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I read The Nanjing Massacre by Honda Katsuichi. I like that it dunks on its main competitor right on the cover:
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It's made up of eye-witness reports that Honda collected on his travels to China in the eighties, as well as field diaries, memoirs, and interviews with Japanese soldiers, alongside contemporary reporting from Japanese newspapers, tied together with a minimal amount of context. It made me tear up a few times it’s all so horrible. There's some really grotesque scenes that will stick with me, in the vein of "we had chicken and rice for dinner and then we spent an hour machine-gunning the 10.000+ prisoners we rounded up as they climbed up and over one another trying to escape us forming giant human pillars that kept toppling over".
The gang rape was treated as a kind of sport. Many years after the Massacre, going through captured stores on Peliliu and Okinawa, I found a quantity of the condoms regularly issued by the army to its soldiers. On the wrapping of each was a picture of a Japanese soldier charging with the bayonet. The caption below read simply Totsugeki-"Charge!" That little piece of paper told a lot about the Rape of Nanjing.

Then they saw a gruesome sight: a nearly fleshless skeleton hanging from a tree in the neighbors' yard. Strips of meat that had clearly been torn at by dogs lay on the ground below. They later learned that the skeleton was that of a peasant youth in his twenties named Li Taidong, a large fellow 186 centimeters tall. The barking dogs that the people had heard the night before had been German shepherds used by the Japanese military, and the screams had come from Li Taidong. The screams had lasted for about thirty minutes, and the barking for about an hour. The villagers later surmised that Li had been strung up naked and that the soldiers had sliced off his flesh to feed to the dogs.

There are many and various accounts from Japanese soldiers themselves of how they committed rape, cut open the bellies of pregnant women, and participated in gang rape and mass murder.
There were people who did even crueler things. There was one who forced a pregnant woman to come along with him, stripped her naked, and drove a sword into her swollen belly. There was another who tied a woman hand and foot between two trees, stuffed a hand grenade up her vagina, and exploded it.... In short, they tormented any woman they found in any way they could. The soldiers amused themselves by talking about the horrible things they had done to women, and they spoke about it with pride. (Former Staff Sergeant T)
Just because it was interfering with the satisfaction of my desires, I took a living human child, that is, an innocent baby that was just beginning to talk, and threw it into boiling water. (Sergeant I of the 59th Division)
Women were the main victims, you know. Everyone from old women on down, they did them all. They'd come from Xiaguan in a charcoal truck and drive up to a hamlet and divide the women up among the soldiers, usually one woman for every fifteen or twenty soldiers. They'd choose some sunny place, like around a storehouse, then hang up leaves and make a place for their activities. They'd get a so-called red ticket, which had the company commander's seal on it, and then they'd take off their loincloths and wait their turn. There wasn't any soldier who didn't take part in the rapes. After that, they killed the women, for the most part. (Private T of the 114th Division)
"It was unbearable to listen to them [discharged soldiers right after the war]," she wrote, "They laughed coarsely about the many Chinese women they had raped, and one told about seeing how far into a woman's body his arm would go…."

The 4- or 5-meter-wide bridge spanning the canal had been destroyed by the Nationalists before the fall of Nanjing. Swollen bodies had been thrown into the river at the place where the bridge had been. Zuo guesses that they numbered in the tens of thousands, or else they could not have made such a huge pile. Boards and doors had been laid over the bodies, and they had become the foundations of a "corpse bridge" that cars drove over.

The Japanese showed up when the villagers were in the midst of threshing. Although everyone fled immediately, three women, Wu Shanxian's wife, Wu Shenshi, along with Zhong Gaoshi and Li Wangshi, were unable to run very fast because of their bound feet. They were shot as they jumped into a stream.

There were rumors going around that the Japanese had cut off women's bound feet and stacked them up at the Jinlian Bridge, so Ye and three companions set out at six one morning to see if the rumors were true.

The Jinlian Bridge was a fairly large bridge over the canal on the way to the Jinlian Temple, but the rumored pile of bound feet was actually at the Little Jinlian Bridge, a single slab of stone about 1 1/2 meters long and 60 or 70 centimeters wide, laid across a branch of the same canal. The feet were piled up not on the bridge itself, but on the road next to it. The pile was of the same diameter as the road and in a cone shape several dozen centimeters high. The cone had been shaped with remarkable care, with a single foot at its apex. Some feet still wore shoes of many colors or decorated with embroidery, while others were bare, and still others were so covered with blood that it was impossible to tell whether they wore shoes or not. Because of the cold, the flesh had not yet started to decay, and there was little odor. Ye and his companions stood around the pile of feet, terrified, pale, and trembling.

Ye soon joined up with Chiang Kai-shek's Nationalists. About two years later, a party leaders' training session was held at Tianmu Mountain in Deqing County, about 100 li (50 kilometers) from Changxing, and that was where Ye met a Japanese prisoner of war who had been captured by Nationalist guerrillas. The prisoner had originally been a carpenter, and since he had been a prisoner for a long time, he could speak some Chinese. When Ye asked him about the bound feet, he replied, "Those feet are a novelty in Japan, and we'd never seen them before, so we cut them off. I didn't do that myself, but other people did."

According to the old people who remained in the city, most of the women whose feet were cut off bled to death.

At the same time I started M. John Harrison's Viriconium to have something less disgusting to read before bed, but even the first chapter was a bit rapey and murdery, so I switched to Lud-in-the-Mist by Hope Mirrlees which was a much better choice. It's a fantasy classic from 1926, about a city that starts to see troubling incursions of madness, whimsy, and melancholy. This is believed to be caused by people eating smuggled-in fairy fruit, even though relations with the neighbouring Fairyland had been cut off centuries before. It's by no means as simplistic as that makes it sound though, and it weaves together a lot of different strands. I thought it was really good.

I also liked The Vegetarian by Han Kang. I especially liked how we never get direct access to the eponymous vegetarian's perspective, as the three chapters are narrated by her husband, her brother-in-law, and her sister.

I think I'll return to Viriconium now.
 
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Working my way through PKD again and found myself disappointed with Our Friends From Frolix 8, which was pretty undercooked. I know that with Dick you're lucky to get more than a second draft, so I'm willing to forgive him, but I wouldn't recommend it to others. The Penultimate Truth, however, is much better, being one of his prescient books, this one anticipating the Great Reset.

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Just got a copy of this I'm going to be settling into it might be good I've never heard of this author before but it was recommended to me.

I remember being bored to tears by The Transformation of War, which, to be fair, I tried to read during a very bad period of my life where I was very stressed and not getting a lot of sleep.
 
Working my way through PKD again and found myself disappointed with Our Friends From Frolix 8, which was pretty undercooked. I know that with Dick you're lucky to get more than a second draft, so I'm willing to forgive him, but I wouldn't recommend it to others. The Penultimate Truth, however, is much better, being one of his prescient books, this one anticipating the Great Reset.



I remember being bored to tears by The Transformation of War, which, to be fair, I tried to read during a very bad period of my life where I was very stressed and not getting a lot of sleep.
It might be a dry read. I didn't enjoy André Gerolymatos
Castles Made of Sand: A Century of Anglo-American Espionage and Intervention in the Middle East. As much as I thought I would it , was about as dry as sand and some of it just seemed kind of kinda all over the map in terms of info.
 
I haven’t read a Peter Watts novel I didn’t like. His scientific background shines through, everything is coached in a rational light, even the psionics.
Watts certainly knows how to write aliens that are alien. I'm liking the cosmic horror with 21st century scientific knowledge because what we've learned since Lovecraft's time opens up some really terrifying possibilities.
 
Working my way through PKD again and found myself disappointed with Our Friends From Frolix 8, which was pretty undercooked. I know that with Dick you're lucky to get more than a second draft, so I'm willing to forgive him, but I wouldn't recommend it to others. The Penultimate Truth, however, is much better, being one of his prescient books, this one anticipating the Great Reset.
That was one of his potboilers since he was utterly broke at the time, having spent all his money on drugs.

UBIK is awesome, A Scanner Darkly supreme, The Transmigration of Timothy Archer purely monstrous, but you always have obscure classics if you're a Dickhead, like I am, like The Man Whose Teeth Were All Exactly Alike. Nobody else could write a book like that.

Also Clans of the Alphane Moon. Dick was just so fucking awesome. He should be worshipped.

Oh and I forgot Confessions of a Crap Artist, an absolute masterpiece, and Flow My Tears, the Policeman Said.

The dude was incapable of writing anything bad. Even the actually bad shit he wrote was good.

Also consider reading his Exegesis, or the parts of it that are released from time to time. They're absolutely schizophrenic but probably entirely correct.
 
At the same time I started M. John Harrison's In Viriconium to have something less disgusting to read before bed, but even the first chapter was a bit rapey and murdery, so I switched to Lud-in-the-Mist by Hope Mirrlees which was a much better choice. It's a fantasy classic from 1926, about a city that starts to see troubling incursions of madness, whimsy, and melancholy. This is believed to be caused by people eating smuggled-in fairy fruit, even though relations with the neighbouring Fairyland had been cut off centuries before. It's by no means as simplistic as that makes it sound though, and it weaves together a lot of different strands. I thought it was really good.
Have you read The Infernal Desire Machines of Doctor Hoffman? That's a very surreal, is-it-a-dream-or-has-reality-just-changed story, halfway between sci-fi and philosophy. Very rapey, though I will say that the centaur gang rape was unusual for anyone not acquainted with the Japanese.

The Nanjing shit I've skirted around the edges of before but never got into, and I don't think that I ever will. Humans are a vile species.
 
I've always liked science fiction that had a unique perspective on technology. The Linesman series by S.K. Dunstall has ships that have several "lines" of an organic FTL engine with the protagonist being the first one who could communicate with those lines directly.

I remember a really old book where FTL travel required finding secret routes, and everyone who travelled in space had a clearcoat like skin that protects them but can turn them into people who live in space if they get exposed to a vaccum
 
That was one of his potboilers since he was utterly broke at the time, having spent all his money on drugs.

UBIK is awesome, A Scanner Darkly supreme, The Transmigration of Timothy Archer purely monstrous, but you always have obscure classics if you're a Dickhead, like I am, like The Man Whose Teeth Were All Exactly Alike. Nobody else could write a book like that.

Also Clans of the Alphane Moon. Dick was just so fucking awesome. He should be worshipped.

Oh and I forgot Confessions of a Crap Artist, an absolute masterpiece, and Flow My Tears, the Policeman Said.

The dude was incapable of writing anything bad. Even the actually bad shit he wrote was good.

Also consider reading his Exegesis, or the parts of it that are released from time to time. They're absolutely schizophrenic but probably entirely correct.

I'm not a total cultist but I know that you're almost guaranteed to get your money's worth with him, which is more than I can say for most scifi writers, living or dead. I've read over a half dozen of his books now:
  • Ubik - Read this around the anniversary of the death of someone close to me, which was a mistake.
  • The Three Stigmata of Palmer Eldritch - I've returned to this book three times. It's one of the best religious scifi novels I've ever read, up there with A Canticle for Leibowitz. The way it predicts consoomerism and the virtual economy is pretty cool, too. This is the one I recommend to people when Dick comes up in conversation.
  • Our Friends From Frolix 8 - Posted about it above.
  • Vulcan's Hammer - Another weak novel, though I love the idea of AIs building up societies or social movements and using them to oppose each other, and there are many flashes of prescience in this one, too.
  • We Can Build You - I found it dull and didn't finish.
  • A Maze of Death - Also boring at first blush, but I've changed my mind about it in the years that have passed since first reading it.
  • Now Wait For Last Year - Not bad at all, but maybe better appreciated by WWII afficionados.
  • The Penultimate Truth - Still digeseting this one.
I'm a back catalogue browser, so The Simulacra and Dr. Bloodmoney are up next.
 
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Have you read The Infernal Desire Machines of Doctor Hoffman? That's a very surreal, is-it-a-dream-or-has-reality-just-changed story, halfway between sci-fi and philosophy. Very rapey, though I will say that the centaur gang rape was unusual for anyone not acquainted with the Japanese.

The Nanjing shit I've skirted around the edges of before but never got into, and I don't think that I ever will. Humans are a vile species.
Oh my. I actually have a copy of that but haven't gotten around to it yet. It sounds very intriguing but I worry it might be too gross for me - yes I see the irony. I guess if I'm reading something depraved describing a real event I feel like I'm learning/confronting something, but if it's fictional I find it harder to justify? I will read it though.
 
I have to say that Readarr is the second shittiest arrs (media downloaders and organizers, and the XXX app whisparr is the worst). I've been using it to rgaqnize my ebook collection for jellyfin, but it is so slow in matching files and the import doesn't work half the time. It regularly starts doing background scans that make the entire app unresponsive until you force restart it, and it completely shits the bed on prolific authors like Spielberg

I've been re-reading the linesmen series as I like it's take on tech
 
  • Vulcan's Hammer - Another weak novel, though I love the idea of AIs building up societies or social movements and using them to oppose each other, and there are many flashes of prescience in this one, too.
Another potboiler, this one was spun out of a short story for quick money and it shows. It was one of those "Ace Doubles" which were a 2-in-1 gimmick style book where you had one book on one side and flipped it over for the other.
 
Finished the second Silo book last night and am now reading the third. Overall it's a fun series, although the second book is weird in that it's a prequel. I did like it, but you know how lots of prestige tv shows with 12/13 episode seasons will have an explosive 9th or 10th episode with a major cliffhanger only for the next episode to be a prequel/flashback that provides vital information from before the series began, which slows things down and sorta leaves you hanging for a week as you wait for the main plot to resume? This is how book 2 feels. Like those flashback episodes it's pretty good, and there's lots of valuable information to gain from it, but I'm left hanging for a week as I wait for the main plot to resume.
 
I finished the Silo series yesterday, overall it was just okay. The first book was pretty great, but the second book is a prequel that wastes time and ultimately answers too many questions about what caused the apocalypse, and that left open a ton of logical holes and other issues. The third book was fine too, but it has some plot points that don't stick the landing and even feel like a waste of time, especially regarding a religious group and the marriage of a child. The people who caused the main threat are also really stupid and I got annoyed at how often one dude and his sister kept subverting them.

A shame I didnt love it as the first book is really quite good.
 
Currently reading The Night Watch by Sergei Lukyaneko. It's the first book of the series so I'm looking forward to going through all of them.
Just finishing it now. Absolute banger. I am going to have to watch the movie now. Reminds me some of the highlights in F. Paul Wilson's works- really enjoyed my yearly rereading of all the Repairman Jack novels a couple months ago.

If anyone likes C.J. Box's books, 'Three Inch Teeth' is a lot better than the last few before, not complete trash.
 
Finished PKD's "Do Androids Dream" and Moorcock's first Elric book in the Elric Saga Omnibus.

I'm contemplating picking up the PKD Library of America omnibi if I can find it at a good reasonable price. Otherwise I'll keep an eye out for PKD stuff when thrifting.
Elric has been sold on me so I'll probably finish the first volume and then pick up the rest of the omnibus volumes throughout the year. I tend to keep my reading list in a sort of rotation where I go through a Sci-FI/Fantasy/Short Story Collection/"Classic" or Non SF-F genre work. It usually seems to keep me progressing through my list.

My next Sci-Fi read is going to be Jack Vance's Dying Earth. I got a good deal on a practically new copy of the omnibus. If I like it, I'll then consider just grabbing Vance books as a priority. I've read the first few pages and it's fun. I also picked up vol 1 of the sci fi hall of fame reprints from 2012ish from a garage sale. it's practically new too. I'll dip into it when I want to chill without a long book.

Next fantasy is either gonna be the second elric book or the first book in the fritz leiber lankhmar stories. (Yeah, I got the hardcover anthology omnibus volumes for a good price. Welp.)

Crime & Punishment is being slowly read. I just dip into it a bit every day. I go through my Solomon Kane audiobook when doing errands. I'd say I'm like 60-75% done with that.

I've got good stuff I'll get to reading. Got me a volume of the LoA Sci-Fi Novels from the '60s, loose. It's got FLowers for Algernon in it and 3 other good novels.

I'm thinking of picking up some Ursula K. le Guin stuff if I see it. Left Hand of Darkness and The Wizard of Earthsea seem to be the recommendations on starting with her. I'll probably see if I can't pick it up while thrifting. I've enjoyed the big three of sci-fi from time to time in short stories, as well as having grown up reading Bradbury's Farenheit. Acquaintances have recommended I just keep an eye out for the good golden age/new wave sci-fi writers as I thrift. Any hard recs from the kiwis? Dune? Neuromancer? Hyperion? Silverberg? I've read Verne/Wells/E.R. Burroughs pretty extensively growing up as well as plenty of pulps (mostly hero pulps, but I'd also gotten into whatever I could online. Didn't discover Harold Lamb until this year.) If you have recs for sci-fi/fantasy, I'm all ears. I'm just slowly learning to keep an eye out for anything that I may like. From Zelazny to Glen Cook to Gene Wolfe.
 
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