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pallas. who are my friends. group composition by personality type
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I felt bad for you at first, because you seem to just be a lonely and upset schizo who wants the world to be a better place, but as I read on it became apparent that you are extremely unhinged, I don’t think you’ll be fixing the world anytime soon.
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milahu
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accurate.
but my name on a CIA death list does *not* prove that my hypothesis is true.
this only proves that these people are afraid of the consequences, *if* my hypothesis is true.
because the consequences include a bloody revolution, and "their" main goal is stability, at all cost,
even if this means that they fail to answer this simple question: who are my friends?
because they will always say: "all government officials are your friends." (teachers, doctors, police, ...)
("and if you want real friends, thats your problem, we wont help you there.")
see also:
volksverhetzung: staatsanwalt will mich in den knast stecken weil ich mein "krankes" buch in der öffentlichkeit verteile
english title:
hatespeech: state attorney wants to throw me in jail because i distribute my "sick" book in public
^ comments there are a sad joke, typical reddit trash.
people are thinking out loud "someone should call the cops before he kills someone".
remember, these are the same people,
who pay taxes every day for a government that imports millions of "migrants" to increase the death rate.
so when migrant invaders are actually raping and killing people,
these people turn a blind eye and call it "the cultural enrichment we need",
but when i propose some radical hypothesis to radically change our culture here and now
then the same people accuse me of "wrongthink" and call the cops.
so much for "delusional". so much for "hypocrites".
but its nothing new that im surrounded by 99% idiots,
ive been cautious and shy for a long time (20 years?),
but with my hypothesis, im confident enough to "face the idiots".
i also know that posting screenshots of text is stupid.
file size is 1000x larger, and its extra work to extract the text.
but hey, everyone has a right to tell the world "look im stupid!"
screenshots of text, aka "the twitter disease"... : X
(of course they renamed twitter to "X" aka vomitface.)
when it comes to programmer tribes, im "tribe performance".
example: re: Use Aho-Corasick algorithm to enhance performance guessit#389
example: opensubtitles_adblocker.py operates on raw bytes to make it stable (and fast).
example: i select my html framework foremost by performance: qwik, solidjs, svelte.
i give a shit about the fancy ecosytems of react, vue, ... if its slow, i dont use it.
example: i have optimized the html version of my book for fast page loads.
bla bla bla, im so awesome ...
all this context does not answer the question: is my hypothesis true or false?
text of that screenshot:
no. my tinnitus is constant, i hear it 24/7. this is one downside of being "audiophile".
(audiophile: i am "blind" but hearing. i trust my ears more than my eyes. strong ears, weak eyes.)
i accidentally sensitized myself on a LSD trip, where i spent too much time inside my home.
the 16 KHz tone im hearing 24/7 is the exact same frequency i see as dirty power in the power grid.
so clearly, my tinnitus has an external source.
measuring the dirty power in the power grid is as simple as
connecting the "mic in" port of my smartphone via some large resistor to the power grid,
so the voltage drops from 230 volt to below 1 volt.
like i said, i have studied electrical engineering for 1 year.
so im very conscious about this stuff, but i dont believe in "knowledge is power".
i cant "think away the tinnitus" just because i understand its source.
also here: i cant solve this problem in my head.
yes, or more general: broken.
no. translating "phren" with "mind" is too generic.
"phren" means the inhibiting part of the mind / nervous system.
phreno = break, a device for slowing or stopping a moving vehicle, typically by applying pressure to the wheels.
"breaks of a vehicle" is rather modern. in more ancient times, this also included harnesses for horses,
which allowed the "horse driver" to tame and control the horse.
so "schizophrenia" also means:
low inhibitions, low fear, low respect, low trust, irrational, high stress tolerance, fighter, warrior, aggressive, ...
it takes only 2 braincells to understand that "such people" have a bad reputation among slave-keepers.
some people think that this "war on hate speech" is something new, something modern...
but this battle has been going for centuries, millenia, ...
only words and symbols change, the content remains.
but calling someone "schizophrenic" sounds smarter than calling someone "a low fear type"
also because that would reveal their bias that "high fear people are better than low fear people."
better for what exactly? better slaves. better subordinates. better productive workers. better farmers.
in my vision of paradise on earth, farmers and soldiers are equally important.
i see myself as a "natural born soldier", aka "natural born serial killer".
but i will never be a conventional "soldier",
enforcing wrong laws (pacifism), helping wrong people (idiots).
im too stubborn, proud, opinionated, strong-willed, autonomous, aggressive, ...
yes, about 95% of today's global population.
"1. Maintain humanity under 500,000,000 in perpetual balance with nature."
one interesting problem is: how will we get rid of the billions of dead bodies?
let them dry and burn them in biomass power plants?
related: Delete The Garbage. World Cure. RD9 Virus. The Brothers Grimsby 2016
some of my favorite movie clips ...
needless to say, i always side with the "villains" in these movies
The end of all things is near. Ending scene. The Survivalist (2015) (bitchute)
good violence and bad violence (Mr Inbetween S02E06)
Death by boredom. Ian vs stapler. Utopia UK S02E02
Utopia Vaccine Scene
absolute beautiful freedom. yorgi's speech. xxx triple x 2002
Don't Look Up | Ending Scene
some of my favorite music videos ...
Scars On Broadway - We All Deserve To Die (They Say)
Nero - Choices (fan video by Aaron Maiden)
Metallica - St. Anger
Nirvana - You Know You're Right
(spoiler: i have the same personality type as Kurt Cobain: M1)
Burial - Loner
The Glitch Mob - Our Demons
The Glitch Mob - Becoming Harmonious
(^ this video makes more sense if you know psychedelic drugs. visual cortex form constants, tunnel visions, resonance between external and internal patterns. this is also why kids in school are forced to write on "lined paper" aka "ruled paper"...)
some trivial audio cut i made:
Eels - I Need Some Sleep (Long Edit 1)
(i would have the talent for a music composer, but it would be a waste of time.)
yay depression:
IN-SHADOW - A Modern Odyssey - Animated Short Film
i like to change tempo of music to multiples of 12bpm: 96bpm, 108bpm, ...
i dont know why, but these tempos feel right.
The Dust Brothers - This Is Your Life [with intro] [96bpm]
Snak The Ripper - Nothing Lasts Forever [84bpm]
The Offspring - Race Against Myself (96bpm)
Korn - Another Brick In The Wall (Studio Version) [108bpm]
(^ "we dont need no education. teacher leave the kids alone." fuck yeah. 100%.)
Damian Marley - Road To Zion (Dubstep Remix) [96bpm]
The Bloodhound Gang - Something Diabolical [96bpm]
Kollektiv Turmstrasse - Endlos [96bpm]
Rammstein - Wo Bist Du [96bpm]
(^ "i dont want to be alone. where are you?")
my favorite animals are hyenas, i love their brutal jaw.
i would love to have a pack of hyenas instead of fighting-dogs.
more aggressive, more deadly.
where exactly do you draw the line?
let me guess, the fun ends when it comes to killing people? why?
let me guess, because it takes real intelligence to understand that "pacifism is the problem"
no, i dont sell it. im giving my book away for free.
all my work is financed from social welfare.
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Someone mentioned the OP hates foreigners, but he doesn't exactly look ethnic German to me. I'd say Turkish if anything.
milahu
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not really.
migrant invaders are a "necessary evil" to increase the death rate,
because all the first-world males are too weak from pacifism.
see? the global empire is already using tribalism...
what would that be?
blonde hair and blue eyes? eew, i think thats ugly. i have brown eyes.
my parents we born in germany and czech republic.
others of my ancestors we born in belgium and probably italy.
"van Houten" is a family name from belgium, which became "Hauth" in german.
one of my grandfathers in the czech republic was a police officer,
and he was imprisoned by the soviet regime for some rebellious behavior, i dont know what exactly.
our family is not religious.
both my parents are academics, medicine and pharmacy.
my parents are stupid normies, who believe anything the TV tells them.
my whole family is vaxxed, except me. they repeatedly tried to convince me to get vaxxed.
im the only one in my family with experience with illegal drugs. all others only use alcohol.
but i dont see how that changes anything.
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CODE REVIEW Since this guy was so nice and posted his GitHub account for us to review, I took the liberty of doing just that.
First of all, what the fuck nigga?
Let's use the GitHub API to archive all of his repos at the time of writing, sorted by last activity. (Full JSON file attached as .zip)
Due to character limits I can only list the non-forked repos with more than 0 stars here (84 repos).
| Repository | Description | Stars | Last updated |
| opensubtitles-scraper | scrape subtitles from opensubtitles.org | 17 | 2024-04-06T06:24:25Z |
| alchi | compatibility chart for personality types | 21 | 2024-04-06T06:21:59Z |
| darknet-git-hosting-services | tor hidden onion services running gitea, cgit, ... | 2 | 2024-04-04T12:21:13Z |
| svelte-preval | compile time eval for svelte components | 9 | 2024-04-04T07:06:57Z |
| boxy-svg | SVG editor written in javascript | 2 | 2024-04-03T18:44:31Z |
| solidjs-treeview-component | TreeView component for SolidJS | 11 | 2024-03-31T19:50:06Z |
| mpv-downmix-gui | mpv GUI to modify the parameters to downmix surround sound to stereo | 1 | 2024-03-29T15:26:52Z |
| qmake2cmake | Tool to convert qmake .pro files to CMakeLists.txt. mirror of https://code.qt.io/cgit/qt/qmake2cmake.git/ | 7 | 2024-03-29T10:41:38Z |
| random | snippets, scripts, ... | 11 | 2024-03-28T17:41:23Z |
| aiohttp_chromium | aiohttp-like interface to chromium. based on selenium_driverless to bypass cloudflare | 26 | 2024-03-27T21:36:40Z |
| parse-package-lock | parse lockfiles of npm, yarn, pnpm. generic lockfile parser for javascript, to get the deep tree of dependencies, without deduplication. alternative to snyk-nodejs-lockfile-parser | 3 | 2024-03-27T17:12:15Z |
| awesome-component-converters | convert html components between frameworks: react, svelte, solid, mitosis, vue, angular, ... | 11 | 2024-03-26T17:22:19Z |
| nur-packages | my nix packages | 7 | 2024-03-25T14:09:01Z |
| reset-toner-chip | reset laser toner cartridge chip | 8 | 2024-03-24T15:43:15Z |
| svelte-layout-resizable | resizable layout component for svelte | 28 | 2024-03-23T05:53:38Z |
| nix-build-debug | debug failing nix-build in interactive bash shell | 2 | 2024-03-14T10:31:50Z |
| translate-richtext | translate rich-text documents between human languages, online or offline | 1 | 2024-03-04T12:10:06Z |
| opensubtitles-scraper-new-subs | empty | 6 | 2024-03-04T07:48:17Z |
| hate-maintainers-censored | conservative fucks. fuck them. | 4 | 2024-02-22T16:06:53Z |
| hypothesis-annotations-scraper | download all annotations for a user from https://hypothes.is/ | 2 | 2024-02-17T17:57:11Z |
| alchi-journal | hand-written notes for my alchi project | 1 | 2024-02-16T22:20:04Z |
| async_dict | dictionary with waitable get and pop | 1 | 2024-02-15T09:23:28Z |
| document-photo-auto-threshold | auto-correct contrast and brightness of photographed document | 3 | 2024-02-14T06:50:15Z |
| thedaytapes | The Day Tapes, created by Dr. Richard Day, recalling a talk by Dr. Lawrence Dunegan, from year 1969, on the "New Order of Barbarians", predicting the medical tyranny of our present time | 3 | 2024-02-04T05:31:02Z |
| crx4chrome-scraper | scrape crx files from crx4chrome.com - unpack the crx files and add the crx contents to a git repo | 1 | 2024-02-03T08:49:26Z |
| prosemirror-inplace-editing-demo | empty | 1 | 2024-01-28T01:12:41Z |
| prosemirror-track-changes-demo | empty | 7 | 2024-01-28T01:12:35Z |
| theyliedabout | lies, scandals, scams, corruption, intelligence tests, psychowar, infowar, exploits, social engineering, ... | 3 | 2024-01-27T16:13:05Z |
| nix-eval-js | nix interpreter in javascript | 6 | 2024-01-19T21:36:46Z |
| nodejs-hide-symlinks | hide symlinks from nodejs, to implement a symlinked machine-level global NPM store | 4 | 2024-01-17T12:43:33Z |
| dogbolt-cli-client-bash | upload an executable binary file to the decompiler explorer dogbolt.org and download all decompiled source files to src/ | 2 | 2024-01-09T17:52:02Z |
| deb2nix | translate package names between debian and nixpkgs | 1 | 2024-01-09T12:02:09Z |
| nix-hell | a wrapper for nix-shell | 1 | 2024-01-09T12:01:58Z |
| z3gi | Grammatical inference using the Z3 SMT solver | 3 | 2024-01-03T10:34:29Z |
| nixos-config-webui | web editor for nix files. edit nixos configuration in a graphical webinterface | 6 | 2023-12-27T23:18:19Z |
| cas_torrent | a bittorrent client with content-addressed storage | 2 | 2023-12-27T03:15:50Z |
| solidjs-monaco-editor-component | use monaco-editor in solid.js | 6 | 2023-12-12T18:14:47Z |
| python-piavpn | VPN client for privateinternetaccess.com in python | 5 | 2023-12-07T08:12:09Z |
| gnumake-tokenpool | jobclient and jobserver for the GNU make tokenpool protocol. implementations in multiple languages | 4 | 2023-11-27T10:08:05Z |
| solidjs-resizable-splitter-component | resizable splitter component for SolidJS | 4 | 2023-11-10T00:38:54Z |
| reverse-template-engine | find a template of many similar html files | 6 | 2023-11-03T18:25:38Z |
| bittorrent-v2-merkle-root-hash-py | get bittorrent v2 merkle root hash of file path | 1 | 2023-10-23T17:18:27Z |
| pysqlite3 | pure-python sqlite3 client. useful to parse an incomplete (partially downloaded) sqlite database file, by manually parsing some database pages, where sqlite3 would say "Parse error: database disk image is malformed" | 2 | 2023-10-22T13:58:44Z |
| awesome-qt6 | empty | 14 | 2023-10-18T20:35:31Z |
| live-diff-html-editor | exact diffs of rich text | 7 | 2023-10-12T04:38:40Z |
| awesome-bidirectional-transforms | bidirectional transformations | 3 | 2023-10-07T19:27:36Z |
| alchi-pdf | pdf files for alchi https://github.com/milahu/alchi | 1 | 2023-08-29T14:06:49Z |
| pdf-compress-vector-graphics | compress large vector graphics in the "content streams" of PDF files by replacing them with high-quality JP2 raster images | 1 | 2023-08-24T15:40:09Z |
| vite-plugin-tree-sitter | bundle tree-sitter modules with vite | 7 | 2023-08-21T01:36:52Z |
| opensubtitles-uploader-cli | upload movie subtitles to opensubtitles.org | 2 | 2023-08-20T13:55:19Z |
| nix-build-profiler | profiling cpu and memory usage of nix-build | 2 | 2023-08-11T16:21:56Z |
| iceagefarmer | iceagefarmer Telegram archive. documenting the collapse of our civilization | 3 | 2023-08-08T13:55:09Z |
| conan2nix | empty | 2 | 2023-07-22T09:25:44Z |
| nixos-patch-installer | From Github pull requests, install patches directly to your NixOS machine | 6 | 2023-06-27T00:30:52Z |
| fully-open-source-wireguard-vpn-providers | actual "open-source" clients and providers for wireguard VPN | 5 | 2023-06-17T23:50:26Z |
| rust-compare-diff-libs | comparison of diff algorithms in rust | 1 | 2023-06-06T02:23:23Z |
| lemonade | Python port of the LEMON Parser Generator | 1 | 2023-05-14T21:15:03Z |
| fritz-modem | strip down a AVM FRITZ!Box firmware image so it functions as a DSL modem (PPPoE bridge) | 1 | 2023-05-14T21:15:01Z |
| nur-combined | empty | 1 | 2023-05-14T21:14:51Z |
| nur-search | generated by https://github.com/milahu/NUR | 1 | 2023-05-14T21:14:46Z |
| opensubtitles-scraper-sub-dates | empty | 1 | 2023-05-14T21:14:41Z |
| nixpkgs-watcher | notifications for my favorite apps | 2 | 2023-05-13T11:15:51Z |
| awesome-javascript-interpreters | empty | 1 | 2023-02-24T10:40:35Z |
| hate-maintainers | conservative fucks. fuck them. | 2 | 2023-02-24T06:10:52Z |
| docbook2md | convert docbook to markdown | 1 | 2023-02-08T22:15:56Z |
| awesome-metarepo-managers | empty | 1 | 2023-02-08T22:14:40Z |
| search-aggregator-browser-extension | browser extension to search with many search engines in parallel | 1 | 2023-02-08T22:13:32Z |
| awesome-sandboxing | sandboxing of untrusted code | 1 | 2023-02-08T22:12:59Z |
| embedded-langs-footprint | The sandbox project to investigate a footprint of various embedded languages. fork of https://gitlab.com/nuald-grp/embedded-langs-footprint | 1 | 2023-01-28T13:51:19Z |
| live-coding-notes | empty | 1 | 2023-01-28T13:50:59Z |
| test-github-pages | empty | 2 | 2023-01-27T00:17:40Z |
| browserforge | run github + github-pages + codesandbox in your browser, offline-first - CONCEPT | 2 | 2023-01-24T18:31:29Z |
| lezer-parser-shell | empty | 2 | 2023-01-19T15:05:07Z |
| reverse-qrcode-generator | brute-force input texts of similar QR code images | 1 | 2023-01-18T07:48:15Z |
| shelljs-async | bash syntax and gnu coreutils in javascript. async version of shelljs | 1 | 2022-12-15T01:31:12Z |
| solidjs-filesystem-component | filesystem component for the solid.js framework. compatible with browserfs | 1 | 2022-12-13T07:20:00Z |
| rollup-plugin-preval | compile-time eval for rollup | 3 | 2022-12-07T06:41:00Z |
| eslint-plugin-react2solid | convert react components to solid components | 1 | 2022-11-05T12:46:24Z |
| envi | env interpreter. alternative to env | 1 | 2022-11-02T08:52:43Z |
| lezer-parser-nix | lezer grammar for the nix language | 1 | 2022-09-09T08:23:52Z |
| whoaremyfriends | Who are my friends? Team composition by personality type # moved to https://github.com/milahu/alchi | 1 | 2022-07-19T10:58:35Z |
| canon-pixma-g5050-printer | empty | 1 | 2022-01-20T10:25:58Z |
| deepl-client-jsdom | javascript client for the online translator at deepl.com/translate | 1 | 2021-11-10T07:34:00Z |
| logic_fn | parse custom logic expression into javascript eval function | 1 | 2020-12-14T03:28:50Z |
I'm listing the ones I thought were the most interesting below.
hate-maintainers(-censored)
Archive
Right off the bat, we have some sperginess here. He lists this directly as a pinned repository on his profile. It seems he got into some trouble with the Nix community early last year. For those who don't know, Nix is a package manager with its own GNU/Linux distro spinoff (NixOS). The community is your average 2024 OSS community (so pretty pozzed). Our boy here decided to schizopost about them. Thankfully, despite GitHub deleting it, our boy has done his part and archived it for all to see:
- Starts off with an incomprehensible rant about "the conservatives" and how they are "provocative" (????)
- Accuses FOSS maintainers of being lazy because they don't want to maintain his features or want changes
- The bit that got his repo banned: "if you say "they are too many", then you probably mean overpopulation which can only be solved by rapid depopulation (aka "mass murder")"
- Manages to pull groyper talking points out of his ass, links to Gab
- The most retarded case of left-right brain I've ever seen:
"conservative: needs strong reasons to merge a patch
"liberal: needs strong reasons to NOT merge a patch" - Advocates for "release early, rollback later" i.e. break everyone's shit
- Has some quotes at the end that seem to articulate his points in a non-schizoid way
After he got banned from the Nix community and his GitHub repo got removed, he proceeded to sperg out on the Nix Discourse:
Awesome lists
He is absolutely obsessed with these, having 12 repos with the prefix "awesome-". For those who don't know, "awesome lists" are a format where you have a README linking to a bunch of other repositories, serving as a hub to find stuff. He has forked 5 and created 7 of his own:
awesome-component-converters
awesome-qt6
awesome-bidirectional-transforms
awesome-git-hosters
awesome-javascript-interpreters
awesome-metarepo-managers
awesome-sandboxing
nur-packages
Archive
owtheedge.jpg
Nothing much of note here apart from him apparently still holding a grudge against the Nix community.
random
Archive
Seems to be his repo for throwing random small snippets into. Minor curiosities:
- drahtgewebe-edelstahl.js - Seems to be an Ebay scraper of some sort, generating a Markdown file. (for the Germans: what's he searching for?)
- git-download-one-file-by-its-blob-hash - Downloading a single git blob from GitHub by hash. Includes the most retarded way to write a comment that I've seen (
cat >/dev/null <<EOF).
milahu
kiwifarms.net
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chill. most of these repos are forks
shows 165 repos that i created over the last X years. so what? why not?
fuck archive.org, they dont archive git repos.
please see my onion mirrors
this onion is running ony my home server... good luck hacking/spamming me : P
the discourse forum software is a nightmare for archiving.
once "the community" flags comments as "abuse",
these comments are not visible in the archive snapshots.
so of course, pro-censorship fags love discourse
metal screens with different mesh sizes: 1/2 inch, 1/4 inch, 1/8 inch, ...
at that time, i was researching how to build tools to cultivate mealworms as a protein source.
this research has never materialized.
cultivating mealworms is too much work, always the same work... not for me.
if i had some farm land, i would keep broilers, sheep, goats, pigs, cows. the usual stuff.
in terms of farming, i see the amish people as my ideal.
this is the only way to create a block comment in bash.
ive been coding for 20 years, wtf is your problem, noob?
oh i forgot, you people are OBSESSED with destroying people
this is also why you are desperately trying to paint me as the attacker when i was banned from nixos.
nah mate. THEY attacked me. they made false claims about "hate speech" in my social feeds,
which had nothing to do with my activity in the nix community.
in the nix community, i did some pull requests, some issues, the usual stuff.
my biggest contribution was qt6.nix which took me about a week.
im strong in hard skills, and weak in soft skills, so the SJW fags hate me.
first they banned me, and then they censored the discussion of my ban.
im all for transparency, i hate all censorship, so i have archived my side of the story.
the world deserves to know how stupid the nixos admins are.
they fully deserve to "go woke, go broke." fuck them.
why are you surprised?
these idiots banned me for life for their SJW bullshit "reasons"
of course i will always hate them
im still using nixos and nix, i just dont contribute any more to nixpkgs. not my problem : )
nur-packages is my collection of nix packages.
mostly boring shit, but maybe someone will find it useful
oh and FUCK YOU for posting more screenshots of text... idiot.
only this picture is worth posting: bloods gang hand sign
"bloods" as in: red pill, hard truth, radical transparency, conscious, gnostic, awake, explicit, aggressive, active, risk-seeking, ...
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I believe it is okay to kill in self defence, but you aren’t advocating that, you are advocating indiscriminate murder.
I’d rather not have to deal with the death squads when I want to go to my local shop for a coke.
I’d rather not have to deal with the death squads when I want to go to my local shop for a coke.
milahu
kiwifarms.net
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nah, im advocating for an aggressive selection
for beauty, for strength, and for a balance of personality types.
because it feels right to me.
the only reason why some people are blocking me
is because it feels wrong to them, and "all humans are equal"...
because their "tolerance" has limits, where i want radical tolerance.
also, im advocating for quick deaths. headshot, gone.
no time to say your last words, everyone should live like its his last day.
if you have shit to say, then say it now, now or never.
i guess a similar situation already exists in south america,
where drug cartels are sweeping the streets, doing their selection.
but i guess they are less aggressive, they dont feel responsible to "fix overpopulation"
so youre a farmer, not a soldier. defensive, not aggressive.
good for you. you do your thing, i do my thing.
in my paradise on earth, everyone can live his natural strength,
and delegate his weakspots to his friends.
symbiosis, mutual completion, connection of opposites ...
in my vision, farmers and soldiers are equally important.
every tribe consists of 50% farmers and 50% soldiers.
so some of your friends will be farmers, doing all the farm stuff.
and some of your friends will be soldiers, doing oll the war stuff.
when soldiers of a different tribe find you, they will either ignore you, or kill you,
or steal you and integrate you into their tribe by force.
this "exchange" is needed for genetic diversity, to avoid inbreeding.
... or we continue "business as usual", until some critical resource runs out, and 99% will starve.
... or we wait for the next mass extinction event (asteroid? volcano?)
basically we have the choice between passive and active approach to life,
and im advocating for a more active approach to life. because i have an active nature,
and i feel that people with a passive nature are over-represented.
rant rant : P
still: its impossible to solve this problem in the head.
to prove my hypothesis true or false we need experiments.
everything else is just bla bla bla,
trying to fight my hypothesis with other hypotheses which also remain untested.
this "intellectual" approach is doomed to fail (but hey, have fun wasting your time)
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Please, spread your asshole (brown) for the forum. I want to see it.
milahu
kiwifarms.net
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fun fact: in jail, they made us spread our butt cheeks. cops are fuckin pervs.
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milahu
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no. my last trips were like 10 years ago.
using psychedelic drugs in a toxic setting always leads to bad trips.
my tinnitus becomes louder, i only want to run away, away from the city... but i have nowhere to run,
so these bad trips only make me super-conscious about how trapped i am in this shit world.
its just painful... not helpful at all.
better drugs for this shit world are sedatives (alcohol, opiates, benzos),
but i hate sedatives, so im "straight edge", i take zero drugs.
my favorite drugs were mescaline-like drugs: 2C-B, 2C-E, 2C-P, DOM, DOB, ...
these are psychedelics and stimulants, in equal parts, so youre sensitive and awake
also, i used to go to drum & bass raves every weekend before covid 19.
dancing all night from 22 pm to 5 am, mostly on MDMA, then 3 hours hitchhiking back home.
with covid 19, they closed all the night clubs, and the party scene was dead.
apparently, the parties have recovered after the lockdowns, but i never went back.
these parties were kind-of funny, like a weekly cardio workout...
but otherwise, a waste of time, nothing productive.
sure as shit this was no satisfying way to "fuck the system".
Fuck the police! I was born in jail, you dont know me. Bros Before Hos 2013
Police Interrogation and Gangster Revenge Monolog. Irreversible (2002)
(^ the movie "Irreversible 2002" is another intelligence test. the whole movie is about a rape scene, and its tempting to feel sympathy for the victim, but i refuse to take sides, all have their reasons, all are equally "guilty". like the movie says, "there are no crimes, only actions.")
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As much as this guy is a schizo sperg, one can say two things about him.
1. He appears to be completely upfront and has no interest in hiding anything.
2. I can't argue against his point of transparent moderation.
With a little more medication in his life he'd fit right in here.
1. He appears to be completely upfront and has no interest in hiding anything.
2. I can't argue against his point of transparent moderation.
With a little more medication in his life he'd fit right in here.
milahu
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wrong.
the problem is your intolerance, not my deviance.
to repeat:
they have thrown me in jail for 3 years.
they have thrown me in psychiatry for 2 years.
they forced me to take antipsychotic medications (i guess it was Clozapine).
they took away my child because im "crazy and dangerous".
... but i never backed down, i will NEVER be "normal", not in a million years.
i have my own definitions of what is right and wrong,
and i give a shit about the expectations of other people,
just like they give a shit about my expectations.
devils never back down, not even when hell freezes over.
devils have infinite pride. its a natural constant, natural order.
this is also why i demanded my public burning at the stake,
when these idiots wanted to jail me for growing the wrong plants (cannabis).
never compromise, never try to appease the enemy, always escalate...
in terms of psychology:
this is the conflict between my "grandiose narciss" personality type and their "group narcissm".
the conflict between "satan" and "satanists".
the difference is, my arrogant behavior is natural,
and their arrogant behavior is artificial = learned = imitated.
natural arrogance versus artificial arrogance.
talent versus education. (thats why i hate teachers so much, they are the warriors in this psychowar.)
natural arrogance is better because its based on feelings in the here and now.
artificial arrogance is inferior because its based on conscious dogmas,
which are more rigid, which are *not* connected to the here and now.
in the field of arrogance, im a leader, they are followers.
in terms of personality types:
my natural arrogance comes from my basetype (1034), this is the constant part of my personality.
their artificial arrogance comes from their subtype (3401), this is the variable part of their personality.
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milahu
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yeah, that was not planned.
i would have killed the child, because it has no future.
they force the child to live, eat shit every day, get a million vaccines, and die in the civil war.
yepp, i hate these pacifists, they are just wasting everyone's time.