Off-Topic Scrambled Eggs: Kiwi Farms Detransitioner and Desister General

[Doktor Grimm]

Welcome to the Kiwi Farms Detransitioner General Thread!​

This should go without saying, but PLEASE take care with your personal information here. I encourage people to share their own experiences in this thread, and I understand the need to speak about these things, but I'd avoid going into extra detail with your stories where it isn't strictly necessary. Posters in the other venting threads seem to manage this well enough. Also, make extra sure your KF account doesn't link back to your online presence in some way - this thread might draw the attention of some bad actors, and I don't want to be responsible for anyone getting doxxed.

The year is Current Year. As the influence of transgenderism continues to spread, it is leaving in its wake an ever-growing population of disenchanted young people who were promised an imaginary cure-all to their issues. Consequently, an increasing number of detransitioners - myself included - are seeking refuge on the Farms after being shunned from their former online circles. There is currently nowhere else on the Internet for detrans people to discuss their own experiences that is not either under constant surveillance by ideologically-motivated administrators (Reddit), infested by militant trans rights activists (Twitter), or inaccessible to the general public. My hope for this thread is that it gives detransitioners a space to freely exchange information and support one another without being forced to pay lip service to transgender doctrine.

If you are undergoing or have undergone detransition, this is the place to discuss any topics that would otherwise be too sensitive for the existing threads. Give personal anecdotes from your time in the trans community, rant about deep thoughts, or vent any of your remaining frustrations. (Within reason, of course - don't power level too hard.) Any detransition-related resources/shitposts are also greatly appreciated. As for everyone else - although you're more than welcome to join the conversation and ask questions if you wish (and many of us will be happy to answer!), this thread is primarily intended to be a place of discussion between detrans Kiwis. If you'd like to share stories of people you know who are detransitioning, or related civil cases, I'd recommend posting in the excellent Detransitioner/Desister Stories thread instead.

Happy posting, everyone. I'll continue to update this OP with any noteworthy contributions people make. Many thanks to @Berserker Armor and @MCRonald (among others) for prompting me to start this thread, and the good people of the Farms for their ongoing support.

 

[CptnSnshn]

Lmao you were a tranny

 

[Lieutenant Rasczak]

I genuinely feel pity for detransitioners. Many of them were tricked into thinking that irreversibly fucking up their bodies with hormones would be the solution for deep seated mental problems.

 

[9gfuwegw9j9]

I genuinely feel pity for detransitioners. Many of them were tricked into thinking that irreversibly fucking up their bodies with hormones would be the solution for deep seated mental problems.

yeah me too. this is one of the biggest propaganda efforts of the 21st century and if anyone has the balls to go back on a decision like that they get my respect

 

[Berserker Armor]

Thank you for making this thread. Not even sure where to start it off. I may repost what I said in the other thread? It will be later tho!

I genuinely feel pity for detransitioners. Many of them were tricked into thinking that irreversibly fucking up their bodies with hormones would be the solution for deep seated mental problems.

It’s all snake oil. An attempt to convince you that your insecurities are something they are not. Just normal dysphoria? Insecurities regarding your gender? Nah. You are a tranny. Add in the trannies who are convincing others the same thing. It’s a rabbit hole in itself to outsiders but pulling yourself out of it is like crawling out of hell. Personally I feel pretty stupid for it but in hindsight: I was a kid. A lot of is especially targeted at teenagers.

 

[Doktor Grimm]

Thank you for making this thread. Not even sure where to start it off. I may repost what I said in the other thread? It will be later tho!

No worries at all! Anything to get the ball rolling would be much appreciated. I thought about recycling one of my old posts for the OP, but figured it'd be best to let others jump in first so this doesn't become my personal self-help thread.

It’s all snake oil. An attempt to convince you that your insecurities are something they are not. Just normal dysphoria? Insecurities regarding your gender? Nah. You are a tranny. Add in the trannies who are convincing others the same thing. It’s a rabbit hole in itself to outsiders but pulling yourself out of it is like crawling out of hell. Personally I feel pretty stupid for it but in hindsight: I was a kid. A lot of is especially targeted at teenagers.

The vast majority of detrans cases I've seen are people who were groomed into it as teenagers, ESPECIALLY LGB people who struggled to come to terms with their sexuality. That's more or less what happened in my case. Once I swallowed the gender pill it became impossible to tell whether or not I was on the right path, because I was showered with validation no matter what and being a dumb kid meant I was still modelling my behaviour based on the actions of the adults around me. It's easy to look back and blame yourself for these things - and sure, it was technically your decision - but at the end of the day you were doing what any young teenager would do. People at that age are so suggestible, and if the people they trust are telling them their body is the problem, they'll start to believe it.

 

[BirdUp]

people troon out because they want brownie points or are coomers
like only one-third of detrannies were duped into the idea

 

[ToroidalBoat]

As the influence of transgenderism continues to spread, it is leaving in its wake an ever-growing population of disenchanted young people who were promised an imaginary cure-all to their issues.

Many of them were tricked into thinking that irreversibly fucking up their bodies with hormones would be the solution for deep seated mental problems.

people troon out because they want brownie points or are coomers

Biological sex cannot be changed -- not even with "gender reassignment" surgery -- and "gender" is a delusional concept that was started by the allegedly sick John Money.

 

[Dick Mason]

if anyone has the balls to go back

I don't think there will be a return journey, Mistress Frodo.

 

[YourFriendlyLurker 2.0]

Detransitioning is a move to the right direction, however for many the deep reasons why they did at the first place persist. Those people are still at risk for falling on another brainrot and definitely should pursue their mental health with therapists, not lgbtbbq+/- mob.

 

[MCRonald]

Glad to see there's finally a thread for this.
I'm going to regurgitate what I said in the previous thread for people who haven't seen the post.

I am Detrans, and even now I find it difficult to talk about, fear of maybe letting too much information out and having this routed back to me IRL.
Which is honestly, the saddest thing I can say, I mean fucking hell.
I'm forced to keep quiet about the shit that I went through, never having a proper place to vent it out or anything like that, for the fear of having people IRL find out and being chastised by my own family for being Anti-Trans.

I got groomed when I was a teenager, Trannies helped me Voice Train, Trannies paid for HRT, gave me sites to access HRT, (not the DIY shit for the record) and some even gave me HRT in person.
Went through this for 2 years, 1 year actually took hormones.
All this because I had Body Dysmorphia, not Dysphoria, and I was insecure about being into Guys.
The three reasons why I "woke up" are, (btw this 3 reasons happened all at once)
1. I was watching a TV show and I was relating to the guys WAY more and had the thought "Man I wish I was just like them", and then....
2. I realised I looked just like them (aka I was finally proud of my body), and
3. I liked my voice (at the time I was doing voice training but I never hated my voice, if anything I hated voice trainning cause it was annoying and dumb)

Err...yeah so much for tl;dr, but that is the major beats condensed, but there is a lot of backstory and context missing.
This shit sticks with you, even now this whole entire situation has sent ripples throughout my life, I can still feel that shit today, and sadly I'll never be able to forget about it completely.
Once I woke up, it took me years to get to terms with my sexuality, when it should have been done 7 years prior, and even now I struggle really hard.

Trannies themselves are parasites, but especially so in being Detrans.
Even getting out of it, and going back to who you actually are, the scar tissue of it all remains, you'll never be able to forget the experience you went through.
Even now, I sometimes lie in bed trying to sleep, and it all comes running back, the entire experience, and now with the added bonus of Hindsight, of how everyone else felt and thought.
Added bonus of knowing I escaped death too, I would have killed myself, and I only realised this in the last few years.
And then you get the bonus points of living in this Society, sure you lot may know the fear of having a loved one troon out, but that's peering into the window of that hellhole.
You would be blissfully unaware of the experience they're about to go through....but Detrans? We know, and I swear I have nightmares and constant anxiety of my Family, of my friends, trooning out. And you can't say anything, even tho you went through it yourself.

 

[Rotollo 2]

that title immediately made me think of this as the thread theme

 

[LonesomeDud]

Not a detransitioner and I know it's Kiwi Farms, but you're loved, important, and there's a life moving forward.

 

[DumbDude43]

i strongly advise against sharing your personal life stories like that on a forum like this

 

[nonespecified]

Detransitioning is a move to the right direction, however for many the deep reasons why they did at the first place persist. Those people are still at risk for falling on another brainrot and definitely should pursue their mental health with therapists, not lgbtbbq+/- mob.

It was impossible to find a therapist that was not staunchly pro-transexual when we were looking for help for my daughter. If you go to a therapist, and you tell them you think you might be transsexual? The very first thing they're going to do is send you off to someone to talk about HRT and to talk about gender reassignment. Maybe that's just because the area I live in.

 

[Procrastinhater]

No worries at all! Anything to get the ball rolling would be much appreciated. I thought about recycling one of my old posts for the OP, but figured it'd be best to let others jump in first so this doesn't become my personal self-help thread.



The vast majority of detrans cases I've seen are people who were groomed into it as teenagers, ESPECIALLY LGB people who struggled to come to terms with their sexuality. That's more or less what happened in my case. Once I swallowed the gender pill it became impossible to tell whether or not I was on the right path, because I was showered with validation no matter what and being a dumb kid meant I was still modelling my behaviour based on the actions of the adults around me. It's easy to look back and blame yourself for these things - and sure, it was technically your decision - but at the end of the day you were doing what any young teenager would do. People at that age are so suggestible, and if the people they trust are telling them their body is the problem, they'll start to believe it.

Its a Cult.
Fits all the characteristics of one

A particularly fucked up one based on embracing vile fetishes and body mutilation, and one of its most pernicious and insidious attributes is it takes advantage of naive desires to be "kind" and "tolerant" and twists it and it's members until they are porn rotted, mutilated shells of the people they used to be.
Like all Cults it draws people in, offers answers for things that make them feel isolated and outcast and different, love bombs them, promotes ingroup/outgroup thinking, vilifies those outside the Cult and especially those who start to question/develop second thoughts, and basically brainwashes and corrupts and ruins those who remain in the Cult.
What makes it particularly evil and dangerous is the social contagion aspect, Cult members are compelled and encouraged to "crack eggs" and spread the sickness.

It takes courage and the ability to admit their own mistakes to break free from any Cult, especially this one, seeing as it has the full support of ideologically captured and corrupted media and government behind it and Detransitioners are often attacked and vilified not just by Cult members but also these corrupted institutions.

This Forum is one of the few places left where this stuff can be discussed freely and that's a big part of why the Cult wants us destroyed.

 

[MCRonald]

i strongly advise against sharing your personal life stories like that on a forum like this

I'll just leave the tl;dr then.
I just wish there was a space where we could actually tell these stories without fear.

 

[Procrastinhater]

I'll just leave the tl;dr then.
I just wish there was a space where we could actually tell these stories without fear.

Just don't out directly personally identifiable information, no location States/Cities, keep info about age rough, no info about education/work, theres no reason you can't tell your stories as long as you're careful about what direct info you give out, especially nothing that anyone who knows you would be able to ID you from, change names/places/dates etc.

Just bear in mind this community has enemies who are everything they accuse us of being, they are remorseless vindictive psychopaths like Dong Gone that if they can identify you they will try to ruin your life, so keep that in mind, tell your story, just keep it vague enough so you can't be identified.

 

[Spud]

People only detrans cause they didn't get enough attention when trooning out.

 

[klarine]

I wont tell my story in detail because I want to move on from tldr it but its the same as usual, got SA'd as a kid, got groomed online and then trooned.