Jerry Peet / Lily Orchard / Lily Peet / Valkyrstudios / Bhaalspawn / Tara Callie / "Mod Ebara" - Sociopath writer of pedophile fanfiction and cartoon reviews, faked getting raped to force a divorce, then mobbed and gaslit their ex off Tumblr, satanist neoliberal of the MovieSlob variety, also wants to fuck dogs and/or pokemon

[Devil-Man]

Random Patreon update.
https://www.patreon.com/posts/small-update-96013153

And a bunch of long overdue Discord updates.

 

[Son Goku Baku]

Random Patreon update.
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"This topic has been banned from the server. But you all still have to support me on my video where I talk about it. The only one allowed to talk about it is me."

 

[ÁchtunaRoll]

Embezzling Arc Continues

Link Provided




In Other News:

Spoiler: Poppy's Statement

Link (Archive)

 

[SimpleSimpson]

I never understood Lily’s “Every accusation is a confession” statement. So if a child comes out about their abuse, are they the abuser?

 

[teriyakiburns]

I never understood Lily’s “Every accusation is a confession” statement. So if a child comes out about their abuse, are they the abuser?

Ironically, it's his confession of his own behaviour. He accuses others of the things he has done in an attempt to muddy the waters and deflect from his own wrongdoing. A common abuser tactic is to declare that everyone else is the real abuser, while he's merely the innocent, put-upon victim of their projective accusations.

 

[ShiftyBoi]

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Have not kept up with Courtney, is the stuff about not refunding donations true? If so, that looks pretty bad.

Also yeah where did the money for moving Mikail go?

Ironically, it's his confession of his own behaviour. He accuses others of the things he has done in an attempt to muddy the waters and deflect from his own wrongdoing. A common abuser tactic is to declare that everyone else is the real abuser, while he's merely the innocent, put-upon victim of their projective accusations.

This guy's got it.
A simple "no u" catchphrase to hammer into her fans heads in case they ever read something she doesn't want to.

 

[starborn427614]

I never understood Lily’s “Every accusation is a confession” statement. So if a child comes out about their abuse, are they the abuser?

It's the new, hip political gotcha that both sides love to throw out to deflect actual criticism.

 

[ÁchtunaRoll]

is the stuff about not refunding donations true?

Courtney has had at least one proper donation page for when they was jobless for all of 2 days. She deleted the page quickly. It only raised an eyebrow from me at the time. The other donations are through her Kofi page. Both were billed as helping Batman her cat. Refunding donations I can’t remember ever being mentioned. Feels like a ‘No u’ situation.

https://archive.ph/ki5As

I keep a close eye on Court when it comes to money and public donations since that’s a red flag for me. If it’s true I’ll find out and correct myself.
ETA: A single anon asked for money back. Nothing came of it. Lily is just upset.


Meanwhile

https://archive.ph/iZsYv

She is upset at all the CLACK CLACK CLACKING Don't think she appreciates the jokes or the art.
ETA: Very Upset

Here that vultures? She bought a screen dimmer and a quiet keyboard so you can't make CLACK CLACK CLACK jokes!

Speaking of, Get ready Shifty. More madhouse to come.

https://archive.ph/UP0rP

Spoiler: Full Image

 

[Duine In Cudromach]

Ironically, it's his confession of his own behaviour. He accuses others of the things he has done in an attempt to muddy the waters and deflect from his own wrongdoing. A common abuser tactic is to declare that everyone else is the real abuser, while he's merely the innocent, put-upon victim of their projective accusations.

It's called confession by projection and yeah, it's used by people who have done Not Good Things or have Not Good Thoughts to accuse everybody around them.

Lily likely picked it up from The Alt-Right Playbook she likes to cite, in the rule 'accuse the other side of what you are guilty of'. (Ironically, The Alt-Right Playbook is itself just a rebranding of Saul Alinksy's Rules for Radicals, itself being an example of confession by projection by, well, accusing the other side of doing what Alinsky told leftist radicals to do.)

The purpose is to force your accuser into a defensive position, taking time and energy from the accusations against you while forcing them to disprove an unfalsifiable statement; you don't have to provide any proof of your accusation, while they now have to prove a negative... which they can't.

On a different note:

Jesus Christ.

Mikaila holy shit please look at some actual human beings. Don't trace over them, figure out how anatomy works. Everything about this is triggering my uncanny valley senses. This is not a human being. This is an alien in a skin suit.

 

[ÁchtunaRoll]

Also yeah where did the money for moving Mikail go?

I was going to give her this desk arc. It’s too small to harp on. She bought a desk, who cares? But still she’s being untruthful. Over something this small. I can’t believe it.

The gossip blogs are more thorough.
An anon asks a good question

Stupid question: How does she have that screenshot if the desk is delivered? Like, that ask is clearly from today, most Amazon pages for past orders list them as delivered.
I dunno, maybe there's a step I'm missing here, but that screenshot shouldn't be possible now and why would she screenshot that in November?

Spoiler: Desks

https://archive.ph/t6vPp

https://archive.ph/ne5Cx

ETA:

Both desks are 100 or so CAD. I don't know why you needed to lie about this? The desk you bought for your wife was 150 CAD.

 

[masterpiece]

mikhaila's art style turned into anime so gradually i didn't even notice

(notice how the upper eye lid and bottom don't connect)

 

[ÁchtunaRoll]

Lily stepping out of her bubble, and remembers why she never leaves her bubble.

 

[ShiftyBoi]

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Lily stepping out of her bubble, and remembers why she never leaves her bubble.

People are just openly telling her to shut up now, this is what true progress looks like.

Also....

 

[Devil-Man]

Video scripting stream is starting.

https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2028120986

 

[ShiftyBoi]

While this stream was going on something retarded happened.

https://archive.li/KWMcE

If you weren't worried about it you wouldn't give this ask the time of day.

Video scripting stream is starting.
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2028120986

An entire stream dedicated to gushing about Spy X Family and babus. Pinch me.
This is the only thing she likes that isn't from before 2012. All her tastes end at Mass Effect 3 I swear.

The only reason she likes this show is because all the characters are written to be comically stupid, so it's easy for her to understand them. I'm not even kidding.


*ahem*


After she's done with her script she switches over to mass effect, and we see she has gotten rid of Mikail's art on her desktop and replaced it with Ren's. Poetry in motion.

Will go into further detail later, gaming streams are typically very boring when she's by herself.

 

[ÁchtunaRoll]

This has no lead up. She may have begun this line of thought in the stream otherwise this came right out of no where.

It is no less alarming

She says she is seeing things dart from the corner of her eye. Hearing voices.


This better not be her new lie for attention, Lily.

In other news:

She goes off about vegans and non vegans fighting. It’s a lot of nothing.

She admits she’s a shit cook. Sorry Mikay. She’ll learn to cook tofu.

 

[Duine In Cudromach]

It might be for attention but if it turns out she's schizophrenic it wouldn't exactly come as a shock.

Vegan food

I can't speak for everybody but the reason I hate the vegan food they sell in the supermarket is that it's upmarked trash convincing people that because it says 'vegan' it means it's healthier for you. Most processed vegan products are just as bad if not worse for you than the processed meat a few doors over, using a lot of artificial additives in order to simulate textures and flavors you aren't getting out of pure plant products, and it's distributed by corporations who are preying on people that jumped on a bandwagon.

Most people, of course, just have a negative knee-jerk reaction because their interaction with vegans is almost always the militant self-righteous kind and not the mellow hippie kind. When you have people who judge you because you had the gall to order a chicken sandwich and not Impossible slop you start hating the concept at face value.

Tofu

This is such dumb petty shit I don't know why it triggered me and yet:

You also know she's never actually had tofu because it is tasteless (at least, the stuff we get internationally, but I doubt Lily's imported cold-packed fresh tofu from Japan for some reason). That's part of the selling point. It tastes like nothing and is meant to absorb the flavors of what you cook it in. But that only goes so far and if you don't like the (equally bland) texture, then no amount of soaking it in beef tallow is going to make it a pleasant experience.

 

[masterpiece]

lily i know youre autistic and dont leave the house but in real life its really rude to talk about stranger's parents issues

love that she goes on and on about "normal people" and "i go outside and talk to people" but she completely fails interactions outside her bubble and gets people telling her to shut up

 

[ÁchtunaRoll]

lily i know youre autistic and dont leave the house but in real life its really rude to talk about stranger's parents issues

If this is how she acts around strangers I wonder what she says about her enemies.

Or a subset of a fandom?

Or how about criticism of her own work?

Stay classy Lilz.
ETA: Expect more Sai reaction videos. She's a vulture flying high.

How mamy more time since the saga started can she throw a Courtney reference into her scripts?

 

[Typical Anime Trap]

This has no lead up. She may have begun this line of thought in the stream otherwise this came right out of no where.

It is no less alarming
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This better not be her new lie for attention, Lily.

I hate to power level but as someone who does experience hallucinations her posts read as very 'I'm 13 and I just discovered what schizophrenia is'.

Her initial response to the anon asking her to review her relationships with the people around her had nothing to do with hallucinations, but I do legitimately think she's also wrong about her point "gaslighting is not known to cause hallucinations'. When I experience hallucinations it's usually because I'm incredibly paranoid. I get scared people are in my home or out to get me and it gets worse if I'm under the influence of any type of depressant. My hallucinations feed my paranoia and make it worse, I hear people talking all around me but no one is there. It's terrifying and it doesn't stop. You know what would make me extremely paranoid? Gaslighting. If I truly felt someone was trying to routinely deny my reality, that would make me extremely paranoid and would lead to hallucinations. I think she's wrong, I think hallucinations can very easily be brought on by gaslighting, I just don't think she has truly experienced either.


Her post describing what she sees/hears only makes her hallucinations seem more fake. I don't know if she legitimately thinks she has hallucinations, but lets give her the benefit of the doubt and say she does. Lot of people think they do when what they are experiencing is something else entirely.

Things darting out of the corner of my eyes,

This could be a visual hallucination but it may also be an underlying symptom of an ocular disease or degeneration. Seeing a paranoia induced entity is much different from seeing a black blob move in the corner of your vision. The 'darting' may be what most people call 'floaters' which are little black and white dots that shoot and float across someones vision, they're rather common and happen with age even if you have 'perfect' vision. I have never truly experienced visual hallucinations (thank god) but I think every paranoid person has seen 'something move' out of the corner of their eyes once or twice.

hearing Strange noises as I'm waking up,

this could be an auditory hallucination or it could simply be her brain trying to wake up. When you're coming out of a state of unconsciousness it's normal for things not to feel or sound right, waking up from deep sleep is disorienting sometimes, but not what I would consider a true auditory hallucination. She also is not describing what she hears at all? And I feel like I just have to point out, if it's scratching in your walls that you hear, Lily, those are rodents.

hearing someone call my name, shit like that.

I've never had auditory hallucinations like this and i cant say she didn't as it's a very common. In fact it's so common it can just be brought on by stress, no underlying disease or mental thing happening. The human brain does a lot of things to help us try to cope and hearing your name when no one was speaking to you is one of those normal things it may do under high stress situations. It's incredibly common especially if you are just waking up, because once again your brain is not at it's full functioning ability.
Over all none of her supposed hallucinations seem to be anything out of the ordinary for someone under stress. Let's face it, Lily is constantly stressed out, does she bring it upon herself? Absolutely, but it doesn't take away from it regardless. If she is truly having these symptoms I'd say the best thing for her would to be to genuinely take like 3 months off of the internet and spend time with her wife. That would probably be the best for her.

But this is Lily, to me this just all reads as 'Stop talking incest, I'm totally not into incest, and don't even think about bringing up why I don't live with my wife despite having the money. Look!!! I have hallucinations, I may be schizophrenic now so u can't hold me accountable to my thoughts or delusions.' I mean how convenient is it that she can just go to the doctor and get some medicine and her paranoia and hallucinations are magically gone forever and don't effect any other aspect of her life or how she behaves and acts around others!!