pallas. who are my friends. group composition by personality type

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Good book, 7/10.
 
Skimming through this really highlights how a lot of this book is more just radical complaining about various institutions and life events than some grand idea about fixing humanity.

it is both.
i want to be "good" and "evil". why not?
im just "sick" of this "think positive" world, where only good news are made public,
and where all bad / evil / dirt stuff is hidden

This may give you a clue:

wrong, again.
dude, im out of your league


hehe. you forgot to modify the pallas symbol
 
Can anyone here translate German?
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The screenshots are a bit out of order, I rearranged them as best I could make sense of and added some page breaks where I think different conversations took place. I'd like to note that if anything sounds really weird, it does the same in German, it's not just my translation. Also I tried to preserve his bad grammar and odd punctuation.
(Also I would love for @Null to read this on mati, once he's out of his hiatus, this is classic schizobabble kino.)

Girl: What kind of upbringing is that?
28 years ago you yourself were still a child.

Him: in my world equals educate each other, and the parents only rarely help = the lazy way, self organization
because ..... mammals most often are born as 'packs', meaning multiple equals in one group
and because human often only births one child you need to organize 'contact to equals'
Girl: but what does this have to do with the right to murder?
Him: murderer, king, alpha man, impregnates 8 women at the same time = 18 .... king is judge over life and death .... symbol lion
[essen] (ed note: a large city in west Germany)
Girl: What are you looking for here then?

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Him: only the real serial killers that only kill 'because of emotions', without real reason
the paradox of .. chaos and order [ed note: quote.txt?]
Girl: Where are you from?
Him: trist Trostberg [ed note: a pun]
would have needed you earlier, 28 years ago
Girl: what would you have needed me for?
Him: hehe .. education
growing up together

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Him: babbling [ed note: as in speaking]
tss, so ungreatful. always just seeing the evil. like always, nice try, i'm nonetheless right. i and my people. or do you think I am alone in my worldview? or you people don't even want any 'real solutions' but always just repress until escalation. the universe laughs at your endless stupidity.
nevertheless correct.
and like always, wrong comparisons. classicism vs. romanticism. natural order vs. natural chaos
give me thousand blunders, i will commit them all. we are not enemies .... only different parts of a group. me myself more the soldier, you more the leader
found another heretic .. an all-knowing fortune teller .. and everything what comes to your mind is, whoohoo we fear him .. a naked one against a thousand armed ones
 
You can't have OCD, you capitalize some things but not others. Is it the schizophrenia that causes your hands to type all retarded?

everybody that never capses has the same mental phenotype; EVERYBODY THAT ALLCAPSES HAS THE SAME MENTAL PHENOTYPE. sparse caps for Emphasis don't exclude you from the former.

@henstepl can you give this guy the florian test?

Working on it. He's interesting. Obsessed with creating order out of something, but without obsessing over creating order out of the shambles of his own brain (which is what happens to Florians, and then they get in trouble).

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There is a left-right asymmetry in his face (such things are more discernible than upperface/lowerface asymmetries) yet he's so... full and sticky and almost devoid of the usual absence of expression in a schizophrenic face. So what's going on here?

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He keeps making these graphs and similar ones out of little quantum elements he's fascinated himself with, and so have I, but his elements are not the quanta I manually arrange in my brain to unscramble it or scramble it or to elicit ultimate "alt solutions" amounting to dissociative personalities. Instead, they're ascribed to ascriptions upon ascriptions.

Like, there's something disorganized in there that's positively screaming to be arranged in a symmetry but unable to communicate meaningfully enough to be not entirely lost in the nature of what's wrong with it in the first place.

I on the other hand think in terms of models such as my facial asymmetry graph

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and strive for a brain which experimentally resolves in that way, because it's organized. (Obviously this would only be demonstrated via interview with a Florian.) His graph gave me that vibe.

IMPORTANT QUESTIONS TO THE OP:

Do you now, or have you ever experienced a grimacing aversion to carbonated beverages?

Does your mouth ever "speak of its own accord"?

Do you ever think in higher dimensions than 3x3? Perhaps 3x3x3x2 which is 54? Even just 27? Higher?

If you flex your right cheek, it closes your eye, doesn't it? Is this untrue on the left? Repeat the experiment with your eyebrows raised if nothing happens.

 
Another choice quote from a German section. Truly scientific stuff here.
Test hypotheses
Hypothesis: A piece of butter costs one euro in the supermarket. Test: I go to the nearest supermarket, take a piece of butter, pay one euro at the checkout and walk out of the supermarket. Question: What happens if the butter costs five euros? So what happens if my hypothesis is wrong? Will the person at the checkout say: “Everyone should pay what they want”? Or will he say: “If you want to buy from us, you have to pay our prices”? Should I then call him “intolerant” because he thinks his hypothesis is better than mine?
 
and it is leeching too many taxes. in my vision, the global empire has only one job: keep tribes small = keep small-states small. for this job, some small tax is acceptable.
My friend you live off of a tugboat. A 150 people tribe would not have the resources to support your schizo ass. You'd be a detriment to them. You literally only get to sit on your ass and enjoy psychosis bc of taxes.
 
overpopulation is an accepted fact among smart people

yeah really, its that simple:
the topic of overpopulation is just another intelligence test
and if you dont see it, you will never see it
I see, and can you tell me more about this fact?

You come in here throwing wild claims into the air yet refuse to teach my smooth brain your facts and logics, shapiro style.

Very non-inclusive of you, I demand you teach me.
 
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My friend you live off of a tugboat. A 150 people tribe would not have the resources to support your schizo ass. You'd be a detriment to them. You literally only get to sit on your ass and enjoy psychosis bc of taxes.
More importantly, how the fuck does @milahu 's globe spanning empire work if society is nothing but small tribes? How does it enforce it's edicts and policies?
 
Having skimmed a good chunk of this, I can't help but feel a little sad because bleeding through a lot of the nonsense is strong vibe of a hopeless lonely depression:
So, "Who are my friends?", or in other words: How do we must connect different people, so that everyone is happy?
I will not experience this better world myself, but I do not care.
I have invested lots of energy and want to finish it. Because I do not care about anything else.
Better nothing than shit. Better no teachers than shitty teachers. Better no friends than shitty friends. Well, I can easily be alone.
If I can not be angry, and only must be nice, then I would rather do nothing. Passive resistance. Refusal. Strike. All or nothing. My way or the highway. Screw compromises
We are looking for real friends. And that is been the case since the beginning, since our birthday. But that is also the problem: we have been looking all our lives, and still do not have a good solution. This embarrasses us, and we become mute and helpless like little children.

However I think the core thesis of this book is really this:
My book is my answer to the question "What would I do if I was allowed to do EVERYTHING?" I have all the freedom, I can create a new culture "from scratch"... What do I do? What do I have done?

And the response to such a dreadful musing is quite concerning to say the least:
Torturers make it exciting and always give their victims false hope. As a murderer, I am just honest, and say what is going on straight away. Why should I waste energy on worthless life? As if an animal breeder would continue to feed sick animals, just because he is too weak to kill sick animals.
 
how the fuck does @milahu 's globe spanning empire work if society is nothing but small tribes? How does it enforce it's edicts and policies?

yes, this is an interesting research question, which i have not yet solved.
for me, this has low priority, compared to the "interpersonal compatibility" problem.
so my theory is not perfect, now what? my core hypothesis remains untested.

strong vibe of a hopeless lonely depression

yeah, so? this does not prove that my hypothesis is false.

the response to such a dreadful musing is quite concerning

fuck your "pro life" bias.
admit it, youre just another overpopulation denier, wasting my time.

i believe what the record states.

that "record" was created by cops, based on fake evidence created by cops.
so, you choose to believe some random cops, instead of some random stranger

to give you some context:
at that time, 15 years ago, i was active in the darknet, buying drugs for raves, mostly mdma and weed.
i had an encrypted hard drive, accessed from linux, fully open source, no spyware.
i had a 30 character password for that encrypted drive, so it would take the NSA "some years" to crack.
the cops took all of my hardware, but i never saw any evidence from my encrypted drive.
so... seriously, if i really would have had child porn images, fully aware that they are illegal,
do you really think i would have stored them unencrypted on a USB flash drive?

let me guess, you will simply say "yeah dude, youre just too stupid for opsec"
because you are already stuck on that trip "milahu is a child fucker"
and you have no way back, so now youre trying to make your problem into my problem...

There is a left-right asymmetry in his face

true, my nose was broken, moved to my right side
why the beard is partially missing on my right side, i dont know, but its better now
almost all people have some asymmetry in their face, so how is this relevant?

once on an LSD trip, i had a hemiparesis in my lower body.
maybe i have a latent hemiparesis.
if yes, it does not change anything about my hypothesis.

schizophrenic

this is what some doctors say, based on rumors spread by my stupid parents

"schizophrenia" literally means "breaking of chains"
originally, this was a name for slaves who broke free, and were on the run
(in that sense, yeah, call me "mister anderson"... or "neo"...)

but all these attempts to destroy my persona are doomed to fail
"this" is not about me, my person does not matter, im replacable
im only interested in my idea: is my hypothesis true or false?

He keeps making these graphs ... they're ascribed to ascriptions upon ascriptions.

what?
its not a "graph", its a "pattern", with infinite size.
see also https://milahu.github.io/alchi/src/alchi-maps/public/alchi-maps.html

youre using a broken SVG renderer, so the pattern looks odd
the pallas pattern should look like this


Where does the Pallas pattern come from?

Experience and symmetry. I found my personality type (basetype 1, subtype 4). Then I estimated the personality types of my family, friends and neighbors, always asking "Who do I like? Who do I dislike?" or "Who fits together? Who has always conflict?" When in doubt, I took the "nicer" solution (symmetry, stripe pattern and hexagon pattern), and at some point, I had the Pallas pattern.

i used the "next plus one" rule to construct the pattern in the first place

Subtypes in the Pallas pattern

The subtypes can also be seen in the Pallas pattern. Rule: "next plus one". Each human has 4 friends (in straight directions, not diagonally). We go "next plus one" and end up with the subtype. What does that mean? If I want to match one of my 4 friends, then I must "play" the subtype that is behind that friend.

its ridiculous how youre trying to prove that im "crazy".
this is not how science works, this is how religion works, where you "blame the messenger".
in science, you create a hypothesis and then make an experiment,
and the experiment is done by multiple researches, aka "peer review".

why is that so hard?
because you dont like the consequences in case my hypothesis is true?
well then, congratulations, you really are trapped in stupidity, ignorance, mysticism, religion...
and definitely not worth of my time : )

delusions of grandeur

true, im a grandiose narciss. so what? that does not change anything about my hypothesis.

It's pretty incredible that in lieu of finding retards on the Internet, the retards come to us :story:

yeah. i expected more smart people here.
usually i expect 99% idiots on average, not sure yet whether kiwifarms is 99% or 100% idiots
you guys are too obsessed with destroying people

this critique against gab.com applies equally to kiwifarms:

Every single person on Gab is fucking insane. Almost all of them seem to say "free speech" but covertly mean "hugbox for my own beliefs". It fell into the 8chan pitfall right off the fucking bat by making itself an extremist alternative to an existing service, so instead of being the "free speech" variant, it's really where pedophiles and nazis go to scream about people they don't like, making itself utterly appalling to normal users who would stabilize the platform.

... as a "normal user" im just: what the fuck? wtf is wrong with these people? stupid? angry?

This guy wants "abolish all social assistance" yet he's reliant on welfare himself.

simple, i would starve, or get killed
i dont care if my body survives, 99% chance it will not survive
im only interested in my idea, in my hypothesis
if my hypothesis is true, then it should survive, so others will pick it up, and realize it
 
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