Poppy Diabolique / Jessica Routhier / Joshua Routhier / Bryce Routhier / Zena & Poppy: Wholesome Degenerates - Middle aged crazy tranny, his polycule of enablers and his BPD filled breakups. Abusive Parent. Fakes having multiple personalities. Serial Sex Pest. Grooms minors and SA victims with furry porn. Fired from their job for being terminally online

So fun fact, Poppy has been “working” since getting canned. Poppy started using his Psychology Today profile as his website for his private practice. He does have a website for it but it has never been updated; apparently it is called Emergent Self Counseling.
I'm proud of him! I thought he would just shit his pants and do nothing. I'm glad he can be sued on his own.

Seriously, I feel bad for people who find him through this, but his reach has been cut hard and it's funny to see him forced to try and do business again. I wonder if he retains all 3 of his old patients?
 
I'm proud of him! I thought he would just shit his pants and do nothing
I mean he is. He’s still having 3am twitter sprees where he finds low effort trolls to harass. And he’ll spew venom at Noeh or someone else who’s slighted him. He could’ve had a website up and running 20 times over by now.

Also hilarious that he touts himself as an expert on BPD. He’s never had DBT therapy so he’ll likely never use it with his BPD patients, and we’ve all seen the way he manages his regardless of his work with his therapist.
 
It never fails to amuse me how transparent Poppy is with all of his alters. Also the fact he treats his own brain as "the shadow realm" from Yugioh. Alter doesn't guilt trip people effectively? Shadow realm. Alter fails chasing off a metamour? Shadow realm.

Petition for Poppy and Zena to arrive at the next Creator Clash. He's having a tag team wrestling match and switches out with his alters while Zena refuses to be tagged because a migraine is coming on.
 

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Poppy dropped more Noeh DMs. The tl;dr of these is that Poppy gets mad that Noeh isn’t excited and happy enough for Poppy’s liking after he bought her a new camera.

The writing is once again on the wall in that Poppy is overwhelming Noeh with DMs, causing her to give one word answers.

Thanks Poppy for leaking these and continuing to confirm what an unhinged, dangerous lunatic you are.

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Poppy dropped more Noeh DMs. The tl;dr of these is that Poppy gets mad that Noeh isn’t excited and happy enough for Poppy’s liking after he bought her a new camera.

The writing is once again on the wall in that Poppy is overwhelming Noeh with DMs, causing her to give one word answers.

Thanks Poppy for leaking these and continuing to confirm what an unhinged, dangerous lunatic you are.

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This is an exhaustive level of browbeating. Nobody on the planet would want to put up with this. If Josh had any capacity for self-awareness (that he didn’t deflect through therapy tactics), I don’t see how he’d have felt “lied to” when NF left. BPD or no, he should recognize that having talks like this daily is hell for most people, even if he seems to live for this shit.
 
Poppy dropped more Noeh DMs. The tl;dr of these is that Poppy gets mad that Noeh isn’t excited and happy enough for Poppy’s liking after he bought her a new camera.
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"Nothing on the sex? I'm sad, poor me! ....hint hint."
Poor Hayleigh had to try and deal with that type of cringe, Hayleigh deserved that 4 minutes to think of a response.

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"I'm not expecting an instant response!"

Yes, 12 minutes isn't instant, but it's the appropriate time, therefore if someone doesn't respond within that time they hate you and cannot fawn over you like you do them. Sadly, nobody can fawn over Poppy like he does others unless they too are BPD, so he should look forward to more messy breakups if he can bait people onto his dong again.

This is an exhaustive level of browbeating. Nobody on the planet would want to put up with this. If Josh had any capacity for self-awareness (that he didn’t deflect through therapy tactics), I don’t see how he’d have felt “lied to” when NF left. BPD or no, he should recognize that having talks like this daily is hell for most people, even if he seems to live for this shit.
He seems like he'd complain if someone did that to him but oblivious if he does it. I'm surprised at this point that he doesn't have a contract people can sign to become his harem member, he's looking for very specific things and will berate you if you show any deviation from what he wants. He seems to see "I HAVE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THIS" as his giant fucking excuse, and points to it like a clause in the verbal contract of dating to act shitty to you. He should add in how Zauren gets last word on everything and how new alters will appear any time he feels like it.

Has he spoken about any of his alters lately?
 
Thanks Poppy for leaking these and continuing to confirm what an unhinged, dangerous lunatic you are.
I don't know what he thinks he's proving here aside from that. Just goes to show how untreated his abusive mental illness is, and how deranged and unwell his followers are if he thinks they'll agree this is an own. Get help with your abusive personality and for the love of all fuck stop practicing any form of giving professional advice, piece of shit. He is everything that should be stigmatised about untreated BPD and people using mental illnesses as excuses for being awful people.
 
Poppy dropped more Noeh DMs. The tl;dr of these is that Poppy gets mad that Noeh isn’t excited and happy enough for Poppy’s liking after he bought her a new camera.

The writing is once again on the wall in that Poppy is overwhelming Noeh with DMs, causing her to give one word answers.

Thanks Poppy for leaking these and continuing to confirm what an unhinged, dangerous lunatic you are.

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The level of narcissism on this faggot is incredible, he absolutely loves and feeds off of petty little dramas that he creates. Josh understands that Noeh needs space; a normal person in a relationship would feel comfortable taking a step back because they actually give a shit about their partner. But no, Josh is all about me me me.

Also, he verbally expresses that he prefers teen clients; could trannies be anymore transparent than this? At least his narcissism is so unhinged and uncontained that anyone with a little bit of common sense can avoid him. He really has no personal awareness, and it's kind of amazing? How someone can be so deluded and thirsty for asspats

I wonder what Josh's family and homelife was like when he was younger. I imagine Zena Cocaina crawled in from a trailer park and probably perpetually smelled like a litterbox
 
Shh. The French alter is talking, everyone.
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That surgery date can’t come soon enough. At least for a few hours Saige will shut up.

Bet you anything that during the long healing process at Poppy’s apartment something will go wrong and Saige will unveil a new alter.
 
Poppy dropped more Noeh DMs. The tl;dr of these is that Poppy gets mad that Noeh isn’t excited and happy enough for Poppy’s liking after he bought her a new camera.

The writing is once again on the wall in that Poppy is overwhelming Noeh with DMs, causing her to give one word answers.

Thanks Poppy for leaking these and continuing to confirm what an unhinged, dangerous lunatic you are.

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Lol @ Poppy(42 year old balding man) for calling someone else a “self destructive sexpest” while they leak DMs of themselves being an abusive sexpest.

Noeh continually gets my pity. It’s a miserable slog to read. Can’t imagine how diluted my brain would have to be to put these screenshots in my defense. It’s literally, “I know you “say” you’re asexual, but I bought you this camera so I can sexually pester you every day and pressure you into cumming for me…”

And the most aggravating part is that no matter how much Noeh may or may not have complied, Poppy would still flip the convo into this passive aggressive, goal-post moving, bitch fest where Noeh isn’t good enough.

By Poppy’s own fucked up metrics, he himself is a notorious rapist. He manipulated Noeh into sexual activity online and IRL. We obviously know this isn’t the first time either.
 
I don't know what he thinks he's proving here aside from that. Just goes to show how untreated his abusive mental illness is, and how deranged and unwell his followers are if he thinks they'll agree this is an own. Get help with your abusive personality and for the love of all fuck stop practicing any form of giving professional advice, piece of shit. He is everything that should be stigmatised about untreated BPD and people using mental illnesses as excuses for being awful people.

For those unclear why this is happening like I was: with borderline personality disorder, their brain has an underdeveloped and lacking empathy center. They are bad at experiencing empathy because they either don't have it, or it pains them to think someone feels bad around them so they lash out to not feel those feeling. The splitting behavior is caused by consciously or subconciously shifting blame off themselves and onto the person who caused them terrible emotional discomfort so they can externalize the emotions and control them better. Poppy, for some reason, expects emotions he feels to be universal - he's showing off Noeh's bad behavior because it hurt Poppy so goddamn badly, even though it was Poppy's own terrible anxiety he was attempting to squash. He demands attention and external validation from others to get a stable sense of self, a justification for his behavior (as he knows it's wrong or else he should stop calling himself a therapist), and asspats.

Please note that all of this is armchair amateur psychology gleaned from some experience, some classes, and some googling. I'm sure to Poppy this means I'm invalid, which is hilarious, but I mean to encourage others to explore other hypotheses and theories. Borderlines can be strangely predictable and consistent in behavior once you know their cycles and ticks.

Also, he verbally expresses that he prefers teen clients; could trannies be anymore transparent than this? At least his narcissism is so unhinged and uncontained that anyone with a little bit of common sense can avoid him.
For Joshy, picking teens as easier to work with is great for him since they don't have that awareness. He can come at them however he wants and they won't know much better. He can even browbeat them into complying!

He really has no personal awareness, and it's kind of amazing? How someone can be so deluded and thirsty for asspats
I think it's twofold: for one, his entire job is thinking about psychology and behavior. This way he can come up with many excuses for his behavior. The other is how he has a whole community full of BPD and handmaidens who also validate his ass. He's built up a surprisingly great bubble for himself and his obsessive need for complete enviormental and social circle control. The more he can control, the less he gets hurt and the more he can hurt first if he feels threatened.

I wonder what Josh's family and homelife was like when he was younger. I imagine Zena Cocaina crawled in from a trailer park and probably perpetually smelled like a litterbox
I agree. It likely would help explain why he desires asspats and control so much. Are there any videos or tweets explaining this?

Shh. The French alter is talking, everyone.
Do you think Logan is triggered when his French alter laughs in his head? "Hon hon hon!!!" Truly making brick hons cry.

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That surgery date can’t come soon enough. At least for a few hours Saige will shut up.

Bet you anything that during the long healing process at Poppy’s apartment something will go wrong and Saige will unveil a new alter.
"I own my bitchiness"

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I have no idea what Logan is bitching about, only that the entire circle is mentally unwell so it could be true or false. I don't care unless it's the Poppycule itself.

Noeh continually gets my pity. It’s a miserable slog to read. Can’t imagine how diluted my brain would have to be to put these screenshots in my defense. It’s literally, “I know you “say” you’re asexual, but I bought you this camera so I can sexually pester you every day and pressure you into cumming for me…”
Poppy probably thought it would be the hottest shit to turn someone "asexual" into someone sexual so he buried himself in that fantasy and didn't care/notice. Or just didn't get it or care. Thank god Noeh got away.

By Poppy’s own fucked up metrics, he himself is a notorious rapist. He manipulated Noeh into sexual activity online and IRL. We obviously know this isn’t the first time either.
EXCUSE ME, Poppy is HYPERSEXUAL, he NEEDS secks and he NEEDS it NOW NOW NOW NOW. It's in his self proclaimed sexuality!




Reminds me, I'm trying to figure out if there's a good video or two where Poppy discusses his own mental health. With this type of content though...
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I have a lot to choose from. The good news is that most of it is filler.

@Karellen I think his dream job is his streaming + discourse + mental health Youtube channel. His ideal life is getting a large fanbase with a lot of asspats to soothe his lacking ego, a big discord to control, and a large pool of people he could fuck. It's likely why he shits his pants and does nothing while half assing building his website.
 
I’ve yet to hear or see any evidence as to how they’re being harassed. For the record, being called out on your bullshit isn’t being harassed. If twitter or Kiwi Farms is hurting your feelings that badly then log off.
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I’ve yet to hear or see any evidence as to how they’re being harassed. For the record, being called out on your bullshit isn’t being harassed. If twitter or Kiwi Farms is hurting your feelings that badly then log off.
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Wow true and honest woman Logan can't stand getting lookshamed online when all females and most males have to endure such jabs??? Maybe he shouldn't have posted his picture in the first place.

I hope Tallow keeps using the Saige name. It's funny by itself that he admits we got his deadname right and is still butthurt it's up on here.
 
I agree. It likely would help explain why he desires asspats and control so much. Are there any videos or tweets explaining this?
I have a couple of speculations; I noticed when women poon out, it's usually due to a weak or absent father figure, and they want to fill the empty hole by becoming the father they needed in their lives

For men, I speculate it's a little more complicated. I've noticed if the family is decent and the mother and father are still married, it's an attempt at the son to gain his father's attention/affection by becoming the woman of his father's dreams, because otherwise they feel like they're in competition with their mother or other siblings. It may also be fueled by resentment that their fathers show affection or favor differently to the females in the family/their lives versus how their fathers treat them.

If the father isn't the picture, that's easy. They want to become a better woman than their own mother because they blame their mother for their father leaving the family.

The pornado enhances the effect by further dementing their already poorly wired brains. These are general speculations and not a cookie cutter for every single case. I don't think Josh ever experienced true intimacy in his life; I imagine his cognitive dissonance is so great, because in his home life, his main coping mechanism was shutting off from reality and delving into fantasy.

On that note, I never met a Star Wars nerd who had any semblance of normalcy. The last ones I came across genuinely believed themselves to be dragons. Something about consuming too much fantasy media in order to escape the pain, etc etc. Then the Internet came along...
 
“Mask-off transphobia” is telling a true and honest woman she should look into hair plugs. Women can go bald too, ya big misogynist!

Wow true and honest woman Logan can't stand getting lookshamed online when all females and most males have to endure such jabs??? Maybe he shouldn't have posted his picture in the first place.

I hope Tallow keeps using the Saige name. It's funny by itself that he admits we got his deadname right and is still butthurt it's up on here.
Sorry. Look based shaming is exclusive to the oppressed trans community! But genuinely, he makes such big brain moves. That totally is an admission.

Logan loves claiming this thread as his own lol. Sorry, you’re a subplot character. I mean, keep the selfies and group photos coming though. Those are funny.
 
Logan loves claiming this thread as his own lol. Sorry, you’re a subplot character.
I wish he’d make up his mind. One day it’s uwu I just want to be left alone. Then next week he’s mad that Poppy gets all the attention so he has to start stirring shit up. And then when someone inevitably calls Saige out on their bullshit, he locks down, threatens suicide and spirals for a week before repeating.

The recent seething and nastiness seems to be because one of the “suicide squad” members leaked the uncensored DMs from Saige’s attempt showing Saige thanking them for saving them.

This runs counter to Saige’s suicide narrative so Poppy and Saige have been REEEEEing extra hard on them.
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These are general speculations and not a cookie cutter for every single case. I don't think Josh ever experienced true intimacy in his life; I imagine his cognitive dissonance is so great, because in his home life, his main coping mechanism was shutting off from reality and delving into fantasy.
I'm guessing whatever it was it was fucking terrible since neither his mom nor dad are ever mentioned. Are there any borderline cows who NEVER mentioned their parents or guardians? I can't think of any. Some shit must have went down for him to either be too pissed to post about it or too scared/traumatized to post. It's a little spooky. Hell, I can't even figure out who his parents ARE - I only have tennative links. Joshy seems like he came out of fucking nowhere. I only know his middle name is likely Andrew.

My guess? Serious trauma from in and or outside the family and mentally ill parent(s) since crazy doesn't come from nowhere. But that's as specific as I could get. The only person I would think ever have any knowledge on it would be the Kid, but even then Poppy was super in control. If he doesn't spill on twitter, he wouldn't spill about his parents to his step child. MAYBE someone from the Poppycule, but I doubt it.

The recent seething and nastiness seems to be because one of the “suicide squad” members leaked the uncensored DMs from Saige’s attempt showing Saige thanking them for saving them.
Fucking lol :story:. There's easier ways to talk to friends heart to heart but lmao.
 
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