" so he couldn't provide any screenshots either. Sure, buddy.

Here are some facts. He was never a friend of mine. I barely know this dude and he certainly wasn't in my Discord friendlist. I pick my friends very carefully and the only interactions with this no-name happened on the forum and it's not my problem he couldn't keep his fingers away from his keyboard for two seconds, which lead to his ban. He simply picked up on the accusation that I'm some throwaway account and extended the story with a few convenient lies that give that story more credibility. With the context I've just provided, the entire story looks very different. And honestly, the very fact that he described the community as "room-temp IQ snowflake pussies who are unwilling to take responsibility for their own situations", as a response to a warning issued in an Andrew Tate thread didn't exactly convince me of his good intentions. And saying that to the administrator in the first place is either extremely bold or extremely stupid but given he was banned and even had to take the L on Kiwifarms, I'd say it was extremely stupid.

To address the allegations one last time. I can tell you right now, it's not the first time these grieving parents spread lies about me or the previous site administrators. When my predecessors ran the community, we were a pedophile cult. When I run the community, it's a suicide cult. It's the same shit, just slightly changed. He was a big bad incel and I'm the selfish asshole tranny. I would generally be very suspicious of people who have a horrible track record spreading lies about anyone associated with the forum. They don't care about telling the truth, they just want to take down this forum and even smearing my name brings them one tiny little step closer to that.

I think that's it for now. I'm not really interested in participating in the mud fight, I just wanted to dunk on Beacon quickly. So yeah, buddy - touch grass.

I am many things, but a liar is not one of them.

Analyze this, if you will...
And then look up "gaslighting".

*Edit: I knew I shouldn't have defended myself.
*Edit 2: I'm overexplaining.
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As for this...

You've got me.


I am many things, but a liar is not one of them.

Analyze this, if you will...
And then look up "gaslighting".

*Edit: I knew I shouldn't have defended myself.
*Edit 2: I'm overexplaining.
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Bro I’m not reading all that
 
You failed.


Yes, absolutely.
You know what? Fuck you. It's clear my words won't be heard from the likes of you. You've already made up your mind. The only reason you're on my ass is because I defended Andrew Tate. I'm done with you.

Bro I’m not reading all that
I get that it's long. But how else am I gonna counter the gaslighting?
 
If I were a parent whose child killed themselves, I think I'd reflect more on what made them seek out a method of suicide and less on the website they found the method on. I understand that grief can drive you to seek answers and even deflect any feelings of guilt but your time is better spent making sure your surviving children know that you love and care about them. Stop thrashing around and looking for something that you can lay blame to, outside of conditions in their life/mind that lead them there. This time should be about your kids and doing whatever you can to comfort them and let them know you care. Anything else is selfish as a parent, even if you're hurting.

I've known people like that FuneralCry user in real life. They'll live to 92, spreading misery and despair with every word and step they take. People will duck down alleyways and into shops to avoid them when they see them coming.
Have no doubt, they'll never off themselves, they conversely find joy in being like this.
That said the only real shitty thing I think the site does is with joyless fucks like FuneralCry spreading their retarded gospel to anyone who may be unsure about life on the forum. I've been stuck with people like that irl who I couldn't simply cut ties with straight away and it's enough to fuck with anyone's state of mind given enough time.

Sorry to reply to these older posts but FuneralCry is almost a charicature. The middle/old-aged woman who's bitter and bitches constantly but is actually content to live that way. Always judging other people, especially those with their own miseries, for not being AS miserable as her (in her mind) or doing what she would in their situation. There's an aspect of people like her that has a weird overlap with munchies who love to compete over who's most miserable.

There's an episode of the Boondocks that lampoons this. Grandad gets a new young girlfriend who ends up being insane. She has a friend who's constantly egging her on, telling her how she should do all this fucked up stuff when she's been wronged. She's the "if it were ME then I'd do x-fucked-up-thing" type and that's just how I see FC's posts. Encouraging suicide for everyone else but having excuses why she can't do it herself or she ~totally would if she could guys~. I'm not advocating her suicide but what an annoying cunt.
 
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Holy fuckshit this thread is insane.

Just.... holy shit... So I see this thing from quite a few angles, as a young man i was suicidal, i lost a good friend to it and a few others im close to have skirted dangerously on this edge.

I think suicide is not OK unless the most extreme situational cases (terminal illness, ect...)

I think the victims needed more help and more hope and you don't fucking find that on the fucking internet. I've been shunted by drs i pay for help into looking for online help and about the only i find worthwhile is here on the farms. Group therapy and IRL support systems are much more critical and ill bet my left nut more effective too.

I think the parents need to properly grieve and find closure, fucking with one or any website will not achieve this. Going a crusade is not what the departed would want, they would want you to find the strength to hold on until that pain finally dulls enough to get up and move on.

I don't care for the website, or those on it... but killing it does nothing. Your putting a bandaid on a herp outbreak. Until we as a species look at the fact that the darwinistic nature of evolution has now introduced a new style of diseases we are creating ourselves because we are getting suprisingly good at dealing with viral and bacterial ones. Hell look at the latest worldwide pandemic to the previous one, but before that becomes an arguement in this thread too. I would say my point is this, Treat the disease not the symtoms.

And to Rain, why not address the drunk wine mom nizche goth thats shitting up your forums, if you actually cared about your odd little community, you would protect it. Instead you came here to chase and yell at some sock account instead of putting your house in order, gj buddy.
 
Who, @afounder? Because he's been verified by Null here. If you're saying @RaS is @afounder then I don't know what to tell you other than give proof, please.

Making that claim would be equally as unfounded.

So, no, you gullible fucking dope, lol.

What I'm saying is that you seem to have bought, hook, line and sinker the backstory R&S has presented. If I was the admin on SS, I'd also concoct a colourful backstory too to throw people off the scent. Makes me think that R&S is sitting there laughing at how everyone has just bought it. Thought you were supposed to be hard to fool. What a fucking joke!

Not saying @RaS definitely isn't @afounder. I can't prove that either. Nor do I give a fuck. Just find it fun to watch the detective work on display.
 
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If I were a parent whose child killed themselves, I think I'd reflect more on what made them seek out a method of suicide and less on the website they found the method on. I understand that grief can drive you to seek answers and even deflect any feelings of guilt but your time is better spent making sure your surviving children know that you love and care about them. Stop thrashing around and looking for something that you can lay blame to, outside of conditions in their life/mind that lead them there. This time should be about your kids and doing whatever you can to comfort them and let them know you care. Anything else is selfish as a parent, even if you're hurting.
One can do both. I don’t need to be preached too. Your a bit naive if you don’t think we aren’t often reflecting on so many aspects of t
Making that claim would be equally as unfounded.

So, no, you gullible fucking dope, lol.

What I'm saying is that you seem to have bought, hook, line and sinker the backstory R&S has presented. If I was the admin on SS, I'd also concoct a colourful backstory too to throw people off the scent. Makes me think that R&S is sitting there laughing at how everyone has just bought it. Thought you were supposed to be hard to fool. What a fucking joke!

Not saying @RaS definitely isn't @afounder. I can't prove that either. Nor do I give a fuck. Just find it fun to watch the detective work on display.
Lamarcus is not RaS
 
One can do both. I don’t need to be preached too. Your a bit naive if you don’t think we aren’t often reflecting on so many aspects of t
I'm not trying to tell you to leave or stop. Clearly people are enjoying the spectacle you're helping create, but I will say that every second you waste here arguing is energy and time you could have spent doing something productive or meaningful IRL. I'm just curious what you think arguing online like this is accomplishing. Whose mind are you changing? Or is it just arguing for the sake of it to release your frustrations?

The users of SS who killed themselves were driven to do so because of their mental health and/or life circumstances. Maybe some of them could have been stopped with appropriate IRL help. Or maybe they couldn't. Not everyone can be saved. The ones determined to die were able to find some support and comraderie in what were probably the hardest and scariest moments of their lives. Maybe able to go out in a less painful manner too. It sounds macabre and twisted but why should they have that taken away? I'm sorry about what happened to Shawn but she didn't commit suicide because of a website.
 
What I'm saying is that you seem to have bought, hook, line and sinker the backstory R&S has presented. If I was the admin on SS, I'd also concoct a colourful backstory too to throw people off the scent. Makes me think that R&S is sitting there laughing at how everyone has just bought it. Thought you were supposed to be hard to fool. What a fucking joke!
Yes, we only have his word to go off of. So what? It's not like we believe it so much that we're going to start drawing a bunch of other conclusions off his word alone. None of that has happened here.

If he slips up his opsec and reveals enough details to get him doxed (or the domain registrar gets hacked again) then it's completely fair game to post it on here. But so far he seems to be doing well for himself. There's really not much detective work we can do here.
 
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