i dunno because i dont care about anime anymore
have I tried doing something that doesn't work? no. do you recommend to gays that they try conversion therapy, too? do you tell people with actual diseases to try alternative medicine? like come on man you cant be this retarded
i dont know what that is
conversion therapy does not work, and has nothing to do with being honest with yourself
>i was magically groomed (telepathy, maybe?) by a non-existing community on the internet that i didnt interact with, into believing i am somehow the other gender
and you call me delusional - youre all so fucking autistic lmao
i literally can, and am changing my "biology", which includes physiology
you should finish your bio classes in high school, maybe youll learn something
i take care of myself just fine <3
Question: will surgery also transform you into something other than an insufferable twit? Fingers crossed!
I get it: yOu'Re NoT lIkE oThEr
BoYs GiRlS.
And thank you for sharing your 3sd. I feel such a kinship. No, honestly, being exceptional definitely means you are making 100% solid, fact-based, unerring self- assessments, and you can absolutely know right now precisely how your life will unfold down to the minute, including how your lover's heart and mind will develop and evolve - as well as your own (or within acceptable (pre-calculated) tolerances for deviations therefrom, of course). For no exceptional teenager ever miscalculated, ever - despite having no formal advanced scientific, medical or statistical training - misread an academic paper, ever let hubris and hormones (a very complex and central factor in your life even more than in most teens' lives, in fact) mislead him. Oh, wait - yes, they have...but you won't. Because you're different than all the rest.
A little ego is a healthy thing. Too much of one makes one either some kind of dark triangle aberrant, or a tragic hero in the Classical sense, whose hubris is his tragic - in both the Classical and common sense - flaw (
I debated whether to spell that out for you, given your intellect, but I cannot be confident of what they are teaching in school these days, or of your own independent interest in such things, if any, so pardon the inelegance). As the (potentially) (tragic) hero of your own life, beware of your own belief in yourself as the smartest gal in the room. Well-placed humility is not only a good human trait, it may also be a true life-saver.
If you're lucky, in another xx years, you'll be able to look back and smile at your 18-year-old self and cocksureness (lol). Hopefully this will be merely a matter of standard minor amused reflection and slight embarrassment, rather than the kind of horrific realization that makes you want to cast yourself off the nearest fjord in the middle of some horrific snowstorm at two a.m. on a cold January night*.
* please don't bother telling me you don't live near fjords, you don't plan to be in Norway as an adult, or any other dumb ackshuallies, no matter how much you want to.
But all that aside - will you help me? I want to understand your root perspective/what all you have stated here. I'm going to state what I think you said, and would be interested in corrections/nuances, etc. [
I'm not going to look up or cite where I think you said these things; I'm only putting down what I think I have read from you, and trying to put it in neutral terms just as you stated them. Not doing a gotcha, merely aiming to get an accurate outline of what you've thrown out over the thread.]
- You are (a) male.
- "Male" = sex.
- Sex cannot be changed.
- You experience gender dysphoria [or body dysphoria? Or both? [Or do you use the terms interchangeably?]].
- You are transsexual [or would you say "have transsexualism"? I'm sincerely trying to get at how you describe things.]
- Transsexualism is a disease.
- Disease should be treated.
- Transsexualism is not treatable by psychiatry or psychology, generally speaking. [Is that statement, if an accurate presentation, for all transsexualism/ dysphoria, or is that a certain type - meaning, true dysphoria, rather than claimed dysphoria that is actually sexual fetish ism, or is your view purely specific to your own situation?]
- You personally have experienced no appreciable benefit (vis-a-vis transsexualism/ dysphoria) through traditional/psychological therapy.
- Transsexualism/dysphoria is a disease of the body, not the mind. [? Idr if you actually stated this so directly.]
- Transsexualism/dysphoria should be treated medically: hormonally and/or surgically. [Again, not sure I could tell if you mean generally, purely in your own case, and/or that the cases may vary.]
- You are [or will be after surgery? I think you suggested "are" but seemed to stop short of a flat statement,] a woman/girl. [Maybe you suggested something more of an inbetween status atm?] [I'm trying to recall/parse/deduce from your statements where/how gender is defined, and sex vs gender (if distinct).]
Is that^ a fair/accurate rendition? Again, appreciate any tweaks or revisions.