- Joined
- Jul 5, 2022
A troon by any other name...
Twitch Streams
In the past, before August 2020, Finn would primarily cross-dress only during a special streams after meeting chat goals, or when showing off cosplays. He lived day-to-day dressing as a male. Some of his common chat goals then involved him cross-dressing for stream or even going out at night taking walks dressed as a woman. However, in mid-August 2020, he set a chat goal for him to live full time as a woman for two weeks. These sorts of goals would continue, as “girl weeks” extended into “girl months” during which he locked his male clothes away. In July 2022, one of these months was extended ad-infinitum by wealthy whale donors, meaning he now lives full-time dressing in women's clothing for the foreseeable future.
To keep track of this, a fan even made a calendar of all of the days he lived full time cross-dressing, with blue indicating "girl days" and red indicating "guy days".
(Website)
Now that he cannot use basic cross-dressing as a chat goal, Finns' chat goals have become more elaborate, with goals to change into skimpier outfits or even have a “bimbo mode” not being uncommon. When he reaches these bimbo goals, he acts retarded, suggestive, and tries to talk in a breathy falsetto "girl voice" for the specified amount of time.
Many of his streams play on bondage fetishes, and often has him responding to very sexual questions from chat with ambiguous and suggestive answers.
(Reddit: Ashley shows up, immediately locks F1nn up, gets him to bark like a dog.)
His streams now always begin with an old picture of him as a guy placed on the screen, which I suspect is a reminder to try to lure back in the forced feminisation fetishist donors who don't really get their fix off of him now that he always dresses as a girl.
He has a single form of comedy on his channel which consists of him repeatedly making remarks about how masculine he is aloud while either showing clips or physically doing things that counter that statement. He can never stop going on saying he is a “manly man” while doing exaggerated feminine gestures or spinning his skirt.
Profits & Whales
Finn has lots of whale viewers who donate him insane amounts of money in order to get him to go through with his donation goals. He used to do donation goals of around $15000 a month in order to dress and live as a girl for the entire month and document it. People dropping $1000 on Twitch superchats is not uncommon during his streams.
Finn got paid $25,000 to change his drivers license and as a result showed part of his birth certificate in order to show it wasn't changed on that.
Even a simple bodypillow of Finn sold for $3,300:
(Tweet | Archive)
In one stream alone he got donated over $300,000 to live as a girl for two more months. His viewers are insane and most of these donations were from one person, whose Twitch name is TenMuses. I’m sure he has a fetish for it, with the text of his donations referring to Finn as his princess and Finn referring to him as daddy. At the end, TenMuses offered to donate $25,000 to a tranny charity if Finn agreed to wear girls clothes for the foreseeable future and he were to beg TenMuses for the donation. Rather than taking the $300,000 he had already been given and saying no, Finn awkwardly begged for TenMuses forgiveness and locked up his male clothing box in order to get $25,000 for troons.
TenMuses also offered 300k for Finn to get breast implants for a year.
30k Donation from TenMuses
In January 2023, TenMuses moved on with life and stopped donating so much to Finn, and did a short voice interview with him. TenMuses claims to be a retired American doctor.
(YouTube: Goodbye.)
Dildo Incidents
Finn being gifted lewd things in his unboxing streams is hardly an odd occurrence, he is frequently gifted chastity cages, lingerie, and sex toys. However in order to maintain his faux family friendly atmosphere for Twitch, he always hides them quickly and while joking about using them he never shows them again anywhere on stream. One time however, shortly after starting stream, he noticed he had left something behind him which he didn't mean to be there, and judging by his face at least, I believe is genuinely embarrassed or at least he is scared to loose his Twitch money. From what I can find, this specific item wasn't something he had been gifted on stream.
(Twitch Clip)
I read that there was a second similar incident with a sex toy, however I can’t find video footage of it or screenshots, so for now that is unconfirmed.
Relationship with Meowriza
Meowriza: Twitter | Twitter Alt, OnlyFans (Very Haram)
Finn used to date a tranny pornstar named Meowriza, who he was with at least until July 2022. Meowrizas whole niche is being muscular and posting pictures on twitter of himself in lingerie with his cock showing through. In his own right, Meowriza is a fairly big figure on troon twitter, which is likely how he and Finn got together, and is a bit of a lolcow sideshow. I haven't found exactly how they got together, but their relationship started sometime in mid 2020 as evidenced by comments on the Reddit post further down.In March 2022, Meowriza had facial feminisation surgery, which Finn was there to watch. From the context I can gather, this seemed to be the peak of their relationship.
(Tweet | Archive)
In the comments, Meowriza explicitly said he is dating Finn.
The last picture I can find of the two of them together is in on July 16th, 2022.
(Tweet | Archive)
I can't find any information about their breakup. But, who knows, they could be in some weird polycule as they are all degen trannies. Since we haven't seen any photos of them together since, I believe the broke up. (If anyone knows, or can figure out why, please let me know.)
It seems a lot of Finns' viewers really didn’t like Meowriza. Most of them thought of Meowriza as too negative, and apparently he seemed to want Finn to go further than he wanted too in their relationship, often making sexual jokes about him that he didn’t seem to appreciate.
(Reddit | Archive)
One fan even went so far as to write Finn a long posted titled “Recognising a pattern of abuse,” suggesting his relationship with Meowriza was abusive. Many redditors expressed agreement with the OP.
Alright ladies and gentlemen. We are currently in lockdown and I have way too much time on my hand so let me waste it by sharing my thoughts with you. This post will most likely be taken down, but I needed to get some stuff off my chest. Mods, I appreciate all of you and the great work you do.
Finn,
you do not know me, I do not know you, we are miles away and we will never meet.
One day you will stop streaming, and probably long before that I will have stopped watching.
However in present times, I care about you and right now I am concerned.
First off, let me preface this by telling you I have seen a few friends get into abusive relationships before and I still kick myself today for not acting sooner then.
Nowadays as part of my job I witness this kind of abuse on members of the public weekly. More often than not, this kind of repeated behaviour becomes the norm without people even realising it.
I promised myself to always act and try to help victims of abuse if I could. This letter is me attempting to do so.
Now, I know I might be wrong since everything is witnessed through a screen and I do not have the full picture. However, I do not think I am the only one who noticed some of this.
So, let's dive into it shall we?
A term I think applies well to a lot of past situations is "guilt-tripping". What is it exactly?
Other signs of emotional abuse are also:
Off my mind, I can quickly find a few examples that happened in only the past two months or so. I could probably find more examples of this kind of behaviour if I went looking.
She guilt-tripped you into joining her on her stream afterwards and forced you to stay when you were already late to join your family.
You were clearly uncomfortable, said you had to go multiple times and wanted to leave but in the end stayed a bit because you did not want to hurt her.
This repeated behaviour was followed with degrading talks.
Meowriza was also disrepectful to you, your work and your content when she showed the work you wanted to reveal to your own stream.
When you were online on the server, she would almost always join you and give you no space at all, controlling all your movements and consistently requiring your attention.
When you chose to follow the Rat King arc, you were blamed for not inviting her and some drama followed. Ultimately, all the blame resided with you.
You told Meowriza about your plans for the day, which you seemingly already told her the day before.
Since these plans did not include her, she forced you to change your schedule to please her. She did not make any efforts whatsoever to accommodate you.
She also mocked the attention you have for your work, and mocked your community.
So, all in all, I think that you are genuinely a good person and are trying to be a good friend. This whole situation is presumably backfiring on you without you even realising it.
Finn, if you read this far, thank you for taking the time.
If you recognised any patterns or past behaviours, please seek help and talk to your family or friends. Your friend needs help too.
If you did not recognise any patterns or past behaviours, then you will have leanrt something and will be able to help a friend in the future if needed.
Thank you for coming to my TED talk.
Someone who cares
Finn,
you do not know me, I do not know you, we are miles away and we will never meet.
One day you will stop streaming, and probably long before that I will have stopped watching.
However in present times, I care about you and right now I am concerned.
First off, let me preface this by telling you I have seen a few friends get into abusive relationships before and I still kick myself today for not acting sooner then.
Nowadays as part of my job I witness this kind of abuse on members of the public weekly. More often than not, this kind of repeated behaviour becomes the norm without people even realising it.
I promised myself to always act and try to help victims of abuse if I could. This letter is me attempting to do so.
Now, I know I might be wrong since everything is witnessed through a screen and I do not have the full picture. However, I do not think I am the only one who noticed some of this.
So, let's dive into it shall we?
A term I think applies well to a lot of past situations is "guilt-tripping". What is it exactly?
- someone tries to guilt you into doing things after you say no
- the behavior forms a pattern
- they won’t accept your apology for a mistake
- they make no effort to change
- they try to control your behavior in other ways
- you feel as if you can’t do anything right
- you notice put-downs, gaslighting, or other emotional abuse
Other signs of emotional abuse are also:
- Control
- Manipulation
- Shame
- Blame
- Jealousy
- Playing the victim
- Isolation
Off my mind, I can quickly find a few examples that happened in only the past two months or so. I could probably find more examples of this kind of behaviour if I went looking.
- Christmas stream
She guilt-tripped you into joining her on her stream afterwards and forced you to stay when you were already late to join your family.
You were clearly uncomfortable, said you had to go multiple times and wanted to leave but in the end stayed a bit because you did not want to hurt her.
- Justapodcast
This repeated behaviour was followed with degrading talks.
- Epic SMP
Meowriza was also disrepectful to you, your work and your content when she showed the work you wanted to reveal to your own stream.
When you were online on the server, she would almost always join you and give you no space at all, controlling all your movements and consistently requiring your attention.
When you chose to follow the Rat King arc, you were blamed for not inviting her and some drama followed. Ultimately, all the blame resided with you.
- Valentine's Day
You told Meowriza about your plans for the day, which you seemingly already told her the day before.
Since these plans did not include her, she forced you to change your schedule to please her. She did not make any efforts whatsoever to accommodate you.
She also mocked the attention you have for your work, and mocked your community.
So, all in all, I think that you are genuinely a good person and are trying to be a good friend. This whole situation is presumably backfiring on you without you even realising it.
Finn, if you read this far, thank you for taking the time.
If you recognised any patterns or past behaviours, please seek help and talk to your family or friends. Your friend needs help too.
If you did not recognise any patterns or past behaviours, then you will have leanrt something and will be able to help a friend in the future if needed.
Thank you for coming to my TED talk.
Someone who cares
There's also some fanart of Meowriza and Finn which is pretty funny in an ironic way:
Twitch Ban
After regularly posting blatantly sexual content on Twitch, he finally was banned on 2023-02-07 for 3 days for “prolonged touching of female presenting breasts.” Finn proceeded to concern-troll about this ban, going on about how he is just a man how can he get banned, neglecting to mention the fact that he had realistic female breast forms on during the incident.
So no, Finn, some random man on Twitch isn't going to get banned if he accidentally touches his chest and he looks too feminine, but a man rubbing his realistic D cup breast forms in a sexual manner just might…
(Tweet | Archive) (Tweet | Archive)
Friendship with Known Pedophile Jean/Ella Hollywood / SodaCat
Going back into early 2022, Finn had a friendship with Jean Hollywood, also known as SodaCat or ToonCat. Jean was a Male-to-Female pornstar who won multiple awards in the trans porn category. Eventually, Jean “detransitioned,” though he says he continues to take HRT and goes by “they/them” pronouns. After this, Jean became heavily involved with “gooner” content, posting about it on his main and alt twitter, and he also started up his own Twitch stream. In August 2023, Jeans DMs on his alt twitter "ToonCat" were exposed. These messages revealed Jean has a fetish for exposing children to porn in a practice called "Early Porn Introduction," or EPI. Exposing children to sexual content at a young age is a staple tactic used by child groomers in order to normalise more and more extreme sexual acts for the child. Click here for more.
Finn initially learned of Jean after Jean followed him on Twitter. In response, Finn followed him back. This necessitated Finn seeing the content on Jeans twitter, which, for years, has mainly consisted of animated pornography, Jean “gooning,” and professional porn of Jean. After he followed Jean, Finn messaged him first, though I cannot find the message. By January 2022, Finn frequently messaged Jean and talked about him on stream.
This info is from several Reddit comments by Barbie_secretstanner, who is a mod for Finn’s streams.
(Reddit | Archive)
After talking to him for around a year, Finn invited Jean to do a stream together at his house, which took place on 2023-02-12. This was Finns' first livestream on Twitch after getting unbanned. This was a 4 hour livestream, which I will not watch all of because SodaCat has an even more unbearable voice than Finn. However, I did find an interesting segment of Finn having Jean walk in his fetish heels. Apparently Finn treats walking in his highest heels as a sort of initiation for his visitors.
After this livestream, Finn and Jean have met up in real life with Chris Tyson, and they have called on Finn’s stream on several occasions. Notably, Jean says that Finn sent him full on nudes of his penis. Finn says that he uses Jean to test his OnlyFans photos before releasing them.
(YouTube: I'M DATING CHRIS FROM MRBEAST)
By far the worst quote to come out of this is this however:
Chris Tyson on left. Jean Hollywood in centre with camera. Jude Howarth AKA "F1nn5ter" on right.
James Stephen Donaldson AKA "Mr Beast", Jean Hollywood, Jude Howarth AKA "F1nn5ter"
Jude Howarth AKA "Finn5ter" on left. Jean Hollywood in centre. Chris Tyson on right.
Jean Hollywood ID
Donation to GenderGP
Thanks to Geranium
In May 2023, Finn personally donated $50,000 to a company named GenderGP, and shilled for his viewers to donate to them as well. Despite his videos capitalising on how he was donating “to charity,” GenderGP is a for-profit company, and is neither a charity nor a non-profit. Finn's donation literally is just paying GenderGP to give $50,000 worth of puberty blockers and cross-sex hormones to mentally ill people.
(YouTube: F1NN5TER Donated $50,000 For Charity | Archive)
[00:00:00]
F1NN5TER: I’m spending $50,000 on a problem you might not even know exists. I live in the UK and right now it’s going through a bit of a crisis with everything. But a year ago, I was told about the insane things going on with trans healthcare in the UK. We’re talking 20 year waitlist to get sometimes a life saving medication. How can we help solve it? Well, I spent the last six months looking into private organisations, interviewing their CEOs, and then I was told about Gender GP. They’re great. I’ve talked to them an awful lot.
[00:00:27]
Helen Webberley: We want to provide health care, but the other thing that’s so desperately missing is education.
[00:00:31]
F1NN5TER: I was looking for an organisation that could take $50,000 and put it to a good use. And the way that’s going to work is if an adult wants to start up their health care with them but can’t afford it, this money kicks in and it pays for it for them, so they can start treatment before moving on to the NHS system. If you want to help out too, there’s more information in the pinned comment in the description.
F1NN5TER: I’m spending $50,000 on a problem you might not even know exists. I live in the UK and right now it’s going through a bit of a crisis with everything. But a year ago, I was told about the insane things going on with trans healthcare in the UK. We’re talking 20 year waitlist to get sometimes a life saving medication. How can we help solve it? Well, I spent the last six months looking into private organisations, interviewing their CEOs, and then I was told about Gender GP. They’re great. I’ve talked to them an awful lot.
[00:00:27]
Helen Webberley: We want to provide health care, but the other thing that’s so desperately missing is education.
[00:00:31]
F1NN5TER: I was looking for an organisation that could take $50,000 and put it to a good use. And the way that’s going to work is if an adult wants to start up their health care with them but can’t afford it, this money kicks in and it pays for it for them, so they can start treatment before moving on to the NHS system. If you want to help out too, there’s more information in the pinned comment in the description.
GenderGP itself is an extremely shady online puberty blockers and cross-sex hormones pill mill. It was originally set up in the UK, but was moved to Spain, then to Hong Kong, and was finally moved to Singapore in order to avoid UK medical regulators. Its founder, Helen Webberley, was criminally convicted of running an illegal medical service, and her husband (Michael Webberley) was struck off the medical register (was stripped of his medical license, in US terms) for providing shockingly poor "care" to vulnerable children.
More on GenderGP: These people should be in jail - The Glinner Update (archive). Also see the Susie Green / Mermaids thread here, where GenderGP and Helen Webberley make regular appearances.
After seeing TikToks from poor trannies who were so thankful he funded their life-saving medication, Finn was moved to tears.
(YouTube: F1nn5ter CRIED at GenderGP recipients TikTok videos feat. Icky)
Later, in August, after Finn says “I do care about trans kids,” Finn’s transgender lover BigIcky jokes about how he is a chaser (tranny chaser) and donated because of that:
(Full Source Clip)
Now obviously this is intended as a “joke”, but I really don't think joking about grooming children to transition is something mentally healthy people do, and its very telling how he refuses to deny BigIcky’s statement.
Date with Natt
Natt’s Twitter | Natt’s YouTube
After being often asked by his audience to go on a date as a girl with a guy, on 2023-06-10 Finn streamed himself going on a date with a man named Natt, who is known for doing “trolling with a girl voice” videos on YouTube. Natt also dresses up as a girl occasionally but focusses more on the voice troll videos. Given that the two had no relationship like interactions outside of a small ~week long lead-up to the date stream, and Finn calling Natt his “boyfriend” in the YouTube thumbnail for his reupload of the stream, I don’t really believe they were genuinely dating or that the date was anything but a way to satisfy his donators and get Finn his shekels.
Relationship with BigIcky / Ashley
BigIcky: LinkTree (A) | OnlyFans (Very Haram) | TikTok | Instagram | Art Site (A)
BigIcky Timeline: PreHRT, 5m HRT, & 1y HRT
BigIcky (Ashley) is a professional transgender OnlyFans creator who on the side makes TikToks videos on how to transition.
BigIcky Timeline: PreHRT, 5m HRT, & 1y HRT
During 2023, Icky started to appear in Finns' streams, and over time they became closer until in August Finn announced he was dating Icky, and that Icky moved in with him. In livestreams with the two, Icky frequently emasculates Finn, either physically pushing him around, or by having him wear very effeminate clothes next to him and joking about it. Icky also frequently jokes about fucking Finn, makes jokes implying that Finn is the bottom in their relationship. A video implying this was also posted to both of their OnlyFans.
Icky very frequently says Finn is a "babytrans" and an “egg” (a transgender grooming term for someone who has yet to come out a trans), and jokes that soon he’ll be on HRT. I wouldn’t be surprised if he already is honestly, but as of now he claims he is not, and previously on November 25, 2021 he posted a photo of his chest bare to prove it:
In a recent stream on 2023-08-10, Icky got Finn to bring on a panel of trannies he is friends with. This was the stream in which Finn ignored many comments about his association with Jean Hollywood, as discussed previously. As this panel setup caused Finn to film himself from the side, we got a some pretty funny profile shots of him.
(Twitch:
GIRLS NIGHT IN w/Ashley, Pierbi, Lich_qween)Honestly I think Finn would have come out as trans already, if that wouldn’t ruin his gimmick that's making him rich. BigIcky seems like a shift towards a trans audience, as Finns' previous tranny partner didn’t frequently talk about trans stuff on stream, but Icky brings it up very frequently. I think that Finn will eventually either snap out of it and get off the internet, or, the way things are going now, fully troon out. If this happens it probably is because his current gimmick stops making him money.
Drugs & Alcohol
Discussed here
Coming Out as on HRT, genderfluid, & bisexual
Discussed here, thanks to Kees H
In a pre-recorded video released on 2024-03-01, Finn reveals he is on HRT, is genderfluid, and is bisexual. Apparently he has been on HRT for around half a year, though he is very vague about when he started. When he initially started HRT, he took a drug called raloxifene to prevent breast growth as he initially did not want breasts, though he later increased his dosage of oestrogen and stopped taking raloxifene.
Shortly after this, he released a fully nude OnlyFans video showing him masturbating his erect penis and fondling his newly formed moobs, both of which he previously attempted to avoid showing. With this escalation in lewd content and him coming out taking away some of his prior appeal, due to his totally-straight-not-trans gimmick being ruined, it seems that Finn's immediate future may be a downward spiral into producing more hardcore pornography.
Online Presence
Beacons | Twitch | Twitter | TikTok | Instagram | Clips YouTube | Original YouTube | Omegle YouTube | OLD YouTube | Discord | OnlyFans (Haram)
In addition, he used to have gigachad.gg redirect to his beacons page, playing on his single joke.
Beacons | Twitch | Twitter | TikTok | Instagram | Clips YouTube | Original YouTube | Omegle YouTube | OLD YouTube | Discord | OnlyFans (Haram)
In addition, he used to have gigachad.gg redirect to his beacons page, playing on his single joke.
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This is my first thread, so it may not be great but I appreciate any feedback and suggestions.
- 2023-08-07 T 18:45 UTC: Updated Relationship with Meowriza section with more information and pictures.
- 2023-08-07 T 19:30 UTC: Added Donation to GenderGP section, thanks to Geranium's post for the info!
- 2023-08-07 T 20:45 UTC: Updated Donation to GenderGP section, adding in clip of BigIcky talking about donation motivation.
- 2023-08-08 T 15:30 UTC: Started Relationship with BigIcky / Ashley section and uploaded archive to Dildo Incidents section.
- 2023-08-08 T 16:25 UTC: Added dox.
- 2023-08-08 T 23:30 UTC: Updated Relationship with BigIcky / Ashley section.
- 2023-08-09 T 00:30 UTC: Updated Profits & Whales section with information about TenMuses.
- 2023-08-09 T 22:15 UTC: Updated Donation to GenderGP section with Finn crying over recipients TikToks.
- 2023-08-09 T 11:15 UTC: Started Friendship with Known Pedophile Jean/Ella Hollywood / SodaCat section.
- 2023-08-10 T 03:30 UTC: Reread and edited everything for grammer, clarity, & spelling with the help of TheCuntler! Thank you
- 2023-08-10 T 03:45 UTC: Updated Twitch Streams section with two funny clips (the ones in the spoilers).
- 2023-10-15 T 01:45 UTC: Fixed typo (I typed "IIn" rather than "In").
- 2023-10-14 T 02:40 UTC: Archived "Astra's Coming Out Story" & "Sissy the Pirate Segment". I will try to archive all YouTube videos now that the farms isn't onion only.
- 2024-03-15 T 15:30 UTC: Added Drugs & Alcohol and Coming out sections
- 2024-07-07: Fixed capitalisation and typos.
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