Emily Rose Youcis / @realemilyyoucis / "Pistachio Girl", creator of Alfred Alfer - e-famous animator, neo-nazi sperg who wants to be raped by Aryan men, peanut vendor

[BrunoMattei]

Emily deserves some credit for predicting idubbbz and Anisa in this comic years before they got to this story arc.

Fucking spot on, is it not?

I'm not trying to come off as an expert on her or anything but I don't think a lot of people "get" that art like this was a direct response to her living in Philadelphia for a number of years. Not sure if she's a native or when she moved or not but in a place like that of course you'd see a horde of danger hairs, soyboys and killer negros. Because it's fucking Philadelphia. It's the city that inspired fucking Eraserhead. That should be on the signs as you approach the city.

 

[Waff]

Seems like theres now a resurgencence in public consciousness about Emily Youcis. The commentary youtuber salty just did a new video going back over her history describing her as "pipelined"

 

[JellyMaggot]

Seems like theres now a resurgencence in public consciousness about Emily Youcis. The commentary youtuber salty just did a new video going back over her history describing her as "pipelined"

Wow, thats wild. I just remembered the series without prompting like 3 days ago and suddenly everyone's talking about it again.
I've been sucked in since, I keep trying to find more information on her. What is it about the animations and face behind it that I find so interesting? I wonder if she's working on anything at the moment, I haven't seen any new animations from her recently nor a lot of content made on her own. The latest creative thing she seems to have uploaded is an anti-jewish skibidi toilet edit...

 

[The Internet Dick]

The commentary youtuber salty just did a new video going back over her history describing her as "pipelined"

Watching Salty's video was something of an ordeal, but grant he is a more even-handed critic of Emily Youcis and her work than most I've seen. His pipeline theory to explain the way her political views veered to far-Right extremes is off the mark, in my view. Human beings have agency. We make conscious choices. Emily believes what she believes for the same reason most people believe what they believe: because those beliefs help her make sense of the world. I don't agree with her views but also don't contest her right to hold them. You do you, Nazi girl.

I've seen most of Youcis' publicly available animation, I think. What I see (for the most part) is a severely traumatized but enormously talented woman working out her trauma through her art. Her lack of creative output over the last few years is easily explicable. Last I heard, she has two young kids. They take up all her time and energy. Most parents can relate.

I hope when Youcis starts working again she focuses on the creative rather than the political. No one wants to watch Nazi agitprop. What would be good is if we could see in her work evidence of growth, sanity, and healing, all of her demons beaten.

 

[AnOminous]

Seems like theres now a resurgencence in public consciousness about Emily Youcis. The commentary youtuber salty just did a new video going back over her history describing her as "pipelined"

What a bunch of bullshit, calling her the "worst artist" on Newgrounds of all places. She was actually so sui generis nobody even associates her with Newgrounds who remembers her. Alfred Alfer was awesome. Whoever this faggot is should neck.

 

[JellyMaggot]

Watching Salty's video was something of an ordeal, but grant he is a more even-handed critic of Emily Youcis and her work than most I've seen. His pipeline theory to explain the way her political views veered to far-Right extremes is off the mark, in my view. Human beings have agency. We make conscious choices. Emily believes what she believes for the same reason most people believe what they believe: because those beliefs help her make sense of the world. I don't agree with her views but also don't contest her right to hold them. You do you, Nazi girl.

I've seen most of Youcis' publicly available animation, I think. What I see (for the most part) is a severely traumatized but enormously talented woman working out her trauma through her art. Her lack of creative output over the last few years is easily explicable. Last I heard, she has two young kids. They take up all her time and energy. Most parents can relate.

I hope when Youcis starts working again she focuses on the creative rather than the political. No one wants to watch Nazi agitprop. What would be good is if we could see in her work evidence of growth, sanity, and healing, all of her demons beaten.

While looking into her, I found this article discussing an interview where she told the story of her movement towards white nationalism. This first bit stuck out to me:

Youcis began by discussing her early years living in a “diverse area” — a phrase she said in a tone of voice meant to mock the stereotypical Jewish accent. She claims to have been bullied for a number of years as a child, and had few friends. Much of this abuse, she claims, was directed at her because she was one of the few white students in her class. She said that she remembers hating herself “for being white” as a result.

She also said she had a “deep, deep longing” for her own “culture” and “roots,” but was taught by the “Jew-constructed media” that she had none. “From a young age, the Jews got me good,” she explained.

Now I'm no social scientist, but a real lack of belonging from an early age being tied to minorities + her tendency to fantasize about power seem like they make for the perfect recipient of more extreme and hateful ideologies. Reminds me of the path Gypsy Crusader reportedly went down, but with deeper roots in her childhood experiences of powerlessness.

Old habits die hard I guess

 

[Sicko Hunter]

Human beings have agency. We make conscious choices. Emily believes what she believes for the same reason most people believe what they believe: because those beliefs help her make sense of the world. I don't agree with her views but also don't contest her right to hold them. You do you, Nazi girl.

This is just my opinion but I always thought Emily became a Nazi because she desperately wanted approval and acceptance from a group of people. She's obviously a broken person who just wants someone to love her and she was already part of an edgy internet subculture (Newgrounds is full of edgelords) so the jump to Nazi's wasn't that big of a leap.

 

[AnOminous]

This is just my opinion but I always thought Emily became a Nazi because she desperately wanted approval and acceptance from a group of people. She's obviously a broken person who just wants someone to love her and she was already part of an edgy internet subculture (Newgrounds is full of edgelords) so the jump to Nazi's wasn't that big of a leap.

And the obvious fact her psyche was shattered at an early age probably by being molested. It comes out very clearly in the Alfred Alfer videos.

 

[Anti Snigger]

I made the mistake of putting on Josh's stream on her as background noise a couple of weeks ago, forgot, and was essentially MKUltra'd by Alfred Alfer

 

[Get the rope Macaulay!]

going to barge in and say that calling people Nazis for mocking minorities was always a big thing with people online, you can listen to stuff from way back in '06 with people attacking even jews with the label for daring to mock sacred cows (non-whites/jews/gays) and it was mostly mocked by the online crowd. it literally only took hold in the 2nd half of 2016, people forget that even the berniebros were shittalking blacks and overdosing on dog whistles back then.

Plus ironically enough nazis have the most freedom. Look at TERFs, its still mostly woke gate keeping outside of a fringe group you're allowed to hate. but nazis can say or do whatever they want. They're the most free.

 

[Sicko Hunter]

Plus ironically enough nazis have the most freedom. Look at TERFs, its still mostly woke gate keeping outside of a fringe group you're allowed to hate. but nazis can say or do whatever they want. They're the most free.

lol what? "Nazi's" are forced to remain anonymous online and use highly demonized fringe websites because they are banned from all major mainstream platforms. If you don't do that you will be fired and publicly shamed. What kind of freedom is that?

 

[Sammich]

lol what? "Nazi's" are forced to remain anonymous online and use highly demonized fringe websites because they are banned from all major mainstream platforms. If you don't do that you will be fired and publicly shamed. What kind of freedom is that?

I might be putting my own spin on his comments, so my apologies if I am. But I think he meant more as far as groups go, you aren't gonna get kicked out of "nazi" group for maybe misspeaking about a group of people. As far as online neon natsees it's a pretty diverse group, lol.

 

[2020chan]

I'm not trying to come off as an expert on her or anything but I don't think a lot of people "get" that art like this was a direct response to her living in Philadelphia for a number of years. Not sure if she's a native or when she moved or not but in a place like that of course you'd see a horde of danger hairs, soyboys and killer negros. Because it's fucking Philadelphia. It's the city that inspired fucking Eraserhead. That should be on the signs as you approach the city.

I'm surprised there aren't more "nazis" coming out of Philadelphia. Total dystopia.

Youcis began by discussing her early years living in a “diverse area” — a phrase she said in a tone of voice meant to mock the stereotypical Jewish accent. She claims to have been bullied for a number of years as a child, and had few friends. Much of this abuse, she claims, was directed at her because she was one of the few white students in her class. She said that she remembers hating herself “for being white” as a result.

Being a white girl/woman especially growing up in a black area, going to a predominantly black school, feeling like an outsider, being hit on by dudes you're not interested in and hated by the girls for getting the guys attention, really sucks. And Emily has big boobs too so you know they never left her alone. At least when a black kid is at a white school, they have the entire media telling them "you have culture, you're beautiful like a godess, white people caused all of your problems" but for white kids stuck somewhere they don't fit in, they are told "the reason all the people surrounding you hate you, is because they should".

Emily had two paths, start getting knocked up early and grow that verity pack family or become a nazi.

Ok not necessarily become a nazi but looking at it from the lefts perspective, if you don't fuck black dudes you are a nazi so by their standards a lot of us are nazis.

 

[Cedric_Eff]

I’m guessing she hasn’t made any bit of animation at all?

 

[Sicko Hunter]

It seems like a pretty big stretch to say she became a Nazi because black guys hit on her in school.

 

[lindsayfan]

The latest creative thing she seems to have uploaded is an anti-jewish skibidi toilet edit...

lolol

This is just my opinion but I always thought Emily became a Nazi because she desperately wanted approval and acceptance from a group of people.

that's likely true to some degree for everyone who gets super into these kind of identity movements but, as nutty as emily is, i still think we should just take her beliefs at face value: she had shitty experiences with nonwhites, generalized those, and now believes in some sacred mystified "whiteness" (or... whatever she actually believes).

it's not clear to me emily ever fully realized her creative gifts but she's far from being the only eccentric, talented person who has an unconventional belief system... it's just that her beliefs happen to be super-duper forbidden in mainstream usa discourse. if she was into aliens or whatever "pink light" thing philip k dick believed she'd probably have Adult Swim credits on imdb by now

It seems like a pretty big stretch to say she became a Nazi because black guys hit on her in school.

i'm enjoying this discussion & don't want to sidetrack it but i will just say that direct experiences during formative years can and do make people hate other races.

 

[Vida]

Seems like theres now a resurgencence in public consciousness about Emily Youcis. The commentary youtuber salty just did a new video going back over her history describing her as "pipelined"

 

[You're MDNWU]

i will just say that direct experiences during formative years can and do make people hate other races.

Quickest way to hate blacks is to move in their area and be surrounded by them.

As a white kid in predominantly black schools, you'll either pick up pattern recognition immediately or become a wigger to fit in. I'm sure it's only gotten worse these days now that they all want to record any and everything for attention.

 

[Punished Puck]

so im guessing her rapist was jewish and thats why shes an insane nazi?

 

[Pomniman]

Now I'm no social scientist, but a real lack of belonging from an early age being tied to minorities + her tendency to fantasize about power seem like they make for the perfect recipient of more extreme and hateful ideologies. Reminds me of the path Gypsy Crusader reportedly went down, but with deeper roots in her childhood experiences of powerlessness.

I just want to say you're a complete faggot for talking like this, especially on this site. In general I find that people who think of themselves as altruistic and well-adjusted tend to be the biggest hypocrites of all and those who gravitate towards the absolute fringes of society as far away from anything socially acceptable, trendy, or mainstream as possible are contrarily more pure no matter what kinds of wacky things they believe in or which hypothetical past present or future genocides they support. All political ideologies are basically completely retarded when you dissect them, but that's beside the point.