His relentless eye fucking himself and inane "commentary" is making it utterly unbearable to watch.
I wish he'd crawl back into whatever sewer pipe birthed him.
I know there is a lot of back and forth on his sexuality, but knowing what we know now I'm confident in saying he has no sexual preferences. He's one of those special kinds of fucked up that doesn't care about gender, age, race, willingness, anything as long as he's the one sticking it in. He's the type that
everyone at the bar has to watch their drinks around.
And while I don't think it would ever happen in the primitive shit streets of Crème-istan, I do hope a group of real men just take him out of the gene pool some day.
And yes, I will take my top hats for that.
Another weird moment in the pity me video was when she said, "And sugar is like really bad for type 2 diabetics FOR SOME REASON" accompanied by half an eyeroll.
I've seen this a few times and I'm struggling to figure out if this is a case of arrogance, delusion, hyper-ODD or just sheer stupidity (yeah yeah it's Chantal, easy answer is "all of the above") but she treat her health problems like a parent telling her not to stay out too late.
It's hard to explain because I have no idea what, in her mind, she thinks is in control (a god? her body? healthcare professionals?) but she treats her health not like someone saying "If you hold a gun to your head and pull the trigger you will die" but like they're saying "If you hold a gun to your head and pull the trigger, I will kill you."
She talks like her body is breaking down not because the body is a machine that needs certain fuels and regular maintenance to run, but as if someone in charge (again not sure who, doctors? god?) decided "Chantal, you're having too much fun drinking gravy, you need to eat a veggie or I'll punish you with bad knees!" and if she just keeps screaming "You're not my real dad" and guzzling trash or pretending to make an effort and trick them into thinking she's trying with her pathetic water waddling, then the consequences will disappear.
I know some people like to believe in a higher power (karma, balance, god, the illuminati, whatever) because it's very soothing to think/know that someone is in control of it all and that we'll all be rewarded or punished for our acts and for a reason. That there is order, that someone is watching and that in the end (even if that means after death) the good guys win and the bad guys lose. I'm not saying anyone is right or wrong and I really don't care what others believe but if I'm right in what I'm seeing in Chantal she is treating her physical health
at the best of times like a kid treats Santa Claus on December 20th.
I've been diving into the archives again thanks to overtime at work and I'm reminded of a time during the Nadar era right after she reported him to the police and said something along of the lines of "So Nadar was arrested. I didn't expect that." and everyone who hasn't lived in a secular cult hidden in the mountains their whole lives was like "You went to the police, what did you expect?"
I have the day off and a beer in hand so I can't quite find the right words but I think this says a ton about her worldview. Words, no matter who they are said to, mean nothing because for her its always amounted to nothing. No threat her parents made ever came to fruition or if it did (like being sent to a home) she seemed to enjoy the outcome. So saying "you have diabetes" is just yet another thing someone in charge is saying and she can roll her eyes at, and they're trying to punish her with body pains to control herself and grow up.
It's honestly such a surreal mindset.
