Hey
@everyone
Fuck it. I'm honestly done playing the game. I'm gonna get back to VRChat streams, talk about weird sex shit, im gonna talk about babyfur shit, i'm gonna be sad and depressed sometimes. I'm gonna produce shit that probably won't have staying power, but I don't know who else to be.
I'm gonna probably keep getting death threats and hate messages, twitter threads devoting hours to hating me, but I'm just so unhappy and I really have nothing left to lose. I'm just really really not doing ok guys. I don't really know how to keep this all together. I wish I cared as much as everyone else about how people spend their time, but I just don't care. How do people spend so much time playing judge, jury, and executioner in the court of public opinion as if anything I do has any bearing on your life or the life of those around you. I don't care which kind of furry porn you masturbate to, I don't care who said what about who, I don't care at all. I'm tired of pretending I give a shit just to prop up opinions that, in truth, I have NEVER thought about. Wear diapers? Yay, im proud of you for find a way to smile for yourself in a nice safe manner. Remove e621 blacklists to jackoff to taboo porn? Awesome, remember to lock your door for some privacy and enjoy your personal time. I really hope you take these messages as very polarizing, letting you make a decision on if you wanna stick around with me or move on. I won't be even remotely offended if you leave, but I ask that you do so without the need to tear others down. If you're still here, its gonna get weird, but I have GOT to stop being so fucking scared now.