Skitzocow Kindness / Alyssa Jo Frauens / @KindKinkster / AJ Frauens / Stella Lawrence / Zion Stellar and Paul Mendoza / Bonnie Nelson / @BonnieMakes - LF BPD munchie furry dogsitter to pee in bathtub and eat all my food, inquire inside, hourly rates

[Soft Boiled Egg]

Kindness' twitter is an incomprehensible word vomit, but this one caught my eye in particular. It's a part of a long thread where she's updating her health. I'm not going to screencap the entire thread, but there's a few subtweets that caught my eye.

The Farms got a mention, in which she asks kiwis to analyse the writings of her mother.
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Here's the writings.
TL;DR: Her mother wrote a lot about Kindness - especially her observations - and does seem to be extremely concerned that Kindness has ADHD. Essentially the letters (third and fourth) seem to be a plea for help. I can't remember if she was finally diagnosed with it or not, but it does indicate that Kindness was a genuinely bright kid, if not troubled/disruptive. Check out the first paragraph of the fourth image - it's very apparent she hasn't changed.

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I'm not gonna lie, reading her mother's writings made me feel a fuckton of sympathy for Kindness. She was clearly just a kid who needed a lot of help and guidance. That is, until I read the next few tweets.

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Alyssa saying she hates her mom and that her mom has made it evident she 'doesn't even like her' while sharing a copy of a poem her mother wrote for her, a letter complimenting every little part of her, and a letter to a doctor that still compliments her creativity and tenderness and a dozen other things is peak BPD delusion. they clearly loved and cared for her so much and were simply struggling with how much she was to deal with, which is a perfectly reasonable struggle for parents to have considering that they are not immune to annoying children, even if those children are their own. even in that little last spiteful tweet aimed at her dad, any normal person could understand they're probably doing it out of concern.

I don't know why, but reading those letters and tweets is so intensely depressing to me. I think it's the way they compliment her and the way genuine admiration and love oozes from every word, yet she chooses to manipulate it into some delusional, awful statement with evil intentions. sorry, I know I'm borderline PLing here, but god damn.

 

[BoobWhiskers]

So those letter were the start of high school? I forget, is that before, after, or during she was supposed to be getting repeatedly kidnapped by sex traffickers, because I feel like somehow a parent would bring that up (yes, I know she's full of shit).

 

[stupid frog]

So those letter were the start of high school? I forget, is that before, after, or during she was supposed to be getting repeatedly kidnapped by sex traffickers, because I feel like somehow a parent would bring that up (yes, I know she's full of shit).

Even sex trafficers want kids with straight As you bitch.

 

[Trout P]

Those letters were horrifying. Kindness is lucky to be alive at this point, due to the good graces of her mother, as anyone in any other normal family would have hit her over the head, stuffed her in a potato sack with rocks, and tossed her in a river.

They were really eye opening because even the Troonacious Crew knew this bitch was cray on a whole different level than the typical munchie troon crowd they're used to. Why, or really, how does Pueblo Fatscobar deal with her madness?

 

[BoobWhiskers]

Even sex trafficers want kids with straight As you bitch.

She'd be another one of those kids who got kidnapped but brought back for being too annoying. Repeatedly, I guess.

 

[S.C.U.D.]

They were really eye opening because even the Troonacious Crew knew this bitch was cray on a whole different level than the typical munchie troon crowd they're used to. Why, or really, how does Pueblo Fatscobar deal with her madness?

Pussy. That's literally all it takes.

 

[notafederalagent]

Pussy. That's literally all it takes.

To quote the Southern poet Brad Jordan,
"These bitches set me up, y'all
Pussy: a nigga's quickest downfall"

 

[MetalParakeet]

So quick psych sperg:

One thing that stuck out to me in her mom's letters was how she says Alyssa can control herself at school and in other social situations.

Any psych with a 101 level of child development would be rolling their eyes because that's a clear and obvious sign that she HAS control of herself, and just chooses when and where to exert herself.

Alyssa acts like a retard when she can get away with it because she's an immensely selfish person. She's been doing it since a kid, pulling tantrums so mommy gave in, and controlling herself when she knew people were going to tell her to fuck off.

She's doing it now, holding a job until she found an ugly fat man who would play pretend with her.

Way to out yourself as a total cunt, Alyssa. It's like you want the world to know your diagnosis is "shitty personitis"

 

[Disastrously Dumb]

So quick psych sperg:

One thing that stuck out to me in her mom's letters was how she says Alyssa can control herself at school and in other social situations.

Any psych with a 101 level of child development would be rolling their eyes because that's a clear and obvious sign that she HAS control of herself, and just chooses when and where to exert herself.

Alyssa acts like a retard when she can get away with it because she's an immensely selfish person. She's been doing it since a kid, pulling tantrums so mommy gave in, and controlling herself when she knew people were going to tell her to fuck off.

She's doing it now, holding a job until she found an ugly fat man who would play pretend with her.

Way to out yourself as a total cunt, Alyssa. It's like you want the world to know your diagnosis is "shitty personitis"

so she's like those tiktok bitches who fake mental illnesses
to gain attention?

with the key difference is Alyssa actually been taking all the drugs prescribed to her and actually go batshit insane

 

[MetalParakeet]

so she's like those tiktok bitches who fake mental illnesses
to gain attention?

with the key difference is Alyssa actually been taking all the drugs prescribed to her and actually go batshit insane

No, she's like every average bpd except she's been lucky enough to enter a circle of deranged men who will play pretend with whatever her current LARP is.

Right now Bonnie is on Twitter claiming that today might be the last day he ever sees Alyssa cause her hospital stay totes might kill her. That's fucking hilarious.

She hit the cluster B lottery. Every twat like her just wishes they had a few people they could treat like shit and play pretend with without any pushback.

Their relationship works because they both know each other is in a fantasy. Alyssa just has to pretend Bonnie is totes a real woman and in return, Bonnie pretends Alyssa has real problems outside of simply being incredibly self absorbed.

Match made in heaven.

 

[Trianon]

So quick psych sperg:

One thing that stuck out to me in her mom's letters was how she says Alyssa can control herself at school and in other social situations.

Any psych with a 101 level of child development would be rolling their eyes because that's a clear and obvious sign that she HAS control of herself, and just chooses when and where to exert herself.

Alyssa acts like a retard when she can get away with it because she's an immensely selfish person. She's been doing it since a kid, pulling tantrums so mommy gave in, and controlling herself when she knew people were going to tell her to fuck off.

She's doing it now, holding a job until she found an ugly fat man who would play pretend with her.

Way to out yourself as a total cunt, Alyssa. It's like you want the world to know your diagnosis is "shitty personitis"

Yeah, usually it's the other way around, that they're intolerable at school but calm at home, so it's likely there are reasons other than ADHD that make school difficult for them. The fact that it's reversed here is another sign that the parents have no structure that could help establish boundaries at home. KIDS DO BETTER WHEN YOU TELL THEM THEY'RE ANNOYING.

While Bonnie is worried Kindness will literally die, Kindness is Realizing Things.

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long thread on dropping her sane therapist. she thinks paul's car being vandalized means they'll have to move to avoid vigilantes. blames fresh contact with her parents on surfacing feelings of shame.

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trying to get better is gaslighting.


She's not on Twitter now, these are all from yesterday, so Paul is limiting her screen time probably so he can declare her legally dead when she goes to the hospital.

 

[BoobWhiskers]

Pour one out for the poor therapist who tried gently challenging Alyssa's insanity even a little and got shit feedback for it.

 

[Cryin RN]

So quick psych sperg:

One thing that stuck out to me in her mom's letters was how she says Alyssa can control herself at school and in other social situations.

Any psych with a 101 level of child development would be rolling their eyes because that's a clear and obvious sign that she HAS control of herself, and just chooses when and where to exert herself.

Alyssa acts like a retard when she can get away with it because she's an immensely selfish person. She's been doing it since a kid, pulling tantrums so mommy gave in, and controlling herself when she knew people were going to tell her to fuck off.

She's doing it now, holding a job until she found an ugly fat man who would play pretend with her.

Way to out yourself as a total cunt, Alyssa. It's like you want the world to know your diagnosis is "shitty personitis"

What do you think about her mom endorsing that she's been disruptive "since she was a baby"? Are there developmental factors for BPD that start that soon? Like I honestly wonder if there's a FAS element to this or something. Or maybe mom's recall isn't that accurate, if Alyssa was her first.

 

[AMHOLIO]

Pour one out for the poor therapist who tried gently challenging Alyssa's insanity even a little and got shit feedback for it.

There's no cure for someone who wants to be cured of measles but doesn't have it. And no cure for someone who wants to control the psych room floor as if it was a play and the therapist has to play along with them. What a shit role.

 

[The Silent Perjority]

There's no cure for someone who wants to be cured of measles but doesn't have it. And no cure for someone who wants to control the psych room floor as if it was a play and the therapist has to play along with them. What a shit role.

Indeed.
You cannot wake a man who only pretends to be asleep.

 

[MetalParakeet]

What do you think about her mom endorsing that she's been disruptive "since she was a baby"? Are there developmental factors for BPD that start that soon? Like I honestly wonder if there's a FAS element to this or something. Or maybe mom's recall isn't that accurate, if Alyssa was her first.

Her parents sucked and her bpd likely stems from having a mommy that decided that a diagnosis should be in place of sending Alyssa to her fucking room when she acts like a tard.

I wouldn't doubt that "disruptive baby" is code for some shit like "an infant cried and instead of leaving it alone to do its thing, I coddled the fuck out of it. It must be broken"

 

[choccy milk]

I think it's so funny that these people claim CBT doesn't work or that it's "gaslighting" - it's literally the practice of critically examining your thoughts and feelings to decide whether they're rational or irrational. The issue is that you have to be honest with yourself and you have to want to get better. Kindness lives in a fantasy world, so of course she'd feel gaslit by someone telling her the truth.

The other person who says CBT particularly doesn't work for resolving feelings of shame, that only makes me think that they decided they were more interested in indulging their own shameful self-pity than in confronting and overcoming it. Like, their comment that "shame does not care about logic" makes no sense and sounds like a personal problem, lol.

 

[Humbert Humbert]

She's not on Twitter now, these are all from yesterday, so Paul is limiting her screen time probably so he can declare her legally dead when she goes to the hospital.

No such luck, she’s still tweeting up a storm even in the god damn hospital. She said that her “care team” (bonnie is one person and his alters don’t give a shit) is taking over her emails and “private social media stuff”. She’s still going to be tweeting though!


lord

 

[2525ABC]

What do you think about her mom endorsing that she's been disruptive "since she was a baby"? Are there developmental factors for BPD that start that soon? Like I honestly wonder if there's a FAS element to this or something. Or maybe mom's recall isn't that accurate, if Alyssa was her first.

Some babies are extra difficult - can be colic, teething, undiagnosed allergies making them uncomfortable and fussy. There's also variation in tiny personalities. Some are chill and like quiet time and doze if they're left in their cot. Others need constant attention, howl unless they're held, actively fight sleep for hours on end.
There's a parent component too - some moms lack baby sense, some have PPD, some just suck. Even a chill baby will be perceived as demanding, they don't have the ability to soothe normal baby problems and don't give enough unconditional attention for a secure attachment (ie, the thing that cluster Bs don't have...)

I'm a bit rainbow - I think that every infant has the potential to make a functioning adult. For most kids it's fairly clear cut; halfway decent loving parenting in early years will leave them well set up for life, even if mom screws up a lot of the time. For others, it seems like their parents need to be perfect for things to work out. I'm feeling that Alyssa's mom may just have drawn the short straw.

 

[The Hoh Rainforest]

Are we really going to take her mother's narrative as fact and ignore the giant fucking elephant in the room that is the heritability of cluster b?
I believe she was an obnoxious and insufferable child, and also that the kid described was, at minimum, the product of extremely fucked up parenting. It sounds like they set no boundaries, modeled poor behavior, and probably rewarded brash attention seeking because they thought it was cute and fierce in a 6-8 yr old, not so much when she hits the teen years. I wonder how frustrated her teachers were with her parents. I have little sympathy for Alyssa, she's been an adult for 12 years and is capable of saving herself, and is probably smart enough to know she's throwing her life away playing make-believe. But I think we're looking at the family Scapegoat, all grown up.