This explains so much. He's also complaining about major health issues in the last and I have a feeling that includes liver failure/ cirrhosis and probably some uhhh "gifts that keep on giving"
Holt shiiiiittt he keeps doubling down on his retardation. He cannot help himself and I LOVE his continual blaming of his "drinking". Dude you sound like a pathetic alcoholic or a loser who can't handle living without being a sloppy incompetent drunk 24/7 (which explains a LOT). Lots of "woe is me" and essentially saying he was a loser pre YouTube (lol).
Oh and best part, "taking a short break" probably to Thailand or similar for some R&R.....
What an utter loser BITCH