Stephanie Cianfriglia / Sapphire Crimson Claw / Yarrow Brown / the-ghost-fucker / transmascdruid / anarchoenby77 / darktwistedpussy / Druid of Endicot - Xe/xyr ghost-fucker, womb wizard, hand sanitizer sommelier, trans-boomer, violently abuses her elderly parents, has sexual fantasies about raping children

[The Salt Mines]

Yeah the pics of hair growth kinda have me convinced now. She went from using eyebrow pencil to draw in a 'stash to an actual clear pic of patchiness.

I do wonder though, since she is fat and has had a hysterectomy, is it possible the hair is from just stopping the hormone replacement that's actually appropriate

It's possible, but I doubt it to be the case. She only stated she discontinued her prescription E since she was put on T, so it's very likely that she is actually on it. She had already started "transitioning" a while ago by eating ditch weeds and using herbal supplements advertised to men in their 60s who are scared of ED. She didn't mention discontinuing her E then. If she wanted pube chin and was capable of getting it just by discontinuing her E, we would have seen pube chin during the "natural" T boosting part of her transition saga.

I mean I have to give her partial credit, she didn't just stop taking her prescribed meds. Instead, she actually went to go get permission to get off her needed hormones meant to keep her from growing a pube chin to start a regimen to specifically provide said pube chin.

What a fucking wild ride for a couple of chin hairs only a 12 year old boy or a True and Honest trans could be proud of.

 

[PBR Streetgang]

Anybody who thinks Stephanie would have any trouble at all getting hormones = lmao. Doctors don't give a fuck anymore. At least two girls who literally have Downs Syndrome have had "top surgery."

 

[Humbert Humbert]

I did not intend to be writing this short, interesting update, but I was scrolling on Twitter, minding my own business, and I saw this in my feed:

Followed by the tweet about her mental health:

So I rushed over to Tumblr to see what’s up, and she had a meltdown because of an ask (i think). I’m going to copy and paste the contents of these following posts, as they are a bit lengthy.

She continued to go on about it though!

And even said something on her Dahmer fanblog!

Spoiler: Copypaste of all three

Post 1:
I'm just going to address part of this.
I have that sideblog because there's so few people I can talk to who share the feelings I have for him: sympathy/empathy, compassion, finding parts of his life relatable, etc. It's not a "fan blog." None of our blogs are "fan blogs."
Also, we are never going back to what happened before, so just cool it with that. That was a horrible mistake on my part. I was put into a vulnerable position with my former spirit companion, too. He manipulated me terribly. All he wanted was to talk to kids and keep doing the questionable behavior he did all his life. While I do believe that he was never attracted to said kids or abused them in any manner, he certainly didn't have healthy boundaries with kids, owing to his own trauma. In contrast, my current companion and soon-to-be spouse is trying to keep a very low profile. He only wanted to speak to one of my friends because he was going through a hard time.
I feel for all of the victims left in the former guy's wake, I really do. It's why I've severed all ties with him. I freely admit to the fact that I enabled him and did questionable things to make him happy. And yes, it's possible that I've done questionable things in order to make this spirit happy. I just fall into that pattern with partners, I kind of lose myself in them and do shit to please them and never question it.
But what I'm not, and never going to do, is to sit here and pretend that any of these spirits were/are fake, that I'm just a conman, that I'm just sick and delusional etc. And this "accountability" that people keep pushing for me to take involves me admitting to that, something that isn't the truth. So all you're getting is, "I'm sorry for the people I hurt while trying to make FG happy. He took things too far into really fucked up territory." But I'm not going to be gaslit into saying that he's not real and it was me all along.
I'm getting sick of talking about this.

Post 2:
I'm starting to think that I'm running out of options.
I could lie and go against everything in my heart and soul and say that yes, it's all fake, I am sick and delusional and etc, etc.
I could leave all of social media for good (a little hard since I'm running a small business and NPO but I could turn those over to someone else or something)
or I could just fucking kill myself and right now I feel so hated that it sounds viable.
the third is off the table because I know that I can't... despite what people insist, I am actively helping people. I just don't share it because I don't want it to get twisted into this tapestry of bullshit. I field calls to my cell phone, messages, emails, I get asked for help and resources multiple times a week, and I do it all, along with all the posts to the Facebook page and the Tumblr and the Instagram, and all people see is what they want to see, which is people thinking that my personal life and personal preferences affect my activism, which they fucking don't.
I let go from an internship because of a HIPPAA violation? No, I got let go from a job. And you know what that was? Taking pictures of a cat and putting them on the internet. That's right, I never leaked anyone's personal information anywhere, to anyone. The same supervisor who fired me called me an excellent worker. I've never breached ethics. If you're petty enough to go to the board of the professions over a fucking fanfic and posts on a fetish website, then by all means, I know antis are not above doxxing people and trying to ruin their lives.
And for fuck's sake, you hate my partner and think he's a bastard, but you're also trying to paint me as being homophobic for thinking he's a fairy? Then the mythology must be homophobic because aes sidhe and alfar are similar things. Anyhow, I didn't understand the difference between alfar as an elf and alfar as a member of the exalted dead, I now do, so sue me.
Somebody's probably going to fucking try at this rate!
I'm just a stupid autistic idiot who gets way too invested in anything and everything, which is probably going to be my downfall. Autism/BPD sucked me in when it came to the first guy, now I can see the same patterns happening here, losing myself, lines blurring, drowning in obsessive love, and getting way in over my head. But my life is my life, and all it's ever been is trying to be a good person but having people say that I have to be different and act different and mold me and change me to fit their fucking image no matter the cost to myself.
I don't know what else to do or where to turn anymore.
For now I'm just going to log off and pretend to be okay even though I feel like I'm dying inside, what else is new.

Post 3:
Hey, all.
Since the nasty argument with "necro" that ruined that friendship, I've felt pretty off.
Shit from antis that want nothing better than to see me run off the internet entirely, and worse, my real-life endeavors shuttered, is definitely not helping.
I found out that another, even older friend, was so upset by what I thought was innocent advice on his behalf, that his husband almost sent threatening messages to my nonprofit organization.
Of said organization, people think that I should stop doing what I'm doing (helping trans folks in my county/hometown) because they think it's some type of crime that I write AO3 fanfic about Jeff. (Amongst other things, namely the shit from kf that you all know about.)
I'm really trying to hold it together, but I'm hurting pretty badly. It feels like I have nowhere left to turn and no one on my side. (which isn't true but my damn brain likes to dwell on the bad things)
For my mental health's sake, I'm going to try to log out and take a long break from Tumblr and then decide whether or not I want to stick around.
I'll log in periodically to check messages, but the better bet is to reach me via email.
That'd be anarchoenby77 at gmail.
Yarrow

Big takeaways I have about these:

• I have the feeling that whoever sent her that ask did so after reading my last post, with the mentioning of the whole “Dahmer wants to speak to you” thing and calling it a fanblog (I do because it IS a fanblog, no matter what she says). If it is one of you kiwifarmers, please do not do that. If you’re a random tumblr user who happens to enjoy reading the thread, you do you I guess, but please do try to not provoke her intentionally. We see enough of her sperging as it is.
• In the first post, she spergs about how bad she feels for MJ’s victims, and refuses to take accountability because she refuses to admit that none of this spirit shit is real.
• She really broke shit down for us in the second post, going into her work history (she claims she got fired for filming a cat, but since mfs didn’t archive shit back then, I guess we’ll never know). Also threatens suicide, then says she got an NPO to live for lmao. Said NPO actually does work, guys! She gets asked for help and resources multiple times a week, and fields calls and messages to her phone! That’s why she never even bothered to create an actual website for it, instead using a facebook page and as of now, only her personal cell phone number to conduct business, like a real professional! The google voice number expired because nobody called it (LMAO) but it isn’t a bad thing because people tend to call their listed number (her personal number). Why would you not list the google voice number?

• Post 3: Her reiterating that ever since Jacquin and her fell out shit has been bad. When she says one of her former friends’ husbands almost sent threatening messages to her NPO because of “advice” stephanie gave, I think she is referencing the anon that sent Naptimeforadults the ask about Stephanie encouraging her delusions. I am too lazy to search through the thread for this, but I would’ve been the one who posted it. Anyways, she is going to be taking a break. Edit: I got it

• 

• One more thing I would like to note, is that Stephanie has actually somewhat improved from 2018. She still is unhinged as fuck, but she can construct a better, slightly more cohesive argument in these long paragraphs, whereas before it was just pure tard rage.

A couple of other things from before the episode include:
Stephanie pulling out the “i’m a trained social worker” shit for an anon. Decides to include that a past supervisor said she was a “very good listener” which… Is kind of part of the job. I think her supervisor knew she was retarded and/or was trying to make her feel better amidst gentle subtle criticism.

Tweeted this a few hours ago:

Edited to add the regular post links to the two main account posts, and the archive link to the dahmer fanblog post.

 

[Vandy2]

I was sitting on these for a couple days (I am lazy, I have failed you all). The mention of Naptime reminded me. Gyro made an RP blog for Dahmer that isn't Milwaukeepancakes apparently. jd-alfar-1960 was the handle but it looks to be either deleted now or had a name change.

Spoiler

These are likely out of order but this is what I managed to get.

Pinned post.

A lot of reblogs are from a yandere blog.

So close to self awareness and so far.

We get a zoophilia and necrophilia confession. Proof Gyro uses the ghost harem excuse to explore the "Big 3" paraphilias they claim not to have.

Paraphilics insist that wanting to rape children and dead animals is the same as having a real disability and they shouldn't be judged for it.

Is it a Fandom or is it not a Fandom? Make up your mind Gyro. Anyone find it strange how Dahmer talks exactly like how Gyro writes their bad fanfiction? It's so awkwardly formal.

Again with Steve Jobs.

He mentions Jacquin here.

I think stolen-mannequin was mentioned a page or two ago. It looks like they deleted because the Fandom isn't a safe place for them to threaten people or something? I don't know.

More pro-pedo content.

This is also apparently the full ask that was sent to them that made them go off.

Spoiler

 

[Ophelia]

Pedophiles get the woodchipper.*

YARROW: I'm just a stupid autistic idiot who gets way too invested in anything and everything, which is probably going to be my downfall. Autism/BPD sucked me in when it came to the first guy, now I can see the same patterns happening here, losing myself, lines blurring, drowning in obsessive love, and getting way in over my head.

Yarrow, if this is actually causing you distress, you must see a competent mental health professional to help you sort your brain out. If someone you cared about was upset, casually suicidal, and “drowning in obsessive love,” wouldn’t you want them to immediately get help changing their destructive thoughts and impulses?

Or is this more pretend for sympathy and attention?

*she says in a thread with Humbert Humbert

 

[Humbert Humbert]

Goddamn it @Vandy2 , I was going to include the Naptimeforadults thing and the original ask in an edit, but I fell asleep last night doing it. I also found the thing where someone husbumd gets mad at Stephanie. I would edit the post to include everything in this one, but I feel like too much has transpired.
So as Vandy posted, the person who sent the ask posted screenshots of Steph’s breakdown in response to it, and shared the full ask. The full ask explains why a lot of other seemingly random shit was brought up in later responses.

The account it was sent from, emptymainz, appears to be a throwaway blog, there’s only one text post besides this one. I noticed that a lot of the things mentioned in the ask come from here, so if you are a kiwifarmer, kindly stop now. I get the feeling that there are some non-kiwi Tumblr users reading this thread though, so I guess you can do what you want. I still would recommend not bothering her, though.

The second important thing that I had to share was this post from Naptimeforadults.

I was going to explain that I could not find anything in search results for jd-alfar-1960 except for this post, and that I was cautiously skeptical of it unless I saw proof, but then Vandy posted screenshots from it. I don’t even know what say about those screenshots… Wtf. I’m surprised she didn’t mention the blog itself in any of her meltdown posts.

She has been active on her milwaukeepancakes tumblr and her twitter:



I’m also going to address her statements piece by piece cuz why not

Spoiler: Autistic Meltdown

Post 1:
I'm just going to address part of this.

I love how she wrote this twice in her post. Also, I would like to point out that she decided to only address part of it, namely, the part she’s been addressing for a long time. She has her excuses all lined up for it, she got her own story straight. Also it gives her “why are we still ragging on this” points (in her mind). She chose to not address the whole “encouraging someone with delusions” or “going on fetlife to find black men for Ghost Dahmer” thing at length. Only later in passing in her subsequent meltdown posts does she reference them.

It's not a "fan blog." None of our blogs are "fan blogs."

Yes it is. I’m not say everyone got a fanblog there, but a lot of them are. It depends on how the blog conducts itself and what it posts. Non-fanblogs may post about Jeffrey and his actions, but they take care to focus on pondering them, not glorifying them. You and others, on the other hand, may claim to not glorify him or his crimes, yet you make jokes about the nature of his crimes and say shit like “OMG HES SO HOT ”. I don’t know why you can’t get this through your thick skull. Maybe look up the definition of “glorify” and take a step back and reassess the shit you say about him.

Also, we are never going back to what happened before, so just cool it with that.

Defensive.

That was a horrible mistake on my part.

You could have just left it at this the whole time. It isn’t good, but it’s way better than what you’ve been crying about this whole time.

I was put into a vulnerable position with my former spirit companion, too. He manipulated me terribly.

Please note that she launches into this “it’s his fault and I’m a victim” shit immediately.

All he wanted was to talk to kids and keep doing the questionable behavior he did all his life. While I do believe that he was never attracted to said kids or abused them in any manner, he certainly didn't have healthy boundaries with kids, owing to his own trauma.

When you start talking about your IMAGINARY FRIEND’S trauma to dodge accountability, you may be fucked up beyond repair.

In contrast, my current companion and soon-to-be spouse is trying to keep a very low profile. He only wanted to speak to one of my friends because he was going through a hard time.

She does not mention that she set up a blog for him, which is why I questioned the validity of the Dahmer blog claim. Interesting, I’ll have to note that it is possible for her to keep her mouth shut. Rare but it happens. I wonder if she managed to set up correspondence between Ghost Dahmer and anybody else.

I feel for all of the victims left in the former guy's wake, I really do. It's why I've severed all ties with him. I freely admit to the fact that I enabled him and did questionable things to make him happy. And yes, it's possible that I've done questionable things in order to make this spirit happy. I just fall into that pattern with partners, I kind of lose myself in them and do shit to please them and never question it.

The last thing she touches on is the ACTUAL victims, making halfassed excuses for her behavior. Also, which is it? Do you admit that you did questionable things to make him happy, or is it only possible that you did questionable things to make him happy? I had to go back and check to make sure I didn’t fuck up the text somehow, but she actually said both sentences. I think she either didn’t edit the paragraph or she meant to say that because in her mind it makes sense. Either way, it goes to show that she can’t make up her mind on what she wants to say about this.

But what I'm not, and never going to do, is to sit here and pretend that any of these spirits were/are fake, that I'm just a conman, that I'm just sick and delusional etc. And this "accountability" that people keep pushing for me to take involves me admitting to that, something that isn't the truth.

She either cannot or refuses to acknowledge that this shit is not real and it was all her. I wonder if she is delusional, despite knowing to not discuss this ghost shit with everyone everywhere.

So all you're getting is, "I'm sorry for the people I hurt while trying to make FG happy. He took things too far into really fucked up territory."

“i’m sorry you feel that way” advanced edition. and why is she calling him FG? Interesting in the Dahmer larp blog that she doesn’t dance around names. I guess that she’s trying to channel him harder and give him differences from her.

But I'm not going to be gaslit into saying that he's not real and it was me all along.
I'm getting sick of talking about this.

You are gaslighting your victims by claiming any of this shit is real.

Post 2:
I'm starting to think that I'm running out of options.

??? Stephanie all of this shit has been going on forever, there is nothing new about this? Why are you acting like this is the end of the world? Have you realized that this isn’t going away?

I could lie and go against everything in my heart and soul and say that yes, it's all fake, I am sick and delusional and etc, etc.

Well, even if you did go this route, you would probably be unable to combat the autistic urge you have of dodging accountability, so you’d probably somehow make it disingenuous as hell.

I could leave all of social media for good (a little hard since I'm running a small business and NPO but I could turn those over to someone else or something)

Neither of which are very successful. The patches look like shit despite the improvements and you dont rely on it for income, it’s a fun side project to you. The NPO doesn’t really exist in the first place. Also you’re terminally online. you couldn’t quit social media if you tried.

or I could just fucking kill myself and right now I feel so hated that it sounds viable.

I see the 2018 Stephanie shining through with this suicide threat. But 2018 Stephanie would have harassed emptymainz and the delusional user and naptimeforadults, so I stand by my assessment of some improvement.

the third is off the table because I know that I can't... despite what people insist, I am actively helping people.

Here we go with the attempted guilt trip and her backing down from the suicide threat, all in one! “if i kill myself then I can’t help these people who need my help!”

I just don't share it because I don't want it to get twisted into this tapestry of bullshit.

You have shared things about getting calls and things you’re doing with the org before.

I field calls to my cell phone, messages, emails, I get asked for help and resources multiple times a week

Who is asking you for help? We know how you handled a couple of help calls before, and one you gloated about and redirected to another hotline, and the other one you cried about because they disturbed you and got your anxiety going at night.
Who is asking you for resources? The org doesn’t even exist for all intents and purposes! You have not made efforts to establish it as one or provide actual help to anybody. A google survey surveying community needs only works if you actually have people to answer it. Same goes for the facebook events that nobody attends. You need to actually do more than halfassedly network with people and show up to events sometimes. The professionalism you fail to show doesnt help. The shit you say on accounts connected to you, the fact that the org doesn’t even have a website, only a facebook page, and the fact that you linked your personal number to it say a lot. Fuck, you even had a google voice number set up for it, no need for the personal number!

and I do it all,

you have not described very much.

along with all the posts to the Facebook page and the Tumblr and the Instagram,

you literally just post articles on dumb shit that get no interaction.

and all people see is what they want to see, which is people thinking that my personal life and personal preferences affect my activism, which they fucking don't.

What activism lmao?

I let go from an internship because of a HIPPAA violation? No, I got let go from a job. And you know what that was? Taking pictures of a cat and putting them on the internet.

I went back in the thread to find more about her getting fired and surprise, I don’t think that she is being truthful. Someone found some posts she made regarding it (hopefully the images eventually load on Josh’s broken website), and from what I can tell, she never mentioned anything about photos of a cat. No, it was making a vlog in a care facility. Also bonus because I think that she ate the hand sanitizer after her boss confronted her about filming

On top of all the desperate hunger for dead serial killer dick, I found some details about how she lost her job. It looks like she was working in a veteran's hospital and was kicked out after two months because she posted videos of the place online.

And a video where she talked about it, but nobody downloaded the video itself, so it is lost to time. Maybe. I didn’t do much searching beyond this.

She talks about some of that shit at the start of this video. (Not sure how best to archive videos but here's an archive.is link if that works?)
"If you're wondering where that last video went, well, I took it down. ... The state does not mess around with things pertaining to video and shooting that video got me axed of the job, so..." lol yeah no shit

EDIT:

also, she's mad at the administration for giving her the boot for breaching really obvious confidentiality policy

It would be interesting to reread the thread and collect her statements on various things such as her partners, the DA grooming saga, getting fired, etc. but I’m not autistic enough. I am bookmarking posts I find to be important or funny though.

That's right, I never leaked anyone's personal information anywhere, to anyone.

Yeah you might not have leaked their personal information, but you recorded the people.

The same supervisor who fired me called me an excellent worker.

This lines up with what she said in the facebook posts + the post yesterday where she mentioned that her supervisor told her she was a good listener. She was clearly trying to reassure you so you wouldn’t tard the fuck out in the workplace (assuming this was before the hand sanitizer thing. the supervisor isn’t stupid, she could tell by Staph’s downie appearance and probably her conduct that she was special needs af and as a good social worker, knew how to calm down the diversity hire.

I've never breached ethics. If you're petty enough to go to the board of the professions over a fucking fanfic and posts on a fetish website, then by all means,

Who the hell said/did anything about going to the board over your fanfics and sick requests for black men for Ghost Dahmer? And why would anybody? It isn’t like you had a job since then, or even tried to get one!

I know antis are not above doxxing people and trying to ruin their lives.

The delusional disjointed sped style arguing comes back here, talking about “antis” when it was never mentioned before and most of us don’t care about antis and that bullshit. Antis=people who don’t approve of a ship because moral reasons or some shit idek. I think anybody who wastes time crusading either side is a terminally online retard.

And for fuck's sake, you hate my partner and think he's a bastard, but you're also trying to paint me as being homophobic for thinking he's a fairy? Then the mythology must be homophobic because aes sidhe and alfar are similar things.

I don’t give a shit about the mythology, I’m sorry. All i know is that you are weirdly attempting to insert him into your newest belief system which is kinda weird.

Anyhow, I didn't understand the difference between alfar as an elf and alfar as a member of the exalted dead, I now do, so sue me.

Disjointed sped style arguing. Nobody was really concerned with this, it’s not a big deal like you make it out to be, and this shit is hilarious. I was feeling real upset last night but when I saw this shit I smiled and laughed, thank you Stephanie. Your antics always make me laugh, and so do the other thread posters. Thanks guys, this is why I’m going to continue to be here in these hard times.

Somebody's probably going to fucking try at this rate!

Again LMAO

I'm just a stupid autistic idiot who gets way too invested in anything and everything, which is probably going to be my downfall.

I think you got the second part wrong, but at least she can see the first part now.

Autism/BPD sucked me in when it came to the first guy, now I can see the same patterns happening here, losing myself, lines blurring, drowning in obsessive love, and getting way in over my head.

bro it isn’t that deep, he’s not even real!

But my life is my life, and all it's ever been is trying to be a good person but having people say that I have to be different and act different and mold me and change me to fit their fucking image no matter the cost to myself.

Well people just wanted you to stop being such a sped and learn reading comprehension and not tard rage and take responsibility for things, but sure.

I don't know what else to do or where to turn anymore.

Group home.

For now I'm just going to log off and pretend to be okay even though I feel like I'm dying inside, what else is new.

subtle pity me

Post 3:
Hey, all.
Since the nasty argument with "necro" that ruined that friendship, I've felt pretty off.

This was posted to the milwaukeepancakes account btw.

Shit from antis that want nothing better than to see me run off the internet entirely, and worse, my real-life endeavors shuttered, is definitely not helping.

Using “antis” may be more appropriate with this post because it’s meant to communicate with people in this community, which may use the term more. Also “real life endeavors” lol

I found out that another, even older friend, was so upset by what I thought was innocent advice on his behalf, that his husband almost sent threatening messages to my nonprofit organization.

This is her referencing Naptimeforadults’s delusional anon. I quoted it in the post above but I’ll do it again:

And here’s the first anon:

These two posts are the only ones where the anon talks about Stephanie. There was another one following up on it, but it was just Naptimeforadults and the anon discussing the circumstances and showing support for each other, not really discussing Stephanie herself. I am not sure how long they had talked for and exactly when, but Stephanie claims that it was a friend that predated Jacquin. Also that they were friends, and the delusional anon made no mention of them being friends. Also want to note that anon said their husband wanted to send Stephanie an implicatedly angry email, but Stephanie twisted this into “threatening messages to my nonprofit organization”. Ok.

Of said organization, people think that I should stop doing what I'm doing (helping trans folks in my county/hometown) because they think it's some type of crime that I write AO3 fanfic about Jeff. (Amongst other things, namely the shit from kf that you all know about.)

Well… People just think that you aren’t fit to be helping anybody as evidenced by your overall behavior. And it isn’t like you are anyways.

I’'m really trying to hold it together, but I'm hurting pretty badly. It feels like I have nowhere left to turn and no one on my side. (which isn't true but my damn brain likes to dwell on the bad things)

Her ego will be fixed in a couple days, rhe wedding to Ghost Dahmer is coming up real soon.

For my mental health's sake, I'm going to try to log out and take a long break from Tumblr and then decide whether or not I want to stick around.

She loves the drama of the TCC community, even if she herself isn’t involved in it. She loved having her own place to freely talk about her love for him, she’ll be back.

 

[often puzzled]

I went back in the thread to find more about her getting fired and surprise, I don’t think that she is being truthful. Someone found some posts she made regarding it (hopefully the images eventually load on Josh’s broken website), and from what I can tell, she never mentioned anything about photos of a cat. No, it was making a vlog in a care facility. Also bonus because I think that she ate the hand sanitizer after her boss confronted her about filming

I'm too overwhelmed by all this insanity, so I'll just focus on this one little thing. She did get in trouble for something involving a cat, but the filming the residents was a separate incident.

As I remember, she was doing some sort of home visit or site visit, and she spotted a cat. She followed the cat off instead of doing whatever she was supposed to be doing with the clients. Again-- going by my memory-- this wasn't the firing incident. It was the care home vlog that got her fired. Maybe she did take photos of the cat; I don't remember. Still, though, it's two separate incidents, and the care home thing (which WAS a HIPAA violation, contrary to what she claims) was what got her fired.

Honestly, I don't even know if she's deliberately conflating the two incidents or if this version of events is the truth to her now. That latest Tumblr stuff is almost too much to parse, in terms of complete insanity, blame-shifting, and delusion.

 

[Humbert Humbert]

Still, though, it's two separate incidents, and the care home thing (which WAS a HIPAA violation, contrary to what she claims) was what got her fired.

Good memory, wow! From July 2022:

It’s the fact that she got in trouble because of her preoccupation with cats at not one place, but TWO. She claims that she got fired for taking pictures of cats (she has had many jobs, this is believable I guess) and her following the cat was a separate incident she got reprimanded for. She revealed this fairly recently, as 2022 was the oldest mention I could find of this particular incident so I wouldn’t be shocked if she’s trying to rewrite the narrative here. Getting fired for violating HIPPA and getting fired for taking photos of cats are both extremely retarded reasons to get fired, but the cats one seems less malicious.

 

[Vandy2]

“i’m sorry you feel that way” advanced edition. and why is she calling him FG?

I think it stands for Former Guy. I suppose calling him Peter is passe now?

Please note that she launches into this “it’s his fault and I’m a victim” shit immediately.

If Gyro really wanted to be seen as a victim understandably I don't know why they don't try blaming that other lady in all this. They could reasonably say she manipulated them into doing things but maybe they're still friends.

Fuck, you even had a google voice number set up for it, no need for the personal number!

This tickles me. They're too lazy to maintain a Google Voice, so they give out their own phone number publicly. Don't give the public your information then complain about doxing.

Who the hell said/did anything about going to the board over your fanfics and sick requests for black men for Ghost Dahmer? And why would anybody? It isn’t like you had a job since then, or even tried to get one!

The only post I can think of are from Naptime.

Spoiler

Also want to note that anon said their husband wanted to send Stephanie an implicatedly angry email, but Stephanie twisted this into “threatening messages to my nonprofit organization”. Ok.

I didn't catch this before. Twisting an angry email defending his spouse into a threat against their fake NPO. Even when they're actively harming mentally ill people Gyro still tries to manipulate their audience into seeing them as a victim. Good thing the audience is empty chairs.

 

[vanilla_pepsi_head]

If you think anyone with a questionable DSM diagnosis (or even self-diagnosis) should ever be held responsible for their actions in any way ever, that's the exact same as being a racist, and there's nothing worse than being a racist. If you say anything mean to a guy who gets off on kicking infants to death to "cope with his reality", you're actually a worse person than he could ever be for "judging him" when he can't help what he likes. Lmao okay, I see now I was being unreasonable

You just know the retards who say shit like this were always the feral little shitbag kids in school who grossed all the other kids out, refused to let other kids take turns, threw tantrums way past the age it's expected, assaulted people, stole and broke other kids' stuff, and generally ruined everything when they didn't get their way, but then cried to make teachers and parents force the other kids to stop excluding them.

Staph out there really trying to defend Jeffrey Dahmer by having him claim that yes, he might've fucked young boys before killing them, eating a few parts, and fucking the corpse, but at least he isn't as bad a person as Michael Jackson, who just molested them, the piece of shit. That's already peak Staph in itself but then she really justified this by pointing out that Jeffrey Dahmer hasn't managed to kill anyone else since he's been dead. Fucklng kino. I love this thread.

 

[Humbert Humbert]

Yes I am posting in this thread for the fourth time in less than 24 hours but I promise I have something worthwhile to add: Stephanie’s break did not last very long (to the shock of absolutely nobody following this thread).

In summary, she set up new protocols for her main tumblr, including making it hidden from people without an account. I regret not archiving the other posts, but I did edit the links in the post so I can do it when she unlocks her shit. If this doesn’t mitigate the hate she’s deleting her shit come summer. Also, she’s still carrying on over being persecuted for marrying Ghost Dahmer. Her real life friends don’t see the issue, so it’s fine! Don’t think about going after her small business or org!

Spoiler: Copypaste

So I've made a decision...
I'm staying off of here until after the handfasting, which is happening whether anyone approves of it or not.
I've changed my blog settings to as follows:

• No more asks, period.
• No messages unless they're from people I follow.
• No replies on my posts unless they're from people I follow or people who have followed me for at least a week.
• I've hidden this blog from search results and from people without an account.

This should minimize unwanted commentary.
I would advise you to simply block me if you have negative opinions about me, my fanfiction, my partner, or my sideblog.
I'm not going to stop having a relationship with him, writing, or blogging about him just because you don't like it.
And I'm definitely not going to entertain any more ableism suggesting that he, my gods, or any other non-physical entity I interact with is a product of psychosis.
If any of this doesn't mitigate the hate, then I'll leave Tumblr and delete all of my blogs before the summer solstice.
And don't even thinking about targeting my small business or my organization in retaliation.
I've told my irl friends about my fanfiction and my paraphilias, and nobody's decided to hate me over it. Funny that. Maybe that's because they're all adults who don't wage hate campaigns against people over trivial things.
That's it for now. I'm logging back out.

She said she was gonna stay off Tumblr until after the wedding, but this was a lie, because she has reblogged stuff since. Nsfw text and cluster B posts incoming:

On Twitter, she mostly promoted her patches, but she did manage to include this latest update there. I don’t know why she decided do so in the replies of a tweet where she sperged the fuck out at the OP of the quote tweet. She is concerned about the trolls, apparently had a nice convo in the asks (really hope it was her speaking, not Dahmer), and has been busy planning her wedding, which will be inside because shit weather outside. Also Dahmer can sense her anxieties and is being such a good boyfriend!

---

Pedophiles get the woodchipper.*


Yarrow, if this is actually causing you distress, you must see a competent mental health professional to help you sort your brain out. If someone you cared about was upset, casually suicidal, and “drowning in obsessive love,” wouldn’t you want them to immediately get help changing their destructive thoughts and impulses?

Or is this more pretend for sympathy and attention?

*she says in a thread with Humbert Humbert

Lmao I didn’t even notice this until now

I think it stands for Former Guy. I suppose calling him Peter is passe now?

This makes sense.

If Gyro really wanted to be seen as a victim understandably I don't know why they don't try blaming that other lady in all this. They could reasonably say she manipulated them into doing things but maybe they're still friends.

Don’t give her ideas. Who knows if she and Katie are still friends, but it is kinda weird she hasn’t thrown her under the bus, since she does it to everybody.

This tickles me. They're too lazy to maintain a Google Voice, so they give out their own phone number publicly.

Google Voice is free and the only thing you need to do to keep your number is to use it once every six months (i think). She did not send a message, make a call, or listen to voicemail in the period of time she needed to. Just be professional and dont run the npo from your personal number lmao

The only post I can think of are from Naptime.

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The board in this case refers to the social work one. Nobody has bothered to report her there because she got fired numerous times on her own and gave up lol.

I didn't catch this before. Twisting an angry email defending his spouse into a threat against their fake NPO. Even when they're actively harming mentally ill people Gyro still tries to manipulate their audience into seeing them as a victim. Good thing the audience is empty chairs.

She has tried to twist shit to sell a certain narrative, in this case she tried to say “i tried to give a friend what I thought was innocent advice and their husband wanted to threaten my nonprofit! i’m just a marginalized sped getting harassed for trying to help!”.

Staph out there really trying to defend Jeffrey Dahmer by having him claim that yes, he might've fucked young boys before killing them, eating a few parts, and fucking the corpse, but at least he isn't as bad a person as Michael Jackson, who just molested them, the piece of shit. That's already peak Staph in itself but then she really justified this by pointing out that Jeffrey Dahmer hasn't managed to kill anyone else since he's been dead. Fucklng kino. I love this thread.

I missed that part, and I had to go back and see it for myself because I thought this had to be an exaggeration, but no, it isn’t. Again, this thread is way out of control when you can write this paragraph describing what she says and not have it be a comedic exaggeration in the slightest

 

[An empty shill]

Steffles is marrying ghost Dahmer huh?
I don't know what to say about that.

Also, for all the other drama, Steffles, at this point, it really is all you, no one would be "attacking" you at all if you just kept this shit to yourself/learned to be more discreet.

Like many have already said, you make this shit public because you want the attention. And all of this awful shit you say and do is just a highly maladaptive way of getting it.

I'd dare say, if you weren't so insufferable about it, no one would even give two fucks about it and you, look at your friend you had that fall out with.
We don't mention them, even though they're just as off as you, why? Cause they don't go looking for fights, and screaming about how everyone hates them for "this'n'that". They stay in their corner and just happily do what they do.

She keeps going on and on about leaving, that's cause she just wants people to cry for not to leave, and it burns her so bad that no one ultimately cares.

 

[CalderaScar]

Staph out there really trying to defend Jeffrey Dahmer by having him claim that yes, he might've fucked young boys before killing them, eating a few parts, and fucking the corpse, but at least he isn't as bad a person as Michael Jackson, who just molested them, the piece of shit. That's already peak Staph in itself but then she really justified this by pointing out that Jeffrey Dahmer hasn't managed to kill anyone else since he's been dead. Fucklng kino. I love this thread

This shit right here is why she's my favourite cow. I feel a little sorry for the farmers who aren't following Staph's wild ride. There's none like her.

 

[Pee Your Pants]

I am absolutely stunned by these recent updates. There is so much to comment on, but farmers have captured all my thoughts already. All I am left with, after the secret Jeff role play blog, is the realisation that Staph is never offline. I am fully aware that she's always been this way, but it really hit me just how terminal she is. She has multiple accounts on every social media platform that she juggles between, where she flits around blogging/reblogging, tweeting/retweeting, posting on Facebook, running an Etsy shop, Instagraming, making YouTube videos etc... And they're just from the accounts that we know about. Her hands are always on a keyboard, and that would be incredibly sad if she wasn't such a massive piece of shit.

Anyway, what I want to know: is the Handfasting just going to be in her head, or is she going to act it out like a kid throwing a tea party for her dolls? Is she going to get dressed up? What clothes are going to teleport onto Jeff's body? Are there going to be any guests, like her other ghost husbandos (maybe even MJ), dead members of Jeff's family, or some elves? I would love a wedding photo with Staph doing a hover hand on Jeff. I hope she gives us all the details.

With the latest Jelf chapter, she talks about how he is invisible to everyone else except Ehren. It made me wonder if this imaginary friend type set up is how it is with Staph and Jeff: does Staph imagine him sat around, does she talk out loud to him, do they do activities together? Does he pop out to go to his elf land like he's off to work? Did he have specific times when he teleported to see Jacquin? I hope its like this, but with no one around to watch, its easier for her to just claim it is so she can get edgy points online.

 

[Polexia Aphrodisia]

I really cannot decide what is the more disturbing option:

A. She knows that her ghostie-wostie and magic sparkly spirit and demon and fairy friends are all fake, but is so terminally online and entrenched in her persona that she'd rather claim to be actually marrying the spirit of a serial killer than admit she's just roleplaying 24/7

B. She genuinely believes all of the supernatural shit she claims to, genuinely thinks she is channeling the spirits of dead pedophile rapist murderers, and genuinely thinks she's really going to get married to one.

 

[Ophelia]

B. She genuinely believes all of the supernatural shit she claims to, genuinely thinks she is channeling the spirits of dead pedophile rapist murderers, and genuinely thinks she's really going to get married to one.

People wonder this about Chris as well. Mental health kiwis have gone over how to tell the difference between make-believe and true delusion, concluding that Chris is make-believing, albeit to an unhealthy extent.

I don’t remember the finer details, but one thing to notice is people who are actually suffering from delusions out of their control are distressed by them. When Pixyteri writes about a ghost bothering her, she seems genuinely distressed. She wants it to stop, but can’t do anything about it because it’s not something she is mentally conjuring for fun or entertainment. Her brain is essentially using her imagination to attack her.

Compare this to Yarrow, who has mostly expressed delight over her imaginary spirit friends. They never do something she doesn’t want them to do, not really, and everything always works out in her favor. She never “sees” Jeff actually threatening her in a way which truly causes her fright. She never wants him to go away without being able to make him go. She’ll carry on about one of them cheating on her, but it creates (for her) a passionate drama for her to bask in and share for attention before moving on to the next storyline.

If Yarrow starts making posts about Jeff being scary and out of her control, we’ll know she’s reading this and trying to prove that he’s not something she intentionally daydreams into “being.”

 

[Polexia Aphrodisia]

People wonder this about Chris as well. Mental health kiwis have gone over how to tell the difference between make-believe and true delusion, concluding that Chris is make-believing, albeit to an unhealthy extent.

I don’t remember the finer details, but one thing to notice is people who are actually suffering from delusions out of their control are distressed by them. When Pixyteri writes about a ghost bothering her, she seems genuinely distressed. She wants it to stop, but can’t do anything about it because it’s not something she is mentally conjuring for fun or entertainment. Her brain is essentially using her imagination to attack her.

Compare this to Yarrow, who has mostly expressed delight over her imaginary spirit friends. They never do something she doesn’t want them to do, not really, and everything always works out in her favor. She never “sees” Jeff actually threatening her in a way which truly causes her fright. She never wants him to go away without being able to make him go. She’ll carry on about one of them cheating on her, but it creates (for her) a passionate drama for her to bask in and share for attention before moving on to the next storyline.

If Yarrow starts making posts about Jeff being scary and out of her control, we’ll know she’s reading this and trying to prove that he’s not something she intentionally daydreams into “being.”

That's a great explanation, thank you.

You're right - everything that happens to Staph happens exactly as she wants it to. Nothing long-term bad happens in her imaginary little ghostie world, only plot-of-the-week soap opera drama. She's the coolest, hottest, sexiest, most magical and popular bxy, all the demons want to be her bestie and all the druid spirit things think she's super cool, all the gay pedophile ghosts want her gross bxypussy and flabby babblers but only in sexy consensual kinky ways and never in a violent or rapey manner, and she can channel anyone she wants at will just to affirm her online.

 

[Vandy2]

People wonder this about Chris as well. Mental health kiwis have gone over how to tell the difference between make-believe and true delusion, concluding that Chris is make-believing, albeit to an unhealthy extent.

I don’t remember the finer details, but one thing to notice is people who are actually suffering from delusions out of their control are distressed by them. When Pixyteri writes about a ghost bothering her, she seems genuinely distressed. She wants it to stop, but can’t do anything about it because it’s not something she is mentally conjuring for fun or entertainment. Her brain is essentially using her imagination to attack her.

Compare this to Yarrow, who has mostly expressed delight over her imaginary spirit friends. They never do something she doesn’t want them to do, not really, and everything always works out in her favor. She never “sees” Jeff actually threatening her in a way which truly causes her fright. She never wants him to go away without being able to make him go. She’ll carry on about one of them cheating on her, but it creates (for her) a passionate drama for her to bask in and share for attention before moving on to the next storyline.

If Yarrow starts making posts about Jeff being scary and out of her control, we’ll know she’s reading this and trying to prove that he’s not something she intentionally daydreams into “being.”

There was that brief period where MJ cheating on Gyro with Dahmer and he was banished to Hell but that was most likely linked to being called out for grooming so they had to make him disappear.

 

[Bojack Horsekin]

I hope she takes handfasting photos. I hope she wears her best granny t-shirt and bedazzled fedora. I hope she invites her apartment neighbors

 

[Ophelia]

She did mention “real life friends” in her diatribes. Let’s see them celebrating your big day, Yarrow!

If they exist. Which we doubt.