She reminds me of an old girlfriend who was a submissive through and through. She was adventurous and very willing to do anything, and had a lot of friends.
Later, many years after our relationship ended (I hated her whole fucking trash family, and she was very attached to them), I reconnected with her somehow and she ended up telling me that she hated most of her friends and family, but she was pursuing acceptance and admiration. Sadly, after her mother and sister burned her particularly bad, she disappeared from their lives and wasn't on speaking terms with a few other people.
Belladonna reminds me of her, very willing to pursue other people's approval and admiration, even through the damage that caused her in the process. With an obviously tragic end in sight: a brutal burnout.