Stephanie Cianfriglia / Sapphire Crimson Claw / Yarrow Brown / the-ghost-fucker / transmascdruid / anarchoenby77 / darktwistedpussy / Druid of Endicot - Xe/xyr ghost-fucker, womb wizard, hand sanitizer sommelier, trans-boomer, violently abuses her elderly parents, has sexual fantasies about raping children

[VisceraNexus]

I've gotta be honest, her recent dive into "pedophilia is on the same level as schizophrenia" bullshit has made me more MATI than any other cow has. So much about that attitude is just so completely wrong.

If it was her saying "people who have these paraphilias need access to better treatment," I could maybe roll my eyes and move on. But she's someone with an actual background in social work. I know she sucked at it, but I cannot understand how someone could get through that education and come out the other side saying "Hm. Pedophiles should be accepted the same way schizophrenics are!" Gives me a knot in my stomach.

I'm just so thankful she not only does not have much of a platform and doesn't do active social work anymore, but that she also does not have any immediate access to kids. This is one of the dumbest, grossest rabbit holes she's ever gone down and I really do hate it.

 

[it's pronounced gif]

Having trouble archiving her posts, maybe it's because she has her tumblrs set to require login? But at least wanted to have the regular url to the post where she openly admits to regularly having sexual thoughts about "animals, children or [her] family" https://www.tumblr.com/neuroicky/730204854238298112/

edit: course, soon as I bitch it succeeds: https://archive.ph/AcVLp

 

[JaneThough]

Sorry, I got through like 2 of those images before I got MATI. "I DON'T CONDONE VIOLENCE!" but also "OMG here's a whole identity about being raped! I wish JD would disembowl and eat me!"

GIRL WHAT

ETA: I got through them all and JFC. You know what will help these paraphiles from being judged? How about they DON'T TALK ABOUT HOW THEY WANT TO FUCK KIDS AND ANIMALS?! Let alone take PRIDE in it.

Staph is one of the worst people for the LGBTQ+ community. She's a living embodiment of the slippery slope.

 

[Tangled Headphones]

A paraphilia is not your fault.
Engaging with it in any way (taking pride in it, seeking sympathy for it, using drawn materials to satiate it etc) IS your fault. If you have a harmful paraphilia your options are to
A. go to therapy, understand that this is something to work on overcoming and not to be indulged in any way, shape or form
Or
B. Kill yourself.
That's it.

 

[Friend of Dorothy Parker]

Look at what I found.

Well, if nothing else, narcissism is confirmed (c&p from two of her posts you included):

As someone who has a personality disorder,

Stop acting as if narcissists or low empathy
people are evil.

I do engage in armchair speculation but try to hold down the armchair diagnosis...but now I don't have to!

Imagine being a narcissist who can't actually achieve anything. Crushing!

Oh, Steph, (g)no(me)-one should be proud of these things.

 

[Pee Your Pants]

Well, if nothing else, narcissism is confirmed (c&p from two of her posts you included):


I do engage in armchair speculation but try to hold down the armchair diagnosis...but now I don't have to!

Imagine being a narcissist who can't actually achieve anything. Crushing!

Oh, Steph, (g)no(me)-one should be proud of these things.

I assumed she meant borderline personality disorder, because she has been saying she is self diagnosed for a while. She only claims it because Dahmer was diagnosed with it. But in the hash tags of some of those posts, I noticed at least one #actually npd

All the posts/reblogs etc of mental illnesses she deems as 'icky' are purely there as filler for the real motive of that Tumblr - to justify, normalise and gather sympathy for her deviancy. Similar to all the stuff she posts/reblogs on her other accounts, where its a wall of 'Everyone is welcome on this blog! Gays, lesbians, trans people, black people, people who fuck kids, people with disabilities, people who are fat!' There's always something in there that isn't like the others. Lumping in paraphiliacs with people with mental illnesses like schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, personality disorders etc, is just as damaging as lumping in paraphiliacs with the LGBT.

 

[Humbert Humbert]

This thread is talking about rape quite a lot since I came back, I noticed. What the fuck? I’m glad i’m not the person posting this shit because I can actually react properly to it. When I’m the person writing it, I react at first but then I work on the post so much I just accept it for what it is. (I wouldn’t actually be disturbed by any of this, but it would be ironic for Humbert Humbert to be posting that shit denouncing her rape defense fantasies).

A few things I’d like to mention:

Are you suicide baiting us?

You dumb bitch, you suicide bait people, telling people to kill themselves is not suicide baiting (as far as I’m aware. Either way it sounds like she’s still retarded because she is still using it that way).

People have pointed out that I may be in danger due to my hybristophilia

She’s right. She actually is in no danger whatsoever, because to get herself into a position of being in danger she needs to leave the house and not disgust everybody. Do you really think a violent man would even bother with her when there’s other women he could victimize?

despite my hybristophilia, preying on children is abhorrent

MJ kids rise up

I am not sexually attracted to animals, children, or my family

I’m sorry but this sentence made me laugh. It’s good enough to be random.txt.

I have a team of assholes who think i have FAS

Kiwifarms team!

shoutout to the blog that made fun of me for living with my parents in my 30s

Ok if they just made fun of her for living with them when she was in her 30s that’s kind of dumb, but they probably didn’t. I don’t see anything wrong with living with your parents in your 30s if you’re employed and contributing to bills (it’s so god damn expensive to get your own place). I’m going to hope that the callout blog understood this and instead chose to point out the part where she didn’t pay for shit and she actively terrorized them while living with them in her 30s (given that this happened on tumblr, it probably went that way.)

 

[Meowzers]

there's a lot of biological/life factors that go into developing a sexual paraphilia that's harmful or """"icky"""" like pedo/zoo/necrophila. people don't just wake up one day and go "you know what, i think i'm gonna go rape a dog." some people are wired that way, and/or faced childhood trauma that displays itself in taboo ways after puberty. i think people who have these thoughts should have easier access to getting help to handle their urges so they don't act out on them. so no, yarrow, it isn't a crime to think about raping kids or killing people, but it shouldn't be encouraged or something to be prideful about. there's a right way to advocate for mental health care for people who have taboo thoughts and urges and don't want them, but whatever the fuck gyro is doing right now ain't it. it's a touchy subject that needs social tact to talk about it without sounding like a sicko or a freak, and we all know social tact isn't one of yarbles' strong suits.

 

[Bojack Horsekin]

I continue to be astounded at what is likely her outrageous mental gymnastics.

Staph: "I-I'm interested in Jeffrey Dahmer, other serial killers, I like reading about them... um..."

Staph's hippie Medicaid-based counsellor: "Plenty of people are fascinated by true crime, it's nothing to be ashamed of! In fact I believe you'll find a community of enthusiasts if you know where to look."

Staph, logging onto tumblr: "My therapist says it's totally valid to think about raping and torturing children all day long, suck my microdick"

 

[JaneThough]

@Humbert Humbert if there is one thing Staph is quite good at, it's changing the narrative. I have no doubt no one made fun of her solely for living at home in her 30s (its a rough time, a lot of people are at home far older than they should be), moreso the other stuff, but she picks the one thing in the criticism she can play victim for and milks the shit out of it. I imagine it went down more like:

Tumblr: You are over 30 and you still live and home and contribute nothing while your mother is dying of cancer and your father is struggling.
Staph: OH WOW THANKS FOR MAKING FUN OF ME FOR LIVING AT HOME OVER 30!!!

 

[JanuaryViolet]

Stupid questions. Dope-slap expected.
Who updates the front page? There's the most recent scam and bank problem, confirmation of her apartment address, and the numerous new/alternate Tumb accounts that might be worth adding. I don't want to put any work on someone who has actual real life stuff to do, but is there a way to submit this stuff? (Also, how do we submit things to the random.txt generator?) My apologies for being a sped about this.
Also, welcome back @Humbert Humbert. You were missed.

 

[Plague Flea]

Stupid questions. Dope-slap expected.
Who updates the front page? There's the most recent scam and bank problem, confirmation of her apartment address, and the numerous new/alternate Tumb accounts that might be worth adding. I don't want to put any work on someone who has actual real life stuff to do, but is there a way to submit this stuff? (Also, how do we submit things to the random.txt generator?) My apologies for being a sped about this.
Also, welcome back @Humbert Humbert. You were missed.

Do you mean the OP for the thread? That would have to be updated by the person who wrote it, but I know Null put in a time limit for editing posts that also affected editing OPs so it might not be possible.

Random.txt suggestions can be posted to this thread.

 

[glass_houses]

If someone says, "My mum/dad/family member is really sick, so I moved in with them to help," I'd usually think that they are a good person who love their family (except in those cases where it's obvious that the person is the scummy type who is taking advantage of the situation to steal anything that's not nailed down).

Staph moved out. Let that sink in.

 

[Pee Your Pants]

Let's start off light, shall we?


I hate how she talks about her gods like how people affectionately shit talk with their friends. Poor Peetie.


I'm sure her mom wants the details of her specific and intimate form of cancer out there. Her poor mother.


But she recently talked about all the miles that she had been walking, with no mention of pain. Also, if she had a tumor and it was causing her pain, wouldn't doctors want to remove it.

Ready for things to turn dark?

I have never read such a disgusting lie from her. This was to justify her rape fantasies.

 

[Aunt Carol]

Staph moved out. Let that sink in.

...I mean, that probably did help. One less thing to worry about--sure, she's across town, but not having a being you feel responsible for be physically in your home removes stress for a parent. Even with Staph being an adult and with her mom being sick, her mom probably has that constant awareness of where her daughter is, what is she doing, is she going to be hungry, is she going to stomp into the living room with a weird problem/yell at us because of the Internet.

 

[Tangled Headphones]

If Steph was raped or in any way assaulted we would've been hearing about it for ages nonstop by now. The fact that she has only ever said "I thought about my dad molesting me, so that's the same as being molested" and now is suddenly jumping to "I was raped" is so sick.
This is what happens when people fetishize victimhood so much, you have to start making up ways to be a victim when you literally are not.
Bets on it being one of her ghosts who assaulted her?

 

[Aunt Carol]

Bets on it being one of her ghosts who assaulted her?

What is a warding/binding sigil if not a demonic restraining order?

 

[p0mm3rz]

Bets on it being one of her ghosts who assaulted her?

Her claims of being raped is just an example of a stupid person who managed to learn something. She knows that you cannot be interested in/joke about XYZ unless you are XYZ. She wants to fantasize about Dahmer and Ramirez raping their victims, so she claims to have been raped. If she ever gives details on this alleged rape, she'll reveal she got ghost raped on the astral plane.

 

[often puzzled]

She writes: "I actually was raped, too. Or at the very least, had a sexual experience that I did not want, and traumatized me for many years."

First of all, I agree with everyone else who theorizes that this involves activity on the astral plane rather than in the human world. I also notice that she begins with a straightforward WELL ACTUALLY and then quickly qualifies it several times over. I normally wouldn't question what someone meant by an unwanted sexual experience-- heaven knows that the possibilities are, unfortunately, limitless, but we know too much about what Staph considers an unwanted experience.

If she'd been groped on the bus, we would have heard about it ad nauseam (and she obviously thinks she's too good to ride the bus). She's spoken before about how upset she is that she thought about her dad molesting her, and she was very upset by what he said about Clay Aiken. I can't keep track of all her astral sexual activities, because I'm not insane. Regardless, though, my money is on handsy spirits or some random encounter in Tumblr or in real life that makes everyone else say "wut?" She chose the word "experience," and you can bet she's keeping it vague on purpose. For better or worse, she's an open book.

I keep starting to type replies and then deleting them, because her current arc is too unsettling to say anything specific about. I did notice that she says she's in some paraphile Discord server, and she'd better watch out-- she's either going to meet up with someone deeply unpleasant, or she's going to be on the receiving end of material that earns her a visit from the authorities.

Trying to use rape as a gotcha is really, really, really gross. And it's also gross that she doesn't see that.

 

[Vandy2]

Let's start off light, shall we?

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I hate how she talks about her gods like how people affectionately shit talk with their friends. Poor Peetie.

This bitch literally thoughts and prayersed their dying cat. Someone needs to take it away.

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Love that this single comment has been living rent free in their brain for years. At least I can take comfort in that.

Ready for things to turn dark?

No?

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I have never read such a disgusting lie from her. This was to justify her rape fantasies.

So here's the thing. Exploring NC or CNC in a safe setting because you were raped and trying to process the situation can be valid and therapeutic. Fantasizing about raping children is not how you cope with being assaulted. Which we know didn't happen because Gyro has said previously that they were never sexually assaulted.
You aren't a survivor because you didn't survive anything. This is 100% about Michael Jackson or something.

Here is the thing about paraphilias. Thoughts themselves are not crimes, no, but it is absolutely not something you should have pride for. And writing fan fiction and making posts about your fantasies leaps over the line from thoughts to actions. Writing pedophilia fantasies is not a thought crime, because it's not a thought. And just because something isn't a crime doesn't mean you should do it. Next they're going to use pedophilic marriage laws to justify that it's "not against the law", just like how the Mr. Hands horse fuckers used a lack of bestiality laws to get away with it for so long. It is mind boggling how they think the only bad part about pedophilia is when you go out and harm a kid and not like. Literally the want and urge. That is inherently bad, writing out fantasies about it is bad, there are many layers of badness about it.

At least they're finally admitting to being a narcissist I suppose.