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still mentally ill and a bit delusional. it's been like a month since bf left me, but i've been on dating sites for the past week or so and I'm actually attracting guys, which I thought would never work. confidence is key!
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Good for you, have u been exercising allot regularly and eating healthy?
For non obese chicks dating sites are virtual boyfriend shopping malls and everything is free.
but good on u for getting out there
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- Jul 26, 2023
I've been getting more time outside and eating less (i eat out of boredom and I'm trying really hard to curve that). Focusing on school, work, and writing.
I'm surprised how many guys have been reaching out to me. I don't consider myself too attractive, and having some attractive guys talk to me is quite the pleasant surprise.
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- Oct 11, 2020
It's easy for girls to get sex, not boyfriends on dating apps. Which the minority of girls wants.
You could consider switching boredom-foods with something that's not as calorie dense. Like snacking on a cucumber.
The road to not failing is not using as much mental energy on avoiding your habits, because you're gonna get tired and relapse. The thought behind jojo dieting.
If you were used to eating unhealthy foods, just stay away from them for a while and you will not consider them as good the next time you taste them.
Guys are generally desperate sex pests, and 99% of guys only want you for an easy fuck. They often go for "less than ideal" girls, because they think they're easier to get into bed.
Be careful and don't get hurt.
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- Dec 12, 2022
My car troubles are never ending; after less than a day out of the shop, HotRod is going back in because it won't start. All I can do is laugh at the absurdity of the situation. BUT. God has smiled on me; I just helped fixed my Dad's truck last night, which he has so generously lent me. It only gets 10 to the gallon, but fuck it, it rolls, the lights work, it's a bloody car! So I'm happy on that front that I won't be walking home from work in-between HotRod getting fixed.
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- Oct 20, 2021
Get a beer keg, clean it, stuff it in the trunk, and use that as a gas tank.
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- Aug 27, 2023
I have around 2 weeks until I am set to perform in front of people for my college course. The two songs I have to play are Smells Like Teen Spirit by Nirvana and My Generation by The Who (Both of which were the choice of the lecturer). I got most of Teen Spirit down but I'm having trouble with the solo and I've got My generation down pretty well. I took today off because I was feeling a little sick while waiting for my bus.
Yesterday was cool because I got to play this old Fender Telecaster from 1978 that my lecturer inherited from this guy who he was friends with. Was actually fucking cool.
Yesterday was cool because I got to play this old Fender Telecaster from 1978 that my lecturer inherited from this guy who he was friends with. Was actually fucking cool.
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- Oct 11, 2020
I ate a whole watermelon not too long ago, I thought it seemed smaller than what the grocery said. But I forgot to weigh it before I ate 
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- Mar 30, 2023
Applied for a job as a train conductor. Not sure if i'd get it, but a former friend with similar relevant experience did a few years ago. The hours were shit (which is why he quit), but the travel was great.
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I'm not post as much this week cause I have the flu. I got some Tamiflu from my doctor and do feel better since starting on it yesterday. But my head is hurting fr. Probably congestion.
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- Oct 11, 2020
My mother tried to call me earlier, when I was working out. The thing is, I'm very sure I'm not going home for Xmas, because well. I don't like my parents and especially not my mother. The fact she's still in denial of me not liking her is silly, because I have never given signs that I'm okay with being in the same room as her for a few minutes max.
And my dad really liked the cat that died last year, because she wants to travel. On my dads expense. It wasn't even high maintenance, as it was an outdoors cat and they live in a rural area.
She made fun of him in front of the whole family, because he asked me for a suggestion for her present one year.
Anyway, she is cruel to my dad and she is too uintelligent to understand how her actions affect others. So in a way, she is the same as Mama JF and it's that she's actually retarded why she can't let go of me.
So yea, I called her a cunt earlier. But upon further understanding. There wasn't really anything there to begin with, and being angry at someone that doesn't have intelligence like a normal person is silly and draining on me.
And my dad really liked the cat that died last year, because she wants to travel. On my dads expense. It wasn't even high maintenance, as it was an outdoors cat and they live in a rural area.
She made fun of him in front of the whole family, because he asked me for a suggestion for her present one year.
Anyway, she is cruel to my dad and she is too uintelligent to understand how her actions affect others. So in a way, she is the same as Mama JF and it's that she's actually retarded why she can't let go of me.
So yea, I called her a cunt earlier. But upon further understanding. There wasn't really anything there to begin with, and being angry at someone that doesn't have intelligence like a normal person is silly and draining on me.
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- Mar 30, 2023
I'd send her a reply that reads like a school or job application rejection letter that lists what one would expect and want from a family Christmas, what you'd expect to happen at a family Christmas with your parents, and a spelled out conclusion why you will refuse to do so.
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- Apr 11, 2022
Do you need to get fucked up on booze regularly to be an alcoholic or is drinking every day enough to be considered one? I don't go a single day without a beer or a wine but keep it at one bottle or glass, is that alcoholism?
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- Oct 31, 2020
Drinking everyday to the point of not being able to drive for hours at a time is alcoholic. But Drinking throughout the day like a glass every couple of hours is fine. Just depends on why you're drinking.
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- Aug 5, 2018
Doing pretty good. Thanks to some changes in my diet and getting a membership at a new gym, I've lost some weight. Also found out today that in a few weeks I'll be getting more hours at work, so I'll soon be making more money.
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- Jul 17, 2023
This is still my favorite time of year. Getting old gets you noticing and appreciating all the small seasonal changes. Even in places where the seasonal changes are (sadly) so minimal, they are present.
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- Oct 11, 2020
I appreciate the feedback, but currently I'm just bitter about the whole thing. Reason why I usually don't think about it.
And yea, this is very important to note. Maybe the most important.
She did blame me for getting sexually assaulted. I never felt bad about it, but I know right from wrong and it obviously did go through the police. As I already knew how she was then, it didn't come off as a surprise. But that's exactly what was wrong, I was used to live with a parent that was dysfunctional. So the whole thing is just sad.
And honestly, I don't know what I expect at X-mas. Other than being more than just 2-3 people excluding me, and it's awkward to get the several presents from my parents. I don't have friends or anything, but I hate to be pitied and it's so obvious.
I have nothing in common with my other family at my home place, so there's nothing to miss. As just talking to them is awkward.
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- Dec 12, 2022
Got the car back. Transmission fluid has been flushed, it's squeaking less, and they did full diagnostics on the electric systems. The battery died despite still being good. Strange, but it's working now. They gave me a bit of a discount for my troubles, so I'm happy for that.
In other news, I'm building a computer. Calling it Project Whirlwind, after the Warhammer 40k rocket tank. Got a bunch of parts already, and I'm excited that it's coming together
In other news, I'm building a computer. Calling it Project Whirlwind, after the Warhammer 40k rocket tank. Got a bunch of parts already, and I'm excited that it's coming together
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- Mar 30, 2023
Expecting a phone call today that may or may not alleviate my more pressing financial issues. If it doesn't I have to make a phone call next week
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- Dec 7, 2018
Just hit it off with a coworker. We both work at this shitty chain restaurant and are looking to quit soon but i still managed to snack with her and get to know her before i had to leave. Shes taken and apparently the whole crew thought i was gay until i made my move but she low-key invited me to get drinks on tuesday as long as i get dressed up. Im looking forward to it.