Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

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update post from u/mphoenixx
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1 year and 7 months post stage 1 RFF (Chen and Buncke Clinic)

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Such manly hips

u/Sea-Lost looks like she's holding a sausage against her crotch.
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1 month post-op

It looks like if you twist it, it will come right off.

 

[sheepworldvizor]

They are dead-looking because they are simply so poorly oxygenated, i.e. well on their way of actually becoming dead rather than just dead-looking. Remember that according to one of few studies out there about phalloplasty dicks, 50% fail/will fail within a 5 year time period?

Please can someone link to pics of any of the fully failed rdogs? Do they post them once it’s dropped off or is that not allowed?

 

[Peaches Demure]

Please can someone link to pics of any of the fully failed rdogs? Do they post them once it’s dropped off or is that not allowed?

There are plenty in this thread. I suggest you read it from the beginning all the way to the end. Here's one example of a failed rot dog from further back in the thread.

 

[batteredpancakes]

u/Particular-Floor-322 is 4 years post op
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But the interesting part of her post is her description. She's talking about getting troubling dreams involving her phallus including incest with her female cousin and watching her aunt give a blowjob to someone.

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4 years post-op in January. Very pleased with me penis. Just had phalloplasty, no scrotoplasty, no hysterectomy, no vaginectomy, no ul, no nerve hookup. My sensation is surprisingly good and first started with pain and then expanded to more pleasurable feelings.

My issue is I've been having very troubling dreams about my penis. The most recent and bothersome one is horrible and really is messing with my head. Essentially I dreamed that I was in this room, in bed and my aunt came in and started giving a male relative that was not my uncle, a blow job. Then Essentially my afab queer cousin was next to me in bed and basically started touching my natal genitalia. My thought the whole time was "ong I hope she doesn't see my penis" and so I was trying to hide it in the crease of my thigh.

It was super troubling. I've never had an incest dream before and I have no idea what could have inspired it but do wonder if it has more to do with the hiding my penis component as opposed to something more. Next week I am going on vacation with my immediate family and I will be wearing a swimsuit (usually wear skin tight short shorts to enhance the bulge but got something more discreet since I'll be around my niece and family).

Ultimately, i never told my family I got a dick. They knew I was having multiple surgeries for like 2 years but thought it was for an unrelated issue so nobody except my partner, doctors and friends know. So I guess keeping this secret is somehow troubling me in my sleep and my brain is crafting these weird dreams to process?

Have you had troubling penis dreams? Have you kept your penis secret from your family? Any dream analysis buffs have another interpretation? Thanks for listening. Have a good one.

Dreams of hiding her phallus when she's intentionally hid these surgeries from her family? Sounds like she's embarrassed.

EDIT: Her current life is a bit of a mess.

Spoiler: post on r/selfharm

Tw self harm and suicidal ideation. Post is too long to fit, so the rest of the story will be in the comments.

Everything has gone to shit. I used to self harm from ages 12 to 20, cutting was my preferred method. I had to get stitches multiple times. Was in the hospital multiple times. On dozens of psych meds. Received a lot of bogus diagnoses. I think a lot of my angst stemmed from puberty and being nonbinary in a binary world.

Then I met my partner. We fell in love. We've been together 17 years. I found myself. I realized I could live the life I had always dreamed. Things were great, we were always having fun and enjoying each other's company. We have similar interests, friends, world view points, we love traveling and trying new things together. As the years passed we grew closer and closer together. Life seemed like everything I ever wanted. We have a house, a car, two dogs, a turtle. We're married.

I had surgeries so my body could reflect what I feel inside. My partner supported me through all this. About 3 years ago I started struggling with anxiety during an 8 stage surgical process. I was put on psych meds for the first time in decades due to the stress of the 2 year surgical process. I gained like 50lbs. My sex drive basically became nonexistent due to the surgical recovery and medication depressed sex drive. It was at this point, I later learned, that my partner started feeling like I couldn't give her what she needed sexually or emotionally... but she never communicated this with me.

I stopped my meds this summer because I could no longer afford them. Since then I've lost 50lbs and my sex drive has ramped up to need a release at least 3x a day. We were closer than we'd been before. And then suddenly out of the blue she casually dropped this bomb last month. She has multiple committed online boyfriends that she loves and is in emotional and sexual internet relationships with them for the last 2 years. There's at least 4 guys, but 2 primary ones. They live internationally. She wants to meet them.

She says she loves me but because of my supposed neglect she loves me less and that I can't meet all her needs. She wants me to accept this dynamic, her boyfriends and their relationships. She wants to be together, with me, and continue what she has with these guys. The options are to accept this new open relationship or leave. It's confusing because if she had told me before she started these relationships, I am 100% certain I would have given my consent. We briefly and consensual opened our relationship for a year in 2008 but boundaries were crossed so that was short lived after we both got hurt.But what really gets me is that she just straight-up lied to me and deceived me for like 600 days straight. Each day, hiding pictures and conversations in a secret password protected folder, deleting messages, going out of her way to live this secret double life. It just feels like I've been conned. I feel lost...

Spoiler: Another post on r/infidelity about the relationship

2 months ago my partner of 17 years confessed to me that she had multiple online friends for 2 years who she had been sexting and sharing nudes and sexual videos with it. I was surprised she didn't tell me earlier but at the time viewed it as more masturbatory than anything else.

Then a week later she confessed that they were her boyfriends and that she loved them too. She said she realized she was poly and wanted to be in an open relationship. 15 years prior we had been in an open relationship so I wasn't opposed to the idea.

I tried the open relationship thing for a month before realizing I just wasn't cool with her continuing to have a sexual, romantic and loving relationship with her partners so I asked her to refrain from sexual and romantic relations and just be "platonic lovers." That lasted a few days before they started texting about kissing, hugging and touching her... which she told me and showed me and she rebuffed their advances and reminded them that they were just friends.

A week later I found out that she had intended to send them sexual memes but had accidentally sent them to her moms private Instagram account as well as her SHARED work account. I was incredibly pissed because I felt like it violated her agreement to not be sexual. We fought.

Fast forward to this week, on Wednesday morning I had a dream that something more serious was going on with the boyfriends. I woke up Thursday and asked her if anything was going on. She was very snarky and short with me, but blamed it on her quitting tobacco so I gas light myself into thinking my dream was just a dream and not a premonition.

Then yesterday the bomb dropped. Apparently she has sent her "lovers" AKA online fucking romance scammers over $120k out of her private investment account, using more than half her inheritance. She's been sending them a minimum of $5k a week, which is literally what we live on in like a month or more. The guys live in India and tunisa where the average annual salary is $4k so she literally made these dudes millionaires in their respective countries. She paid for motorcycles, cell phones, visas, schooling, flights, lodging, settled family debts, etc.

Needless to say I lost it. I told her to get in the car immediately and drove her to the bus station. She begged me not to leave her. I called my mom who told me I wasn't raised to be vindictive and spiteful so I offered her an ultimatum.

1. Cut all communications immediately and block on social media
2. Delete all social media apps since she obviously has issues with boundaries and separating fact from fiction
3. Immediately tell her parents about the multiple boyfriends and loss of half of her inheritance
4. Let me read the communications with the scammers
5. Show me your financial statements
6. Cover all our expenses for the next 3 to 5 years to make up for the time that I supported her entirely while she was sugar mama-ing it up
7. Let me check your phone once a week to make sure you're maintaining your promise

She immediately sent the scammers messages saying they were done and she blocked them. She told her parents who stated that she was obviously scammed and that something similar happened to their friend and they support her and her trying to work it out with me. She showed me the conversations, most of which had been conveniently deleted but what I did see was messages from the guys begging for more money and stating that they'd be sleeping on street benches if she didn't help. Financial records showed $5k transfers multiple times a week so she was obviously providing for a lot more than she's disclosed but I guess it doesn't really matter. She said she would get 3 jobs to recoup the funds. The only thing she hasn't yet done is delete the social media apps.

It's been 24 hours since this went down. I'm really struggling. I know she's the victim of a scam but she's still so brainwashed and thinks it's love... but I am appreciative of the steps she is trying to make to move forward. This morning she woke me up with morning sex which I love. She's been being kinder than she has ever been since the original disclosure to months ago.

The trickle truth component of everything just makes me wonder what else. Like who even knows what else she's hiding? How could she live this double life for so long? How could she think online relationships with romance scammers are love? How could she literally waste more money than we spend in years in less than 12 months? How could she think multiple transactions a week was normal?

All the men are Muslim men from 3rd world countries who are 10-15 years younger than her so I feel like it's this power thing too combined with a white savior complex and tbh, I don't know what else. It's just all very troubling. I feel so lost.

TLDR:

• Self harmed from 12-20 and was on psyche meds during this time
• went on psyche meds again during phalloplasty due to the stress, gained 50lbs as a result
• Has been with current girlfriend for 17 years,
• Girlfriend causally tells her one day that she has multiple online boyfriends and wants to meet them. Boyfriends are all muslim scammers who have conned the GF out of 120k.
• Girlfriend initally tells op to accept this or the relationship is over. Other post has her begging for forgiveness so idk.

 

[WTBOnlineFather]

Next week I am going on vacation with my immediate family and I will be wearing a swimsuit (usually wear skin tight short shorts to enhance the bulge but got something more discreet since I'll be around my niece and family).

Ultimately, i never told my family I got a dick.

LMAO the outcome of this will be funny as hell. I'll be praying for an update.

 

[Mad_Dog]

u/Particular-Floor-322 is 4 years post op
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But the interesting part of her post is her description. She's talking about getting troubling dreams involving her phallus including incest with her female cousin and watching her aunt give a blowjob to someone.

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They take dick pics in a way no man would ever take. It looks like she's lifting her skirt to show her panties.

 

[Peaches Demure]

@batteredpancakes Great find!

I suspect much (most?) of this is not true or stretching the truth, especially when making statements like this:

I stopped my meds this summer because I could no longer afford them.

So she can afford an 8-step(!) surgical series to get a rot dog, but she can't afford garden variety psych meds (likely SSRIs)? I call bullshit on that. Also her family doesn't know she got the 'dog? Unless they're estranged to the point of not talking even on social media, yeah, I call bullshit on that too. This chick lies like a horse gallops.

 

[Slideshow Bill]

3 year SRS UPDATE (uploaded July 16 2023)

• He apologizes to “the SRS community” for saying that he regrets the surgery, really he just regrets the technique/method.
• Says he can still get the colon (pronounced wrong) surgery, which he thinks is the newest one (I’m pretty sure PPT is newer), “there’s so much more good things about that type of surgery”.
• Does not regret the surgery at all, had no choice, couldn’t live with a penis anymore, typical 'no regrets' speech.
• This is the wild part:

Is he ESL? When he says some words, it's like he never heard them pronounced out loud and is just guessing or he learned them phonetically.

 

[Peaches Demure]

Balloon knot puss dude is also upset about a transphobic article published by someone at his former college and wants to know how he can take action, seeing as he's in a "unique position" as a "trans alumni":

“No matter how advanced trans pharmaceuticals and surgeries become, the biological reality of man and woman cannot be abolished; the natural limitations of God’s Creation cannot be transcended. The attempt to do so will elicit the same heartbreak and alienation captured in the final scene of Mary Shelley’s novel: the hulking monster, shunned by society and betrayed by his father, filled with despair and drifting off into the ice floes—a symbol of the consequence of Promethean hubris.”

You gotta admit, that shit's funny as fuck.

https://www.reddit.com/r/trans/comments/17gar1n/my_college_just_released_a_vile_article_about/

 

[Fapcop]

LMAO the outcome of this will be funny as hell. I'll be praying for an update.

LMAO indeed!

I’d never thought I’d say this but, GOOD ON YOU SHITSKIN SCAMMERS!

The money they scammed from this troon/lesbo couple would probably have gone towards gender suit anyways.

They really hit a goldmine with this one. And so did we it seems, fellow kiwis!

 

[neverendingmidi]

Balloon knot puss dude is also upset about a transphobic article published by someone at his former college and wants to know how he can take action, seeing as he's in a "unique position" as a "trans alumni":

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“No matter how advanced trans pharmaceuticals and surgeries become, the biological reality of man and woman cannot be abolished; the natural limitations of God’s Creation cannot be transcended. The attempt to do so will elicit the same heartbreak and alienation captured in the final scene of Mary Shelley’s novel: the hulking monster, shunned by society and betrayed by his father, filled with despair and drifting off into the ice floes—a symbol of the consequence of Promethean hubris.”

You gotta admit, that shit's funny as fuck.

https://www.reddit.com/r/trans/comments/17gar1n/my_college_just_released_a_vile_article_about/

It's even funnier because Hillsdale College is a Catholic college. My dad went there because he got a discount for being Catholic. They still send newsletters which show they're still pretty conservative.At the time (back in the dark ages of the 60s/70s), the teachers were all monks or whatever the novice monks are called. It was, back then, in the middle of farmlands, some of which they owned. My dad said there were students from poorer, rural families that half-paid for their fees by working on the college's farms. Mixing up colleges. Either way it's a Christian college. Seeing them not supporting trannies is kind of a given if they're not totally pozzed.

 

[DDR Yoga]

Elephant Dick is a very specific abdo phallo where the skin was cut high up on her belly... because it was going to be "lowered into place". As it healed it curled up like a cooked shrimp, looking kind of like an elephant trunk. I believe the surgeon was Cetrulo? Something like that. A decent meme of it below:

Any idea how one would go about lowering a penis? Since it's not a sew-on wrist-pisser, I'm imagining the surgeon just sort of thumbing it downwards, like an air pocket on a screen protector, but that doesn't seem feasible either.

 

[neverendingmidi]

Any idea how one would go about lowering a penis? Since it's not a sew-on wrist-pisser, I'm imagining the surgeon just sort of thumbing it downwards, like an air pocket on a screen protector, but that doesn't seem feasible either.

"Allegedy" the surgeon was going to basically cut chunks of their gunt out, pulling the remaining flesh and rotdog downwards.

This was a Cetrulo special, and apparently no one has had a successful full procedure.

 

[Hepativore]

I just had another horrible thought...

How long will it be before we have instructor-led group dilation classes for troons at hospitals or rec centers much like Lamaze classes?

 

[BurningBitch]

"Allegedy" the surgeon was going to basically cut chunks of their gunt out, pulling the remaining flesh and rotdog downwards.

This was a Cetrulo special, and apparently no one has had a successful full procedure.

This reminds me a shitton of LASIK, people who get their fucking cornea opened by a ''doctor'' and then complain about nerves intertwining on themselves and causing extreme neurological pain. Is there an example of that too in these procedures outside of the necrosis along with other shit like open wounds?

 

[HalfPricedAmHoleBuffet]

I just had another horrible thought...

How long will it be before we have instructor-led group dilation classes for troons at hospitals or rec centers much like Lamaze classes?

Well now I’m just imagining those workshops feminists did in like the 60’s or whatever where women would squat over a mirror to get acquainted with themselves, but it’s just a bunch of men with moobs and ballsack lips sobbing in horror with deep voices.

Life saving stuff, people!

 

[batteredpancakes]

Would someone be kind enough to bring me up to speed on the elephant penis?

Most of the trendy appendages in this thread are sewn on like an extra pocket on a cardigan but the elephant penis seems to be some kind of extension of the stomach. I presume a different technique was used.

And was there any explanation given as to why it starts at the navel? There's about 3 inches of pubic shrubbery between trunk and funk.

The ElephantDicks are a Dr. Cetrulo Special. It's called Delayed Abdominal Phalloplasty.
Notable victims are:

• ElephantDick (asher, unapologetictransguy, cryolophosaurus666)
• u/xeroform22
• u/Sudden-Diamond-6965 ( Link | Archive)
• u/ratwater, u/Sufficient_Ease76 (Link | Archive)
• u/TheCatInGrey
• u/46289374839
• u/alexstergrowly

They're all have been mentioned here but it's hard to find and I don't have the time rn.

The advantage claimed by Cetrulo is that it would preserve sensation by using nerves from the abdomen. He would create the phallus where those nerves are then slowly pull the phallus downward every few months till it sits in the correct position.
First surgery would prep the stomach. 2nd surgery would create the phallus and a huge chunk would have no skin.

Spoiler: open flesh on phallus

He would claim that new skin would grow over this area. What actually happens is scar tissue forms and since scar tissue is tighter and less elastic than skin it would cause the phallus to pull towards one side.

Spoiler: curly boi

Further surgeries are supposed to slowly pull the phallus downward and correct the angle, then add UL and finally adding the glans, faux scrotum and implants. So far no one has gotten through the surgeries till completion. Most of them are at around 6ish surgeries and the phallus is still high and I don't think any have had UL hooked up yet.

Because he pulls the skin downward with each surgery, what happens is that the navel gets pulled down with it so these girls end up with a belly button at their hip level.
This is ElephantDick at her last stage before deciding to have a complete redo.

Spoiler: mess

Oh and ElephantDick has pointed out that she has zero sensation so the main benefit is false. Some also ended up needing grafts taken from other places so the advantage of less visible scarring ended up being false too. Most are going for redo's with different surgeons and Cetrulo's credibility has tanked.

Cetrulo is actually an extremely successful surgeon before this. He did hand and face transplant work. I'm guessing he loves to experiment which is why he switched to phalloplasty and came up with this own method.

 

[Sparkling Yuzu]

They are dead-looking because they are simply so poorly oxygenated, i.e. well on their way of actually becoming dead rather than just dead-looking.

Some enterprising poon should should make a hyperbaric oxygen chamber for rotdogs. Instead of your whole body, you just insert the rotdog.

She's talking about getting troubling dreams involving her phallus including incest with her female cousin and watching her aunt give a blowjob to someone.

That reminds me of a dream Jordan Peterson admitted to having:

“I dreamed I saw my maternal grandmother sitting by the bank of a swimming pool, that was also a river. In real life, she had been a victim of Alzheimer’s disease, and had regressed, before her death, to a semi-conscious state. In the dream, as well, she had lost her capacity for self-control. Her genital region was exposed, dimly; it had the appearance of a thick mat of hair. She was stroking herself, absent-mindedly. She walked over to me, with a handful of pubic hair, compacted into something resembling a large artist’s paint-brush. She pushed this at my face. I raised my arm, several times, to deflect her hand; finally, unwilling to hurt her, or interfere with her any farther, I let her have her way. She stroked my face with the brush, gently, and said, like a child, “isn’t it soft?” I looked at her ruined face and said, “yes, Grandma, it’s soft.”

― Jordan B. Peterson, Maps of Meaning: The Architecture of Belief

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• went on psyche meds again during phalloplasty due to the stress, gained 50lbs as a result

Most psych meds make you gain weight when on them, not going off them. The only one I can think of that would do that is Wellbutrin and amphetamines like Adderall.

 

[Apustajan apustaja]

There are plenty in this thread. I suggest you read it from the beginning all the way to the end. Here's one example of a failed rot dog from further back in the thread.

That looks rather horrifying, but she might still land a job as a naughty garden gnome.

 

[BurningBitch]

''They are dead-looking because they are simply so poorly oxygenated, i.e. well on their way of actually becoming dead rather than just dead-looking. Remember that according to one of few studies out there about phalloplasty dicks, 50% fail/will fail within a 5 year time period? When they make these armbar dicks (LOL I love that term) they take one artery and one vein and expect those to provide the entire rot flopper with oxygenated blood. Also remember thread feature creature Stump Dick who kinked her one and only rot dog artery while sleeping(?) and the entire thing just went into necrosis immediately? That's why these broads need to keep the 'dog propped up at a 90 degree angle for so long following surgery; if their one artery fails, it's near-instant necrosis, and if the vein fails, they begin to bloat... swelling slowly with fluid until the structure gives out and they need emergency surgery on it to have it drained/reconstructed.''

Good analogy. Sorry, couldn't quote it entirely.