Let's dive in the whatever pseudointellectual circlejerk site Manifold is and see Aella reveal herself in these questions as a damaged, insecure person she is.
Already mentioned cuckqueen question as an attempt at cool girl persona: I'm listening to a partner's sex noises from the living room. He's supposed to be saving semen for an orgy. Will he cum?
Stalker stuff: My stalker accepted a plea deal for 5 years. Will he actually get sentenced to 5 years? (Updated by Aella: He got 18 months.) Will there be a meaningful attempt on my life before 2024? Will I be forced to move due to stalking/doxxing before the end of 2023?
Luring thirsty nerds: Which Manifest attendee would I enjoy having a one-night stand with the most? (354 answers, most popular is 'other', then Destiny, then Eliezer Yudkowsky)
Random sex questions: Will men report they were spanked more often in childhood than women? Which will people rate as more feminine - dildos, butts, or unconditional love? (Wat. Also, the most popular answer was "unconditional love") Will I have sex with a new person before September 1st? ("A continuation of my last one, where I failed to have sex with anyone new, despite attending an orgy. I have no concrete plans to have sex with an individual person, but have been making vague attempts to end up in places where casual sex is more likely.") Will I have sex with a new person in the next month, for free? ("Since being sexually active I've averaged around four new sexual partners a year. Most were clustered in the first few years; in the last five years it's been closer to one new sexual partner a year. Recent trajectory seems to have an uptick though, with two new sexual partners this year so far and a slight but general increase in aggressive horniness.") Twitter poll prediction: "Your pump rate while jacking off is [faster/slower] than the average penis-owner who will answer this twitter poll". Twitter poll prediction: "Would you try having a sexual interaction with an animal if bestiality was legal and easily available, and assuming you cause no perceptible distress to the animal?". Which sexual position will people prefer most in my Twitter poll?
Promoting herself: Has Robin Hanson ever pooped himself in public? ("In an upcoming interview with Robin Hanson, I intend to ask if he's ever shit his pants in public after the age of 14.") Will I be on Lex Fridman's podcast in 2023? Who will I date? (Popular answers are: Destiny, Eliezer Yudkowsky, Martin Shkreli, Elon Musk) Who rated me more "accurately" - people who didn't know me at all, or energy readers? ("I did a survey asking people to rate me on ~40 traits. I asked how much time they'd spent with me, and: "Are you an energy reader, or have similar near-mystical abilities to read the metaphysical-esque 'energy' off of people?"")
Getting desperate in her attempt to find a man and have a baby. Also, anxious about being poly: Will I (Aella) find someone new to seriously date by the end of 2022? Will I (Aella) find someone new to seriously date by the end of 2023? Will I (Aella) find someone to seriously date by the end of 2029? Will I have a baby by the end of 2025? Did monog or poly people agree more with the statement "I sometimes worry that my partner will leave me for someone better"? How many months longer or shorter are poly relationships, on average, vs. monogamous ones? Do you predict polyamorous males are more likely to be into orgies? What % of people taking my relationships survey report being polyamorous? Will monogamy/polyamory correlate with length of relationship in my survey? What do women put as their ideal number of sex partners? What do men put as their ideal number of sex partners?
Weirdly obsessed with illness: Will I be sick tomorrow? ("I feel mostly-fine today besides fatigue and brain fog, but they're still within normal variability of my normal healthy days. Except I just have a sense that I'm getting sick, if that makes sense? Can't put my finger on it, it just feels like there's something wrong with my body right now. Some vague atmosphere of physiological doom." Yeah, it is called response from all the abuse you put your body through) (No, she wasn't) Will I will be too sick to attend any of the events I plan to in the next two weeks? (No, she wasn't) Did I get a stomachache after an "energy damage" circle? ("I asked a bunch of my friends to surround me and project damaging energy onto me, with the concrete goal of giving me a stomach ache. They did this for approximately 1 minute, complete with yelling and aggressive noises. Would you guess I did or did not develop a stomachache in the 3 hours after this experience?") (No, she didn't) Will I get any new cavities after applying the Lantern Bioworks strain to my teeth by 2026? Will I get covid this week? (No she didn't) Will I feel comfortable dancing in a week from now despite having lost a toenail? ("My entire big toenail got ripped off while dancing one week ago today.") (Yes, she was) I wonder if this hypochondria is about farming solace and comfort she craves? Or it is another manifestation of her treating herself as damaged good and having a death drive as a result? She mentions sore throat all the time. If not STD, it might have a psychosomatical cause indicating constant stress.
Another obsession with height or just easy way to get votes: How does height in males correspond to 'age you started watching porn'? Are males interested in rapeplay, shorter? Will female height be correlated (more than 0.12) with any sexual fetish in the data from my kink survey? Will male height be correlated (more than 0.1) with any sexual fetish in the data from my kink survey? What percentage of men I've had sex with were shorter than me?
More sex questions: Do men over or underestimate what women will like in bed? Will my survey show taking estrogen impacts sexual submissiveness? Do you predict BMI will correlate with sexual attraction to obesity or weight gain? Will people report that they've received more oral sex than they've given on my Twitter poll? Are high powered, driven, successful men more likely to be submissive? Will my Twitter poll resolve with greater preference for boobs or butts? Will anxiety correlate with any sexual fetish among females in my data? Will self-reported IQ correlate with any sexual fetish (more than 0.12)?
Overcompensating being raped as a child with hypersexuality and rationalization: Will women who've been sexually assaulted as children be more likely to have rape fetishes? Will women who've been sexually assaulted as adults be more likely to have rape fetishes? Do you predict childhood sexual assault will correlate with any fetish? Do females who stick with relationships longer, tend to be more aroused by freeuse? (For all prudes here: A fetish where partners are allowed to fuck any part of their partner at any time.) Do females with a freeuse kink report worse experiences with casual hookups?
The rest: In my survey about virtuousness, will people rank "their mother", "a dog", or "yourself" as more virtuous? (2/3 were for dog) Predict twitter poll:: What % of people would vote to eliminate everyone's ability to deliberately lie? Predict the Twitter Poll: How many people will say nonvoluntary learning was more valuable to them? Will I still be able to accept money from Substack in two months? What % of people in my twitter poll will vote that AI will be more transformative than the internet? Who will survive in the "rank who you save" exercise? Do you predict people on my twitter poll would rather lose the ability to swim or to jump? Do you predict people on my twitter poll would rather lose the ability to sing or swear? Which answer will have the lowest chance? What percentage of responses to my twitter poll will show people think women are more emotionally mature? How much of my twitter audience will report being a genius?
So, TLDR: she didn't overcome her sexual trauma, and instead of fuelling her anger at the abuser she tries to kill herself by punishing her body in every way, she is completely unhinged now, and crippled with anxiety. She realizes her lifestyle attracts only low value males (or negative value such as stalkers) and worries about how far she is from the norm and what are her chances in the dating market.
I would almost pity her if she didn't have the resourses to fix her mental issues. Also, she is a nasty grooming pedo.
