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...rejection sensitive dysphoria...
Literally not recognized by any credible medical organization.
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What is it with you Bryan and the subject of conversation always coming around to a need to suck dick? Not everyone feels that need Bry.Rate it with too hats cuz you need to suck this guys dick.
Thinking back on it, Byuu did offer Null $120,000 USD to delete his thread. I recall Null saying something along the lines of how he couldn't take it because it might be considered extortion on his part but he did offer to help Byuu move on with his life.Shove it up your ass. He had a dead dozen or so page thread that he attempted to blackmail dear feeder over in order to get removed. Outside of Kiwi Farms, he was obviously never the pinnacle of stability and health to begin with. He had a million other problems before this site, and those hold infinitely more blame. You know why I think he did this? Sheer pettiness. "My problems are never my fault, they have to be someone else's. I need to blame an external entity" is the thought process here. If it weren't this place he blamed, it would've been some other forum he had ties to
We are not responsible for someone with a fragile mental state killing themselves over their extremely public behavior getting noticed. Can you not see how slippery a slope setting the precedent you're personally responsible for what others do with your words is? No, a few people out of hundreds of unique thread contributors taking the piss out of deranged terminally online individuals who claim we murder people, or just being rude, is not indicative of intent to drive people to suicide. Ridiculous
Most roms are in sfc now, not smc anymore unless theyre uploads from 2005. I like SNES9x but I consider it portable and lightweight, its akin to a mobile phone emulator. It starts to suck heavily with demanding games like Hagane or Gradius which BSNES at least tries to run properly.I never used bsnes myself, and I think I'm one of the bigger emulation spergs on the farms.
There was a whole goofy thing long ago about how Byuu designed bsnes to only work with .sfc files, despite most SNES roms being .smc, all because of his autism over accuracy. .smc roms were named as such because of the Super MagiCom game copier:
The irony is BSNES is closer to Mesen than SNES9x is as both of them are a lot more modular and experimental. Mesen allows a ton of upgrades to your traditional NES experience, texture packs and the like. SNES9x is closer to something like NEStopia which is eh, I only keep it around cause Mesen cannot run Famicom Disk System games. BSNES in fact had the HD release which is still updated, I think it added HD sprite processing and HD mode 7 which are massive fucking upgrades especially the second one. Mode 7 is so trash in SNES9x even if it runs well but in BSNES HD the sprites dont stutter or decompose even in Mode 7. It may consume more system resources and may run a bit slower at times but it is better. Its the difference between Duckstation and epsxe or Dolphin and some trash emulator. Yeah it has some problems, keystroking is a problem, UX is pretty bad but performance wise it is better once you know how to use it.But, that's why his shitty emulator didn't work, while everything else did. bsnes is closer to a development tool than an actual way to play video games. And speaking of which, nowadays I just use Mesen, which works as easily as Snes9X but has a bunch of development tools built right in. I have never actually found Byuu's own software to be useful, even when I buckled down and figured out how to use it. His multi-console emulators are interface nightmares, and he really got lost up his own ass with them. For as much work as he did, the whole concept of just dragging a ROM into the emulator and letting the emulator automatically figure out how to play it based on metadata was an alien concept.
I dont understand what this is supposed to mean lol.Indian hands typed this.
In Ohio, not even knowing that his husband was neckroping in a Japanese apartment.So where was his "spouse" when he supposedly killed himself like a fucking retard?
He didn't have any in person. The only ones he had were online and even then the Google doc spends more effort describing what gay French song he played as he died than on describing what efforts they did to prevent his suicide.Where were his friends?
This is the only thing I can think of that makes any sense at all with this. I believe that Near was going to kill himself regardless of Null's answer, and that he only hoped Null would have accepted his offer to do more damage.It definitely feels like he wanted to frame the Farms for his death. He even seemed desperate for Null to take the money. My guess is once Null took the money, he'd spin up a narrative that he was being extorted and that killing himself was the only way out.
None whatsoever. They said they just sat there like retards until he was certainly dead, listening to his gay French metal music. Almost like whoever it was wanted him dead.In Ohio, not even knowing that his husband was neckroping in a Japanese apartment.
He didn't have any in person. The only ones he had were online and even then the Google doc spends more effort describing what gay French song he played as he died than on describing what efforts they did to prevent his suicide.
He could’ve definitely done more damage if Josh took the bribe. He wanted to put him in a compromising position where he’d lose either way.This is the only thing I can think of that makes any sense at all with this. I believe that Near was going to kill himself regardless of Null's answer, and that he only hoped Null would have accepted his offer to do more damage.
That was part of what makes me doubt all of it. It’s a weird detail that comes off as something specific that a liar would add to embellish the story.He didn't have any in person. The only ones he had were online and even then the Google doc spends more effort describing what gay French song he played as he died than on describing what efforts they did to prevent his suicide.
In Japan having a mental illness is seen as a personal flaw not fucked up brain chemistry. If you are messed up in the head that's totally on you.Finally in terms of Mental illness, with their iron willed determination for conformity of the group, the Japanese make the KKK look like sensitive, kind people when it comes to those with mental or congenital defects.
there are quite a few woopsie-daisies with the redacting. that's an interesting one, though, considering it's contents:Amazing redacting skills, since the same text appears more than once:
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[ ... ] three years ago he wrote a very personal, private message to a message board owner that was made public. It included -among many other personal details- that he was transgender and was administering HRT to himself. He was viciously bullied. Recently, he offered $120,000 USD to the owner of the message board to remove the old thread. If the message wasn't removed, he said he would commit suicide. The owner then made this message public. More vicious bullying and threats ensued. Mr. Ginder then tweeted that he was going to kill himself and posted various photos of tools he would use to do it (prescription bottles, Codeine, rope).
i don't mean to belittle a man's death, but your post made me lol because:Feature: Emulator developer Byuu is probably dead.
Me: Again?! If this faggot wasn't thrown into Tokyo Bay...
It feels like that's what they said because that's the only thing of note that happened in the call. There's a disturbing omission of anything about speaking with Byuu and convincing him to not go through with it, which is what I would have done.That was part of what makes me doubt all of it. It’s a weird detail that comes off as something specific that a liar would add to embellish the story.
Factually wrong, maybe, but not wrong in not buying an outlandish story without any evidence and official records apparently to the contrary.We can admit when we are wrong. You will claim you're a woman until the day you neck yourself.
We're not the same.
True, I was being hyperbolic. IMHO the Sagamihara stabbings do shine a rather nasty light on Japanese attitudes towards the disabled in general, incluiding the mentally ill/disabled.In Japan having a mental illness is seen as a personal flaw not fucked up brain chemistry. If you are messed up in the head that's totally on you.