Back to Beezin' (partial transcript)
"My gym routine? Ok, so um, *deflects about vomiting to make up a gym routine*, um, what was I going to say? *Hookah fart noises to think more*
"it depends with Ramadan timings it's a bit different we do things usually after iftar, sometimes in the early early morning, ya know, if we're doing things in the evening because I have try to still find a balance. Stay tuned for our vlog later!"
"Oh no there's fluid in your lung? Oh no I'm def gonna do a prayer for you. Take it easy, I'm sure you're in good hands."
Summer abayas, stay positive. That's the best thing, yeah." *hookah fart*
"...I don't think I'm going to go outside much in the day but I can't stay inside all summer, can I? For months and months?"
Mentions feeling like the worm from Alice in Wonderland. (Wonder where she heard that from?)
"Like a vampire? It is depressing! I don't think I will get used to it because like I'm heavy and I wear these abayas that fit me." (LIE)
I can't wear like loose, I don't think they have white abayas I never seen any, sorry I've never saw any."
"I think a few memberships expired."
Says Ramadan went by fast.
Says she's been back on her meds for one week. High high and low lows.
Takes Ciprolex.
Was scared Kuwait didn't have her meds but "sure enough" you go to the legit pharmacist with no script and get it.
Wants to make a 99cent Beezer tier.
"I woke up and I was suffocating. My CPAP hose I replaced it."
Well damn.
"I do miss like smoking something sometimes, this shisha helps."
Has ASMR things filmed.
"We drive a lot, there's a lot of nice scenery here." (???)
"It's hard it's true, feeling hopeless you know..."
Talks again about drawing in high school and how she missed it.
They go to bed after 4AM.
"Any gossip going on?"
"Why does Salah always leave in the middle of the night? Haha ha ha."
Talks about being dropped off at an amusement park by Salah.
"Yeah, I don't miss the friggin anger I used to have."
"So, like is there a lot of fighting going on?" So desperate to know GorlWorld happenings. But she's above that, I thought?
"I kinda hamster proofed the room. I let him run around the living room... He runs around the couch until Salah, you know how he lets him out?" Confirmation that she can't catch a fucking hamster.
(About her anger)
"I don't know about ruining friendships, I haven't had problems with friends except only with YouTube. In fighting? Well... Idk I feel like there's GOTTA be some kinda problem on YouTube, like why can't we get along, you know?"
"I'm just letting people comment on my videos now because when I'm on my medication, in beyond caring. But people were like, "that's a portion for 6 people!" No, no, no, that tray was like this [ ] you know? But I do eat a lot I can't say I don't."
"I'm so sick of that word, like Gorl, I can't."
(But can't stop talking about it)
"I stopped smoking when they stopped making my favorite cigarettes. Vincent and Hedges, ultra thin, mint flavored."
"I honestly don't watch reactions. I used to search my name..."
Boring but she seems happier than ever to be LIVE.