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Yet another Pooner experiences urethral strictures, proceeds to get ass mad when local ER doesn't know how to properly deal with her issue, and treats her like they would a normal male patient.

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As a trans man I was traumatized in the ER

I (22M) went to a Hospital Emergency Room due to excruciating pain on the 26th of June 2023 as a result of urethral strictures, which led to obstructive uropathy. I was unable to urinate at all in the morning, which led me to rush to the nearest ER in my area. During my experience, I was denied pain medication the whole visit despite having pain so intense that it was nauseating. My whole lower body hurt so bad that nothing relieved the pain. Sitting, standing, walking--none of it.

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The nurse told me that the doctor said “I would feel better once they drained it out for me” so I didn't need any medication. However, the obstruction was so bad that even after the improper insertion of a catheter, it resulted in me needing an ambulance to transfer me 50 miles into the city (Chicago) for further action and a potential emergency surgery at the time. At the Chicago ER, I was given morphine and Tylenol due to how urgent the situation was and how much pain I was in.

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The infection I had as well was so severe that not only did I have a fever the night prior and day of my visit, but I needed IV antibiotics, my urine was a dark orange (bordering on brown), and there were chunks floating around. After a series of tests, there turned out to be E. Coli in my urine.

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The doctor’s (let's call him Dr. J) denial of pain management aside, there was also a lack of communication in the ER. My nurse (we'll call Bertha) came in and said she was told that my stricture was in the tip of my penis, when I informed them it was the base. I knew it was because I had screenings done for a urethroplasty scheduled on the 29th of the same month. She was initially abrasive and cold to my screams of pain and I apologized while I was suffering because I felt that caused her to be annoyed with me. The nurse tried to insert a foley into my penis three different times. Each one being bigger and or a different material because she “needed something with more oomph to get past the stricture." The first two catheters were the same material. The former a smaller size than the next. The third one was a medium sized catheter made of silicone. Bertha forced the tube through my penis and broke through the stricture, which caused a fair amount of blood to come out. After she shoved the catheter all the way into me, I expressed that the catheter didn’t feel right (which I explained to my urologist’s office as I was on the phone with while she was inserting it).

I've had catheters put in before. Foley and Suprapubic. It felt nothing like how it did before, especially when she inflated the balloon. When she inflated it, I could physically feel it by touching my perineum. The catheter also wasn’t draining enough, and it was causing perineal pain. Bertha told me that she did what she was supposed to, but that she would try to have the doctor come in to talk to me. She seemed angry at me for even mentioning what she did wrong. Mind that she had to deflate and reinflate the balloon multiple times. One time she even inflated it ON my stricture.

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The doctor, who claimed he “wasn’t an ultrasonologist”, couldn’t see the catheter inside my bladder during the ultrasound he performed and couldn’t confirm that it was properly put in. He said that it should be correct because there was urine that was successfully drained, and left it at that. An official CT scan I received at the Chicago ER revealed that the catheter was, in fact, not in the correct place. My papers state that "The Foley catheter extends into the neophallus and takes a turn at the level of the mons pubis, extending posteriorly and inferiorly toward the perineum. The catheter does not does not approximate the expected course of the urethra."

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Before the third catheter insertion, while I was openly almost crying from pain, a blonde nurse with glasses came in and openly proclaimed that she wanted to "be nosy" and looked at me like I was a zoo animal. I was still ignored pain management.

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Even though I was still in extreme pain while urine was slowly draining, I was repeatedly denied help for it and ignored when using the appropriate call button. It was mind boggling. I was able to relieve pressure, yes, but only as a result of forceful dilation, if not just straight dislodgment, of my urethral scar tissue with the foley. It also required me to apply pressure to my bladder and to forcefully push urine out, as it didn’t flow out from the catheter. Urine came out from my penis around the catheter as well as into the tube itself.

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I had to be transferred by ambulance for how severe my situation was (both obstruction and infection)—during which I passed out from how much pain I was in from the bumpiness of the the ride—I was given morphine and Tylenol immediately went arriving in Chicago. The fact that no part of the first ER staff believed me and didn’t think my pain level was “enough” despite me begging to be knocked out, even by blunt force, was ridiculous.

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Dr. J’s choice of using a foley over an SP tube—which my fiancé mentioned to the nurse briefly—led to treatment difficulties at my stay at the Chicago ER. I should've stated earlier here that I mentioned being a trans male to the ER team and that I have a neophallus, but that fact was ignored or dismissed. I was very unhappy with this, as my care team in Chicago was upset Dr. J forced a foley through me due to my upcoming surgery to fix the stricture. This pushed back a month later, making me lose time and money from lost wages. I gave the check-in nurse at the initial hospital the information of my urologist (part of my care team following a phalloplasty procedure I had done), who Dr. J should have called before performing anything. I was even on the phone with my Urologist's office myself while I was in the waiting room, to ask if there was anything I could do for the pain. Dr. J neglected to call my doctor until it was to the point of needing an ambulance transfer.

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I’m more than thankful for the staff at Chicago, but my care at the ER I first went to was insufficient and the worst experience I have ever had, even compared to the multiple major surgeries I’ve had in my life. I ended up needing the catheter that was put in my penis taken out because it was placed incorrectly and was a danger to my health/

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There were also things charted/noted incorrectly. Of note, they neglected to properly put down that I had a fever the night prior to my ER visit from my severe urinary tract infection. It was noted as “felt warm yesterday, did not check temperature” despite my fiancé taking my temperature hourly and spending time reapplying cold compresses on my forehead and wrists as I went in and out of consciousness. The intent was to get my temperature down so that I would feel able to travel in the morning when she drove me, because I was in no shape or form to even stand without feeling weak and in pain. In addition to this, they put my appearance as "awake, alert appears uncomfortable" to describe the condition I was in. It was a gross understatement of the trauma I experienced and was going through.

Because of all that, I want to know if there is anything I can do in my situation because of this horrendous experience that left me with a myriad of trauma. Not to mention the fact that I now have to be out of work for more than a month to recover and go back in for additional surgery caused by the negligence of care. If anyone can please point me in the right direction on what to do because of this? If there are people we can contact to help us as well would be VERY much appreciated.

Thank you all for taking time to read this if you did and thank you for any help in advance.

Not sure what to make of it, I've plenty of experience with catheters as well as urine retention, and I've never had a patient "screaming" in pain from the discomfort. The fact that they wouldn't give her any pain meds indicates to me that they have her flagged as a drug seeker.


The trend of no one giving a fuck about pooners outside of themselves persists.
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Update on ElephantDick
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month and a half post stage six with Cetrulo’s delayed abdominal (DIEP). Just had nerve hookup and I'm honestly not convinced that it'll work due to all his empty promises to all his patients. My feelings about everything have changed a lot over the past year and I don't have the optimism I once had. I have absolutely no sensation anywhere in my dick, which may change, it's too early to tell if his nerve hookup will work. But like I said, who knows. This entire method was totally experimental which he was not honest about up front. After six surgeries I wasn't sure that Cetrulo and whatever urologist would be able to finish me with UL in a timely manner so I started looking elsewhere for revision work, and turns out Cetrulo is leaving Boston to work in LA. I sincerely hope he doesn't work on trans people. All that being said, I'm mostly happy with my dick. I love having it and having a bulge. Aesthetics are okay. Dimensions are far from my goal. I don't care so much about length, something around 5", and for girth I was also hoping for around 5". One side is 7" long and the opposite is 4.5" with a girth of a whopping 7". It's been a lot and I'm tired and I want to be done with surgeries. I truly wish I went to a different surgeon and got traditional abdominal. I'll probably end up needing an arm graft for UL and to get a sensory nerve, which I was trying to avoid. I know it'll be worth it however and I'll have something in common with a lot of other phallo people. I have a consultation scheduled with Coon in September, which I'm really looking forward to. I hope he can help me. AMA
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I knew it. I was supposed to have abdominal with him but when he told me about the multiple stages and I saw his horrible work with others, I opted not to do abdominal with him. I can’t believe that after so many surgeries he wasn’t even close to being done with you. He has a chip on his shoulder and i called him out on it. He didn’t like it, but I honestly didn’t care. I knew he wouldn’t be the surgeon for me. I want a dick but not at such expense. Do you know if Dr. Wintner is still with MGH and doing trans surgeries? Thnx and good luck to you. Sorry you went through all of this. Best of luck.by jax.1990 | Jul 16, 2023 at 04:57 AM | reply |
Much appreciated and you dodged a bullet. He definitely thinks too highly of himself and doesn’t respond well to criticism. He doesn’t like to be questioned. Well known surgeons told him the way he was doing urethroplasty would not work and he basically said “it’ll work if I do it.” Last I heard Wintner was only working on people he started neourethras on but is stepping back from the trans program. My last stage was May 11 and I was supposed to get urethral work done so I had a virtual appt with him ~2 week prior to discuss the plan and he just told me he didn’t think it was a good idea right now because a new urologist was coming in to take over urology in the trans program, which I understand but that was crushing and left me feeling so much farther from being done. Wintner is still at MGH though. Wintner seems like a nice guy but he doesn’t seem to have the knowledge to work on phallo patients. It’s been a shit show and most patients are unhappy, though some are. Some people who got just phallus creation have had a better experience. There are also some patients with 9-12 surgeries who are still not done. HOW does that happen. I’m mostly happy with my experience and how my dick looks I just didn’t trust them to do UL or for Cetrulo to finish me in a timely manner- and now that’s not even an option. They fucked over a lot of people (I wouldn’t consider myself fucked over tho). I’m someone who always tries to give people the benefit of doubt and make excuses for people but this has just gone so poorly I can’t do that anymore.
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Omg I accidentally deleted ur response I’m so sorry. Necrosis sucks big time and having no one respond to you in a time of crisis like that is unacceptable. After my stage one I had a foley and sp cath and towards the end of my time with the sp cath (I had already had the foley pulled) I was in absolute agony. Literally crying in bed completely still because the pain was so bad. I messaged them and they read it and didn’t respond till a day later. Which if I had asked a question about something I could understand but I was in the most pain I’ve ever been in and I felt like they didn’t take it seriously. I hope the person who had necrosis gets everything sorted out. Good luck to you as well!
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Do not just click the spoiler button, heed my warnings first
I feel I must give a lengthy warning before posting anything here.
Firstly, I am not someone who is easily fazed, being on the Internet long enough has desensitized me to many things gore related, this image has repulsed me to my core.
Even if I posted 100 times a day on the forums for an entire decade, THIS, will still be the most disgusting thing I'll ever post. By a country mile.

For backstory this picture was posted by the victim of the surgery and it was so bad that they deleted it, it was later uploaded to r/Eyebleach (r/Eyeblech technically).

A brief description of this image and some facts:
  • A rotten black spot where a clit is supposed to be surrounded by multiple pustules
  • A large amount of yellow/brown/rotting flesh hanging out from the "vagina" and is nearly touching the bed
  • 'The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, and the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown.'
Don't look at it
NSFW, Not safe for life

Fool, YOU WERE WARNED!
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You said not to click it, which made me click it, and then I regretted clicking it. I could say the same for basically every spoiler in this entire fucking thread. I am clearly not a bright man.
 
The fact that they wouldn't give her any pain meds indicates to me that they have her flagged as a drug seeker.
I'm surprised addiction doesn't come up more often in their forums because a lot of the postops must have serious opiate problems. No way you get through umpteen surgeries and infections and revisions to your tender bits without getting a little hooked on oxy. I bet it's an unspoken factor in their 41% rate.
 
Do not just click the spoiler button, heed my warnings first
I feel I must give a lengthy warning before posting anything here.
Firstly, I am not someone who is easily fazed, being on the Internet long enough has desensitized me to many things gore related, this image has repulsed me to my core.
Even if I posted 100 times a day on the forums for an entire decade, THIS, will still be the most disgusting thing I'll ever post. By a country mile.

For backstory this picture was posted by the victim of the surgery and it was so bad that they deleted it, it was later uploaded to r/Eyebleach (r/Eyeblech technically).

A brief description of this image and some facts:
  • A rotten black spot where a clit is supposed to be surrounded by multiple pustules
  • A large amount of yellow/brown/rotting flesh hanging out from the "vagina" and is nearly touching the bed
  • 'The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, and the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown.'
Don't look at it
NSFW, Not safe for life

Fool, YOU WERE WARNED!
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I viewed this while eating and went "yeah that's some rotten dick skin flowing out". I have been successfully desensitised. Good luck with the spreading infection
 
Honest question for the ladies ITT, do you notice men's bulges? I ask because I know for a fact I don't notice, and I've had a dick my entire life. They only time I've ever noticed men having pronounced bulges is in the locker room when, obviously, most of us are in some state of undress.

Just seems like the biggest piece of cope, up there with the MTF "periods".
 
Honest question for the ladies ITT, do you notice men's bulges? I ask because I know for a fact I don't notice, and I've had a dick my entire life. They only time I've ever noticed men having pronounced bulges is in the locker room when, obviously, most of us are in some state of undress.

Just seems like the biggest piece of cope, up there with the MTF "periods".
Just one women’s opinion, but generally no. Unless it’s the Hammaconda, of course. Other parts are more immediately attractive.
 
Honest question for the ladies ITT, do you notice men's bulges? I ask because I know for a fact I don't notice, and I've had a dick my entire life. They only time I've ever noticed men having pronounced bulges is in the locker room when, obviously, most of us are in some state of undress.

Just seems like the biggest piece of cope, up there with the MTF "periods".
Only if he's wearing too tight pants and then it is mostly just to judge his poor taste in fashion; or if he has an obvious boner which is rare enough.
If these frankendog-bulges are large enough to be noticed they are super repulsive because you can tell whatever is going on in those pants is an ungodly horror with ill-fitting proportions. Like if a guy just had a permanent boner but was walking around with it on full display as if it is normal, you're just creeped out by it.
 
Honest question for the ladies ITT, do you notice men's bulges? I ask because I know for a fact I don't notice, and I've had a dick my entire life. They only time I've ever noticed men having pronounced bulges is in the locker room when, obviously, most of us are in some state of undress.

Just seems like the biggest piece of cope, up there with the MTF "periods".
No, not even on the beach (unless it's super tight like speedo)
 
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This one is the whole package, from the peeing obsession to the long-suffering mother to the continued borrowing of tissue from all over her body to attempt to save the doomed pseudodick. But the best part by far is the toothpick legs.

Just look at this. I bet she shopped in "petites" even as a woman.
🎵I saw my glans, and it opened up my eyes,
I saw my glans,
Life is demanding, when you can't pee standing🎵
 
For posperity- the doctors who killed my acquaintance are Dr. Miroslav L. Djordjevic, Dr. Rajveer Purahit, and Dr. Aaron Grotas at Mount Sinai, NY. Hope ya'll rot.

Nicolas Gogan (Carrie Reihl's) GFM for the phalloplasty of which she would pass away from the resulting complications- HERE

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Her friends raised $4400 to kill her

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She knew there would be complications ^

Her IG - post trooning, lots of her art

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^ Her painting

Her Tumblr - so mids

Nico Gogan Foundation - charity to maim more trannies formed in her honor - here

Orginal post right here

Pre Trooning-
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Post Trooning-
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Post stage one or two of phallo, flexing the catheder
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These procedures kill people. For no reason.

RIP Carrie Riehl
01/01/1992–11/01/2019
 
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RIP Carrie Riehl
01/01/1992–11/01/2019
This Medium post (archive) by one of her friends narrates what sounds like an almost stereotypical spoiled rich girl adolescence.

I remember waiting in line at the Barnes and Noble at Zona Rosa for the midnight release of one of the Twilight books. We were obsessed. We had made necklaces and jewelry of wolves and clear diamond hearts for the occasion. We came straight home to my house with our new prized possessions, and we laid next to each other on my bed, reading, together but in our own worlds. We stayed up all night reading without stopping. He finished before me, of course. He was always so effortlessly smarter than me, but never in a pretentious way. I loved that about him so much.

Like most, I remember all the mischief we got into as bored, rebellious teens. Smoking corn cob pipes in the woods, stealing clothes from Hollister, smoking cigarettes in his friend’s convertible car when she came to visit, driving Mrs. Slaughter insane with our antics. Sure, we were not only annoying but actually engaging in illegal activities, but goddamn he was the most fearless person I knew, maybe ever knew. He was always itching for more, to push the limits, to try new things, to question anything he was told. I followed along, always enthralled and scared but wanting to keep up and impress him. He was so brave.
 
I hear troons often spout this argument in support of SRS as if its a slam dunk "If you woke up one day as the opposite sex you would do the same!!!"

I don't even remotely agree. I don't think the first instinct of most people if they woke up in the opposite sex would be to run to a surgeon and turn themselves into crippled, sterilized/castrated, life long medical patients in constant pain and dependence on exogenous hormones just so they can pee standing up/sitting down.
I'd already posted this in the thread, but yes, anyone who woke up the opposite sex (as opposed to was born the opposite sex, like all troons are) would have all sorts of concerns:
- how did it happen, is my head screwed on right?
- is magic real? what else is real?
- who's responsible and what do they want?
- do people recognize me or remember the old me?
- what else has changed? am I still mostly the same person or in a completely different life?
- did I swap bodies with someone, and if yes where's mine and who's in it?

What sort of an insane batshitface would react to this fascinating and admittedly unsettling occurrence with "GOTTA MUTILATE MY GENITALS NOW NOW NOW"?

The tree drawing test appears in silence of the lambs (the book). The real tims draw a stump or withered & dead tree, representing how much they hate their dick, and that's how they know buffalo bill isn't one.
...what, really? This is amazing. Not only the Thais use a tranny test from The Definitive Tranny Movie, the result comes up "not a tranny" and they butcher it anyway.

You can phrase almost any kind of question like this, ‘but if you COULD fly would you jump off the roof?’ ‘But if you woke up as a woman would you…?’
It’s a format of question that’s designed to force a yes answer.
...but I'd answer no to the latter. All normal people would answer no. I mean, why would I butcher myself.

Honest question for the ladies ITT, do you notice men's bulges?
Only if the pants are too tight (the ugly silhouette would catch my eye first -- I'd think "ew gross tight pants, I bet its dick is showing, I should not look at its dick", and then I'd look, because I click on the spoilers here too), but more importantly for the pooners, I won't ever notice the absence of it, unless I already know I'm looking at a pooner and trying to pick on its appearance (but then I'd just laugh harder if it does have a bulge).
 
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