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Lately just crave ice water everyday for relief from the heat. Dear god, when will the rains bless us again.
God I feel that pain.

Reminds me of last summer. One and a half month nonstop dryness, cloudless skies, constant sun and heat.

It freaked me out when the grass outside turned yellow. It got so bad that bonfires were temporarily prohibited and there were restrictions put on where you can smoke in public spaces.

We have a summer tradition here, Saint John's Eve where people start a huge bonfire and burn witches. It got banned temporarily last summer at the risk of starting wildfires.

Eventually wildfires did start due to the dryness
 
Been feeling insanely melancholic/sad for a multitude of reasons lately.
Sometimes it feels like I'm drowning in myself.

Times like these, I'm just so incredibly glad that I've finally found some people that I really get along with. These people might not know it, but sometimes getting hugged for a greeting, or just seeing their dumb faces light up when they see me - it feels like it's putting all of the broken pieces back together, at least for a little while.

Fuck man; just typing this made me tear up. I've really been living a terribly lonely & sad life until now and didn't even fully realize it.
 
So far 5 employees have quit since we got my new boss- how long can he keep them convinced that the problem is everyone else rather than him? They've made it such a racial thing, but two of the people that quit were black. I hate diversity hires.




He steals. He steals about 50 dollars of meat and other food per night. He steals food I'm making for our clients out of my hands to eat himself and dares me to do something about it. I reported this verbally, then in writing, and then when they did nothing, I quit.
They called me up and said "There's no evidence he stole 50 POUNDS of meat and you're a liar and why would you make a false claim, hmm racist much?"

I said I never claimed he stole 50 POUNDS, there's no meat we even order in that weight- he takes 50 bucks worth.

They pretty much just shut me down and said that's not how they're going to view the situation, despite my written statement to the contrary. They're going to consider it that I said he stole a ludicrous amount, so I'm ludicrously wrong. And of course I have no defense for the claims I never made. They kinda said I could admit to lying, apologize and promise to be a good boy, and get my job back. Lololol screw that! What a way to show their hand- they need me a LOT more than I need them!

They really need this guy to work out because they can't get anyone to be the manager for the pittance they pay. The only reason this guy does it for the low pay is because he enjoys stealing and being a sychophant, and he's been fired already from half the places in town.

All of these issues, all of this drama would be resolved if they just paid everyone like 2 dollars more per hour to make it vaguely competitive with the area, so they could get good people in there. If they can't pay more, than the solution is to make it the cushiest workplace ever- people should get the hours they want, the days off they want, get anything they need to make them show up and be productive. I worked every weekend because I enjoy it, and the other cook got every weekend off because she has partial custody of her grandkids. It was fully covered. One of the first things he does is force the other cook to work weekends despite me saying I'll work them, just because "no one can have it that good." So she quit!

I had a lovely, but super schizophrenic porter. He'll wash dishes and clean and help in the back, but he can't stand serving clients because of his schizophrenia and social anxiety. Most loyal employee in the building. Think Wesley Willis. Don't fuck with my schizo dishwasher. What does my new boss do? "Oh no, you can't refuse to do that. You HAVE to serve. I'm your boss." Total powertrip. So my dishwasher quit. I had talked to my boss about how the dishwasher was 'special' and he told me "He should get over it or he doesn't deserve a job."

Had another porter/server, a black one, who always had slightly inappropriate clothes. Too saggy pants, ripped jeans, etc. We'd given him a few talks about it, he'd get better for a few days, then go right back to saggy pants. One day, he was wearing totally fine, appropriate clothes, but my boss decided it was the day to write him up about the past. Instead of doing it any time during his shift, he pulled him into the office at the end of his shift- but the poor guy was counting on getting a ride, his ride couldn't wait, and he ended up stuck in the building for 4 hours. My boss knew about this, and bragged he made him miss his ride as a "consequence." The best part? My boss wears ripped jeans, saggy pants, even worse than the server, but just says "I'm the boss. Managers don't have dress code." So my server quit.

Other people have done this to be able to hire all their buddies/family members, but... he doesn't seem to have any buddies he's trying to hire. He's just stupid and powertripping and wants anyone who complains about him gone.

How long can it go on? What a shitshow!
Not to mention my case with the labor department LOL. It snowballed into something very big but I don't really know how that all works.

I saw a guy die today. Road accident (one of the drivers was drunk apparently) involving a truck, car and motorbike, the motorbike lost. Dude was laying there in the road by the time I got to there. Fucking wild man.
Sorry to hear :(
Even when you don't know anyone involved, I always still feel affected and mourn when I see things like this IRL. We're all humans.
 
So sounds like I got two potential jobs line up where I have to choose one.

One is as a bus driver, I do a drug test tomorrow and otherwise start Monday and already have the job, I get training so I get my class 4 license so I can drive busses and I have a regular schedule wit a big gap in the middle of the day I can spend at the gym or wherever. Downside is there will be kids in the bus and early hours and I'll be driving a lot even in winter, but I think I can handle that fine.

The other is doing water testing for a lab, I just had my interview today and I did surprisingly well considering my lack of a chemistry background as I was able to apply a lot of my experiences as a machinist. It's fairly close to my place and is likely have better hours. This one isn't confirmed but I'd hear tomorrow night if I get it and would start Monday. Downside is that without a chemistry education there is no room for advancement, and that it will likely end when spring water runoff dries up. I think I might turn down thos position as I need something a bit more guaranteed until I build up my savings.

Also my little stepsister has only been married to the Mormon boy from Utah for three weeks and he already attempted suicide. Apparently he had a drug problem and was using the money she sent him that was supposed to be towards a new car. Her situation is a bit less then ideal, but she has been very good at handling not ideal situations.
 
17 months unemployed in Leafland soon, sure am glad we're importing millions of jeets a year to fuck the already decaying corpse of the economy into the dirt. Even with experience you can't get a call back for anything these days, fuck even with straight up nepotism via family connections I can't get a call back. Legitimately thinking of just taking a "vacation" somewhere with a super cheap CoL, "losing" my passport, and teaching English online or something. Maybe I'll shill a Patreon and post up some of my writing, or shove it on Kindle Unlimited. That would get me a higher quality of life than being a tech professional (or even a tradie) does in this country.

I suppose I deserve it for being white and having a cock that I don't shove in other men's asses, at least according to our benevolent ruler.
 
Intoxicated, tired and a little manic ... probably from that Bailey's Irish Coffee and glass of rosé wine I drank.
Up and down. Eurovision semi-finals 1 is on and the poz is strong tonight.
Semi finals 2 tonight. FUCKING ISRAEL MADE TO THE FINALE. No one sabotaged the show but the hosts are stupid humorless cunts with no charisma. Hooo boy. My issue with Israel the Musical is two-fold.

1. It's a boring ass song.
2. The contest and/or jury is very is politically motivated or at the very least biased. Why I hate this so much is because the song is a wet fart straight out of an ADIS patient's asshole. And it makes it clear that often, the songs don't win on their own merits but rather due to biases.

Meanwhile, everyone virtue signals and dances around how it's all fair and there's no politics or biases involved. And it's not just Israel this year. It most certainly was Sweden last year.

I swear to god if Israel fucking wins...

hmm racist much
THANKS, DEI.
"He should get over it or he doesn't deserve a job."
And people wonder why schizos just disconnect from society. Fucking people, man.
I suppose I deserve it for being white and having a cock that I don't shove in other men's asses, at least according to our benevolent ruler.
Is this Justin trying to do an extreme course correction from "MUH BLACKFACE" that people liked to bitch about? Because that feels like it.

Edit for eurovision. Also there is a lot of virtue-signaling for girl power fuckery that is actually really dumb. They are acting like this is the first year that's been so many solo female singers on stage as if a solo female singer is actually a first this year....which is factually incorrect considering two of Sweden's wins is a solo female artist.

But they are right about one thing. There are very few solo male singers this year. The rest is bands or women in skimpy outfits dancing and some genderspecial from Ireland. Aside from Potato special, this makes the songs feel homogenized.
 
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Is this Justin trying to do an extreme course correction from "MUH BLACKFACE" that people liked to bitch about?
No he's just a gigantic fucking retard in general that only got voted in initially because he promised to legalize weed and a bunch of women thought he was hot. Literally, the female vote was key. Just imagine your average 15 year old Twitter leftoid, subtract the neopronouns, and add 40 years of age. That's Trudeau in nearly every way, and the utter dipshit faggot populace of the only few places in this country where the votes actually matter KEEP VOTING HIM IN.

Doesn't matter anyway at this point because this country is doomed regardless. JT just detonated all the bombs placed by the previous administrations a bit early during his frantic rush to place his own.
 
That's Trudeau in nearly every way, and the utter dipshit faggot populace of the only few places in this country where the votes actually matter KEEP VOTING HIM IN.
I hear tell it's also nepotism, given who his dad is.

If it helps, our government is shit here too. So much the ratings are plummeting and I hope for a new election soon. They are making conscription obligatory for women and extending it to almost a year in hopes that more people will join the military or be forced to. Probably autistic of me to say but I am not a fan of forcing people into the army, especially in times where there's no direct conflict.

But the resources are not ready for that and there's a lot of other institutions that are severely lacking.

Thankfully I am mentally fucked up and I'm not a tranny, which they gladly welcome, so I guess I'll be good. It's times like this where I wish I was a chink in Japan or something.
 
So far 5 employees have quit since we got my new boss
17 months unemployed in Leafland soon
God, why does everything about work have to be such utter fucking bullshit? My manager is a retarded bitch, and I don't know how much of her shit I can take. And today, there were 2 jobs I had interviews with recently, and I thought they both went great, and today I got rejection emails for both of them. Job-hunting is almost as soul-crushing as dating.
 
Im sick of encountering "people" who just get off on rejecting others.
No, common interests and all that other bullshit does not work. It really does all come down to luck when it comes to making friends.

Also came to realize I wasn't depressed. I was just surrounded by assholes and started removing them from my life whenever I could.
 
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Ive always wanted to see the northern lights. Everyone around me, even people 10 minutes away are getting fantastic shots, and I dont get shit. Best I got was this with my night vision.
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