Community Pro-Ana - "I need to lose 20 more pounds or I'll never be pretty!"

[stingray]

If I remember correctly, there used to be a "trend" in the proana community, where to make themselves hate their favourite sweets foods (Candy, Cake, etc.) they would put obscene amounts of hot sauce on it. The Motive? to condition their brain into hating the food.

I saw a trend going around where people were chugging a concerning amount of extremely salty water. A lot of the people who were stupid enough to try it ended up with salt poisoning. I also saw a trend where they'd mix something like a teaspoon of cinnamon in a glass of water and drinking that. I'm thoroughly impressed by anyone who could drink that shit and actually keep it down. Just gargling my mouth with salt water makes me retch.

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...Am I seeing this right? This is a cracker with what appears to be Nutella smeared on it, covered by a wad of what appears to be canned tuna or chicken as well as some sesame seeds. That's what that is, right? Please correct me if I'm wrong. I hope I'm wrong. That's a pretty fucking cursed flavor combination.

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Spoiler: Wet Goop

Damn, that's crazy. Someone actually made the "Wet Goop" item from Don't Starve in real life. Well, come on, what are you waiting for? Give us the recipe already! I mean, I certainly don't recall Rosanna Pansino making a Nerdy Nummies episode about this recipe. Isn't it poetic that it's from a videogame titled Don't Starve?

 

[Vingle]

I saw a trend going around where people were chugging a concerning amount of extremely salty water. A lot of the people who were stupid enough to try it ended up with salt poisoning.

I see Jilly juice keeps on living in a different form

 

[stingray]

I see Jilly juice keeps on living in a different form

Lol I thought about making that joke, too. The woman who makes that shit is at about the same level of crazy as skellies. Chronic starvation can actually result in psychosis along with a long list of other consequences - not sure about malnourishment, but starvation? Definitely. Apparently it can also occur with severe dehydration. IIRC, the protocol of her Jilly Juice calls for a lot of foods to be excluded and off limits, which is something anorexics do. She's probably close to the level of malnourishment an anorexic often experiences just by cutting out entire food groups and pumping her body with an ultra-concentrated dose of sodium day in and day out. They have so much in common!

 

[haglover]

...Am I seeing this right? This is a cracker with what appears to be Nutella smeared on it, covered by a wad of what appears to be canned tuna or chicken as well as some sesame seeds. That's what that is, right? Please correct me if I'm wrong. I hope I'm wrong. That's a pretty fucking cursed flavor combination.

Nutella and canned tuna, no seeds.

Give us the recipe already!

 

[stingray]

Nutella and canned tuna, no seeds.

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Shit, I just used my last stupid disordered bitch last night. Really puts a damper on my plans. I'll have to head to the store to find another one. I can't imagine how fucking terrible that gray lump of shit tasted. It looks like a hairball a cat hurled up minus the hair. Not even some splenda or something up in that bitch? Jesus Christ. I guess that's a pretty good method for starvation, just limiting yourself to only eat things that are just barely edible because they're so disgusting to eat. Anything to stay under that calorie limit, eh?

That's fucking wild, the Nutella tuna shit. That's pretty bad. Somehow I feel like chicken would have been slightly more palatable. Being able to drink and keep down a glass of salt water is impressive to me on its own, but the skellies are actually just playing fucking Fear Factor: Anorexic At Home edition. I love that. Fitveganginger is violently vibrating with competitive anxiety.

 

[OrSoHelpMe]

Shit, I just used my last stupid disordered bitch last night. Really puts a damper on my plans. I'll have to head to the store to find another one. I can't imagine how fucking terrible that gray lump of shit tasted. It looks like a hairball a cat hurled up minus the hair. Not even some splenda or something up in that bitch? Jesus Christ. I guess that's a pretty good method for starvation, just limiting yourself to only eat things that are just barely edible because they're so disgusting to eat. Anything to stay under that calorie limit, eh?

That's fucking wild, the Nutella tuna shit. That's pretty bad. Somehow I feel like chicken would have been slightly more palatable. Being able to drink and keep down a glass of salt water is impressive to me on its own, but the skellies are actually just playing fucking Fear Factor: Anorexic At Home edition. I love that. Fitveganginger is violently vibrating with competitive anxiety.

One of the effects of restriction is you start craving weird shit in weird combinations. It might actually taste good at this point, using “good” as a relative term.

 

[Jimmy Hopkins]

@OrSoHelpMe now I'm just imagining Chris as an ana chan when he called his fridge Biohazard.

 

[TokiBun]

I’m curious if Of Herbs and Altars should have a thread. I’m no Ana Chan expert but I’ve heard people say she’s crazy. Is that true?

 

[OrSoHelpMe]

@OrSoHelpMe now I'm just imagining Chris as an ana chan when he called his fridge Biohazard.

Fanta with semen ice cube mono, anyone?

There’s a book called “She’s Come Undone” by Wally Lamb, and it’s been a long time since I read it but the protagonist starts restricting on purpose to lose weight by imagining mold all over her food. I met a restricter in a therapy setting who had copied the same method once, and then one day she found a speck of mold in the sandwich bread and all hell broke loose.

Life is so damned complicated and painful and frustrating. But hiding from it by pretending food is the source and control of it all must make it both manageable and miserable.

 

[TokiBun]

Fanta with semen ice cube mono, anyone?

There’s a book called “She’s Come Undone” by Wally Lamb, and it’s been a long time since I read it but the protagonist starts restricting on purpose to lose weight by imagining mold all over her food. I met a restricter in a therapy setting who had copied the same method once, and then one day she found a speck of mold in the sandwich bread and all hell broke loose.

Life is so damned complicated and painful and frustrating. But hiding from it by pretending food is the source and control of it all must make it both manageable and miserable.

I’m reading that book right now—appreciate the recommendation. Excited to see just how crazy it goes.

 

[Empresa is a rapist]

I’m curious if Of Herbs and Altars should have a thread. I’m no Ana Chan expert but I’ve heard people say she’s crazy. Is that true?

She's great I found this post earlier in this thread that have a lot of her funny videos. Sadly she seems to have deleted some of her old live streams where she was sloppy drunk

Hey nonnas I would like to introduce you all to Jenn Bridges or Dorian (pretend name) Bridges (they were born female and claim to be ftm or nonbinary but clearly are not). They go by Of herbs and altars on youtube and they are some anachan v-logger who is mid 30s and still lives with mum and dad.
She has been addicted to pretty much everything including trying to shoot up OTC cold medicine and nearly dying. She thinks she can fuck ghosts. She talks about how good it felt to be proana and to b/p and much more. I mean sure she says shes not glorifying eating disorders but loves talking about how good it feels to be a skeleton or to b/p or to abuse drugs. Hey now I don't really care I am not the morality police, but they seem to think they are since this is what they post on their instgram.
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https://www.youtube.com/user/ofherbsandaltars

https://theputrescentvein.wordpress.com/ (her word press blog very edgy shit)
Let me start with the best part of it. She thinks she can fuck ghosts. Seriously, yes sometimes she calls them vampires but if you pay attention she is clearly talking about spirits. Here is a clip where she talks about feeling ghosts touch her.
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Her latest video was so good it got this warning on it with a link to a suicide prevention line placed there by youtube. She is correct though when she says anas tend to be very uptight and avoid social interactions while bulimics are hot messes. But she takes it to a weird extreme and says anas shouldn't leave the house because they might get raped at a club.

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This is the video where she explains about her encounters with "vampires" aka ghosts.

And this one she explains she was a functional crack head

But I would like to stress most of her content is anachan/bulimic shit here is one as an example

From what I remember she is still claiming to be a man (ftm) despite continuously dressing in revealing and female clothing while filming herself dancing often somewhat sexually on Instagram and she has made videos where she gets mad when people think she is a woman although she has dialed back on those. She also claims to be a gray sexual sometimes despite nearly all her stories being about how she would do speed or heroin and have casual sex.
Going through her Instagram recently I found lots of funny videos, sorry I am on my phone now but I have a gif a friend make which sums them up pretty well.

 

[TokiBun]

She's great I found this post earlier in this thread that have a lot of her funny videos. Sadly she seems to have deleted some of her old live streams where she was sloppy drunk

From what I remember she is still claiming to be a man (ftm) despite continuously dressing in revealing and female clothing while filming herself dancing often somewhat sexually on Instagram and she has made videos where she gets mad when people think she is a woman although she has dialed back on those. She also claims to be a gray sexual sometimes despite nearly all her stories being about how she would do speed or heroin and have casual sex.
Going through her Instagram recently I found lots of funny videos, sorry I am on my phone now but I have a gif a friend make which sums them up pretty well.
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She’s gotta be the final boss of daddy issues holy shit.

 

[Chantal's Hijab]

She’s gotta be the final boss of daddy issues holy shit.

I can fix her.

 

[Massacre]

I can fix her.

Pls don't it never ends well (i.e. @Elaine Miller )

 

[Drain Bamaged]

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It appears Ramona Flowers from SPVTW discovered fentanyl

 

[Blobby's Murder Knife]

Yeah, it's a really lame joke and those threads got less traction after they were moved to deathfats. Wow, call the skelly fat! So original.

Apparently some mod thought so and they haven't been moved back in like a year despite unpopular demand it seems. Just an observation.

 

[stingray]

I’m curious if Of Herbs and Altars should have a thread. I’m no Ana Chan expert but I’ve heard people say she’s crazy. Is that true?

That's been talked about a lot, I think both in this thread as well as a handful of others. And yes, she's definitely crazy. I haven't visited her YouTube channel in some time, but provided that she has not deleted swathes of old YouTube uploads, I'd imagine that there's more than enough content to start a thread on her in Prospering Grounds. And that's just on YouTube. I imagine she's got at least a Twitter or IG account, too.

She tells stories about her experiences with restriction and drug use in the past, which I've found to be interesting, even if she very easily could be making all of it up. She made a video about infiltrating an anorexia fetish forum site which I found interesting, and another detailing her experience meeting up with other anorexics and bulimics to essentially have "binge/purge parties" at restaurants. The girls would binge at the buffet, head to the bathrooms, and purge everything back up, almost certainly occupying multiple stalls that other guests would now be unable to use for 10-20 minutes at a time. After they felt confident that the contents of their stomach were adequately emptied, they'd go back out to the dining area to repeat this cycle until the restaurant staff inevitably became aware of what was going on and told them they had to leave the premises. It's certainly a unique story, that's for sure. I didn't really get the impression that she was making shit up, but the bitch is crazy. You never know.

I've never made a thread on this site and I would prefer not to, if only because there's plenty of other users who could take a stab at it and do a much better job. With that being said, if I can be of any help putting together a thread on her, I'm happy to do so. The idea of entering a restaurant bathroom and hearing loud retching, gagging, and splashing coming from even just one stall has got to be a seriously disturbing experience. That's never a good sign lol.

 

[Male Idiot]

What's wrong with cinnamon? Just mix it with sugar and put it in your coco or pancakes.

 

[pleasegoaway]

What's wrong with cinnamon? Just mix it with sugar and put it in your coco or pancakes.

There's nothing wrong with using cinnamon where it's appropriate, but drinking cinnamon water to appease one's mental illness is a different story entirely.

 

[pantheon]

I’m absolutely convinced that r/1200isplenty is a festering hellhole for people to feed into each others EDs by promoting an ubsurdly low daily calorie intake. At first glance it looks like a normal diet sub, but with awful looking low calorie ‘meals’ and posts that strangely mimic pro-ana forms it seems to be more fucked up than originally thought.

There are multiple posts/memes about ED behaviors, including people talking about binges or whining about eating 100 calories more than they planned.

Spoiler: Totally not an ED subreddit

Covering up the nutritional information.

Fasting all day then immediately binging.

While the food’s presentation on this subreddit is significantly better than SRF, I can’t imagine that it’d be a ‘better’ alternative than eating an actual meal.

Spoiler: Yummy “food”

Somehow I feel like this wouldn’t be very filling.



“Pancakes” made almost entirely from egg whites… sounds great