Transwoman is treated like a woman, yet no euphoria ensues. Weird. It’s like she wasn’t aware of what women experience, but TRAs say she has been a woman her whole life, even before transition. Maybe she has been watching the wrong
porn informational films. At least she wasn’t misgendered.
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I need to vent about harassment and...I need support
Today I seized the courage to wear exactly what I wanted to work. Normally, if I wear something like a skirt, I change into when I get to work, but today I said to hell with it. And work was good! Yay! (One little girl asked why I was wearing heels--they we're flats, but not the point--and I just told her that anyone can wear whatever makes them comfortable. And her mom just stood there smiling and agreeing.)
And then everything just went to sh*t.
I got to the bus stop to go home, and some guy who was probably drunk or drugged-out started harassing me. He went from "that skirt would look way better if it was shorter" to "what's under the dress honey" to "show us your [chest]!" He even got up into my face and faked physically assaulting me.
I endured his crap for an hour before I realized that there were no more buses due to the holiday, so I had to call an Uber. I got home around 9:30; it's been four hours and I'm still shaking and upset, although the crying has finally stopped. A friend of mine says the number feeling will come next and then the anger--but I do not want the anger. I just don't want to feel anything.
This is new territory for me. I don't know what to do with everything in my head. I wish I could forget all about it, but it's stuck there.
Just...help? Please?
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