Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[batteredpancakes]

TiF getting up on age now realizes she might want children someday. Mourns this idea as she had a hysterectomy 7 years ago.
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Spoiler: The only thing I regret is having my uterus removed

(Not rlly a vent as it's mostly positive, but idk what other flair to use)

I'm 11 yrs on T and 6 yrs post op. Or maybe it's 7. I kinda lost count by now.
So often it feels as if I've always been like this. The memories of the dysphoria, shark week, horrors of puberty... almost feel like a different life.

If I wouldnt have transitioned, big chances I might be dead now.

Besides finally feeling like my body is my own, over time transitioning also brought forward a change I didn't expect, which is that eventually I discovered I'm actually non binary, and much more gender nonconforming than I thought.

I used to feel like I had to constantly fight the feminine parts of me and how people viewed me. I constantly had to prove I was NOT THAT.
When I just started my transition, just getting the right or wrong (read male or female marketed) deoderant would make or break my day. It's wild. I cannot even imagine that kind of insecurity anymore right now.

When I started my transition, I couldn't even BEGIN to think of having kids.
I was 18, but the thought of having kids or even having sex or touching myself repulsed me. My uterus was an object of worry and annoyance and I didn't feel any particular hate towards it, besides for it spitting its guts out every month, but it also served no purpose to me besides causing anxiety for possible health risks. So obviously it had to go.

When I got on T, all that changed. But not overnight, and I also never expected it to be so drastic.
Imean, I relatively quickly developed a libido, and within a year on T I also figured out I do like front hole sex (I'm not bothered by anatomical/biological terms, but in case someone else is), sure.
But it took years and years to discover I'm actually non binary and like a lot of feminine stuff too.
My mom used to say "BUT YOU LIKED DRESSES AS A KID" as a counter argument as to why I wouldnt be trans. I said "yeah but that's BEFORE I discovered they were a girls thing."
Turns out both of us were right, except it didn't make me less trans. Being trans/goin in medical transition made me realize I STILL like dresses. And make up. And nailpolish. And high heels. And tights.
Not even in a "crossdressing" kind of way, but in a "I feel cute and cool and sexy and free" kind of way.

I dont regret my transition for ONE bit. Like, it literally saved my life and improved it in so many ways.
But I do low key feel sad and even somewhat mournful about having yeeted my uterus now.
It is not something I could even have predicted, as this is a development that took a long time and I never expected to happen. But as I am more comfortable with myself now, I find myself actually wishing I COULD have my own children one day, and realizing I would actually also love to be able to carry them myself. The absolute genderfuck of being a pregnant guy, but also the beauty of creating life within you is something I can only see now.

I'm still incredibly glad I did everything I did, and the ability to have children is a small sacrifice for how much I gained, but still... it just struck me lately, and it kinda hit me by surprise, as I thought at the time that was something I was adamantly certain about. Idk where I'm going with this, but I guess I just kinda wanted to share my feelings/story somewhere.
It's fucking wild what actually feeling at home in your own body does to your mind... (and Im still working on reconnecting to myself, as I basically detached myself from my body all my life, and am only now noticing it. It's hard to unlearn, but I slowly feel like I am learning to feel myself again, and not feel grossed out, ashamed or detached from my physical form)

peace.

I was 18, but the thought of having kids or even having sex or touching myself repulsed me.

When I just started my transition, just getting the right or wrong (read male or female marketed) deoderant would make or break my day.

Then to this

I relatively quickly developed a libido, and within a year on T I also figured out I do like front hole sex

Being trans/goin in medical transition made me realize I STILL like dresses. And make up. And nailpolish. And high heels. And tights.

But as I am more comfortable with myself now, I find myself actually wishing I COULD have my own children one day, and realizing I would actually also love to be able to carry them myself.

This is why we shouldn't let teens make permanent decisions.
Anyway i'm like 99% certain this is her (instagram)

Another Dutch person.

 

[Positron]

As always "he" doesn't regret transition ONE bit and is incredibly glad that he did everything he did; he is just somehow mourning his manly uterus.

 

[and I must scream]

Yep. Then they go and tell you how low the regret rates of these "gender affirming surgeries" are, especially compared to the regret rates of "regular", life saving surgeries or ones that seriously raise quality of life (i.e. knee replacement surgeries because of extreme pain and sometimes partial immobility). I'd say it's highly suspicious that the regret rates are so low... It's almost like these people don't admit regret, maybe not even permitting themselves to feel regret for some reason...

 

[Stan]

How many more decades until people realize wanting this shit done on them isn't normal?

Trannies never learn so it will require the rest of us to recognize their nonsense when we see it.

 

[Peaches Demure]

Amazing, literally everything he cites as proof that he passed instead clearly shows that the esthetician (a) immediately clocked him and (b) was telling him to his face that she clocked him.

"Complimented my voice" = I know you're a man, you sound like a man.
"Asked me if my parents are foreign, since my name is so unusual" = That's obviously not your real name, I can tell because you're a white man, not an exotic woman, so I'm asking you a cunty fake question to let you know I know.
"Didn't mention the massive scars around my mangled crotch" = I mean, come on.

It's so obvious that I would think this was a troll if there weren't pictures. At least, obvious to anyone with female socialization.

I've never waxed anyone's privates, male or female, but on top of the obvious concerns of being sued, having their business downrated, etc., I wonder if the aesthetician also has to worry about damaging the crotch origami of a troon. A vulva is a pretty sturdy organ (it can stretch to accommodate a baby passing through it, after all) but a stinkditch is not a vulva, and not only is it covered in and held together by scar tissue (which is much more delicate than regular skin), it also grows hair in places where women definitely do not grow hair, such as the labia minora and clitoral hood. If the waxer goes in with an over-zealous attitude and applies their usual techniques for hair removal on these parts, I can easily picture the stinkditch simply coming apart at the seams.

Imagine pulling back the strip of wax with some troon's "clitoral hood" still attached to it.

 

[Positron]

How many more decades until people realize wanting this shit done on them isn't normal?

Why opt for normal when you can have life-saving instead?

 

[SimplyScrumptious]

I'd say it's highly suspicious that the regret rates are so low

It’s because they say that detrans and any who regret surgery aren’t really trans; so they don’t matter and shouldn’t be included in their statistics. It’s ridiculous. And very cruel. It’s hiding the facts, like docs are doing with the “success rates” of their butchery; patient survived and was happy while doped up on painkillers, patient did not have any complications while in our care. Makes sense why the docs ghost the idiots after they’ve been discharged and filled in all the questionnaires.

The trans community also say “detrans are just a small minority so they don’t matter” ; which by itself should be enough to wake normies up since the tranny cult is allegedly 1%… a minority pushing the idea that a minority isn’t worth paying attention to? Yep totally fine!

Appreciate your genitals and boobs, you have what these delusional fools could only dream of.

 

[monstrous bubo]

I'd say it's highly suspicious that the regret rates are so low... It's almost like these people don't admit regret, maybe not even permitting themselves to feel regret for some reason

That’s assuming that the follow-up for SRS is comparable to that for other surgery. A lot of the surgeons can’t be arsed to follow up when their patients’ new bits are falling off, let alone 12 or 24 months down the track. Detransitioners will often just stop seeing the doctor, so they’re lost to statistics too. Basically the few longitudinal studies on any of this are rubbish. Jesse Singal’s writing a book on youth transition and he will no doubt take a scalpel to the woeful stats that are used to justify this insanity.

A vulva is a pretty sturdy organ (it can stretch to accommodate a baby passing through it, after all) but a stinkditch is not a vulva, and not only is it covered in and held together by scar tissue (which is much more delicate than regular skin)

It’s also made from the ballsack, which is also more delicate skin. It’s one of the reasons Yaniv was rejected by some of the waxers - they didn’t know the specialist technique for back, sack and crack.

 

[CoolFool]

Give me clocks if this was posted, but I didn't see it. It's also not the most disgusting grs result, but another great example that troons don't understand how women think or act or socialize at all.

Where the hell is this man from that he got a bikini wax for $5? Those cost at least $45, plus you are expected to tip. Which I'm assuming he didn't do. Only way I could see this costing $5 is if he used a Groupon, but even those deals, you're still expected to tip well.

So on top of this guy being delusional about passing, it sounds like he was a shit customer and didn't pay the waxer enough.

edit: I just looked at his account, he was waxed in Argentina. So that explains the price. Reminds me of Yaniv and him going to foreign waxers.

 

[Poonocchio]

I'm still incredibly glad I did everything I did, and the ability to have children is a small sacrifice for how much I gained

Lol cope. That regret is going to feel worse and worse as time goes on. RIP to you, oh hedonistic one.

 

[Hooked on phobics]

This dude's posted a better image.

I'm almost impressed this manages to look like an AI attempting, and utterly failing to generate a vagina picture. That kind of vibe is weird as shit.

 

[Otterly]

Dr. Broghammer

In the grim darkness of the distant future….

 

[Iron Jaguar]

terven

What a fantastic collective noun. Thank you for improving my lexicon.

These people are willfully ignorant and I'll never be convinced otherwise. They lie to themselves and each other more than any surgeon could.

Of course they do - they're women.
As noted previously, the difference between Troons and Pooners is the ability to completely deny reality. - Troons know they don't Pass and lament it, whereas Pooners are absolutely astonished when a 5 year old clocks them within 10 seconds.

I strongly doubt that a white woman and PHILIPINO lady would throw that term around in Thailand of all places, where it has zero historical or cultural significance

Nah, Filipinos, just like Okinawans, hate niggers, thanks to decades of rapes committed by US Military personnel.

 

[Peaches Demure]

What a fantastic collective noun. Thank you for improving my lexicon.

I can't take credit for it; I've seen it used by many before me here on KF.

 

[Fapcop]

What a fantastic collective noun. Thank you for improving my lexicon.

Of course they do - they're women.
As noted previously, the difference between Troons and Pooners is the ability to completely deny reality. - Troons know they don't Pass and lament it, whereas Pooners are absolutely astonished when a 5 year old clocks them within 10 seconds.

Nah, Filipinos, just like Okinawans, hate niggers, thanks to decades of rapes committed by US Military personnel.

Oh yeah for sure. Most of the world hate niggers. Even Africans.

But that specific term “niggerlover” is an American term and I doubt some rando philipino nurse knows it. She’d probably use her own Philippine derogatory term for nogs.

 

[Iron Jaguar]

Oh yeah for sure. Most of the world hate niggers. Even Africans.

But that specific term “niggerlover” is an American term and I doubt some rando philipino nurse knows it. She’d probably use her own Philippine derogatory term for nogs.

Flips are very Americanised. They think of themselves as small, brown Americans.

 

[Peaches Demure]

This troon admit he didn't actually feel dysphoric about his anatomy "until recently". What happened, you might ask?

Dude read a novel about a tranny that had bottom surgery and loved it, complete with some quasi-religious experience about "continuity" and "completeness". Like the troon character's brain just magically knew it was always supposed to be a woman and had already rewired itself to operate the new anatomy.

In other words, this 21-year-old autist is about to yeet his dick and balls based on the experiences of a fictitious character. If he goes ahead with it, he's a guaranteed future 41-percenter.

https://www.reddit.com/r/Transgender_Surgeries/comments/1aohtra/thinking_about_getting_bottom_surgery_after_3/

I'm guessing the "partner" he mentions is another troon.

 

[monstrous bubo]

Of course they do - they're women.
As noted previously, the difference between Troons and Pooners is the ability to completely deny reality. - Troons know they don't Pass and lament it, whereas Pooners are absolutely astonished when a 5 year old clocks them within 10 seconds.

Men lie to themselves plenty. Exhibit one:

This troon admit he didn't actually feel dysphoric about his anatomy "until recently".

He doesn’t enjoy anal but thinks an even smaller collapsing cavity made from his colon will be an upgrade.

Exhibit two: everyone goddamn man in this thread before, during and after they cut off their cock. Oh, I can’t be happy without a vagina! Oh, it looks cis! Oh, this revision will fix everything! Feeling cute today!

 

[Iron Jaguar]

Men lie to themselves plenty

I never said they don't. But no-one deludes themselves more than Pooners.

 

[Positron]

Yep. Then they go and tell you how low the regret rates of these "gender affirming surgeries" are, especially compared to the regret rates of "regular", life saving surgeries or ones that seriously raise quality of life (i.e. knee replacement surgeries because of extreme pain and sometimes partial immobility). I'd say it's highly suspicious that the regret rates are so low... It's almost like these people don't admit regret, maybe not even permitting themselves to feel regret for some reason...

Researchers need tools to assess non-verbal regret. I'm wondering if the Implicit Association Test can be modified to serve this purpose.