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I have a few days off for the holidays and I don't know how to spend my time. Might just vegetate and play some BG3.
I hope you will have a nice time.

God, take me back even further. EZBoards and insidetheweb forums, Usenet, angelfire and geocities. The era when the web felt magical, you never knew what you could stumble upon, and the web wasn't consolidated on FB, Instagram, Reddit, or Tiktok back then. Or the days when you could load up your Myspace with hilariously obnoxious CSS. You used to be able to say anything somewhere. Nowdays it's one big Walmart and the only thing you know you're allowed to do for certain is praise trannies.
I simply realized I don't have a place anymore.
 
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I played PC games on my desktop computer for the first time since I was a teenager, and I was going through a lot of emotions that I didn’t get when I played console for the first time. It was a wild experience.
Sounds sweet. Care to dox your game?

I hate what the web has become and how communication has degenerated... and what it's done to our culture. I look at the rest of the web with disgust, it's all filled with obnoxious retarded assholes.
Well, you don't know what you had till it's gone.
 
Certainly, it was actually the first Half-Life game and I even played System Shock for the first time, but it was only for a short time because I didn’t want play until 2 a.m.

I’ll get back to it during the upcoming holiday weekend if/when I can.
The classics. Hope you play more of 'em.
 
Certainly, it was actually the first Half-Life game and I even played System Shock for the first time, but it was only for a short time because I didn’t want play until 2 a.m.

I’ll get back to it during the upcoming holiday weekend if/when I can.
Play the original Deus Ex next.
 
I hate what the web has become and how communication has degenerated... and what it's done to our culture. I look at the rest of the web with disgust, it's all filled with obnoxious retarded assholes.
I sort of want to get into vintage computer hardware. AKA the stuff I grew up with. There are a few decent forums left but much of the newer emulation/FPGA/etc is on discord. And it's all retards and troons and troon retards.

Luckily I have plenty of house projects before I have time to play with the stuff again.
 
Every time I wake up lately, my body fuckin' hurts. I'm no olympic athlete, I know this, but I recently spent a weekend out of town and even sleeping on a shitass pullout couch my back didn't hurt half as bad. I think something's wrong with my mattress, but I don't want to spend another hundred-odd dollars on a new one. uggHHhHhh.
 
Update on my gimpy burned hand.
Pretty much fully healed, just have to toughen the new skin. Gonna give it another day then start sticking it down into a jar of rice. Some chinky kungfu shit that evenly toughens skin
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Got lucky since it doesn't seem like there was much nerve damage.
Downside is the pain killers got my stomach fucked up. Put my GI tract straight to sleep and it's still trying to bounce back. Truly paying for my sins
 
Went to the doc for what I thought was a minor flu and got some of the strongest antibiotics I've ever seen, feeling like shit even after the flu is gone, my liver feels like I've been doing jager shots mixed with drano.

Also I'm finally getting a couple grey hairs, far later than most dudes and thank god I'm not going bald.....but it still fucking sucks.
 
Went to the doc for what I thought was a minor flu and got some of the strongest antibiotics I've ever seen, feeling like shit even after the flu is gone, my liver feels like I've been doing jager shots mixed with drano.

Also I'm finally getting a couple grey hairs, far later than most dudes and thank god I'm not going bald.....but it still fucking sucks.
....if you got the flu, I'm not sure what antibiotics are going to do? Did your doc really just do that? Flu is a virus...
 
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i was pissed at myself for talking politics with a friend earlier because i felt like wasting time is bad even though (a) i recognize that pastimes aren't better than each other and (b) the only thing i can do is waste time

more pressing matters exist—things i've been studying for a year (years?) that will fuck over future generations if nobody is willing to step away from useless discussions and short-term luxury—but i can't do anything about them until i have enough resources

i'll let go this spat with myself because it's stupid and hope my headspace will be unfucked when i wake up
 
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