- Joined
- Jun 17, 2016
Her grandmother is a metaphor for something else. Her youth, her mobility, her freedom.
When her grandmother died she actually didn’t seem to care much. She was with her mother, constantly asking about food, then after the death going straight to Nader’s for drugs.
All of her coping mechanisms are gone. No drugs, no sex, no exhibitionism, no VIBs to text, no mirrors to pretend she’s beautiful in, and the biggest-no food. She’s all alone contemplating her wasted life and death and the way she treated people, and is phrasing it as grief for Grandmother. But it’s really grief for herself because she doesn’t really care about people. In her dim brain she realizes she messed up irreversibly and if she goes back to her old ways, she dies.
She will go back anyway, she can’t withstand the pressure and has no coping skills-but that’s what this whine was about. Maybe she should throw herself into her religion instead of just using the garments as a way to cover fat. Muslims do believe life is a test and you have to improve-she might as well go all in. It’s really all she has now, at least as long as she’s in Kuwait, and it’s as good a way for a messed up person to cope as any.
She won’t though.
When her grandmother died she actually didn’t seem to care much. She was with her mother, constantly asking about food, then after the death going straight to Nader’s for drugs.
All of her coping mechanisms are gone. No drugs, no sex, no exhibitionism, no VIBs to text, no mirrors to pretend she’s beautiful in, and the biggest-no food. She’s all alone contemplating her wasted life and death and the way she treated people, and is phrasing it as grief for Grandmother. But it’s really grief for herself because she doesn’t really care about people. In her dim brain she realizes she messed up irreversibly and if she goes back to her old ways, she dies.
She will go back anyway, she can’t withstand the pressure and has no coping skills-but that’s what this whine was about. Maybe she should throw herself into her religion instead of just using the garments as a way to cover fat. Muslims do believe life is a test and you have to improve-she might as well go all in. It’s really all she has now, at least as long as she’s in Kuwait, and it’s as good a way for a messed up person to cope as any.
She won’t though.