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the first person doxed in that thread has the name alexandra not natalie
are you lying or smthn
Off-Topic Random Trans Thoughts, Musings, and Questions - For all your armchair psych and general sperging
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are you lying or smthn
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okay so that is you. alex alan page may 5 1998, bakersfield CA
if i wasnt stuck on tor mobile id link but
what the hell, you looked so much better as a dude? your trans pics look like you could be your own mother, ages you incredibly
eta: found out the farms can do relative links so this might work: link to dox post /threads/tranny-sideshows-on-social-media.33028/post-2495822
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He looks alot like Gerard Way. 20yo me and all the other alt chicks would've loved that. What a waste.
Ironically, Way is also girly man but he didn't cave to troon ideology.
Mental illness continues to be the worst illness.
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One of the funniest, frustrating, and most bizzare things to me are trannies, who obviously don't pass when you hear them speak in-game, playing games that are generally dominated by a male audience. One particular genre I've personally experienced is tactical shooters. Whenever I see one, (luckily it's not that often), they always have a name that highlights that they are a stinkditch weirdo. The last one I encountered had the name, "Trans Belle ♥". They also typically try to act hyperfeminine to creepy and cringy lengths. The typical overlap of tranime/furry is usually there too.
I automatically assume one of four things from these weirdos:
1. They are an attention whore.
2. They are an AGP.
3. They are a transbian.
4. All of the above.
Has anyone else experienced this? Obviously the more mainstream a game or online activity, the more likely you are to run into these freaks. They make me so FUCKING uncomfortable. Do they have any self awareness to how uncomfortable they make people?
/end spergout rant
I automatically assume one of four things from these weirdos:
1. They are an attention whore.
2. They are an AGP.
3. They are a transbian.
4. All of the above.
Has anyone else experienced this? Obviously the more mainstream a game or online activity, the more likely you are to run into these freaks. They make me so FUCKING uncomfortable. Do they have any self awareness to how uncomfortable they make people?
/end spergout rant
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I can't watch troon butcheries. They make me feel like I'm literally about to vomit.
It's weird because I can watch the worst Cartel shit and it just has no effect on me at all, but troon surgeries and the results make my stomach roll over. I've clicked spoiler tabs in the SRS thread and literally retched.
Trannies are fucking gross.
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@Real Mayun you had some good, decent thoughts posted here. Now you're throwing a tantrum and having a public breakdown on a drama site just to feel something. You better get off the net and back onto your meds, you're spiraling hard. Your help won't come by posting to Kiwi Farms, you're just going to get more frustrated. Get out of here, stop trying to find other demons to fight and find IRL people to listen to you.
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All weird shit and drama aside, this struck a chord with me:
Ever seen tooth-whitening ads? They place so much psychooogical and social weight on making your teeth a shade brighter, as if it will suddenly turn your life around and make you a movie star who never stops smiling. It's the same as troonery. I've settled firmly on the idea that cosmetic surgery should be banned for anything other than post-traumatic reconstruction, because as it stands right now, it's become something that people opt for every time they feel even slightly self-conscious about anything. Troonery is just the logical conclusion of cosmetic surgery as self-therapy.
Ever seen tooth-whitening ads? They place so much psychooogical and social weight on making your teeth a shade brighter, as if it will suddenly turn your life around and make you a movie star who never stops smiling. It's the same as troonery. I've settled firmly on the idea that cosmetic surgery should be banned for anything other than post-traumatic reconstruction, because as it stands right now, it's become something that people opt for every time they feel even slightly self-conscious about anything. Troonery is just the logical conclusion of cosmetic surgery as self-therapy.
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My guess is that they're lying about the supposed conditions they have, or (if you want to be charitable) they don't fully realize how much it's messing up their thought process. For the former it's pretty straightforward; they're making shit up to gain asspats from strangers/social media sludge. Those kind of troons are narcissists that want attention, and what better way to get it (aside from coming out as a troon) than to claim you have a bunch of debilitating mental disorders so they give you the usual praise?
The latter I assume ties into a major reason why people end up trooning out - they conflate any issues they have as gender dysphoria and see transgenderism as a solution. I feel kinda bad for these guys because of how bad their situation is. Maybe they do have moments of clarity, but if your thought processes are already scrambled there's not much you can do to fix it short of intervention at a young age or getting serious therapy, and they might not even realize that there's something wrong with them, so fixing it is gonna be an uphill battle.
I've been lucky enough to not experience playing with any trannies in Tarkov, and if I have they didn't disclose that shit outright. It helps that Tarkov is one of the more hardcore tactical shooters out there, so players are more focused on getting quests done and keeping open comms for threats.
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Transitioning is a cure-all to people who don't wanf to face their problems or want a shorter, simpler solution than "years of therapy and changing behavior".
While being full medically trans is costly, it can be covered by insurance and is more seen as a medical procedure to correct something, like correcting a minor birth defect or removing a wart. This is easier than certain types of behavioral ad cognative problem correcting, as it is a one or three procedures then done. Even if you get the full HRT/vocal chords/FFS/breast augmentation/bottom surgery suite, you go through it and it's over. You don't have to put as much effort into it. For psychological stuff, your greatest enemy is yourself and you end up in an uphill battle fighting against ingrained thoughts and behaviors, guessing which medications are right for you, and having to monitor yourself and got through very stressful situations you feel you can't handle. It's a never ending journey with a lot of effort spent on reworking your brain, which is fighting you tooth and nail to stay as is. You didn't get a tooth pulled out or your dick chopped off and it's gone, you have to put effort and thought into it. If you're already in great stress the "one procedure and I'm cured" hokey is an appealing alternative.
Ampowerlevel: It can take a while, it's stressful and scary, and it stings when you screw up, but getting to a point where you're doing pretty darn well for yourself isn't impossible. It takes time, patience, a willingness to learn and a willingness to try again when you fuck up, and to learn to forgive yourself if you screw up. There's a lot of people who made the journey/are still on it and know how hard it is and will support you all the way, Life isn't easy, but knowing it's no walk in the park helps. I'm trying to say get help just for yourself and keep trying even if you fuck up. The battle is uphill but you can become stronger as long as you try, and you aren't alone. Keep marching ahead, fren
Whether you get medical coverage or not, transgenders have an instantly welcoming community that lovebombs you full of people who have your problems and interest. It's much more attractive to jump into a solution with an end than into a nebulous situation with no end. Ironically, trooning becomes the later as demonstrated by Real Mayun.
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people's opinions don't bother me like they used to. Even the trumper who firmly believes CERN has a portal and 5G controls brains might still have talents... maybe he's a lineman who keeps the power on so people can rave about him on social media.
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Same. The one pic made me vomit was in there. The
mtf neovag that was cumming with real cum coming out.
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Hi, my name is Larry David and I have a hundred million dollars from my extremely successful sitcom.
My statement is every bit as much true as yours. Who knows, I might have even gotten the state to issue me ID with this name on it. I could go and "amend" my birth certificate to say Larry David.
I'm a pair of aviators and a grey hoodie away from multi-millionaire star status just like you're one E shot away from being a true and honest woman. Named Natalie.
(Was she the girl you were hung up on in 8th grade?)
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Well, those seven letters appear in that order on my driver's license. Not sure about the true and honest woman part...
i have a zero depth frankenpussy and i think its kinda cool.
i have a zero depth frankenpussy and i think its kinda cool.
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Some of these thoughts you should really just keep to yourself. Also, I am aware of your crazed psycho crisis right now, but please refrain from shitting up the thread by double posting. Thanks.
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any something awful veterans remember Kyoon? this reminds me of Kyoon, did Kyoon ever troon out?
Jacques1194
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Hello!Haven't posted in a while but back now.I guess my random trans thought for today is when did treating a mental illness become embracing the actual illness?Even if there was a neurological basis for being trans, there's still no way for humans to change their sex.(though TIPS claim they aren't changing their sex but gender.Which then why do they get surgery or drugs to change their bodies?)So why do people act as though trans women are the same as real women?What makes them a women that isn't about stereotypes like wearing dresses and makeup?If it isn't about biology and its about sociology then being a woman is subjective because every woman's experience is different from each other.Which means anyone can be a woman and in that sense the word is meaningless.
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"gurl." of all the places on the internet to post especially when you alluded to posting here as self harm. tf are you doing? why are you so hellbent on confirming the beliefs of "transphobes" by living your worst life and posting about it? over multiple days? is /tttt/ really treating you that bad?
you are waiting for someone here to suggest to an hero aintcha. please hike up your frankepussy and balenciussies and go on about your life,
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At some point in the last couple of years TRAs seem to have dropped the "here's the difference between sex and gender" thing. I think that's one of the reasons that they lost me. I can accept that you wish to be treated as a member of the opposite sex. Maybe you can change your gender that way because gender is what society believes you to be. But there are literal differences between the sexes that wouldn't stop existing even if every single person on Earth believed that they didn't exist. Changing the way society treats you won't change that. And if you can't accept that then you will never be happy, no matter how much society accommodates you.
I guess my random thought and musing is that as someone who was a lukewarm ally until recently I feel taken advantage of. Troons prey on the empathy of others but they don't seem to give a lot of empathy out. I'm not so concerned about myself, I'm a cishet white male, I don't really need their empathy. But they don't even really care about other oppressed groups. Especially the LGB people who won't suck the girldick or lick the mangina. I read the whole peak trans thread so I know there are kiwis who just straight up don't like faggots. But I feel sorry for them. Having to deal with troons who are trying to tell them that they have some sort of moral responsibility to fuck them must be tiring. It's so stupid as well because the LGBT alliance is the main thing protecting the troons. If the LGB people turn on them (I know there are a few places this has already happened, but by and large that dam doesn't seem to have broken) they are fucked.
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So stop being fake
Just accept that you're a man with agp, and get some therapy. Your own posts show you're fully aware that that you'll never "pass", and that NOBODY will ever think of you as "a woman".
Or, you enjoy making everyone else pretend to believe an obvious lie?
How could you get any MORE fake, than trying to live 24/7 as the exact opposite of the obvious, objective, evidence-based biological truth? Pretending that (kinda-sorta, if you squint, from
You're at the absolute pinnacle of fakeness.