Fat Acceptance Movement / Fat Girlcows

I remember Heidi too, and I always wondered what became of her. Give me rainbows, but I want to believe it was infocide, she realised the internet wasn't good for her, and she's somewhere out there tending a garden or petting a dog.
Yes I checked in on her for years, she got way into ridiculous BDSM stuff and her blogs on it made me cringelol. Remember when her father shot himself in the head? It turns out you can't just put a bloody mattress out for the garbage men to take. I pm'd her the name of a crime scene cleanup company and they ended up doing it for her for free because her story was so pathetic (in the pathos sense). She's not a bad sort just weird and sad, but she was a good writer.
 
Yes I checked in on her for years, she got way into ridiculous BDSM stuff and her blogs on it made me cringelol. Remember when her father shot himself in the head? It turns out you can't just put a bloody mattress out for the garbage men to take. I pm'd her the name of a crime scene cleanup company and they ended up doing it for her for free because her story was so pathetic (in the pathos sense). She's not a bad sort just weird and sad, but she was a good writer.
The father who molested her, she says (and for what it's worth, I believe her).

I found the post about her father. And this is why I really do hope she's living her best life Excessively Offline.
 
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Why would you still think Health at Every Size is a good idea after writing all that?
All of that honesty about the terrible consequences of being a deathfat, and how heartbroken she was that she had to resort to WLS, and yet not a single word about food—about what she was eating every goddamned day that got her into that pathetic state. She couldn't be honest about that.

The closest she came to it was at the very beginning, when she said: "WLS is the quick and easy answer! Because altering your eating and drinking habits for the rest of your life couldn’t possibly be something worth a second thought."

She was referring to how one has to alter their eating and drinking habits for the rest of their life after WLS, because apparently making the voluntary decison to alter her eating and drinking habits for the rest of her life without WLS just wasn't within the realm of possibility.

A bit further down, she says, "Having weight loss surgery? That’s crazy talk…I don’t even believe in dieting, for god’s sake!"

WELL NO SHIT, FATTY. So rather than diet—which would basically mean learning how to eat like a normal human, and addressing her addiction to food and the molestation by her fatger that led her to the nightmare existence she was leading—she chose to "diet" via having her stomach made smaller. Nice fatlogic, there.

Either she's dealt with her addiction, and issues surrounding the molestation, in the years since her WLS, and has decided that getting the fuck offline is the best thing she can do for herself—or she managed to stretch her stomach back out and has eaten herself to death because addicts are gonna use no matter what. It's also possible that she ended up dying because her health had been so wrecked prior to WLS that losing a couple of hundred pounds or so wasn't enough to undo it.

But I suspect she's dead, just based upon her total inability to be honest about how she got so fucking fat in the first place, and kept on gaining even after she'd lost the ability to keep herself clean. All the crying she did over the humiliation of having to sit in her own shit while at work, then later to have her mother wipe her (and we can bet Mom was providing much of the food, too), and there's no mention of what got her into that state. None. And that kind of highly selective "honesty," while refusing to engage with reality, does not bode well for her continued survival.
 
Oh wow Heidi/Sugar Monster. My first exposure to the HAES crowd back in the LiveJournal era.

@Angry New Ager, Heidi talks about how she got fat here.

So I started eating. And didn’t stop.

And the worse I felt, the more I ate. And the more I ate, the worse I felt. And the worse I felt, the more I ate. And the more I ate, the worse I felt. Times infinity.

The worse I felt, the more I ate. The more I ate, the heavier I got. The heavier I got, the worse my mobility became. The worse my mobility became, the more depressed I got. The more depressed I got, the more I ate. Times infinity.

I ate. Desperately. When I wanted to cut, I ate. When I wanted to kill myself, I ate. When the back pain was more than I could handle, I ate. When I had nothing else in my life that made me happy, I ate. When I wanted a few moments of comfort, I ate. I ate and ate, getting emptier and emptier. Eating to fill the darkness that was only growing the more out of control I felt. Hunger and depression blending and morphing to the point where I couldn’t differentiate between the two. Eating until I felt sick and still not being able to stop because the emptiness was still there. Gnawing. Always gnawing away at me.
 
Evie is sounding deader every minute.




 
Don't become a deathfat:

The Food and Drug Administration says 561 deaths have been reported in connection to recalled Philips devices to treat obstructive sleep apnea and other breathing disorders.

The FDA said that since April 2021 it has received more than 116,000 medical device reports of foam breaking down in Philips CPAP (continuous positive airway pressure) machines and BiPAP sleep therapy devices. That includes 561 reports of death, the agency said Wednesday.

The Dutch medical device maker has recalled millions of the breathing machines amid reports they were blowing gas and pieces of foam into the airways of those using the devices.


Polyester-based polyurethane foam used in the devices to reduce sound and vibration can break down, with black pieces of foam or invisible chemicals that can be breathed in or swallowed by the person using the device. "These issues could potentially result in serious injury and require medical intervention to prevent permanent injury," the FDA stated.
 
I can’t stand for more than a few seconds which made the frequent showering very difficult and painful. So, now my mom cleans me. I’m 28 years old and my mom has to wipe my ass. It’s been a few months and I still apologize every time. Every single time even though she keeps telling me to stop. Because I’m just so embarrassed that I can’t take care of myself.
What a fucking cunt.
 
She sounds like Simply Sara with more depression.
I get strong Jennifer Armstrong/LifeByJen vibes. Same fundamental cuntiness thinly veiled by a veneer of American Evangelical Christianity, same bloated face with nary an eyebrow to be seen, same tiny head balanced on a hopeless shitheap of a body, same stretched out neckline on her XXXXXXL t-shirt. Evie even has the same horrid gurgling in the back of the throat that Jen developed in her final months. They're basically long-lost twins.

Barring an exceptional occurrence, I'm feeling pretty good about my pick in the death pool.
 
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/fit/ discusses lipedema:
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Now you guys ready for the big reveal?

The subject of this discussion is one Gracie Bon, and yes, she has lipedema, yes, lipedema is non-metabolic fat, but the reason her butt is so big in the first place is...
She was fat.


Her butt and legs just stayed the same size they were before she lost the weight. They didn't just grow that way on their own.
 
/fit/ discusses lipedema:
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Now you guys ready for the big reveal?

The subject of this discussion is one Gracie Bon, and yes, she has lipedema, yes, lipedema is non-metabolic fat, but the reason her butt is so big in the first place is...
She was fat.
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Her butt and legs just stayed the same size they were before she lost the weight. They didn't just grow that way on their own.

I don’t get what you’re trying to show with this. There’s a bunch of photos of lipedemia and a video that’s so heavily filtered it’s cgi.

I don’t get why any deathfat hates valentines the candy is bomb.
 
Evie is going to give us nightly storytimes now.
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I'm not watching those; I don't need the temporary IQ drop and loss of will to live that is certain to result.

Why the fuck did Evie shave her eyebrows? Nobody looks good without them, and you can't tell me that whatever she's going to draw on is so much better as to warrant doing that. Her brain really is turning to clear cerebrospinal soup; I swear.
 
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