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Lmao you know that not a single one was worth fucking otherwise or she'd mention it. It's a BYOB event with no six packsMy favorite part of the article was how the author low key admits that the guys at the event were ugly, and then he goes on to confirm what we already know, that only cringy losers are into kinky poly sex parties:
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There's another diagnosis that would fit her high level of control, appetite for risk and poor understanding of its consequences, manipulating men using sexual access, and minimal to zero emotional insight. It's not autism but it's also underdiagnosed in women! It might even be true that she doesn't care about her earlier sexual abuse if this is what she's actually working with. Her mannerisms remind me a lot of Teal Swan, a fellow aspiring lady cult leader.Nobody understands. She's just different than those other girls, ok? Sure, she was sexually abused as a child and exhibits literally all of the clinically observed presentations of that sort of trauma - but she's not traumatized, guys. Those other women aren't empowered like she is! She's just a sexy slutty slut making sexy slutty choices totally absent of any ill-eftects from trauma. She's so special.
It's fascinating to me the way attractive women with glaring mental illness are given passes by society at large. Like how no one caught on that Lori Vallow was psychotic because she was a pretty, affluent blond lady. People sign up to fuck (literally) the girl with such terrible childhood trauma that she can't form meaningful attachments to partners. If she wasuglynot hot this would never fly.
I don't know if it's true or not, but if we take her at her own words, she is somehow both totally fine with it while also totally not wanting to do it at the same time.I don't buy the whole "oh she was struggling and being held down oooooohhhhh" stuff. It was a "scene." She gets off on the idea of a "forced" gangbang (or, rather, her partner who planned this and convinced her to do it does) and was playing it up. Same with the "bite and kick" line. It's just a stupid BDSM scene where she's playing a role. The dude who was uncomfortable was apparently not uncomfortable enough to not jizz in her, so idk.
I think a rationalist might want to consider what the other person is saying if only to debunk it, no?View attachment 5793913
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I'm not sure, there are lines in what was shared from her post that seem to indicate she was at the very least was possibly going back on it when actually seeing the number of people in person. She suggests that she hadn't actually considered the physical aspect of taking 32+ penises. She admitted to touchphobia beforehand. I think there's something here beyond her trying to play up a role. Perhaps she warned, to trusted overseers like the man whose idea this was, beforehand that she might try to back out and wanted to be stopped.I don't buy the whole "oh she was struggling and being held down oooooohhhhh" stuff. It was a "scene." She gets off on the idea of a "forced" gangbang (or, rather, her partner who planned this and convinced her to do it does) and was playing it up. Same with the "bite and kick" line. It's just a stupid BDSM scene where she's playing a role. The dude who was uncomfortable was apparently not uncomfortable enough to not jizz in her, so idk.
Best guess? Because the partner is into a forced gang-bang scenario. But you guys make good points and I might be wrong. I guess there's just honestly part of me that cannot comprehend anyone getting railed by 32 random gross dudes unless they really wanted it. And I don't believe she wouldn't have had a safe word where she could have ended it all if she really needed to since that's like kink 101.why play a role?
I don't see it happening. My best guess is that she settles sometime in her mid/late 40s for an ok-but-not-hot guy with an inheritance/high-paying tech job. He'll let her whore around, or maybe they'll get into some old fashioned swinging, and they'll get a bunch of ugly ratdogs that she'll call her "children."When do you guys think Aella will kill herself? My money is on early 40s.
Yes, that’s exactly it. Did she want it? Of course! She’s sexual, she’s cool, she’s rational. She doesn’t feel trauma from situations that would disturb other people, who are not cool and rational like she is. She’s just always been like this, you know? Ever since she was a kid.Whether she actually wanted it deep-down is a whole 'nother thing
Bingo.I've always heard hypersexualized behavior in response to childhood trauma is not so much about actually enjoying sex and more about taking back control. So if you say, "I want this" and believe it hard enough, then you become the winner. Her claiming she wasn't traumatized 100% fits with this.
Can this particular instance even be called hypersexuality/rape fantasies when she clearly enjoyed none of this? I wonder if she does this stuff to feel something since being "cool rational and not traumatized" can also mean disassociating like hell.View attachment 5793913
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