Trainwreck Pixyteri / Sarah Guilbeaux / Ashton Winters - Glorious Nippon Cosplayer and Stomach Penis Pooner, she's peein' and poopin' the bed, mother is equally crazy

[geocities]

This is bullshit. She needs to be 100% before finding a job? Bitch please nobody in this world is 100% healthy either mentally or physically. We all have issues. She's not special in that regard but she's still living the life of a child and not an adult.

@Platypus, it's either schizoaffective or bipolar with psychotic features, I'm pretty sure of it. Untreated mental illness will always get worse.

It could be a few things, but one thing that is sticking out to me is this - Pixy is in the hypochondriac’s ouroboros.

She’s so hyper-fixated on her health that she’s making herself sick; it’s literally the only thing she thinks about. The best way to distract herself from this - even though she will refuse to believe it - is to get a job.

Sure, she has her painting and her toys, and cosplay is a fun escapism I guess, but it’s routine and lonely. These things don’t put her outside of her isolated little environment in which she constantly thinks she’s going to die, or something is hurting her, or something is making her sick.

But she won’t go out and get that job because on top of being just plain fucking miserable - you guessed it, she thinks she’s sick and dying.

“I can’t work, I’m dying!” “How can I have a job when I’m so sick?” “I‘ll get a job when I’m healthy again” “How dare people ask me to work, can’t they see how much I’m suffering?” “Why would I get a job? I know I’m going to die soon anyway”

The only way to stop herself from obsessing over her health, to get her to mellow out, to help her sleep, to her get over whatever her issue is and get the fuck on with her life - is to get on medication, which she won’t. Pixy is afraid of the doctor because…*drumroll*

She’s a hypochondriac.

It’s horrible, it’s ugly, it’s torturous.

 

[Eggman's Ghost]

I finally hit the wall where I feel sorry for her. That doesn't mean I don't think she's a huge contributor to her own issues (and she's an absolute bitch), but I can't see someone as obviously mentally ill as Pixy and not feel sorry for her. People who are very sick and delusional aren't able to act in their own best interests, and will stay untreated/unmedicated because they don't think mental illness is the root of their problems.

I agree, I've pretty much always felt bad for her. She was a lot more purely funny back in the day because she was so young, so most of her cringe antics seemed like something she'd eventually grow out of. I really thought she'd grow up to be a mostly functional autistic girl. Plenty of total weirdos can keep jobs and get married and achieve other such adult milestones. It's really sad she's ended up this way. Worse than ever and still constantly exacerbated by her crazy parents. Poor Pixy

 

[TheCakeIsALie]

It could be a few things, but one thing that is sticking out to me is this - Pixy is in the hypochondriac’s ouroboros.

She’s so hyper-fixated on her health that she’s making herself sick; it’s literally the only thing she thinks about. The best way to distract herself from this - even though she will refuse to believe it - is to get a job.

Sure, she has her painting and her toys, and cosplay is a fun escapism I guess, but it’s routine and lonely. These things don’t put her outside of her isolated little environment in which she constantly thinks she’s going to die, or something is hurting her, or something is making her sick.

But she won’t go out and get that job because on top of being just plain fucking miserable - you guessed it, she thinks she’s sick and dying.

“I can’t work, I’m dying!” “How can I have a job when I’m so sick?” “I‘ll get a job when I’m healthy again” “How dare people ask me to work, can’t they see how much I’m suffering?” “Why would I get a job? I know I’m going to die soon anyway”

The only way to stop herself from obsessing over her health, to get her to mellow out, to help her sleep, to her get over whatever her issue is and get the fuck on with her life - is to get on medication, which she won’t. Pixy is afraid of the doctor because…*drumroll*

She’s a hypochondriac.

It’s horrible, it’s ugly, it’s torturous.

She may have hypochondria but rest doesn’t explain the delusions about bugs and other things. Hypochondria is thinking a headache =brain aneurysm. Or stomach ache = stomach cancer. It doesn’t lead to “invisible bugs are crawling on my skin” or hearing things that aren’t there or whatever she’s experiencing.

 

[geocities]

It doesn’t lead to “invisible bugs are crawling on my skin” or hearing things that aren’t there or whatever she’s experiencing.

My man:

It could be a few things, but one thing that is sticking out to me is this…

Severe hypochondria will fuck you up, I’m not talking about the normal “ahh my head hurts my brain’s going to explode” kind; she is absolutely dealing with 24/7 illness anxiety. I don’t know about the bugs - but when you literally (and literally as in literally, not literally as in figuratively) always think you are dying, or have cancer, or some mysterious illness or a fucking penis that is growing inside of you, you will develop real, physical symptoms which will exacerbate your anxiety, which will exacerbate your psychosomatic issues, all times ten. It’s a cycle. On top of all that, she’s not sleeping. Of course she’s hearing shit. I wouldn’t doubt she’s seeing shit, either.

Spoiler: gay

I have lived this exact same life.

She could absolutely be bipolar or schizo or whatever on top of it (I think they probably go hand-in-hand), but this is soooo glaring. I wonder what triggered it. Maybe it’s her not coping well with getting older, having wasted youth, her online infamy, and her mortality, I dunno. I’m sure it’s a lot to deal with, and I feel for her a bit.

 

[cactus]

She’s so hyper-fixated on her health that she’s making herself sick; it’s literally the only thing she thinks about. The best way to distract herself from this - even though she will refuse to believe it - is to get a job.

Have you been reading the thread? This bitch does this shit even when does have a job. It never distracts her, it just makes her a terrible employee.

 

[TheCakeIsALie]

My man:

Severe hypochondria will fuck you up, I’m not talking about the normal “ahh my head hurts my brain’s going to explode” kind; she is absolutely dealing with 24/7 illness anxiety. I don’t know about the bugs - but when you literally (and literally as in literally, not literally as in figuratively) always think you are dying, or have cancer, or some mysterious illness or a fucking penis that is growing inside of you, you will develop real, physical symptoms which will exacerbate your anxiety, which will exacerbate your psychosomatic issues, all times ten. It’s a cycle. On top of all that, she’s not sleeping. Of course she’s hearing shit. I wouldn’t doubt she’s seeing shit, either.

Spoiler: gay

I have lived this exact same life.

She could absolutely be bipolar or schizo or whatever on top of it (I think they probably go hand-in-hand), but this is soooo glaring. I wonder what triggered it. Maybe it’s her not coping well with getting older, having wasted youth, her online infamy, and her mortality, I dunno. I’m sure it’s a lot to deal with, and I feel for her a bit.

Yes, I agree the sleep deprivation can cause hallucinations over time. But, Debbie is bipolar and mental illness can be genetic, so that is a factor.

 

[Platypus]

My man:

Severe hypochondria will fuck you up, I’m not talking about the normal “ahh my head hurts my brain’s going to explode” kind; she is absolutely dealing with 24/7 illness anxiety. I don’t know about the bugs - but when you literally (and literally as in literally, not literally as in figuratively) always think you are dying, or have cancer, or some mysterious illness or a fucking penis that is growing inside of you, you will develop real, physical symptoms which will exacerbate your anxiety, which will exacerbate your psychosomatic issues, all times ten. It’s a cycle. On top of all that, she’s not sleeping. Of course she’s hearing shit. I wouldn’t doubt she’s seeing shit, either.

Spoiler: gay

I have lived this exact same life.

She could absolutely be bipolar or schizo or whatever on top of it (I think they probably go hand-in-hand), but this is soooo glaring. I wonder what triggered it. Maybe it’s her not coping well with getting older, having wasted youth, her online infamy, and her mortality, I dunno. I’m sure it’s a lot to deal with, and I feel for her a bit.

I think you're confusing PT probably having OCD for her being a hypochondriac. People with Bipolar/schizoaffective disorders are 5 times more likely to develop OCD later in life than normal people. She is EXTREMELY obsessive over EVERYTHING in her life, not just her health.

I think what we're seeing when she starts having these back to back ER/doctor visits are spikes in stress in her life. Judging by her posts Debbie is laying into her for whatever reason (probably a job), which PT misdirects onto everything else in her life because she can't "deal" with Debbie. When people with moderate bipolar/schizo experience stressful events (like losing a job and then having to go to court because you might have to pay back money you don't have anymore while simultaneously fighting with your mentally ill mother) it magnifies their mental illness and often sends them into an "episode" where all of their issues become 1000x worse and the delusions are much stronger. She might complain about her health constantly, but most of the time it's just complaining, not wracking up thousands in medical bills over the same things over and over, just like how we also see her penis delusions getting worse and her being MUCH more descriptive and in-your-face about it than before. As others have said the house is extremely stressful for everyone in it, and chronic stress for people like Pixy (or even Debbie) tend to lead to longer and more severe episodes of mental illness not unlike what we've seen recently from her.

I agree with @For The Internet , no normal, capable, or mentally stable person thinks they have a penis inside of them trying to come out a-la chestburster, thinks an invisible demon is trying to sexually assault them, thinks their parents are trying to kill them and turn them into ground meat, thinks their ugly toad of a mother fucked some Japanese business man and left her a chinese windchime to "figure it out", or thinks that posting (and arguing about) ALL OF THIS AND MORE on social medial is a good thing. Long term treatment is the only way she will ever get to some sort of baseline where she can actually learn how to deal with her mental illness and life in general. There is no way forcing her to get a job will result in anything less than a public meltdown or the cops being called to the house again.

Just a tangent, but I think the only reason this has gone on for so long and her parents have been so whatever about everything is because Debbie is also AT LEAST moderately mentally ill. PT's dad is a doormat and is used to this shitshow from Debbie so when PT started exhibiting similar behavior he just chocked it up to how Debbie is and accepted his fate, while Debbie wouldn't recognize a lot of PT's behavior as extreme because she herself exhibits extreme behavior (the screaming to go take a shower even if the issue was present is so far from how a normal person would deal with the situation, not to mention she herself overshares on social media and seems to needlessly escalate situations rather than try to solve them.). I don't see anything ever getting better unless she leaves the whole situation, her mom is definitely a trigger.

 

[Disgruntled Pupper]

No car, they'll only take her to doctor's appointments but otherwise no leaving the house, taking her phone away, taking away her art supplies, that sort of thing. I think that would work pretty damn fast.

I'm not sure about her car or her phone, but the rest Pixy has bought with her own money and her parents have no legal right to take from her. If they tried Pixy would be well within her rights to call the police, who would tell her parents to knock it off and kick her out if they want to do something.

Pixy will never be involuntary committed to a mental health facility, I don't know why people would even type the words when for literally every cow it's explained over and over and over why that will never happen. Her parent's hands are tied.

You know what else can cause or majorly effects things like psychosis or delusions? Being in a shitty, stressful environment, which she is. She will never get better without major life changes. How many cows do we have who have sat on brain pills and weekly therapy visits for years and are still the way they are? Chris was court ordered into therapy and you know what happened? He got his ass patted for being a tranny and his dimensional merge bullshit played along with, and two years later he raped his mom.

 

[Constellationzero]

This cringe individual is a malingerer. And, sadly, it works because she leaps onto the internet and plays up drama and horseshit and people either hit a react button or comment. They all need to stop and ignore her completely.
I see similar shit in case management every day. Steel toed boot up the ass. No "scaffolding." No asspats or reactions. Ignore and do not dignify whatever they say with a response.
One of three things is usually the outcome:

1. Get licensed, competent help.
2. Change.
3. Fuck off because no more attention. (This often leads to point one).

 

[Falcon Sebben]

She may have hypochondria but rest doesn’t explain the delusions about bugs and other things. Hypochondria is thinking a headache =brain aneurysm. Or stomach ache = stomach cancer. It doesn’t lead to “invisible bugs are crawling on my skin” or hearing things that aren’t there or whatever she’s experiencing.

That's why I'm saying she's either on something that is making her hallucinate or she's fucking crazy.

Both would explain why she's seeing things but only one of them is curable by not taking whatever.

I'm not sure about her car or her phone, but the rest Pixy has bought with her own money and her parents have no legal right to take from her. If they tried Pixy would be well within her rights to call the police, who would tell her parents to knock it off and kick her out if they want to do something.

There's a power dynamic going on. Pixy never really grew up and her parents still see her as a child .So yeah they have no right to do so but she's going to just go with it because she's an idiot. Pixy, it's sad to say, has the mind of a child. I'm not saying she's retarded but she's never really pushed herself to grow.

Her dreams were to cosplay and be a famous Nihonjin Idoru. None of that happened because she was frankly hideous and had no style or art to her pictures. The fact that most of her "sexy" shots looked like she was pooping should clue anybody into the fact she's not mentally stable. What she really needs is a good shot of reality.

 

[geocities]

She might complain about her health constantly, but most of the time it's just complaining, not wracking up thousands in medical bills over the same things over and over

What are you talking about? She has done almost exactly this. It may not have been over the same thing again and again, but she’s gone to the E.R. so many times over every little fucking thing and so much stupid shit. I don’t know if people are completely missing the part in my post where I said she could totally be schizoOCDBipolarBPDADD whatever (maybe I should of said she “probably is”), but I literally don’t understand why it’s so hard to believe that she’s also dealing with obvious hypochondria and it’s not doing her any favours.

The only reason I pointed it out because it was so obvious and I haven’t seen it mentioned here yet.

As I said earlier, the first thing she needs to do is get on medication for WHATEVER it is she’s dealing with or whatever brain rot she has going on. I just know her life would be leaps and bounds better if she wasn’t so hyperfixated on her own age and body and death.

But y’know, she won’t. I know she’s a lost cause and completely fucked beyond repair, but sometimes I like to be a dreamer and dream a little dream.

 

[Disgruntled Pupper]

There's a power dynamic going on. Pixy never really grew up and her parents still see her as a child .So yeah they have no right to do so but she's going to just go with it because she's an idiot. Pixy, it's sad to say, has the mind of a child. I'm not saying she's retarded but she's never really pushed herself to grow.

Even if she had no way to get on the internet (because if she has a cellphone/laptop she owns you better believe she would be screaming on Facebook and her transmaidens would tell her to call the police) it's really, really stupid to suggest this because people have been everything from arrested to successfully sued for tens of thousands of dollars because they fucked with their adult children's property. If anyone reading this is in a situation similar to Pixy's parents DO NOT try this. Like, just do not fuck with other people stuff, even if they're your adult child living in your house. Tell them to gtfo, that's what you can legally do.

 

[For The Internet]

I'm not sure about her car or her phone, but the rest Pixy has bought with her own money and her parents have no legal right to take from her. If they tried Pixy would be well within her rights to call the police, who would tell her parents to knock it off and kick her out if they want to do something.

Pixy will never be involuntary committed to a mental health facility, I don't know why people would even type the words when for literally every cow it's explained over and over and over why that will never happen. Her parent's hands are tied.

You know what else can cause or majorly effects things like psychosis or delusions? Being in a shitty, stressful environment, which she is. She will never get better without major life changes. How many cows do we have who have sat on brain pills and weekly therapy visits for years and are still the way they are? Chris was court ordered into therapy and you know what happened? He got his ass patted for being a tranny and his dimensional merge bullshit played along with, and two years later he raped his mom.

I know they don't have a legal right, but what is she going to be able to do about it? She won't want the police involved, and she's never really rebelled when they've been overly controlling of her, like not allowing her to go to cons. She just cries about how unfair it is on facebook. I think that's a far less extreme thing to do than throw her out on the street.

There are definitely circumstances where parents can intervene and get their adult kids psychiatric help. It takes pretty extreme circumstances for that to happen but it can, and given how she's escalating it's a remote possibility in the future. The difficulty of that is why I think forcing her to get treatment by other means is the most realistic option. Nobody thinks it's as easy as complaining to a facility about her behaviour or that it's going to actually happen. I'm just saying her parents should be prepared to do whatever it takes to get her help.

I agree the environment she's in is a huge factor. There's no doubt living with her parents is exacerbating her issues, but unless she suddenly gets better she has no other options. Even when she's working and even before she decided she was trans she was a terrible employee and she gets routinely fired, in no small part because of her untreated anxiety. She can't realistically support herself right now. Would you keep Pixy on as an employee? No sane person would.

She definitely has health anxiety and it's hard to say whether her itching is caused by that or by something like schizoaffective disorder. She's an enormous clusterfuck of mental health problems combined with a whole host of personal issues aside from that.

 

[Dysnomia]

I'm not sure about her car or her phone, but the rest Pixy has bought with her own money and her parents have no legal right to take from her. If they tried Pixy would be well within her rights to call the police, who would tell her parents to knock it off and kick her out if they want to do something.

Pixy will never be involuntary committed to a mental health facility, I don't know why people would even type the words when for literally every cow it's explained over and over and over why that will never happen. Her parent's hands are tied.

You know what else can cause or majorly effects things like psychosis or delusions? Being in a shitty, stressful environment, which she is. She will never get better without major life changes. How many cows do we have who have sat on brain pills and weekly therapy visits for years and are still the way they are? Chris was court ordered into therapy and you know what happened? He got his ass patted for being a tranny and his dimensional merge bullshit played along with, and two years later he raped his mom.

It's almost impossible to toss someone in the wacky shack these days thanks to the lack of facilities and the rampant abuses that stained these places. Those days have been gone for decades. She isn't incompetent and is capable of making and understanding her own decisions. And you couldn't convince her that she needs to check herself in either. There's probably a sizable waitlist for beds for non-urgent cases and it costs a ton.

A therapist will never see Pixy's tranny phase as part of her overall history with this type of behavior. If they know about her insistence she was half Japanese and her Rukia phase and her other obsessions they will not see the progression from "I'm turning into a futa" and "I'm actually a man". And if they do they won't voice it because they can't afford a transphobia accusation affecting their career.

The tranny phase is the one that's going to break the camel's back. Because unlike the other phases it is not socially acceptable to deter her in any way. So she won't get the help that she needs and will further alienate herself from the world until all she has is a toxic relationship with Debbie. and I think Debbie doesn't want her to be on her own because she needs someone to feed off of. Her husband has probably long since learned to tune out the crazy. These two women are going to be together until one of them dies. Pixy will probably get the house and there will be Cocoa pebbles all over the floor. The end.

 

[Falcon Sebben]

Even if she had no way to get on the internet (because if she has a cellphone/laptop she owns you better believe she would be screaming on Facebook and her transmaidens would tell her to call the police) it's really, really stupid to suggest this because people have been everything from arrested to successfully sued for tens of thousands of dollars because they fucked with their adult children's property. If anyone reading this is in a situation similar to Pixy's parents DO NOT try this. Like, just do not fuck with other people stuff, even if they're your adult child living in your house. Tell them to gtfo, that's what you can legally do.

The issue is that Pixy is letting her parents call the shots because that's what she's always done. She treats them like they're still in charge and they have no reason to change for her because she doesn't stand up for herself. And if her Mom is as crazy as she makes her out to be then the best thing for Pixy is to leave. But for that to happen she needs a real job and needs to stick to it.

 

[Stinkyboy]

They can’t destroy her property, but they CAN have household rules that prevent her from using her devices etc.
If she doesn’t like the house rules, just like any other tenant, she can leave.

 

[For The Internet]

They can’t destroy her property, but they CAN have household rules that prevent her from using her devices etc.
If she doesn’t like the house rules, just like any other tenant, she can leave.

Exactly. I'm not advocating they throw her shit out, just that they could limit what she does in their house. It would be easy for them to say she has two options, to either get help or live with their restrictions and if she doesn't want to take either option then she can get a job and move out. That would get results, probably. She always gives in to her parents' authority because she can't or won't stand up to them so they have all the cards.

It won't happen, because her mother would rather antagonise her and then bitch about the fallout than actually get her help and dad seems pretty checked out (which I would be too, living with Deb and Pixy has to be a nightmare).

 

[Chan the Wizard]

Does Pixy pay rent, food, or support herself in anyway?
It seems like her parents support her in every way and she spends her part time minimum wage money on snacks and anime crap. I’m not even sure that she pays for her own gas.
I have sympathy for Pixy in that she’s mentally ill but her parents are being incredibly generous when it comes to her living situation. Imagine your nearly 40-year-old, unemployed daughter spreads bug killer all over carpet (for hopefully imaginary bugs) and leaves her windows open all the time?

 

[GanbatteUglyDuckling]

We've always known Mama Guilbeaux to be just as batshit as her daughter but I took a peek at her ranting after Pixy posted this update and it shouldn't surprise me that she is also currently processing her own generational trauma with her own shitty mother.
KiwiFarms on mobile is being difficult on my end to upload all the screenshots I grabbed of Mama Guilbeaux FB rantings
She has Michael (Papa Guilbeaux) constantly supporting her in antagonizing her extended family members on their drama and at one point even mentioned that someone was sending her personal information about one of her sons so it sounds like there's been a lot of familial beef going on lately. She even posted recently as of Easter that she is wheelchair bound. Mama Guilbeaux's FB page is public and I'm just shocked at how much drama she also airs out about her own family so its easy to see where Pixy learned it from. Both of them need to be committed yesterday

 

[YankeeTrader]

Does Pixy pay rent, food, or support herself in anyway?
It seems like her parents support her in every way and she spends her part time minimum wage money on snacks and anime crap. I’m not even sure that she pays for her own gas.
I have sympathy for Pixy in that she’s mentally ill but her parents are being incredibly generous when it comes to her living situation. Imagine your nearly 40-year-old, unemployed daughter spreads bug killer all over carpet (for hopefully imaginary bugs) and leaves her windows open all the time?

So far as I'm aware, she doesn't contribute one cent to the house, and what money she does get, she pisses away on food(she thinks she's eating healthier that way), and of course cosplay shit and more recently painting supplies.